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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    I pressed on me too when I saw this title about 2 months ago. Usually I write about that subject 1 or 2 days later. But I thought this was such an obvious statement. Of course...
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M Jan 10

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    I don't think you should ask me how my day was unless you really want to know. Everyone asks you "How are you," or "How is it going," expecting the obligatory reply "OK/Fine/Good...
    PaperPlanes88 PaperPlanes88 22-25, M Jan 6

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    *points* see the hole over there.. I'm crawling out of it. I've had enough of sitting here thinking - wow that'd be nice if. If I had you here, would I have come back? Would I...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 6

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    I have depression and I don't think it's selfish. I mean why is it selfish? I didn't ask for it! it comes and hits me and that **** feels like the whole world is crashing down on...
    sadmistak3 sadmistak3 18-21, F Jan 4

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    4/1/15 pm I feel in some aspects we've lost the romance we used to have . Many expect to have sex on the first date . It doesn't matter if there is no tomorrow . How many...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    i don't feel like sharing everything to anybody. even my best friend doesn't know who i really am. i am very secretive. i don't blurt **** out so easily to get everyone's attention...
    absinthe79 absinthe79 22-25, M Jan 6

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    So I haven't been going to church in awhile. I keep telling myself that I will go but never do. I think I have doubts about God existing. I've been wondering if I really believe in...
    DiamondInTheSkye DiamondInTheSkye 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    One of the worst things someone ever said to me was, "how can you be depressed when you have everything". We're told we're selfish because they believe we don't appreciate what we...
    willibemissed willibemissed 22-25, F Jan 4

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    I honestly don't and it maybe because I like smoking every once in a while myself. I don't know and I don't really care.
    FreaKxShoW FreaKxShoW 13-15, F Jan 5

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    Deppresion is a plague when people got small pox you didn't say "that ***** selfish getting small pox like that." I mean it hurts like hell and nobody wants it. I have to force a...
    sadnesskillsme sadnesskillsme 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I don't appreciate it when people say that having depression or being depressed is being selfish because, yes there is a lot of things in the world that are going on and for people...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F Jan 4

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    Well I'm not on it anymore, but they didn't work. I was even more stressed than usual. On top of that I was tired all the time and I couldn't grasp new concepts, I was falling...
    CrimsonSkull CrimsonSkull 13-15, M Jan 8

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    This girl asked me out, but I rejected her because her personality wasn't the greatest and her looks were even worse. Now her friends say I'm mean because I don't want to lower my...
    lautrecofwinterfell lautrecofwinterfell 13-15, M Jan 10

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    I think it is more about missing a connection - emotional or physical. I think there are many of us who can occupy their time quite efficiently. Yet, you want someone to come...
    moonchild0315 moonchild0315 36-40, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think my friend has a worse life than I do. She has to bath her mom daily, give her meds, keep her lung tube cleaned out, and cook her 3 meals a day. Her own vertebrae is messed...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 13 hrs ago

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    Talking to some hoe and I can't crack the account to see whats going on and being said but I do remember the past and you met her on Craigslist I believe... And I always see you...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    This is how she dresses normally when we have guests, especially her coworkers.She isn't so pretty daily in home, but she's told me that all women in her office dress well to...
    Merovingiox Merovingiox 26-30, M 14 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its very hard for a guy to try to be open, i don't know why, but i want to be the real me but i guess I'm just afraid what people might say.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Jan 4

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    Why is it so hard to accept that you don't want me as badly as I want you. :'(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Jan 15

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    Never understood the point. I dont even talk to the 3 that I have on my friends list anyway. Not because I don't want to, it's just that new people to this place fill their list...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    I get so many friend requests but I can hardly add anyone to my circle as most of them have profiles that I feel don't match with mine.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 16

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    Yup, today I learnt that before saying something, I have to think carefully if what I am going to say is what I really mean. Today, I learnt that what I say can not be changed...
    kindahipsta kindahipsta 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Public schools systems, colleges, and universities take the day off for Columbus Day (at least everywhere I've lived). But not Veteran's Day! Really? I could go for ever about...
    cmh229 cmh229 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    a long trip abroad, anger, misery for me, deliberate hatred and a u-turn. where to begin. my girlfriend said she was going to south Africa for a bit back in October 2012. like a...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Every time it comes to a sexual EP user, they ask me what gender I am. Isn't that very rude if I kept my gender undecided for a reason??? Why is that always the first question? You...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 3 Responses Jan 1

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    False. Depression and selfishness go hand in hand. Withdrawing from the world hurts the people we love. What is more selfish than wallowing in self-pity? Most of us want to...
    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 6 Responses Jan 3

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    I've noticed how there's so many people out there who think that just because you get high marks and do well in school you are automatically smart when in reality that is not the...
    believexo believexo 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I've known lots of people who lie about one thing or another. Most of the time they at least had a reason, and understood the gravity of what they were doing. I can at least let...
    JackMann JackMann 18-21, M Jan 17

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    I can already hear her voicing her vehement denials. She is the least concerned by the various manifestations of vanity that usually seem to plague most of us. And if backed into a...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 22

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    Funny how you think your relationship is all well, but then find out things could never be further from the truth.
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Actually I know that no ones knows the real me!! I mean I am a 55 year old transgender woman, and on one has a clue. I think most people will be blown away, when I come out , and...
    DawnR59 DawnR59 51-55, T 1 Response Jan 3

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    I have been in depression once when I was 5. I know its a young age but I actually had to take pills. But no I'm have never been in depression again. But I always hear people say...
    AlexV0707 AlexV0707 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I'm sitting here listening to the girl im almost in love with talk about their sex life with other guys and it makes me extremely jealous.... :(
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Do you guys think im ugly or pretty people at school say im pretty and one moment they say im ugly so idk
    jaddielove024 jaddielove024 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    ANYONE WhO LeGit doesn't have this experience, or feels this way, go get a traumatic life and see how you feel. Go get a father who was an alcoholic who did pills then killed...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I was in a relationship with a much older person when I was younger. I wanted it.
    MysteryAbove MysteryAbove 70+ Dec 31, 2014

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    I Love my wife showing off her cleavage I wish she would show of more. she just turned 42 she just turned 42 and is stunning with 34DD's
    Paulfox1 Paulfox1 26-30, M 3 Responses Jan 1

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