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I Don't Think You Realise How Much I Hurt

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    Dear you these are my thoughts this very moment,

    Why is it that other girls are on your mind? Am I not good enough? What'd i do wrong? I am hurt... So basically we've been talking since before April. We've been dating 19 days. 4 of those days I've been left ignored wondering what happened. What did happen? After a short...
    Sunshinebarbie Sunshinebarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    I long to spill out all of my secrets.

    But I can't. I am human. I try to protect my secrets. If only someone was attracted to me...
    Synestheticat Synestheticat 13-15, M 2 Responses Jun 23, 2014

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    Me: "What do you like about me?

    " Him: "Your body" it stabs me in the heart... I want to be loved for my character not to be made to feel like a object...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    ... or maybe you do,

    and that's why you did it.
    ConcreteSleeper ConcreteSleeper 31-35, M Aug 6, 2014

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    Hurting

    I am in pain. I don't think one story will be able to encompass the hurt that I am feeling about certain things. Family, friends, love... It only hurts more because there is no one to talk to. Its like I am screaming at the top of my lungs and no one even looks up.
    lostmemories lostmemories 22-25 8 Responses Jul 30, 2010

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    I have told my parents I'm depressed.

    They never helped me. I don't understand. I am exhausted. I sleep for insane amounts of time. I skip meals constantly. I hate myself. After four years, I'm tired. I'm tired of talking about this, or rather pouring my hearts out to online strangers. I'm tired of thinking awful...
    mysteryhatcat mysteryhatcat 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    I Don,tthink You Realizehow Much I Hurt

    i am hurting right now but i think in the long haul i will be fine sometimes we want what we can,t have i am starting to realize if someone wants another over me then fine it was not meant to be , yes we all hurt we feel rejected but sometimes it,s not us they are rejecting they...
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 17, 2011

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    If only you cared, then you might understand.

    Sadly, that isn't what usually happens. No one usually cares. I end up lost and scared. I end up closing everyone out. Why would I trust people anyway? They've only caused me pain. Now all I know are memories of pain and fear of future pain...I'm scared to trust people. But if...
    MuteSurvivor MuteSurvivor 16-17 2 Responses Sep 6, 2014

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    Love Is Pain

    You say you love me, I believe it. You say you care about me, I believe it. You say you want to be with me, I believe it. You say you need me in your life, I believe it. You say that it's going to always be just us, I believe it. I ask you to show that you love me, you don't. I...
    DestinyLovexo DestinyLovexo 16-17, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2012

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    When you instantly devalue,

    with just a few words, years worth of hard work that I've accomplished. For us. When you constantly put me last on your list of priorities. When you take everything I do and all that I am for granted. Wake the **** up.
    neveragoodusername neveragoodusername 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2014

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    kittyluv78 kittyluv78 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2014

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    People who hurted me has no clue to what extend

    they have made me broken.Perhaps some of them would be even glad to know.Anyhow if they could feel what I feel...that would be another story.I am sure some wanted to hurt me only a little when actually pain went really deep.Others were totally unconscious...I guess that is the...
    4biandu 4biandu 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 11, 2014

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    and if you do realise then

    why dont you care? im too sensitive I know that but I cant help feeling it none the less
    FromTheHeartOfaWoman FromTheHeartOfaWoman 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2014

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    Jealous; You said you loved me: what you mean

    your going to the club? I could be the one to dance with you and give you shots. For real your talking to her? I could be your boost of confidence. How could you look at them? I wouldn't look twice at another. Why would you roll over? I want to see you, hold you, and snuggle...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 21

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    Listening to Daughtry

    and looking through memories on my old blackberry... The fact that I have a selfie of me and my ex is killing me. It hurts so much to see that we looked so happy and loved up. This phone has also got all his old messages to me stored on the memory card and as I read them my...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 2 Responses Dec 23, 2014

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    I have a mother that is constantly judging me

    and telling me that I'm not good enough or that I'm never going to be loved by anyone. She thinks nothing affects me, but secretly her words tear me apart inside.
    BlackIrises BlackIrises 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 6, 2014

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    When I cry my eyes are

    so good at hiding it that no one even notices. Unless I started crying in front of them...
    unbroken3993 unbroken3993 13-15, F 2 Responses May 25, 2014

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    That feel when someone hurts you with the words

    he or she says, but you don't want to tell it does.
    dropdeadwilma dropdeadwilma 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    Where It All Began

    When I was a freshman of the same school, I met her, the girl who is a year older than me. The school was having their Christmas party by class and as a result of fate, she passed by our classroom and everything started. Our classroom was filled with colorful balloons so I...
    callmegee callmegee 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17, 2012

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    Many times, the decisions we make affect

    and hurt your closest friends and family the most. I have a lot of regrets in that regard. But God has forgiven me, which I am very thankful for. It has enabled me to forgive myself and move forward one day at a time
    rajbj rajbj 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    You Really Don'T

    I don't think you realize how much I cry. I don't think you realize how much I ache. I don't think you realize how much I try. I don't think you realize how much you mean to me I don't think you realize how much I care about you. I don't think you realize how much I go...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 5, 2013

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    Everybody Hurts

    I have been selfish, I have been inconsiderate. In this world we live in now, I am not the only one hurting. Everyone is hurting, To others who has received more painful experiences, they think others pain is not that painful. but no matter what that experience is either big or...
    ScaredFlower ScaredFlower 16-17, F 2 Responses May 7, 2013

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    I feel like burning my house down.

