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I Don't Think You Realise the Effect You Have On Me

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    Soul Deep, Indelible Love...

    There's something about you, from the moment we swapped letters I knew we were destined to know each other. 10,000+ miles to feel your touch and imprint you, once again, like in the last life, on my soul. I just....never, ever want to be without you again.
    TheRealWoman TheRealWoman 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    He Saved My Life

    Its funny. In a way I used to work for/with him. I was a student ambassador, and he was a counselor. Student ambassadors work for ever division in the college, which included the counselors. Him and I used to chill in the office, and joked around all the time. We had a sort of...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F May 2, 2009

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    I Didn't Realise the Effect I Had On You

    I think I broke someone today. I think I broke them years ago but today the crack split open and I saw someone break in front of me. It hit me how selfish I have been in trying to protect someone. I pushed them away. Someone who does love me unconditionally and someone...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Feb 14, 2009

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    Major

    he effects me more than anything. more than my parents friends animals anything!! his opinion is the only one that i really care for, his touch is the only one that i crave. his smile is the only one i care to see, his kiss is the only kiss i want. his smell is the only i want to...
    Hazuki Hazuki 18-21, F Apr 21, 2009

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    It's You..

    "Don’t be afraid to reach and touch someone’s life,you never know whose heart you may be touching".You made me realise this.............
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F Jul 6, 2013

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    You Don't Know This But..

    When I see you I feel I am gonna lose my mind I go dizzy and I begin to shake with fear and I wanna run away. I can't tell you how you make me feel it is inappropriate but when I see you whatever is so wrong feels really right you consume me with attraction! ♥ Maybe one day...
    IrishEyes84 IrishEyes84 26-30, F 2 Responses Sep 26, 2012

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    Every Day

    You pass by my mind at least once everyday, when I least expect it - you'll never leave my mind permanently. I will always remember you.
    Moriko Moriko 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Last Night....

    ...I was thinking too much. So I did something a little not very me. I logged off of here, and drove 30 miles to get a hug. I know it's not far, for you people that live in huge countries. But it's further and much worse knowing that the person you want to be with is so...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    The brightness of my smile The darkness of my depression The love of my life The pain of my death I love you
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F 10 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    We've Been Talking All Day...

    ...I'm still grumpy that you woke me up, but you're cute enough for me to forgive you. I can't believe the last few months. It's how it should have been three years ago. In fact, next week, it will be three years since we started. I remember everything we have ever...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Jan 15, 2009

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    Falling

    With a glance you invade my mind. Chaos consumes me. Your sultry gaze enslaves me, restlessness grips me, my stomach tightens, I can't sit still. My mind collapses and all that I can think about is you. I try to pull away but I can't, I don't want this, I want my self control...
    Ketsan Ketsan 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    I Agree.....

    Some people are just really arent aware how much they've inspired us, how much they make our lives so worthwhile...  I've couple of similar experiences in real life but it was only recently that I realized,  it could happen with online relationships... I've met a lady...
    chinadoll2552 chinadoll2552 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2009

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    I Realise I Love My Gay Classmate :)

    Have you ever experienced feeling complete and very comfortable with a person, to the point that you feel you two are meant to be?Me – I don’t really know. At the start of my first year in college, I met this guy who actually meant the world to me. Almost, I mean. We were...
    ErinValcourt ErinValcourt 18-21, F Jun 29, 2013

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    I Could

    I could only see the left hand side of your face As your left eye started to well, and water My heart broke My tears came forward, gushing I felt completely helpless, as all i wanted was to make you feel better Was to comfort you and take away that pain that i knew...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 23, 2009

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    Calm it down just a little, cuz there's no rush.

    I'm not mentioning any names but I have warned 'you' by writing stories about this.. I ave even metioned a few times.. and YES I DO realise that I've been acting awfully friendly too..  but when I do it, I get to make excuses as to why it's ok.. I like tell myself it's ok...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 21, 2009

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    For You X

    Your cruel device Your blood, like ice One look could kill My pain, your thrill I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch) I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much) I want to taste you...
    MrsLalaninjacakes MrsLalaninjacakes 26-30, F Oct 2, 2009

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    Often ...

