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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    ....

    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Twice engaged, then poof the guys vanished into thin air. Lol. What a lame attempt at making those memories light! But seriously though, exes are exes for a reason. I learned the...
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    I agree. I don't really think about my gender often unless it comes up in debate or discussion. In fact, I prefer to base my identity around other things that don't relate to...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I want to be married. i jIust feel like it probably wont happen.. I would love to be with that special someone. But I haven't had any luck with my past relationships or the guys...
    Jose020 Jose020 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I travel far too much... And when I do meet a girl I wonder if she's the best for me. Some part of me doesn't want to settle and another part of me hopes that there is a girl that...
    thebestyoucan thebestyoucan 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My mom always talks about my wedding and me getting married, but the idea of marriage seems impossible to me
    dreamergirl17 dreamergirl17 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I never thought I would get married and I did. Than i told myself no kids but I have 2. Lol life is funny when you think back :)
    sumtone sumtone 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    Flirting doesn't mean you want anything bit of harmless fun ;)
    tornbetween2 tornbetween2 26-30, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    At my age, I know I won't.
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    When I said this to my auntie, it was met with explosions of confidence building tactics and, 'You don't know what the future holds'. It's not that I don't think people would want...
    sfairy27 sfairy27 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I think I'll die before getting married. I wouldn't be able to see the love of my life wearing that beautiful white dress, looking like an angel, and I wouldn't get to see my kids...
    20ShadesOfBlue 20ShadesOfBlue 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I want to stay positive and my family says I should, but it's so easy to feel like singlehood will be the norm throughout the course of my life. People everywhere are telling me to...
    asert12345678 asert12345678 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've been in a relationship for almost 3 years now. If it were up to my bf we would've probably been married by now. But since I'm a childfree gal I don't want to drag my SO into...
    Horseaddict Horseaddict 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to get married but it's a 2 person deal and I have no +1.
    Ishapian Ishapian 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    my family believe in them so much but i don't at all, i just want to wear my hair a certain way and dress a certain way, but they have such a problem with it.
    aohana aohana 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It isn't that I don't think I'll ever get married, it is that I don't think I'll ever want to get married. With divorce rates over 50% and a biased divorce court, I don't want to...
    AdArbitrium AdArbitrium 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    It's honestly just a piece of paper. And paper crumbles, ages, rips. I don't need a paper to validate my relationship with anyone, because it honestly has nothing to do with with...
    Naluu Naluu 16-17 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    i am opening up my heart and saying things to people and then i get rejected. i am lonely. but i do not want sex chat/sexting. please stop. thank you. i am here to be honest and be...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I am missing you and hurting so much because of you. It hurts soo much bc my feelings are true.. it hurts bc it feels like I been cast away.. I found my beacon of light. I was...
    missjdragon20 missjdragon20 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I will say something without thinking before I say it and that is when I get myself into trouble with other people. A lot of times I will speak what is on my mind without...
    marlene41298 marlene41298 16-17, F Aug 22

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    I believe everything has to be earned, respect, trust, love etc. So I don't understand the whole 'respect your parents and elders' thing. Should they not have to earn it first? why...
    Hayden23 Hayden23 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I didn't used to feel like this, because I was actually going to get married, but he passed away, and I don't want to ever be with anyone again romantically.
    Chockolatte Chockolatte 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    When the person who "loves you" leaves you because they don't know what to do anymore and have lost a little bit of their fight.. Yet all I ever did was reach out to you and you...
    Catho Catho 18-21, F Aug 21

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    No, more like I KNOW you can't handle me. I'm 1.000% sure you can't handle my dry humor or my stubbornness. ;) Good luck trying though.
    OrochimaruSama92 OrochimaruSama92 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    When you and bae fight... But then you realize you don't have a bae...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M Aug 18

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    Maybe, I don't know I'm too young to think about this XD
    ThisIsLife13 ThisIsLife13 13-15, F Aug 17

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    One thing I thought about today is how some symptoms are from other things. Does it make it less severe if someone is only depressed versus someone bipolar? I feel like if any...
    Chrossy Chrossy 22-25, F Aug 17

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    Not that I blame you, it's not like I'm in a relationship with you or anything, so why should I ask you to understand what I'm going through right now... It's not your...
    VerticalCirrus VerticalCirrus 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I really doubt it. I can't even find someone to find me attractive enough to want to date me, let alone marry me. So I really feel that in the end I won't ever get married.
    Klong91 Klong91 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I hear many people putting them down,and some of those talking don't even have jobs
    marinerob marinerob 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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    I have seen the people who work as a cashier at Wal Mart or take your money in the drive thru at McDonald's and I look at them and realize that they are a person just like me and...
    girlfullofenergy girlfullofenergy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    I put on an act to the rest of the world that I am allright but really I feel constantly sad and depressed but I can't tell anyone because no one will belive me
    Jonathanba Jonathanba 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 15

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