i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached"
i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me.
We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
"call me", but that's it. He never really cared for me did he. Did he? It would be great if I could read minds, it would be really great.
He'll never get how insecure I am, how sad I am that he doesn't get it, how depressed I am. Am I really so hard to understand?
It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way
I stand screaming moving with no direction
Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs
I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave
I still see the damages all around me and I
cry at the memory
Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup
I wish I would take back half I gave to you
I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me
She knows your pain shares your weaknesses
I could never would rather die made different choices
It is okay in life to...
As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle
I have secured all post with my guards
As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face
I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another
As the enemy...
You are not the man you portray yourself to be
You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise
You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings
The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...