    Well, I should think you do ... I've described it often enough ... both publicly and privately ... lol
    womaninbliss womaninbliss 51-55, F 2 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    How Can You Mend A Broken Heart

     Almost ten years ago I met a boy. It was not love at first site but I found him charming and he had a brute power and intellect that had not been tamed by academics.  He may have had add and dyslexia but I did not learn about his faults for a while.  In the...
    Andygrace Andygrace 46-50, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2009

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    You

    You, yes YOU... and YOU know who YOU are! Uggh! One minute I'm laughing hard enough to pee my pants. The next I want to box your ears! Then it's silence... TOO silent! What are you thinking? Gonna just listen to the tap, tap of me typing?? Talk...
    emerald emerald 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 19, 2009

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    Who Am I To Be An Exception....

    How do I forget the image in my heart that’s etched with undying love ..always alive.... Amidst my loneliness ,countless hours of day and night of my life without you still it shines.. How do I forget ..How can I? Why did you steal my heart when you are not going to...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2013

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    you could still break me in a moment.
    Tesse Tesse 18-21, F 6 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    They See What You Dont

    Because of you I now I find it difficult to get help; you offered to help me but then slammed the door on my face. I seen you as caring and open, which Im sure you are but you'll never understand the mistake you made of closing that door. Lots of people lost respect for you...
    FastLaneC3 FastLaneC3 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21, 2009

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    Did You Know?

    I think of you and my face gets hot; I get all bothered. I hear your voice and my heart beats faster, like I'm having problems breathing. I feel your lips and my breath hitches. Your body touches me and my thought processes stop entirely. I can't move. I love you. I really...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jul 17, 2011

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    And I Thought I Loved You Then

    i met you over a year ago. you drove me insane and i thought the only thing you ever had to say was about basketball. i honestly wondered if you would ever shut up. or if you had anything else interesting to say. you chased me for 7 months. i just wouldnt give in. i was so scared...
    imjustme7 imjustme7 18-21, F 2 Responses May 2, 2009

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    Some people have no idea of the effect they

    have on you !!! (KD) it's cruel ...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 2

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    Changed My Whole Mindset...

    ...but...yeah. Your small town girl vibe, your smile and the personality that you wear so well, all of it has impacted me in various ways. Words are useless. I never wanted a relationship ever again, never wanted the hassle of it all. Then, there you were. Asking about my story...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 32 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    I Don't Think That You Do!

    There is someone here on EP that I love to chat with and e-mail back and forth.  When I get his mail my heart skips a beat to know what he has to say.  It isn't love but I like him a lot.  I don't think that he really knows how much of an effect that he has on me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses May 12, 2009

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    How About!

     Can we go on a dinner date?
    cjpsf5 cjpsf5 41-45, M 4 Responses Apr 27, 2009

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    I Don't Think You Realise the Effect You Have On Me

    I feel so lonely when i cant hear and reach him....when i know that he is older ....too older ..but i know...we will be toghether,he is just mine!
    PhedoRuka PhedoRuka 16-17, F 8 Responses Feb 12, 2009

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    Peachy

    You drive such passion in me that I love. Gets me through the tough times and makes the sweet ones sweeter. But sometimes it's hard to think about something other than you. Try taking exams going over intense insurance law while your beautiful eyes stare at me from my...
    UriahTravers UriahTravers 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    You Dont.

    Quest for heaven!   My eyes set upon her, It felt,   Like a blooming rose, Like a poet’s dream Like the sun’s first ray, Like a free stag in a forest, Like a moonlit night, Like a soft whisper, Like a candle lit in the dark corner of the room...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 5 Responses Feb 20, 2009

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    You know you got it bad

    when you check your phone about 300 times a day, and then wake up in the night to check it too ..
    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 7

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    It may be just another conversation to you,

    but god.. You have a way with words. You talk about everything with so much life and it makes my heart melt down to nothing. You're someone I could listen to for days upon days, because you never tend to bore me. Every time you talk, I listen, and I smile. The more you talk, the...
    EmberWolf EmberWolf 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    You.

    Your smile, your voice. Your laugh. The way you hug me. The little things you say, the little things you do. Damn it, 'tis no wonder I'm in love with you. And I blush so intensely whenever anyone so much as mentions your name. I get such butterflies when I hear your voice. I...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax 18-21, F 9 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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