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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have been with this man for the past 2 years. I swear he's the love of my life. Things were fabulous the first year that we were together. We went on amazing cruises and...
    lilianang lilianang 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 17

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    So I suppose I would just like to see if there others out there who feel similarly or can understand because there are very few around me who do and it makes me doubtful of my...
    boley1501 boley1501 22-25, F 23 Responses Oct 9

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    So me and my friend had a discussion over breakfast this morning and I don't think flirting hurts anyone but she disagree's. I do admit I am a bad flirt, I flirt with everyone, its...
    Bornsinner30 Bornsinner30 26-30, F Oct 21

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    I don't think there should be a Christmas... I'm fine with going back to the days when it was called Yule...
    ValhallaAwaits ValhallaAwaits 18-21, M Oct 8

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    This is gonna be a really long "thought" of mine. I had my first boyfriend at senior year in high school. I came from a quiet school and this guy moved in from a different school...
    ANNunknowngirl ANNunknowngirl 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    So... I'm gay and best friends with this straight guy and i went over to his house and he's so provocative the first time i went to his house and the second time that i went he put...
    benjibatch benjibatch 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    I really don't. That being said, don't expect me to tell you about my sex life on a public forum. NOT GONNA HAPPEN! !! I am not embarassed, I just respect my wife enough to...
    overtherainbow47 overtherainbow47 41-45, M Oct 7

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    I don't believe in superstitious legends. I don't believe in any other superstition. I don't believe in all things that are part of peoples small-time gossip. More to the point, I...
    SamHarris SamHarris 22-25, M Oct 7

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    I think I'm a furry, I don't really know anyone else who is and would really like to, hoping that someone might want to chat:)
    southparkrocks southparkrocks 22-25, M 2 hrs ago

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    I think it's time we all start falling in love with ourselves. when you fall in love with someone, every little thing about them becomes beautiful and perfect. We're taught at a...
    Livinglife95 Livinglife95 18-21, F Oct 3

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    I think everyone girl feels like this at some point in their life. It's a crappy feeling
    thecryptofu thecryptofu 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Sometimes I tend to just do or say things without thinking them through first. Sometimes if I see a comment I don't agree with I'll put my opinion in and I shouldn't do that. It...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 12

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    Yes, i am not good looking, Yes, i am fat and i do have big fat face, and yes, i am never gonna be loved by anyone but i don't care about it anymore! Thanks for reading my boring...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 18

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    Nobody understands me, no matter how Many times someone says "just don't be scared to show them you." It just doesn't matter, I'm unexplainable, and people think I'm psycho...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    People tell me i'm pretty. They comment on my Instagram selfies with heart eyes. My friends and family say i'm beautiful. But i'll never believe it. I don't care how many times you...
    Theonlyreason Theonlyreason 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 6

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    I like people for who they are not for cuteness or handsomeness I love personality people sometimes only love me because I'm beautiful I don't like that.
    Kaitlin100 Kaitlin100 13-15, F 4 Responses Oct 7

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    We all have two belief systems - The things we BELIEVE we believe, and the things we actually try to live our lives by. Most people don't realize this, or recognize the difference...
    SilverSearching SilverSearching 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wouldn't like if someone cheated on me so I wouldn't want to help do it to someone else, also I think you are weak and pathetic if you can't break it off but instead go behind...
    paragra paragra 18-21 4 hrs ago

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    The thing that sucks about this though is I have to be focused and busy on anything or else I will begin to think and it will escalate to deep thinking which will depress me...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Oct 10

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    I spent summers growing up in Waterloo; spent time in Mason City; and lived through a winter in Britt. Iowans seem like a friendly enough people and I really liked living there.
    SinimanCheryl SinimanCheryl 41-45, T Oct 10

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    I think intelligence is gained mostly from life and based on the understanding of generalized information. I have several myself but without them I would and most that know me...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 17

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    which I was fine with in my early twenties. After being in the military for a long while, alone, and having lived everywhere that I felt exotic enough for me, I just feel so empty...
    CMB2352 CMB2352 26-30, F a week ago

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    The real me is outgoing,kind,and caring. But everyone thinks of me as quiet and shy
    metalchick18 metalchick18 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Read the comic, because it explains better than I ever could why I feel this way.http://theoatmeal.com/comics/columbus_day
    d31k0b0l d31k0b0l 22-25, M Oct 8

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    I thought I could be strong and make it the whole year but it is just getting too hard to want to live anymore I'm tired of everything
    rushman5 rushman5 13-15, M 1 Response Oct 9

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    I live in davenport. I love it here. I know where everything is and all the people. It's quiet. I could live here my whole life.
    maggie3333333 maggie3333333 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 10

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    ... and I wonder what the world might look like if less people believed everything they, too, are told. I also wonder if others personalized things less in order to automatically...
    wbmw wbmw 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 13

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    Love hurts... Deception hurts... Hurts more to think I wasn't important to you.
    YoungHeartedSoul YoungHeartedSoul 41-45, M Oct 21

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    When did a story about being toplezz become taboo? 'I love being toplezz' was deleted by the EP police. Such hipocrits!!!
    shy40d shy40d 56-60, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    A college degree no longer has true meaning, or intrinsic value. A college degree does not mean what it used to mean; it does not hold the same weight. Looking back 40 years ago or...
    TheOrganicOne TheOrganicOne 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 3

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    I'm that kind of person that will think lowly of themselves but act cool and seem cool in front people. Like, yeah Im ugly but only I am allowed to say it. Deal with it.
    LadyWhatever LadyWhatever 18-21, F Oct 6

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    I've met so many people with a degree that are completely clueless , shallow , and just lost . I think they are two type of stupid people , the ones who are successful and have...
    Idese Idese 18-21, F 7 Responses Oct 15

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    and if you do realise then why dont you care? im too sensitive I know that but I cant help feeling it none the less
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22

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    Even my closest friends dont know the REAL Me.... I just wish I was able to express myself,
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 22

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    Got to agree but then again I'm bloody struggling to figure that out as well so I'll give them a break :)
    wanderingboy wanderingboy 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I think I'm too young to not trust people but in all reality, I find myself living a life with dulled and blocked emotions. For example, I don't even have the slightest care about...
    Quinnayy Quinnayy 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 22

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    First off I am not someone to join a forum like this I usually keep things private, but I am interested in other peoples views especially women. I am a married man with 2 kids...
    Henjo24 Henjo24 26-30, M 8 Responses Oct 9

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    I just think that most people keep lying to themselves by thinking they care about others or that others care about them. I know it sounds like a depressing thought but that's just...
    almajedj almajedj 18-21, M Oct 19

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    Don't tell me you love me. You don't know me you can't love something you don't know anything about. So please don't think you love me because you don't love me but you love what...
    mymindsalivingnightmare mymindsalivingnightmare 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago