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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    First post. Hello. I am 22 and I'm a uni student with an over-zealous mother. And by over-zealous I mean 'constantly interfering with my life and making me feel worse about myself...
    iNeedSpace iNeedSpace 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    I started university september 2013 and shortly before that I'd looked online to find other people who were going to be going to the same one, and started talking to a boy who I'll...
    apismellifera4 apismellifera4 18-21, T Mar 15

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I don't say that to be self deprecating or to put myself down in any way. I just think I'm sort of average. And that's ok. I think one the ways we find contentment is we face...
    writerguy331 writerguy331 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    I don't to a degree. But I don't want to associate with any of them. Every time I think I'm getting over this prejudice or discomfort, something comes up that pushes me back. They...
    RationalCutie RationalCutie 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 10

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    The tradition of marriage means very little to me. What an odd ceremony, is it not? "A celebration of love," they call it. "A merging of two families." Most weddings appear to be...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    I believe I have truly hit bottom. Wow 2 years of hell and I still carry that black cloud. Last July I lost my job of 15 years because of my ex, began working for a temp agency in...
    mb1973 mb1973 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 5

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    My biggest fear is that I'll marry and have kids with someone who wakes up one day and decides they don't love me anymore.
    Madison18 Madison18 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I wouldn't, most of my family wouldn't. No one really would. They'd put on a nice, depressing show for a funeral, then go back to their now free lives. And I'd just be in my happy...
    Hiiamawhovian Hiiamawhovian 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Yes it is very true beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But when you hear how ugly bad looking and some more **** for a long period of time. Not copping a plea or anything I just...
    Mystique91 Mystique91 22-25, F Mar 12

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    I can't believe I said it out loud. The truth doesn't set you free, you know. It makes you feel awkward and embarrassed and defenseless and red in the face and horrified and...
    TCL009 TCL009 41-45, F Mar 1

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    So, I'm trying to hold myself together and my parents come home. So I'm asking my mom to give me a hug and she won't. Naturally they don't know I'm breaking apart, but, still...
    thehonestgentleman thehonestgentleman 18-21, M Mar 16

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       Baby boomers are the most narcissistic, most selfish generation of all time. No matter what the conversation is about, they always say it was better when they were...
    Nihil4EVA Nihil4EVA 22-25, M Mar 1

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    I have met many people who have made the comment 'Everything happens for a reason'. I asked what this meant to them, thinking at first that they believed that everything happens...
    ProgressivelyCurious ProgressivelyCurious 61-65, M Mar 3

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    So I fall asleep at about 5:00pm and I wake up at 6:00, I'm a teenager and I still go to school, so as I get ready for school (get dressed, pack my bag, do my hair and makeup) I...
    puggy64 puggy64 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I have to ask why you think that? What generation are you from, the spoiled little brats that were a product of the baby boomers. Or are you one of the brainless grand children of...
    Azbigben56 Azbigben56 56-60, M Mar 1

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    It shouldn't bother me because you explained it me.. That you've known her forever, that you guys have been through several difficult times but I can not help it. It bothers me...
    beyondthebluesea beyondthebluesea 18-21, F Mar 6

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    I agree with this statement, but I think people take it too far. There are strengths and weaknesses to both "grades" and "life experience". Most of the smartest people I have met...
    Kingshelman Kingshelman 31-35, M 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I'm 20 yrs old already and I've never loved. I'm starting to think I'll die sad and alone and that I'm incapable of love. I'm miserable and it gets worse each year. I feel even...
    Charlene1603 Charlene1603 18-21, F a week ago

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    this dude really tried to tell me time isn't real, unless he's immortal, time is very real my g
    slimvince slimvince 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 9

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    Do you feel good? Enjoy life eat as you wish.I see many heavy woman working out and many are there just to exercise.They move just fine and are very strong. Their bodies are robust...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    I always check someone's profile before adding them. On another note: SORRY I apparently didn't see a lot of notifications .____. I think my wifi is being wonky
    AaronH96 AaronH96 18-21, F Mar 19

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    Courtship Guidelines Pt2 5. Dad and mom are cc'd on texts In order to hold their daughter accountable, Mom and Dad ask to be cc'd on the girls' text messages while they're...
    Abbybear911 Abbybear911 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    When I first arrived here., I remember seeing a dear friend....fungirlmmm (never sure how many M's :).... Anyhoo..... I noticed she had lots....and I mean lots of experiences...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 2 Responses Mar 5

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    I think older men have a lot to teach younger guys like me. Besides, they appreciate me more :)
    barelyteenjock13 barelyteenjock13 13-15, M 7 Responses Mar 7

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    my parents always say stuff to me that they sometimes regret having me they ALWAYS shout at me all the people at school think I have a great life AMAZING parents But no its so not...
    sonalichaggar2003 sonalichaggar2003 13-15, F Mar 7

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    I think it is life experience that indicates intelligence over Grades.
    sroonaka616 sroonaka616 18-21 3 Responses Mar 13

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    I think it's very very real and a huge threat to our way of life
    shannonsjourney shannonsjourney 18-21, F Mar 18

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    if everything happens for a reason, so why am i suffering medically, mentally and emotionally. why is the world facing so many challenges, why are the girls being raped why are ppl...
    Ahaanaa Ahaanaa 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    University can teach you skill and give you opportunity, but it can't teach you sense, nor give you understanding. Sense and understanding are produced within one's soul...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 7

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    Courtship Guidelines Pt1 1. Dad approves all courtships Before a boy approaches one of the lovely daughter, he must go through Daddy first. After he makes his interest known, Dad...
    Abbybear911 Abbybear911 16-17, F 23 hrs ago

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    I paid to play again and again. ...I'm left with broken tickets broken promises and a broken heart
    lizardking187 lizardking187 31-35, M Mar 5

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    But it sure as he|| is in the top 5! Maybe the top 3!
    DonnaDomm DonnaDomm 26-30, F Feb 28