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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    I wouldn't, most of my family wouldn't. No one really would. They'd put on a nice, depressing show for a funeral, then go back to their now free lives. And I'd just be in my happy...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I hate people liking me just because I am good with make up, good on dress i wear or I'm good in my profile pictures.But guys, hello, I see myself not that attractive. I'm freaking...
    kristinef1 kristinef1 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    FairytaleDreams FairytaleDreams 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 3

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    MisAnalogy MisAnalogy 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Ewashere Ewashere 18-21, M 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    My Fake Mother, in relevance to my other stories, filed taxes on my behalf, stating that "I am not head of household and that I could not file". She drains me of my money, please...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm 20 yrs old already and I've never loved. I'm starting to think I'll die sad and alone and that I'm incapable of love. I'm miserable and it gets worse each year. I feel even...
    Charlene1603 Charlene1603 18-21, F Mar 20

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    Courtship Guidelines Pt2 5. Dad and mom are cc'd on texts In order to hold their daughter accountable, Mom and Dad ask to be cc'd on the girls' text messages while they're...
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    yea this isn't going to happen. I'm 42 yrs. old and still single. its all good though. im enjoying my life right now.
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    I've known a lot of educated idiots over the years. It's especially irritating to find some people with degrees being arrogant about it, like it makes them better than others.
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    22depth 22depth 22-25, F Apr 10

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    unless you've experienced it yourself then you shouldn't judge. my ex used to tell me"oh just get a job and you'll be fine" i remember when i eas suicidal. and depressed he said...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 10

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    Thanks to everyone. I wish you all well
    RestlessWarrior1 RestlessWarrior1 46-50, M 2 days ago

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    I think if some of the little boys here want to learn something they should message me
    sissy1972 sissy1972 22-25, T 2 days ago

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    CoolDad59 CoolDad59 51-55, M Apr 9

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    suddenly having moods was happy now crying. nothing wants to work out for me including my feelings toward Blake
    TammyDRadke TammyDRadke 31-35, F 1 Response 47 mins ago

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