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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all itโ€™s my fault anyway thatโ€™s why he doesnโ€™t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    ....

    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    We can have similar experiences, but we are not the same- ๐Ÿ˜€ all of us aren't. You better not use "I know what you're going through, but I think you should-" as an opening...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F Jul 13

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    I don't think I'll ever let myself believe I'm anything more than the ugliest person on earth. It's really weird actually. I have a very good looking boyfriend and a lot of people...
    DenniseCo DenniseCo 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 1

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    I've decide not to add older woman and men. (there's an exception, but I don't feel like going on about that now.) [here comes the rant.] I don't really like arguing with...
    Sourminds Sourminds 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I don't think there's anyone out there that would want to go through the trouble of loving me. I'm over-emotional, sensitive, I'm not pretty, I'm not funny, I'm six pounds...
    weby667 weby667 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    No one knows, but I'm very insecure. Looking at me you wouldn't be able to tell, I'm a cheerleader, I'm usually surrounded by people but when I'm not I'm content with being alone...
    avagrace03 avagrace03 13-15, F Jul 9

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    It might be strange to admit this even though I have been married. I never had a real boyfriend before my husband and I know now I settled for someone because I didn't want to be...
    Free247 Free247 36-40, F Jul 11

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    Dear you these are my thoughts this very moment, Why is it that other girls are on your mind? Am I not good enough? What'd i do wrong? I am hurt... So basically we've been...
    Sunshinebarbie Sunshinebarbie 16-17, F Jul 16

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    I want to die . I have nothing to loose now I loose my love of 3 years my family really don't care my friends don't understand what I going tru i am just tired I just want to...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M Jun 28

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    I don't expect a lot of responses. I haven't found much on the internet, but I did find this app, so who knows. I am a middle-aged adult who wishes they were 5 years old again. So...
    LittlestFrenchie LittlestFrenchie 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Well, my ex wanted to grow old and die alone. He made that very clear when he said he didn't want to have kids and get married. To be fair he told me that on the second date. I was...
    bittersweetsourandsalty bittersweetsourandsalty 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I literally hear many voices, when I say something back to the voices, they don't reply. I know for a fact I am not imagining them. Sometimes they say my name or just random "happy...
    hellobriannaskye hellobriannaskye 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Today at school I overheard a conversation between two of the girls, one of them said that she thought she was fat because she was a size six, the other girl also thought of...
    Melonfriends Melonfriends 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I consider myself a pretty good guy, maybe a little rough around the edges with a little attitude, but I just don't see that happy ending where I get married and have a family, no...
    WhiskeyShooter WhiskeyShooter 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I don't like to tell people all about me.
    alyssabay alyssabay 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    It's often just enough to be with someone. I don't need to touch them. Not even talk. A feeling passes between you both. You're not alone.-Marilyn Unfortunately she was portrayed...
    littleboxofsecrets littleboxofsecrets 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    If I don't get married it's fine I'll just travel and enjoy life. ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Œ
    Sammie099 Sammie099 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I will only add you if we've talked through comments before! Please don't be offended if I don't add you, but there is a reason for my hesitance.
    littlestella littlestella 18-21, F Jul 9

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    Nobody opens up to me so why would I open up to people who don't trust me.
    stortos stortos 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Unfortunately EP does it automatically. It shouldn't be capitalized for the same reason we don't capitalize the word bullshit.
    Badtimanonymous Badtimanonymous 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    Back in high school when I was in grade ten, my best friend introduced me to this guy that she went to semi formal with, just as friends, and ever since that day we became really...
    jenniferolise jenniferolise 18-21, F 1 Response 39 mins ago

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    Everyone is free here to block whoever they want. The abuse takes place whenever someone decides to evade important questions or simply a painful truth. To call adultery by its...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 46-50, M Jul 14

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    I'm sure most of us have been guilty in letting others here dictate our moods or how we feel about ourselves.. I soon learnt when I came here being over sensitive is a danger to...
    primnproper primnproper 46-50, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I give all my soul my time energy and hope to a relationship I dream of a big future just to get dump over strangers ! I love this dude and he push me to the side ! Every tear and...
    esoj80 esoj80 31-35, M a week ago

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    I say a whole sentence then they say "what?" I ask a question I get no answer then if I get upset about it I get a "I didn't hear you!" I say a statement and no reply. I get upset...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F Jun 29

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    Once again I find myself awake and feeling alone in bed tonight. He is not interested in me....won't touch me not even when I touch him or put my arms around him. He only kisses me...
    txhouswife42 txhouswife42 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Because not even me knows ! We are rivers flowing and our waters changes with everyday experiences.How many "me"s there is? I think just one...the present one.
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    People who hurted me has no clue to what extend they have made me broken.Perhaps some of them would be even glad to know.Anyhow if they could feel what I feel...that would be...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    Everyone has emotions, ranging from IMA SO OPTIMISTIC to I hate everything. Well I'm sure everyone has a petpeeves. But If you make me angry, YOU BETTER BELIEVE THAT YOU WILL NEVER...
    GothicLunar GothicLunar 13-15, M a week ago

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    I wonder sometimes, if life will get better. If people around me would stop being sad and cherish life. I control the people around me and like a turtle I retract every attempt of...
    LePaw LePaw 16-17, M a week ago

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    Boys you can't hide anything from girls
    harry8199 harry8199 18-21, M Jul 1

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    In fact, I think a college degree makes you conform to certain standards and norms... and cliffs and sams... What employers want these days is someone that thinks outside the box...
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 2 Responses Jul 2

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    This is no dating website. This website is to find others going through or have experienced whatever your going through and trying to talk about it and finding out the best thing...
    kaaligirl kaaligirl 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    My husband always pretends to want to 'get to know me' but if I ever of share things he simply won't recall a single thing I said later. It's like we always stand on the same spot...
    squirrelbounce squirrelbounce 36-40, F Jul 9

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    Everyone is free here to block whoever they want. The abuse takes place whenever someone decides to evade important questions or simply a painful truth. To call adultery by its...
    Soniador1963 Soniador1963 46-50, M Jul 14

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    I've been married for 21 years to a man who could care less if I lived or died. I'm not allowed to show any emotion. I'm disrespected on a daily basis and he's cheated at least 3...
    sears1297 sears1297 46-50, F 5 Responses Jul 16

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    I have been a member for years and now suddenly EP is censoring everything I have because it "violates" some guideline. The latest has been on here for months, if not years and...
    wtchswife wtchswife 56-60, M Jul 16

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    When you instantly devalue, with just a few words, years worth of hard work that I've accomplished. For us. When you constantly put me last on your list of priorities. When you...
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I mean what's the point in being in a relationship thats most likely going to fail. you just get to love someone who eventually won't love you back. Yes you have good times, but it...
    danielfrost danielfrost 16-17, M 2 Responses a week ago