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I Don't Think People See Me For Who I Really Am

Are you constantly battling with yourself on which 'you' to present to the world? Share your story here. 266 People

    A Mind Free From Captivity

    An anarchist. A sinner. A carnal, violent, viscous, instinctive, passionate, articulate, free thinking writer who's not kept complacent by the rules of the game. They just gave me a number when I was born. I organize a humble nest with the scraps they throw me once they've...
    mierdamundo mierdamundo 31-35 Oct 20, 2013

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    Living In Madness

    Looking back on the last few years of my life, its been a long and strange adventure. There has been happy moments and there has been sad moments. There has been times when I'm living a lie and the lie is living me. There has been times, when its darker, and colder, and I'm...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    I Am Quite Sure.

    I don't know why, but I seem to be a bit more complicated than most. I am a little bit of everything. At times I am utterly docile and innocent, at times I am dark and sarcastic, sometimes I am downright aggressive, sometimes I am insubordinate, sometimes I am a bit eccentric...
    unsanity unsanity 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 23, 2010

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    True...Title Of This Group Says It All!!

    I am a daughter, sister, grand daughter, niece, and cousin of some ill never know.. A good luving friend to many and hopefully many more to come... A partner too one who will meet one day and luv mee for me one day.. And hope to become a student again.. A young girl who is...
    Longolina86 Longolina86 22-25, F 10 Responses Apr 4, 2012

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    People See Who They Want To See

    sometimes i feel as if no one knows the real me ...the me that still cries over lose her husband ...the me that wishes and prays for her son that's overseas ..the me that tries to make the world a better place ...the me ..that is still that lost little girl that no really wanted...
    goodseemore goodseemore 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 2, 2011

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    I have help lot's people on here ,

    ,,some are down and out about their self ,,,and some cheated on their spouse ,,,some are just lonely , I help them to ,,,some you can not help...but we all die one day,, that the real judgement began,,,you can not lie you just stand their and take what coming to you...nobody can...
    pullupgirl103 pullupgirl103 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 25

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    But They Will Soon

    I will write, express, create, and produce until all that I am, all that I feel, all that I believe is so sewn into the fabric of the universe, that there will be nobody who knows my name that has not been touched by my soul.  I will emblazen myself on the souls of those...
    Pendark Pendark 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 18, 2009

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    Subtraction

    Take away the colored contacts, the blonde hair and 38C's and what do you see? Do you truly know who I am or what makes me tick? Or are you a shallow person who blithely goes through life never disturbing the surface waters to see what lies beneath? In which case you are doing...
    DieKatzeSchreibt DieKatzeSchreibt 41-45 3 Responses Sep 30, 2011

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    Silent Anger

    Many times in my life i have kept in things i wanted to say or do, i am one of those people who wouldn't stand up and say what i want to say, i would say in a sense i can be quite shy. people don't see an angry side of me, because i keep the anger silent, i don't really know why...
    phoebe098 phoebe098 13-15, F Sep 11, 2013

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    Hi.

    My name is Brianna. I'm 17. I have a 3 year old little girl named Lysia and a 7 week old son named Gabriele. Both of my kids have different biological fathers but my fiance Jay has raised my daughter since she was born and says that she's his no matter what a DNA test could say...
    Bri202 Bri202 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 22, 2009

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    I'm smarter than people think,

    I'm not really stupid but people just don't get to know me enough to hear my creative ideas,I've never been invited to a party but I have more turn up supplies, than a Walgreens pharmacy with Miley Cyrus
    featsfrom502 featsfrom502 18-21, M Apr 25

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    So I'm sitting in bed crying and listening to music with my headphones in. Why? Because my husband is being a complete arsehole. He gets really nasty after a few drinks and has...
    NotSuchAnInnocentGirl NotSuchAnInnocentGirl 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have many 'fans'. I've been added to so many peoples' circle, but I've never really heard from them. Except to randomly heart one of my stories. It's like big brother watching...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 2

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    I've been in love for a long time, I finally could say all I feel to that person, but, she doesn't says "I love you" I hug her, shes hugs me, we hold our hands, and she is so cute...
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    How come when women on EP say they need someone to talk to, they don't care which gender. But when men write the same thing it means I'm Looking For A Woman. Often tagged Dating...
    talkinaftermidnight talkinaftermidnight 36-40, M Dec 15

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    I have been married twice before and it has never worked out. First marriage was full of arguments almost everyday about the stupidest stuff, and my second marriage was full of...
    thebaddkidd thebaddkidd 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    I was speaking to a friend of mine and my sexuality came up, unfortunately this is a regular occurrence. She said "why can't I have a gay best friend? I know you're bi but I want a...
    flamingfangirl flamingfangirl 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 29