    I just want to get rid of everything and start over. I try to be a good person and keep a good attitude but seriously life just keeps on ******** on me. I feel like a failure. I want to cry but I can't because I have no tears left. I feel like crying is just another sign if...
    Lalalauli Lalalauli 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 11, 2014

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    a long trip abroad, anger,

    misery for me, deliberate hatred and a u-turn. where to begin. my girlfriend said she was going to south Africa for a bit back in October 2012. like a year or two. Come with our stay home. ultimatum stylee. I was unhappy with my relationship with my boss and his bosses...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I've been married for 21 years to a man

    who could care less if I lived or died. I'm not allowed to show any emotion. I'm disrespected on a daily basis and he's cheated at least 3 times that I know of. Why am I still with him? I have no way to support myself and my child. I can't talk to anyone about this because it's...
    sears1297 sears1297 46-50, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    Dated a guy for 3 years,

    we got married, divorced continued together, got pregnant, lost baby. We fought often, he called me names, hit me, slapped me,chocked me in a few ocassions, but denied it, made me sound crazy. Would check out other women on fb all the time behind my back and hid his internet...
    Rosy345 Rosy345 26-30 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

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    My Fake Mother, in relevance to my other

    stories, filed taxes on my behalf, stating that "I am not head of household and that I could not file". She drains me of my money, please read my other stories and you will understand. The little that I have, she robs me of it, really and truly the only thing that enriches me...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    I'M Tired Of Running

    It's 1:45 am. Another tormented sleep. I was having a dream about him again. This time i was undeniably pathetic, with my pathetic futile attempt to have his attention again. to make him remember me, remember our story. I saw him, my heart was racing and so happy to see him. I...
    michidabrainfreezer michidabrainfreezer 22-25, F 3 Responses May 4, 2013

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    mcfartcloud mcfartcloud 70+, M 2 Responses Jul 11, 2014

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    Funny how you think your relationship is all

    well, but then find out things could never be further from the truth.
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    Maybe if you did youd see me differently,

    and see i dont do things you dont like because i want to upswt you... But more like, i do them to forget about who I am temporerally...
    SingItForTheKids SingItForTheKids 18-21, F Aug 6, 2014

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    I haven't fully recovered from the last breakup

    and now I got hurt by another guy again. Thank you, I don't trust guys anymore. I think I'm gonna become a nun now
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2014

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    I want to have long passionate kisses.

    I want a man to go slow. Not just move my head towards his groin!! And then his done ready to sleep!
    deleted deleted 26-30 15 Responses Jan 3, 2014

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    I believe I have truly hit bottom.

    Wow 2 years of hell and I still carry that black cloud. Last July I lost my job of 15 years because of my ex, began working for a temp agency in December, I got let go along with 5 others at the end of February. I do not trust anyone. I believe my 16 yr old sneaks and is seeing...
    mb1973 mb1973 41-45, F 3 Responses Mar 5

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    And I'll Never Let You Know...

    Last night my partner grabbed me and screamed in my face in front of my son. He'd been taking his temper out on my boy for a while and every time I confronted him with it.  Twice now he's sent innappropriate text messages to my 16 year old daughter. He refuses to accept he does...
    charlie248 charlie248 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 23, 2012

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    Love hurts... Deception hurts.

    .. Hurts more to think I wasn't important to you.
    YoungHeartedSoul YoungHeartedSoul 41-45, M Oct 21, 2014

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    No, you'll never realise.

    I keep the pain under lock and key. You'll never know how much your words have scarred me. I'll put up with the pain so you can be happy. I'll pretend it was nothing. I'll pretend I don't care about the things you said. I'm soft and weak, and I can't fight battles, even of words...
    MuteSurvivor MuteSurvivor 16-17 Sep 1, 2014

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    my bf has a pof account,

    he told me he never use it, he didn't know the password so I thought I'd delete it for him and when I wet on there he had been talking to girls up till 5/4/15 .... I'm so hurt, he says he is insecure with me... well I failed a class cause I spent so much time with him yet I...
    JazzyJazzy90 JazzyJazzy90 22-25, F 1 Response May 7

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    I want to believe that the same battles I have

    in my head are shared experiences everyone was. But man do I feel really ****** up sometimes.
    Wonderinsoul Wonderinsoul 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 3, 2014

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    When Will I Ever Learn???

    When will I learn…. This is not who I am… I have much more to offer than Just being your number one fan. The reason you think that Is because I let you… I was always available Just waiting to hear from you… I’d get excited and anxious… Like a stupid little girl...
    NotHisBabydoll NotHisBabydoll 46-50, F 10 Responses May 29, 2012

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    my relationship has hit an all time rock hard

    bottom - at this rate we will most likely go underground and say hi to hades before the month is over
    confusednormalness confusednormalness 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    They are the one who made you promise them a

    forever. Although they are the one who left and ended that forever.
    xurypa xurypa 13-15, F Dec 26, 2014

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    No....

    Because I don't let it on just HOW much I am hurting, I feel like that is not a good idea to do, because it gives people a chance to get in, and a chance to try and get close to you, and that is not a good thing, because in the end, people just use that to hurt you in the end. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 2, 2010

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    Life'S Story

    I an gonna take you back to were this all began. I am adopted. Okay my real parents I did know. Well one of them. My mother got pregnant with me at 19. Who is ready for a baby at that age? Crazy people! My dad I never met. He left before I was born. Then my stepdad 1 came in. He...
    hopeless101 hopeless101 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 14, 2013

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    Eternal Hurt...

    I am crying as I write this, My thoughts flow through my tears. Each stain on the page where a tear falls, Mapping out the anguish and agony inside. Your words hurt. They burn through my soul, Touch paper that catches, And spreads to my core. The longer I stay, The more pieces I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Jul 15, 2013

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    Talking to some hoe and I can't crack the

    account to see whats going on and being said but I do remember the past and you met her on Craigslist I believe... And I always see you checking your Voxer when you think I'm not looking... I noticed a chick was added that never seen or know and then I looked up her face book...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 1

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