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I Don't Think He Ever Really Cared About Me

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    Chameleon

    You are not the man you portray yourself to be You hide behind lies and smoke filled guise You were deceptive to a pure heart wasting precious time when you are unsettled in your thoughts and feelings The bond you share with another can not compare with the love you claim you...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Its A Pain In The A**

    It is so hard you when you already had tried some effort to do something for him, but later on it is useless. Unrequited love is something was being reaped out. What the hell I can do? It is after all it’s my fault anyway that’s why he doesn’t love me back. I have many...
    Eureka85 Eureka85 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

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    not the way i believed he did.     but its ok. it is. we rarely talk now. i miss him. he did care. just for the wrong reasons and in the wrong ways.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    He Never Loved Me Like I Loved Him.

    It really makes me sad - well mostly angry - when i think about him. Especially since i am still so attracted to him. I do think he is a beautiful person - but also very cruel - and simply not for me. We looked for completely different people in a partner. I'm aware of that...
    jasminjane jasminjane 18-21, F 7 Responses Dec 18, 2008

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    We Can Start Out New!! I Promise!!

     i will say again, i posted this story thing in the "i am too attached" i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay...
    rainbowclouds rainbowclouds 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2009

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    2 Different Worlds

    my last boyfriend was not exactly my type, but he made me laugh and treated me well for a long time. when we were around his friends, he was always very close to me. very protective. but when we were alone, we'd run out of things to say to each other. we didn't have many of the...
    damagedsoul damagedsoul 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2008

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    The Fire

    Smoke invaded my lungs in such a forceful way I stand screaming moving with no direction Then the cool breath of fresh air like candy to my lungs I told you then looking the damages I wanted us to leave I still see the damages all around me and I cry at the memory You say...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 11, 2013

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    Numb Pain

    As the soldiers of pain stand in parallel to do battle I have secured all post with my guards As the river desires to reside permanently in the depths of the crevices within my face I hide within self ashamed that I once again allowed my power to be stolen by another As the enemy...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    Butterfly

    Butterfly, you think that love can be measured in a cup I wish I would take back half I gave to you I hear the rhythm of your heart and it does not beat for me She knows your pain shares your weaknesses I could never would rather die made different choices It is okay in life to...
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Jan 16, 2013

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    I seem happy and carefree but that's what everyone sees, but on the inside I'm crying I don't feel like I'm important to my man.
    SMARIE37 SMARIE37 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    If we ever chat or interact in any way here on EP or anywhere else, know that I don't mean to offend you or disrespect you in any way shape or form. I personally don't think that I...
    ItsHIStory ItsHIStory 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    I've had a lot of failed relationships. I am told its because the girls weren't good people, but I keep feeling I am just a **** boyfriend. I do what I can to make the girl happy...
    Schizotistic Schizotistic 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is so much that people don't tell you about the process of breaking up with a narcissist... The biggest thing I'm struggling with is all the broken promises and feeling like...
    siren1226 siren1226 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    My mom always points out something she doesn’t like about my appearance, and my sisters point out things about my personality as if i always can controll it.
    katie1400 katie1400 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Recently I was trying to convince someone he was wrong when he said that Europeans think Americans are stupid. Now I saw this: http://youtu.be/7_pw8duzGUg Demonios.
    brianthesnail brianthesnail 46-50, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    because its thousand times healthier to eat something wild or even just local from a local source. supermarkets destroy our planet in such a hyperdimentional way!
    balkanka balkanka 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Just once I wish I was pretty enough to be accepted into today's society, accepted by people, accepted, by myself. I feel like I will never be pretty enough, for anything, for...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    That's what I've been told.
    Thalassophobic Thalassophobic 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Problem is I always overthink EVERYTHING...
    silence3412 silence3412 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    im fine when i dont think too much
    etdragonstrom etdragonstrom 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    yeah i really dont think i m cute idk what people see in me lol , i think they are crazy :P
    Dreck007 Dreck007 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Why would I really think that I am worth living, when growing up, all I was ever told was that I was nothing but a mistake, and an accident. I mean, would you think you are worth...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    i feel like ive disappeared long ago. noone missed me then. i feel i am just wandering letting time pass me by. unoticed for the most part. i recently started talking to a couple...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    **** marriage!! Its just for those insecure piece of **** ! I feel better of alone
    LovelyLilly13 LovelyLilly13 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Life is a process of learning. Almost everything changes from time to time. We still have a lot of things to learn....
    tears3sad tears3sad 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    my relationship has hit an all time rock hard bottom - at this rate we will most likely go underground and say hi to hades before the month is over
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F a week ago

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    So basically, If I am thinking rationally and clearly, its all good, the world at the very least makes some sense. Once I start thinking "deeply" , I'm like YOLO-MODE where I start...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M Jun 29

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    Sometimes stuff happens, yes I know we are active decision makers in the process on a certain level, it's interwoven - interconnected - a cause and effect. What about events that...
    1unusualLass 1unusualLass 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 29

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    Not sure if you will ! But if you put up with me! I'll put up with you. Accept my crap and accept yours lol=^.^=
    Oceandock19 Oceandock19 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    I know that nobody knows the real me because i keep everything to myself. And everyone I was going to open up to, left. But, I'm used to it now.
    Cybergirl425 Cybergirl425 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    If I disappeared would you miss me? I don't think I can be strong for much longer..
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 27

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    Sometime I wonder if I'm really a mistake in life...
    UnknownBeautyQueen UnknownBeautyQueen 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    That is the most horrible sight I have ever seen, how are you meant to play fight and overpower her when you have some huge tank with whopping muscles ready to smash every bone in...
    Bennyboo2000 Bennyboo2000 13-15, M 4 Responses Jun 25

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    Especially, the body builder type , eww , but a toned girl is Good , but it's not always the body , a mind should be fit too
    wishingwellguy wishingwellguy 36-40, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    I'm sure the would i live in is all in my head all my "" family and friends"" are all in my head as well as the life i'm in. none off this is real.
    sexybillybob sexybillybob 31-35, M Jun 22

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    It sure as hell is not a choice. I just read a lot of judgemental a$$hole comments from people who lack factual knowledge on mood disorders. There is a reason they do cognitive...
    krazeekatie krazeekatie 36-40, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Sex is a physical act between two (or more) people. All that you can do here is read and type naughty words. What you do with those "naughty" words is up to you. You can feel...
    knightedone1 knightedone1 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 22

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    Everyone brings out a different side of me. Whenever I try to tell someone about the real me, I tend to not mention somethings because they can only see that side. I don't know why...
    jellolia jellolia 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 22

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    They can't know me because I don't even know me!!! ^,^
    KingMarcray37 KingMarcray37 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 21

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    Every time I try and be me everyone I know tells me I'm either sick or depressed. I'm so glad to be moving across the country so I can start all over with a new group of people...
    biscuitstiq biscuitstiq 26-30, T 1 Response Jun 21

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    The only people who knows the real me are my parents and relatives. I am full of surprises online. Yes, I am going to post something that some people might think WOW or hate it...
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    ive never met anyone in real life who understands the real me!! i have met people on line before who "apparently" have come pretty close to understanding the real me, and i say...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 21

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