I Don't Think You Realise the Effect You Have On Me

Almost ten years ago I met a boy.
It was not love at first site but I found him charming and he had a brute power and intellect
that had not been tamed by academics.  He may have had add and dyslexia but I did not
learn...

i met you over a year ago. you drove me insane and i thought the only thing you ever had to say was about basketball. i honestly wondered if you would ever shut up. or if you had anything else interesting to say. you chased me for 7...

There's something about you, from the moment we swapped letters I knew we were destined to know each other. 10,000+ miles to feel your touch and imprint you, once again, like in the last life, on my soul. I just....never, ever want to...

I feel so lonely when i cant hear and reach him....when i know that he is older ....too older ..but i know...we will be toghether,he is just mine!

With a glance you invade my mind. Chaos consumes me. Your sultry gaze enslaves me, restlessness grips me, my stomach tightens, I can't sit still. My mind collapses and all that I can think about is you. I try to pull away but I can't, I...

I'm not mentioning any names but I have warned 'you' by writing stories about this.. I ave even metioned a few times.. and YES I DO realise that I've been acting awfully friendly too..  but when I do it, I get to make excuses as to...

Your smile, your voice. Your laugh. The way you hug me. The little things you say, the little things you do. Damn it, 'tis no wonder I'm in love with you.
And I blush so intensely whenever anyone so much as mentions your name. I get...

he effects me more than anything. more than my parents friends animals anything!! his opinion is the only one that i really care for, his touch is the only one that i crave. his smile is the only one i care to see, his kiss is the only...

There is someone here on EP that I love to chat with and e-mail back and forth.  When I get his mail my heart skips a beat to know what he has to say.  It isn't love but I like him a lot.  I don't think that he really...

I think of you and my face gets hot; I get all bothered.

I hear your voice and my heart beats faster, like I'm having problems breathing.

I feel your lips and my breath hitches.

Your body touches me and my thought processes stop...

...but...yeah. Your small town girl vibe, your smile and the personality that you wear so well, all of it has impacted me in various ways. Words are useless. I never wanted a relationship ever again, never wanted the hassle of it all...

Can we go on a dinner date?

You, yes YOU... and YOU know who YOU are! Uggh! One minute I'm laughing hard enough to pee my pants. The next I want to box your ears! Then it's silence... TOO silent! What are you thinking? Gonna just...

Because of you I now I find it difficult to get help; you offered to help me but then slammed the door on my face. I seen you as caring and open, which Im sure you are but you'll never understand the mistake you made of closing...

Its funny. In a way I used to work for/with him. I was a student ambassador, and he was a counselor. Student ambassadors work for ever division in the college, which included the counselors. Him and I used to chill in the office, and...

When I see you I feel I am gonna lose my mind I go dizzy and I begin to shake with fear and I wanna run away.

I can't tell you how you make me feel it is inappropriate but when I see you whatever is so wrong feels really right you...

...I'm still grumpy that you woke me up, but you're cute enough for me to forgive you.
I can't believe the last few months. It's how it should have been three years ago. In fact, next week, it will be three years since we started...