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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    along the way people have betrayed my trust. I think I have had slot kg contractions when it comes to men. I had a bad father figure in my father but really good from my uncles. so...
    justlilyg justlilyg 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    It bothers me. I have been through a lot... I mean a lot. I am young. So, when I meet new people they would never assume any of the things I've been through and I don't just...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    My mom is hard to live with. She is obsessed with Facebook and taking photos. She wants me and 2 of my siblings to go to church camp, and is determined that we go. She registered...
    UnknownPrincess02 UnknownPrincess02 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yeah pretty hurts but ugly is down right excruciating
    tiki18 tiki18 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I guess this is just me having a childish rant hoping to feel a bit better. I just don't feel happy with myself, people are always telling me to be like other people or complaining...
    VoicesInTheShadows VoicesInTheShadows 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    There is nothing more unnatractive than an attractive peson who smokes. I don't care how hot you are, that is a complete no go for me. sorry not sorry.
    mel7leo mel7leo 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I think I would rather **** in my hands and clap just quietly lol. She wants to get back with me. Sorry love but the damage is done. I gave my all and if it wasn't good enough then...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    Bill Gate had dropped out of college. He had founded his own company. He is one smart person without a degree.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    A college degree does not prove you are smart and many think that it does. But it does prove that you are disciplined.
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Companionship. True, authentic, honest, trustworthy company by my side. To have experiences with you, create moments and memories that we can return to, to say we lived as much as...
    designbycassandra designbycassandra 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    When people used to find out that I have a college degree, some of them would say "wow, you must be smart" to which I would always answer "I may be smarter than some people in one...
    flirtingjoe flirtingjoe 61-65, M 5 days ago

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    This isn't because I'm ugly or bad with girls (I am pretty bad with girls though) Its a conscious decision I've made. I want to live a certain way and I'm afraid it might be hard...
    Jshorty96 Jshorty96 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I've met educated people with degrees who are still as thick as pigshit. And I've met people with limited education who are extremely intelligent. Education doesn't have to be...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Chris Rock dropped out of high school when he was in the 10th grade. In my opinion, he is one of the most brilliant comedians and social commentators we have right now. I am in...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    http://m.bookemon.com/book-profile/the-shadows-arising/165803 If you click on this link, it will take you to a book I wrote a few years ago, "The Shadows Arising". It has become...
    novaftmpride novaftmpride 16-17, T 6 days ago

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    http://m.bookemon.com/book-profile/the-shadows-arising/165803 If you click on this link, it will take you to a book I wrote a few years ago, "The Shadows Arising". It has become...
    novaftmpride novaftmpride 16-17, T 6 days ago

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    I've been so played I've reached the point where I don't believe ANYTHING I'm told. That's what happens when you've been bs'ed for years and years and years.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    to have a boyfriend or girl friend it is only ever about looks figure how good you are in bed 3 main thing's men or women go for I don't have eny of them advantages I just don't...
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I've tried every hypnosis technique I can find on the Internet, either I'm not finding good ones or I'm just not so easily hypnotized.
    Ticklemeplease7 Ticklemeplease7 18-21, M Jul 23

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    This isn't a challenge... It's a warning;)
    Dahlia2020 Dahlia2020 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 22

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    actually, i've trouble with believing people XD and have often been told that I'm excessively suspicios ;) but that's how it is, I think that no one can be fully trusted, sometime...
    AmarieOfTheVanyar AmarieOfTheVanyar 22-25, F Jul 21

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    You can learn whatever you want, Why do you have to go to school for it? Because I know you can go to school and still not be educated. Is there something wrong with wanting to...
    Firechidist Firechidist 18-21, F Jul 20

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    my dad has smoked cigarettes and drank alcohol since he was 9 years old. he just died 3 months ago from severe lung cancer and liver cancer. he was 45. this is no joke. and it's...
    pipernicole4 pipernicole4 13-15, F Jul 19

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    I really don't think EP is a dating site, but I see it being used as one, I mean don't get me wrong, if it weren't for EP, six amazing people that I know wouldn't be married...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Who really thinks she is I mean really. To all the fans of Miley Cyrus out their I'm sorry but she is tricking you guys into believing she is a good person in the inside. I think a...
    kelseypalmer08 kelseypalmer08 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I feel like I'm living with a stranger(fiance)... we mostly have small talk and honestly I don't care that we are at this point. there's days I don't care about him as I should
    emotionalmommy emotionalmommy 22-25, F Jul 18

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    A great example would be....... religion! The thing that i am not allowed to even question at the risk of being hit! Seriously though I wish parents were more open minded about...
    SnowSpirites SnowSpirites 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I'm not even fully aware of what happened. I mean, I'm not really close to much of anyone in my family, or even out of it. But I don't understand why I have such a hard time with...
    dwyli33 dwyli33 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    To be marriage just feels like a contact, love shouldn't need a contact. As far as I'm concerned, if two people are together in a stable, loving, committed relationship and...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 16

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    But guess what? I am. You're just too boring to realise it.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 16

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    Sign up and you and my friend could win a$500 scholarship http://www.fastweb.com/referral/JulyAlsina
    JasonMasters93 JasonMasters93 22-25, M Jul 16

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    I mean I'm not boring, I definitely love to have fun and have crazy things I want to do. It just "hit" me in may that the group of guys I like to be around might find me boring. I...
    FutureVet2014 FutureVet2014 18-21, F Jul 15

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    I'm thinking lots don't really want to know you,the real you, they just want the fun,ear,happy,enjoy you..I'm one to want to know someone fully..you know I've only been asked once...
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F Jul 14

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