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I Don't Trust Anyone, So I Can't Have Relationships

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    After my divorce more

    than 4 years ago I still cannot Trust anyone with my heart. I meet ppl easily and have met a few great women but the minute I am able to have a personnel moment and they try and look me in the eyes. ..I make all effort to run. The eyes are the window to the soul and I am afraid...
    stabilitycore stabilitycore 36-40, M May 3

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    Looking Into Her Past

    Looking into her past, I see pain. I see a young lady who's been hurt so much, and have yet to try to escape. Sometimes I see this young lady who has goals. Deeply she knows what she wants, but because of the pain those have caused, she's trapped, inside a dark hole. She wants to...
    Jandres Jandres 18-21, F Jul 9, 2012

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    Don't Trust A Mofo

    I have spent a lot of my life dealing with so many duplicitious, two-faced, backstabbing, lying people, that relaying one experience wouldn't begin to describe it.  I do not go out much, I don't date, I keep my communication with others limited and not filled with...
    kaycallie kaycallie 41-45 4 Responses Feb 26, 2010

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    All Alone

    I suffer from anxiety, depression, ya know, the works :/ I've never felt like I've been able to trust anyone in my family, I get uncomfortablewhen the mention just the slightest thing personal. Nearly every night I fight with my parents or sister about something, wether it be...
    Jan 7, 2013

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    I Dont Trust Anyone And Trust Everyone.

    I don't trust anyone anymore too. Unlike animals I prefer to view people having different characteristics and different skills. All of which are subject to change, some short term like the weather, others more wisely change for the better over time. Since nobody is perfect nobody...
    Beyondadream Beyondadream 41-45, M Sep 13, 2013

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    Dog Eat Dog

    I feel everyone wants something from me, not that they like me for me. I dont trust peopke can be good and have good intentions and just like me. I have to buy friends or support and its caused me to be paranoid and bitter. Its a dog eat dog world.
    peachbrand peachbrand 36-40 1 Response Oct 28, 2012

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    I Have No Friends

    I don’t have friends or girlfriends but my issue may be a little more complex than just not trusting others. I don’t trust myself to interpret the actions of others. There are times I think people are trying to be nice to me but then I start second guessing myself. I...
    socialmoron socialmoron 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    I have a very hard time forming healthy

    relationships with people because of my past and I am so socially isolated that it's driving me crazy. I didn't realize how much of a problem it was becoming until I was having hallucinations last night. If I hung out with people my mind wouldn't get the best of me anymore. It's...
    kayelani kayelani 16-17, F 1 Response May 24

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