I Don't Think I Will Ever Be Loved The Way I Want To Be

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 985 People

    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2016

    I expect to get what I put out

    but I seem to run into others who are already hurting and can't give me what I should have.. I have sooo much love to give and nobody who can truly appreciate it. I have gotten to the point where I believe it is not someone out there for everyone.
    EternityF EternityF
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    I just love too much.

    I lose myself in the person until I no longer matter. Towards the end of my last relationship I realised that I could have me or I could have him but I couldn't have both. I had to choose and so I chose me. I chose my sanity because I gave too much of myself. I poured every...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    I couldn't picture anyone loving me

    when I can't even love myself
    sammylynn333 sammylynn333
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 5, 2014

    I dont know if thats true.

    I loved her who was wonderful to all but me. She just left.
    isaidenough isaidenough
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 24, 2016

    Its The Person That Counts

    i don't think that someone could love me the same way I was loved that I am loved, i don't think someone else will be able to see my flaws and love them as much as what makes me wonderful, and See's me for every part of my being, i know that one day I am going to find Mr...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Dec 27, 2009

    I am selfless when I am with someone.

    I give my time, love, and effort. In past relationships I've given my all to them. I've sacrificed time with family and friends for them. I've given up my "me" time to make a man happy. For once I want to someone to take care of me. Show me some love. Make some effort for me...
    VirgoBeauty VirgoBeauty
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    What I truly need in my life.

    one friend who loves me for the one I am. My wife just came and said she loved me. I don't feel it so I told she don't. She told me she does... Then I asked what she loves about me. She answered everything. And I build her... You can't even tell what u love... She answered...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    31-35, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    Is there a such thing anymore?

    ?? I'm having a hard time with rejection and life after divorce. Does it get easier?
    kittyluv78 kittyluv78
    36-40, F
    8 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    As much as I hate to say it

    but I really can see myself being one of those middle aged women who has everything but someone to love. I don't want to be that woman. At this rate I don't see that fate changing though. No one should ever go through life never being loved; I think that it is so sad when I hear...
    Shygirl917 Shygirl917
    22-25, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    It is sad but true. I am

    so full of love...bursting with happiness and passion, yet, i married an introverted, inhibited, self conscious, passive aggressive man who has now lost his libido. obviously I love him or i would still be here....we have 3 kids together and refuse to give up on our family.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    I've always been the one to love

    and give somebody my all while I recieve nothing in return. I honestly want to know the feeling of being loved by somebody and not being afraid of opening up to them because of the fear they'll leave me.
    hinatahyuga809 hinatahyuga809
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 10, 2016

    I just think that based on my experience,

    it's impossible for someone to love me. it's that sense that "I love you" are 3 words that have been thrown round so carelessly that they lose meaning. The way I want to be loved is quite simple. Don't listen to rumors about me, trust me, be loyal to me, have a sense of humor...
    diegosauns diegosauns
    18-21, M
    Feb 28, 2016

    I used to just give and give

    and let others just take and take. I thought I was loved but I was just used. When you are self less for such a long time you truly forget to think about yourself and what real happiness is which should be a two way street when it comes to friends, family and partners. You...
    asianlover69 asianlover69
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 25, 2015

    Guess I'm asking for too much- 50:50% kind of

    love. Once I even believed I had it...till I woke up from my fantasy and realized it was me giving more...always is. Guess that's the way it works. Someone always loves more. Thinking about it, I never could say "Yes" to a relationship, where I knew in advance, the other...
    Godess4Fun Godess4Fun
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    Whatever you are seeking is inside yourself.

    Meaning what you're trying to find..a feeling you crave..whatever it is, the answer will always be in YOU. YOU keep living on..You thought you'd die if you couldnt date that one guy or that oNE girl.. well look how strong you are. Be proud. Not many people understand that what...
    SarcasticBadger SarcasticBadger
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    I am a very odd person

    and there's a lot not to like about me. However, the longing for someone to love me deeply and immensely remains. I want to be loved because I'm not perfect and my record is not perfectly clean, I have not always been the goody two shoes I appear to be. I want to be loved...
    ambamx3 ambamx3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    Boys, Boys, Boys! Most all of my friends talk

    about boys, but I sometimes talk about boys, I'm looking for a boyfriend, but I have had my heart broken by so many boys it's not even funny! But hopefully if I find the right boy maybe I can trust that guy. You heart ad respond to this if your heart has been broken.... I want...
    Choclatechip125 Choclatechip125
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    I fell in love with my best friend

    and now my hearts broken
    nicki0804 nicki0804
    18-21, F
    Nov 5, 2014

    I'm starting to feel like anything will do.

    .that, or just give up completely.
    PrincessPolarBear PrincessPolarBear
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 13, 2015

    The Fairy Tale.

