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I Don't Trust Anyone, So I Can't Have Relationships

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 93 People

    I'm in a relationship

    and although I can't find any "proof" of cheating. I don't trust her. Honestly, I feel like she's faithful. I'm 90% sure but my past has gotten me so paranoid that I can't see what a good woman I have in front of me. I love her but she can do better
    FriendlyPoet FriendlyPoet 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 16, 2014

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    Don't Trust A Mofo

    I have spent a lot of my life dealing with so many duplicitious, two-faced, backstabbing, lying people, that relaying one experience wouldn't begin to describe it.  I do not go out much, I don't date, I keep my communication with others limited and not filled with...
    kaycallie kaycallie 41-45 4 Responses Feb 26, 2010

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    Looking Into Her Past

    Looking into her past, I see pain. I see a young lady who's been hurt so much, and have yet to try to escape. Sometimes I see this young lady who has goals. Deeply she knows what she wants, but because of the pain those have caused, she's trapped, inside a dark hole. She wants to...
    Jandres Jandres 18-21, F Jul 9, 2012

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    I have a very hard time forming healthy

    relationships with people because of my past and I am so socially isolated that it's driving me crazy. I didn't realize how much of a problem it was becoming until I was having hallucinations last night. If I hung out with people my mind wouldn't get the best of me anymore. It's...
    kayelani kayelani 18-21, F 2 Responses May 24, 2014

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    Dog Eat Dog

    I feel everyone wants something from me, not that they like me for me. I dont trust peopke can be good and have good intentions and just like me. I have to buy friends or support and its caused me to be paranoid and bitter. Its a dog eat dog world.
    peachbrand peachbrand 36-40 1 Response Oct 28, 2012

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    I Have No Friends

    I don’t have friends or girlfriends but my issue may be a little more complex than just not trusting others. I don’t trust myself to interpret the actions of others. There are times I think people are trying to be nice to me but then I start second guessing myself. I...
    socialmoron socialmoron 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    I Dont Trust Anyone And Trust Everyone.

    I don't trust anyone anymore too. Unlike animals I prefer to view people having different characteristics and different skills. All of which are subject to change, some short term like the weather, others more wisely change for the better over time. Since nobody is perfect nobody...
    Beyondadream Beyondadream 41-45, M Sep 13, 2013

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    I can't even enjoy the somewhat of a

    relationship I'm in because of trust issues, and I can't even talk to the person I like about it. Time to go single again?
    MephXV MephXV 18-21, M Jan 7

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    After my divorce more

    than 4 years ago I still cannot Trust anyone with my heart. I meet ppl easily and have met a few great women but the minute I am able to have a personnel moment and they try and look me in the eyes. ..I make all effort to run. The eyes are the window to the soul and I am afraid...
    stabilitycore stabilitycore 36-40, M May 3, 2014

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    You notice I never gave up on you

    even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why would you care?  You got what you wanted someone to worship you then cut the rope and watch them sink into nothing like they never...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 3 Responses Feb 2

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