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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    ....

    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    I don't think it's shallow to want a handsome guy , for me if it's no attraction it's no point , yea I love great a person with a beautiful personality as my friend .. I'll be...
    Prettibrowngirl Prettibrowngirl 70+, F 17 hrs ago

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    I am usually a happy person. I am fine. As long as I don’t think too deeply.
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    I know I won't ever be getting married. Marriage is just so overrated... There are three types of people... there's the type that adore marriage and children, they type who says...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 1 Response May 5

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    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response May 15

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    I hate the fact that I'm not cute. I have a dumb tall height and it doesn't even match my baby face so I cant be pretty either. How come short girls don't realize they have it easy...
    OptimisticOctopus OptimisticOctopus 13-15, F May 2

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    I always feel connected, I even know where he is. But he is so toxic I can't be with him anymore. Because of him I will never let anyone get as close as him. I don't want to give...
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    RebekahWriter13 RebekahWriter13 31-35, F 2 Responses May 16

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    I have known my entire life that I would I would not ever get married. As I have foreseen the many men I have been with obviously didn't have strong enough feelings to pop a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 4

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    My energy is used towards me not towards someone that isn't doing anything for me, I think only about people when I'm around them.
    Brandnewhim2015 Brandnewhim2015 26-30, M May 4

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    Sometimes I feel like lots of people fail to realize to see me. For most of people around I'm a funny , cool and inteligent guy who studyes a lot and has a part-time job. I can be...
    ChubbyFox ChubbyFox 18-21, M May 5

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    Why do straight men get married if they think staying committed and having a wife will be a burden!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 6 Responses May 4

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    Why do some people seem to find love, or seem to find "the one" so easily while others seem hopelessly destined to be alone? They say there's someone out there for everyone, and...
    pantspooper12345 pantspooper12345 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Pretty much giving up on the idea of this ever happening. I was engaged but it fell apart. Ever since then (and it's been a few years now) dating has been very difficult. It...
    jerz653 jerz653 31-35, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I said something really insulting to my bae just now:( I'm such an idiot:( I didn't mean to..:'(
    YLIhououin YLIhououin 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I think they would see how damaged I am instead of thinking how privileged I am because my family is wealthy. Money doesn't mean ****. I would spend all the money in the world to...
    kristen1993 kristen1993 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    And that includes me. "...man is always more than he knows or can know about himself..."
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M May 5

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    everyone's a genius in something. It is just that people are a way too lazy to find out or work on that thing.
    ashrith ashrith 18-21, M 2 Responses May 8

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    "If you are the smartest person in the room, you are in the wrong room" There is something you can learn from everybody as long as you're open enough to listen.
    lauradowns lauradowns 16-17, F 1 Response May 12

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    Everybody is knowledgeable in something. Us as people should learn and try to improve. You can always learn from somebody. Scientia Est Potentia!
    MyLivingLife MyLivingLife 13-15, M 1 Response May 12

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    I have had them . ive been hurt too many times too badly . I can't take it any more . you give your love to someone , you trust them and they throw it back in your face by hurting...
    devilgirl123zombie devilgirl123zombie 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    my bf has a pof account, he told me he never use it, he didn't know the password so I thought I'd delete it for him and when I wet on there he had been talking to girls up till 5...
    JazzyJazzy90 JazzyJazzy90 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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