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I Dont Think Anyone Actually Cares If I Live Or Die

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 163 People

    I hate my father . I hate myself .

    Many times I wonder , if I die , would people actually give a damn or would they laugh away . I can't tell you how many nights I've gone to sleep , crying because no one loves me . I have a hatred towards my father , who from child hood , turned me into a angry person . When...
    vintagebabe12345 vintagebabe12345
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 25, 2015

    In A Room Full Of People But Very Much Alone

    Last week my city was hit with some devastating tornadoes that really caught everyone off guard. I was stranded out by my damaged apartment with no power but I fared much better than those whose whole houses were destroyed. Nonetheless it was a very scary time for me because I...
    hsanahj hsanahj
    26-30, F
    Apr 23, 2011


    People pretend like they would care to make people feel sorry for them that they lost someone they "care" About but honestly, if I died today I think that no one would care. 99% of my friends are probably only my friend for me to do them favors or because they can take their...
    TwistedOak TwistedOak
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jun 4, 2013

    I Might As Well Be Invisible...

    I am 30 years old. That doesn't sound so old does it? Yet I feel like I'm 3 centuries old. I was an accident. My parents (biological) were two stupid teens who evidently didn't know that the number 1 side effect of sex was pregnancy. I was adopted by an older cousin and his wife...
    1 Response Feb 14, 2013


    ok everyone wants to hear y i want to not live well recently i found out i am pregnate on easter infact my dad called and i toldhim what was wrong which is i am pregnate my dad than proceded to call me a failure and told me to have a nice life. my stepmom said the same thing...
    deadlyhallowperson deadlyhallowperson
    3 Responses May 1, 2010

    I Asked For Help...no One Came

    I asked for help three days ago and no one came to help me that's proof right there that no one cares. at least for me.
    artistofharmony1986 artistofharmony1986
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 30, 2007

    NOT a Singal Soliltary One

    Only indifference Only curiosity would be found at my death Only tears of guilt Only thoughts of how crazy i was probably a good riddens in there somewhere And in life a resounding chorus of get lost, shut the **** up Complain and be eaten cry and be ridiculed by those...
    tulick tulick
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Mar 11, 2009

    I know no one does. No one

    that knows me cares. The only people that comment on this are going to be complete strangers, which is so sweet of them. Unfortunately, my own boyfriend would hand me a knife if I said I wanted to stab myself.
    chuhulil chuhulil
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    Does Anyone Really Give A Sh*t

    I bet that if I were to die tonight truly no one would give a sh*t. This is wat would happen "hey where's Ashley? Oh wat am I saying I dnt give a ****" that exactly wat people would say/think. I mean I could just vanish and not one person would care, or even look for me. I know...
    Lilwolf12 Lilwolf12
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Dec 15, 2012

    It is sad to say that

    but there are days I really do feel like no one cares. I am thinking back to not that long ago when I was in the hospital. I was rushed there (near dead) and know for a fact people that know me knew. But did anyone bother to visit, call the hospital to see how I am? No! When I...
    vovine123 vovine123
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Aug 23, 2015

    I Am Alone

    I really believe that if I were to just go to sleep tonight and never wake up, nobody would really notice. They'd announce it at school, and even my best friend would be over it in ten minutes. My other friends wouldn't give me a second thought. My brother hates me and thinks he...
    Jan 12, 2013
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