     I want the fairy tale, which if you notice never goes beyond the first kiss. I would love that intensity throughout a relationship, but I am coming to realize that it is just not possible. I will update this as my mind allows.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Nov 9, 2009
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    1 Response Jan 9, 2016

    I am only ever loved

    for my body. The second I start to open up to them they move away. I am tired of nothing but physical attraction, but I will never find anything else. i wish I could find a man to hug me, hold my hand, show me off to his friends, step back, let me be me, and look at me with...
    sunInverness sunInverness
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    I had one Love.She had a drug problem

    and went to jail.I had tell Her meth or Me.It was a habit.Now shes out and giving lectures in front of 100s of people.I should of waited on Her. Love conquers all they say I just got on Facebook and told Her I miss her 20 yrs later. The bad thing is...Today She maybe a much...
    The1960texan The1960texan
    51-55, M
    6 Responses Mar 13, 2016

    Most Times Real Life Doesn't Measure Up To What's In Our Heads

    I feel like this is a fate I should be preparing myself for. I may be young but I know what I want in life. I'm also smart enough to realize the complete fantasy and folly that are most of my dreams.You see, while the rational, down to earth part of me knows that love is a scary...
    LullabyD LullabyD
    22-25, F
    Apr 25, 2012

    I Am Happily Married, But . . . .

    So my husband and I have been together for over 9 years. We started dating at the age of 19, dated for seven months, had sex together for the first time - and I got pregnant. We stayed together, got an apartment, and built our life together. When our son was born with special...
    teach82 teach82
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Oct 9, 2010

    I use to think this but I plan to change this!

    !! I will be loved the way I want to be!!! There is to many people in this world for everyone to have that special person. We just all have to have the want to and time to find them.
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    Feb 28, 2016

    (Unchecking the group button

    as soon as I post this.) There is a low probability that another human could really do this. First, I believe that I already have the love of the Great Lover of My Soul, though I go through moments that I tend to forget it. Second, since I would know how I want to be loved...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Nov 25, 2015

    I've felt this way for a long time

    but now I have hope again.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Nov 24, 2015

    I feel saad it's so hard to be alone in nobody

    cares about your feelings and Who you are ...it's been two years now still trying to make this one love ... It's not existed it's something in our dreams or it's not for me .I wish I love and feel loved :(
    siraj2888 siraj2888
    26-30, M
    Nov 5, 2014

    At my school no one will notice how much i am

    hurt. Every day i feel lonely more and more and that no one loves me to make me theres. I am 13 and i know many of you are going to say she dosent need to be loved because she too young to feel anything. But guess what i feel way more than you can imagine. Im a sensitive teen...
    ikayla123 ikayla123
    16-17, F
    1 Response Nov 4, 2014

    I recently got out of a 4/5 year relationship

    and was really depressed for a few months and beat myself up for ending it but now look in the mirror and am proud of myself and how far i have come and am happy but i feel like i won't ever be loved the way i want to be or expect but honestly i am perfectly fine with that. i...
    ReallyConfusedTeen ReallyConfusedTeen
    18-21, M
    3 Responses Mar 17, 2016

    Maybe not...but the way I'm being loved

    now is a pretty good substitute.
    savoy2 savoy2
    46-50, M
    Feb 4, 2016

    'you'll find someone' is what people always say

    but I'm not sure anyone will actually be able to 'look into my soul' and actually get what's going on. . I know it sounds kind of cheesy but I'd really want someone that would just 'get it' . . . . and I'd get her (maybe him lol) too
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    Love is something I have always given in

    abundance but rarely received... in fact, lately I've been wondering if I have ever even been loved. A life full of broken hearts is still a life lived. I want to embrace this grim reality. I want to say it's all good cuz the future is unwritten! Yet, I'm here. Alone. I...
    ConsciousDrifter ConsciousDrifter
    31-35, M
    Mar 1, 2016

    Most of my relationship are always giving,

    giving, giving, giving, and failing to make other people, happy, in the process. I'm always trying to play or expected to be Wonder Woman in relationship, while being cute-little Suzie Q. My body is never good enough, or should body parts aren't good enough. I've dated people...
    brownowleyes brownowleyes
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 9, 2016

    I wish I could find someone

    who has the same situation as I. Who I can talk to and visit go out and become friends. My situation is I can't leave(divorce) until my children are old enough. That isn't until 12 more years. We aren't physical with each other my wife and I. I want to feel the love of a female...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 26, 2015

    Is it too much to ask for?

    Love? Devotion? Adoration? Respect? Companionship? I am capable of it so ( I hope) there must be someone out there who can return the emotions to me. I have been drained of energy after being married for years and having to constantly ask for these things. I had hoped he would...
    netherose netherose
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2014

    got married @ 18 now 23 I've never been

    so lonely so long. I've never been so disliked because of my personality, and I've never realized how good of a catch I am till four minutes ago
    irregularities irregularities
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jan 10, 2016

    I keep finding myself caught in a twilight zone

    and there isn't a single sign of life, but a perpetual sunset casting magenta. It's sad and it's sweet.
    s0undgarden s0undgarden
    18-21, M
    Jun 13, 2015

    I wish I knew who the quote was FROM,

    but loved this: She does everything with passion stained hands. Looks at the world with burning, fire-lit eyes, loves with a splintering chaos, deep in her bones and smiles with a secret mouthful of mischief. She feels everything, all at once or not at all, with a soul that...
    GrantGeek GrantGeek
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Nov 25, 2015
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