I Don't Think People See Me For Who I Really Am

Are you constantly battling with yourself on which 'you' to present to the world? Share your story here. 355 People

    Living In Madness

    Looking back on the last few years of my life, its been a long and strange adventure. There has been happy moments and there has been sad moments. There has been times when I'm living a lie and the lie is living me. There has been times, when its darker, and colder, and I'm...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Aug 24, 2013

    Subtraction

    Take away the colored contacts, the blonde hair and 38C's and what do you see? Do you truly know who I am or what makes me tick? Or are you a shallow person who blithely goes through life never disturbing the surface waters to see what lies beneath? In which case you are doing...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt
    41-45
    3 Responses Sep 30, 2011

    I'm a really caring person,

    and i will drop everything to make someone else feel better. I care for people, but the problem is, they don't bother to see past the ******* part.
    zydeko zydeko
    18-21
    Feb 25, 2015

    I'm smarter than people think,

    I'm not really stupid but people just don't get to know me enough to hear my creative ideas,I've never been invited to a party but I have more turn up supplies, than a Walgreens pharmacy with Miley Cyrus
    featsfrom502 featsfrom502
    18-21, M
    Apr 25, 2014

    I am passionate and sensual.

    I love to submerge myself in an experience. I also sensitive and fragile, though I appear to be strong. I am not a toy, a maid, a cook. I can cook, clean, and have fun. These activities are what I can do not what I am.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 25, 2015

    Hi.

    My name is Brianna. I'm 17. I have a 3 year old little girl named Lysia and a 7 week old son named Gabriele. Both of my kids have different biological fathers but my fiance Jay has raised my daughter since she was born and says that she's his no matter what a DNA test could say...
    Bri202 Bri202
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 22, 2009

    Silent Anger

    Many times in my life i have kept in things i wanted to say or do, i am one of those people who wouldn't stand up and say what i want to say, i would say in a sense i can be quite shy. people don't see an angry side of me, because i keep the anger silent, i don't really know why...
    phoebe098 phoebe098
    16-17, F
    Sep 11, 2013

    True...Title Of This Group Says It All!!

    I am a daughter, sister, grand daughter, niece, and cousin of some ill never know.. A good luving friend to many and hopefully many more to come... A partner too one who will meet one day and luv mee for me one day.. And hope to become a student again.. A young girl who is...
    Longolina86 Longolina86
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Apr 4, 2012

    This applies really when I'm home.

    Love my dad and grammy though but still.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 26, 2015

    confident.. happy within myself.

    . nothing bothers me. I've let that be a complete lie towards everyone in my life I'm just really good a faking it.. not even my best friend or my family knows the real me.
    Rachxox Rachxox
    22-25, F
    Feb 26, 2015

    People See Who They Want To See

    sometimes i feel as if no one knows the real me ...the me that still cries over lose her husband ...the me that wishes and prays for her son that's overseas ..the me that tries to make the world a better place ...the me ..that is still that lost little girl that no really wanted...
    goodseemore goodseemore
    41-45, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2011

    I Am Quite Sure.

    I don't know why, but I seem to be a bit more complicated than most. I am a little bit of everything. At times I am utterly docile and innocent, at times I am dark and sarcastic, sometimes I am downright aggressive, sometimes I am insubordinate, sometimes I am a bit eccentric...
    unsanity unsanity
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 23, 2010

    A Mind Free From Captivity

    An anarchist. A sinner. A carnal, violent, viscous, instinctive, passionate, articulate, free thinking writer who's not kept complacent by the rules of the game. They just gave me a number when I was born. I organize a humble nest with the scraps they throw me once they've...
    mierdamundo mierdamundo
    31-35
    Oct 20, 2013

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