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I Dont Think Anyone Really Knows Me

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    I think we can get a feeling for one another by reading them but do we really REALLY know them? I mean I have lots of stuff here and I love to write, pretty open about it too, but there's actually a lot I don't write. Maybe in due time I can come to open up and allow more of the...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality 36-40, F 8 Responses Jun 7, 2008

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    No one ever really asks how I'm feeling.

    I have friends and family who love me but on the inside I'm really hurting. I cut myself and have scars to prove it. I haven't cut for a while but it doesn't mean I still hurt. I'd honestly rather not have to deal with people ever in my life. All they ever do is disappoint me...
    hn6653 hn6653 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 6

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    People have this view of

    who I am, by looking on the outside but nobody really takes time to know who I really am .
    LindsayCarrette LindsayCarrette 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Nobody ever has and ever will.

    even I can never trust my personal diary to tell some stuff whatever goes on in my head I shall take it to the grave. Xoxo minions
    jollie90 jollie90 22-25, F Dec 14, 2013

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    I'm Pretty Sure That No...

    I'm pretty sure that no one really knows me. I keep so much of my life hidden from everyone.
    turtlemusic28 turtlemusic28 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15, 2008

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    I Just Want To Be Happy

    i havent had and eating probs lately, and i was doing fine for a couple months. i really was. until i was introduced to cutting and weed. i hate waking up every morning worrying if my sleeves are long enough or if i cant make it through the day without crying in the bathroom. its...
    stormfinder stormfinder 13-15, F Oct 30, 2013

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    Not the Real Me ...

    The me who loves everything feminine. Dresses, skirts, nylons, heels and satin and lace. The me who loves flowers and their smell and how soft they feel. The me who loves to going shopping and see everything the stores has to offer. The me who likes to look good and smell nice...
    Josie06 Josie06 56-60, F 8 Responses Oct 20, 2008

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    They Don't Know

    My family doesn't that i have a life threatening disease and that i would be lucky if i live by the age of 40. And the thing is, is that 4 years ago when i was younger the doctor said that i MAYBE diagnosed with this disease. And so we went home and she told my sisters about the...
    sevenships sevenships 18-21 Jul 5, 2013

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    Who Am I

    know one knows me. I dont know me I like to the heat,but love the pool too. i like to dress up in my "sexy clothes",but never do* I like to shop,but cant.Wish i could I love myself,but hate me too. I love flowers,but no one knows that. I love my family,but want to...
    desertedangel desertedangel 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2009

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    I feel so unseen (I guess

    that would be the word?). I'm lucky to have friends and family who love me, who put up with my flaws and enjoy the good things about me. Its just I don't think anyone really knows me. They see glimpses of me and me trying to be my best... but if they got to know the real me, I...
    amygirl33 amygirl33 26-30, F Jul 26

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    Most people have an outward perception of me.

    But in reality they don't know some of the deep stuff. A lot of people wouldn't expect me to think the things I do. Most people wouldn't expect that I have darker aspects. I've never really shown myself completely to anyone.
    emelon12 emelon12 18-21, F Jul 14

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    I won't let you close enough to hurt me No,

    I won't rescue you to just desert me I can't give you the heart you think you gave me It's time to say goodbye to turning tables To turning tables.... Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior When the thunder calls for me Next time I'll be braver I'll be my own savior...
    ItsGracie ItsGracie 31-35, F Oct 7

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    I Am A Stranger To Everyone I Love.

    I keep so much of myself hidden away. Even family has zero chance of breaching the impregnable walls I have built up. My husband knows a lot, but he is still oblivious to most of my thoughts and feelings. That fear of being too close has roped itself around my waist and...
    InSydious InSydious 22-25, F Jul 30, 2013

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    Know Me Please

    Somebody please try to "know" me. Previously, I have been a very isolated person, changed to a person who has friends now, who matter. But very few close friends. I have had broken relationships. The closest a person can be is, with his wife (i think), but I feel she did not...
    MeAgainstMyself MeAgainstMyself 31-35 Jun 20, 2013

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    I Don't Think Anyone Tr...

    I DON'T THINK ANYONE TRULY KNOWS ANYONE! IT'S HARD TO KNOW WHAT SOMEONE CAN DO IN ANY SITUATION, SO NO , NO ONE REALLY NOWS ME.
    olycolodi olycolodi 51-55, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2008

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    Alone

    Most of the time, I am fine. But sometimes I worry that I will die and nobody has ever really known who I am. Is that stupid? Does anyone else feel that way? Its my fault, I suppose I am scared if people knew what I am really like they would judge me. The crazy thing is, I don't...
    smiler smiler 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 20, 2007

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    When it comes down to it.

    Nobody really knows what type of person I REALLY am.. They can try to figure me out, but unless you're me. I guess you'll never know. I'm the type of person who is easy to read, but not easy to know who I really am.
    distanceandspace distanceandspace 18-21, F Dec 8, 2013

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    I don't even know me.

    Sometimes I think I do, but I don't. Same for the others. So I wish they'd just quit making assumptions about me and just accept that I don't have the self awareness that society encourages us to have, and most of all just to accept me as who I am, even if not one of us know who...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 22

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    Nobody

    I am a loner and a wanderer. I never let anyone too close to me as I am a very private person. There has only been a select few in my past that I have ever revealed myself to and that only ended up in heart ache in the worst forms of sadness and depression. So it is a matter of...
    MoonFlower11 MoonFlower11 31-35, F 6 Responses Apr 11, 2010

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    I barely know myself,

    so there's no way that you do.
    valeryxo valeryxo 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 11

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    or at least not entirely .

    It is really hard for me to find someone who I feel will accept all of me .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Oct 7

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