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    I actually don't, as I smoke weed from time to time, I'm just hoping to start a dialog to find out why. Please no name calling, or personal attacks or any kind, only serious...
    EifeBrennan EifeBrennan 26-30 1 Response Dec 4

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    I know they don't because they always ignore me or make a joke about what it is that I had to say or they brush it off and treat me like I'm an idiot who doesn't know what they are...
    HollywoodBlonde HollywoodBlonde 26-30, M Dec 7

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    I pretend to be an *** hole and use comedy to stop people from getting close to me. Whenever one of my friends talks about something personal to me I will make a joke out of it. I...
    Matt2704 Matt2704 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 2

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    "Hey, Red, want to go out to dinner or something?" "Hold up, I'm trying to beat the Elite Four here!" XD But seriously. I'm much too immature to be anyone's girlfriend just yet...
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 4 Responses Nov 27

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    This is really bugging me and I need to get it off my chest. It seems like to me there is far too many people walking around, turning their noses up and thinking they are superior...
    chelsieshay2626 chelsieshay2626 18-21, F Dec 13

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    & I haven't cried not on purpose for a few years (I think). I like to show that mentally, I'm really, really strong.
    fcnantes fcnantes 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    people post the same video for a bunch of different experiences within a few hours of each other. It's nice, really nice, that you want to help people, but posting the same...
    absolom absolom 41-45 Dec 13

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    Video games do train people. We need to chose how we will be trained. These techniques were first used in WWI when they found that most people who were good marksman, could not...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Dec 16

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    I think it burns my since of truth to hear me shouting in my youth I need a way to sort it out. After I die I rewake redefine what was at stake from the hot side of a god. I see...
    lexinwonderland lexinwonderland 13-15, F Dec 15

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    Although, I have a college degree. I do not think I am smarter or better than anyone else. There are things I learn from people with or without a diploma added to their name. I...
    FrankK70 FrankK70 41-45, M 6 Responses Dec 5

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    Litterally I feel like no one will. I would of never seeked knowledge if i would have known that most people are ignorant and its how humans bond, through there ignorance. If i...
    flayedskin flayedskin 18-21, F Dec 15

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    ... "Bleh." That's all I can think when I see myself x3 Whoo..
    C5PiE C5PiE 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 28

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    I hate it so f****** much when people use the word "gay" to describe something as "******", literally grow the f*** up and use the actually word "******" to describe something that...
    Aphrodite14 Aphrodite14 13-15, M 3 Responses Nov 30

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    I'm gay, and tbh I hate it when people use the word gay as another way of saying ******, if u wanna say something's say it's ******, quit being homophobic.
    SilvaNavarro SilvaNavarro 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 28

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    I really need help and I want somebody willing to help me. Thank you.
    gracegodduaghter gracegodduaghter 16-17, F Nov 28

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    my dad hates gay people... I'm in the closet... I'd be disowned if he knew. so I have to listen as he rants and makes fun of me and my friends.
    ayanojo ayanojo 51-55 1 Response Dec 8

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    again...nobody can love someone like me who is always in depression once a month or cries when she feels like it...I feel like I'm giving up this whole life even though it's...
    VerenaTheShadow VerenaTheShadow 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    So yes, my life is **** at the moment. But how much more down the drain can I go? There has to be a limit. And I think I have already hit the bottom. You know what happens when you...
    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F 18 hrs ago

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    I Am a genuine gay and I'm looking for a serious monogamous relationship.
    genuinePINOYgay genuinePINOYgay 26-30, M Nov 28

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    Sometimes people make me feel like I'm an idiot... I'm always slow on things, and yet I'm the smartest in my grade
    Reading247 Reading247 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    I have recently decided to leave my husband and all of my plans seem to be falling through. I feel trapped :
    jennygirlnov1910 jennygirlnov1910 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 10

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    I'm sorry. I'm such an attention seeker posting about this. Wow. What a piece of ****, born into ****. Oh well. You're welcome.
    Starchild00 Starchild00 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 11

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    Why is it that there's always one member of your family that has known your sexuality for yonks? When I came out to my nan, the first other person except my best friend, and she...
    flamingfangirl flamingfangirl 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 12

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    I've never been able to see myself as beautiful...
    BwayGirl676 BwayGirl676 22-25, F Dec 15

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    Listening to Daughtry and looking through memories on my old blackberry... The fact that I have a selfie of me and my ex is killing me. It hurts so much to see that we looked so...
    NotSuchAnInnocentGirl NotSuchAnInnocentGirl 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm ugly and fat, sometimes I think that my friends are talking about me
    FrankietheCat FrankietheCat 16-17, F Dec 12

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