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I Don't Understand Myself Sometimes

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    Confused - Umm, Its kinda shallow, but sometimes I feel all of a sudden that I'm all alone, confused and something inside bothers me without exactly knowing why. I don't know why...
    nikkob nikkob 13-15 Nov 30, 2011

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    ME.... - I feel lost, so lost i don't know who i am anymore and that is scary. It is like i have built this wall up not only around me but my heart to the point i feel nothing. I...
    BrokenAngel35 BrokenAngel35 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 27, 2013

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    Romance Lost - I had to work hard to get my girlfriend. I got her by trying (and not being able) to tell her that I love her. She found this romantic, and it really was. And now...
    KewlioMZX KewlioMZX 26-30, M Nov 14, 2007

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    Tonight - I don't understand what we had in common, what we used to discuss, as all of a sudden any communication has become strained.  The intellect I once seen in you is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jan 17, 2009

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    Why Do I Do The Opposite Of What I Should Do? - It's strange.  I'll sit and think about a situation for a long, long time and come to a reasonable conclusion.  Then, it...
    RichardSimmons RichardSimmons 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 28, 2010

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    I Want What I Don't Want? - This mood I've been in lately is very confusing. I don't want anything, and when I say anything, I mean ANYTHING. You could ask me, "Do you want lunch...
    itsjustme1001 itsjustme1001 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 13, 2010

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    is there anything more frustrating than not being able to understand your own intentions? To hear someone say to you, "I'm not sure what you're getting at" and "what is it exactly...
    lauren71 lauren71 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    Sometimes I Wish I Was Not Me.. - I am having one of those "I hate myself days." I am doing nothing right. Everytime I think of doing something I am supposed to do, I don...
    SavedByGrace14 SavedByGrace14 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19, 2008

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    Things Girls Do - OK, so I'd like to share some things I don't understand about the female gender... myself included. If I missed anything, leave me a comment! Also comment if you...
    Dancergirl3 Dancergirl3 13-15 1 Response Sep 14, 2013

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    Who I Am? - For the past months, I feel something is not right with myself. As years passed, the understanding of the real 'me' begun to blurred even more. Thanks to special...
    Minyaa Minyaa 16-17 Feb 11, 2013

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    I Feel Like I Don't Know Myself Anymore.. - I have these great imaginations in my head.. imagination about helping girls with eating disorders, since i overcame one, imagination...
    dupjang dupjang 18-21, F May 24, 2012

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    I'M Upset And Confused - Why am I such a suck up? I don't understand myself. Why am I doing all I'm doing? And why can't I write down everything? Why is there a clog in my mind...
    prisonbreaktempt prisonbreaktempt 18-21, F Jun 25, 2013

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    My emotions be all over the place. One minute I'm for sure leavin this guy and the next he show me the side of him that I love and I'm back 2nd guessing myself. Ugh !
    aries1214 aries1214 22-25, F Apr 4

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    I Want To, But I Dont' - i purposely joined a social co-ed group that gathers about once a month on a saturday night, so i could make friends, never mind 'new' friend, just friends...
    prettyinpink prettyinpink 46-50, F 3 Responses Sep 27, 2008

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    Same here. I couldn't even explain...
    SoFarGone2 SoFarGone2 18-21 Feb 26

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    Who Am I? - I have several problems I am trying to work through. It seems that every time I turn around something else is going wrong. I have a great family, two kids and an...
    anita82883 anita82883 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2013

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    My Body Is Here, But My Heart And Mind Are There. - I moved away from my hometown Mesa, Arizona to Scottsdale Arizona. About 30 minutes away. Mesa is my home. I loved it to death...
    Thewastedyouth16 Thewastedyouth16 16-17, F 9 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Just Keep On Walking Because God's Looking At You - Some days I just don't understand myself, I wonder what in God's name is going on up there in my head besides the party that...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M Mar 3, 2013

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    I'm Just An Idiot. - I can't put it into words. It doesn't make sense to anyone. There's just this burning in my chest, this longing. But I don't know what it is that I want so...
    TrueBlueKid TrueBlueKid 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2013

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    Feeling Absurd............. - there are days when i don't recognize myself.........it feels like i m living somebody else's life and just watching myself from distance!!! i watch...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Some Guidance. Please - i think all of us should be delivered to this world with a guide to understanding ourselves. maybe not a book in the size of an encyclopedia or something...
    madamoiselle madamoiselle 16-18, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2008

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    How is a movie capable of completely destroying my mood. Its like i'm so complex i can relate to every character in every movie so their pain becomes my pain. It makes me feel...
    TwystedAbyss TwystedAbyss 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    Idk. - no matter how upset i am, i feel right as rain. i feel happy when i am depressed and depressed when i am happy. i have no control over my mood, and no matter what type of...
    spitrash spitrash 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 28, 2008

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    It's just one of those days where I ask myself too many questions , seems like I don't have a definite answer to them . I feel confused a lot these days , don't know who I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 7

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    I Wonder - I wonder if maybe total understanding of me is beyond human comprehention Bah, i'm learning more all the time, maybe it is and maybe it isn't. The next few years will...
    AngelaDark AngelaDark 31-35, F 2 Responses Dec 26, 2007

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    Now Why Did I Do That? - today i went to george webb's to eat. i ordered a bacon cheeseburger with fries and coffee. my meal was ready in three minutes, ok maybe six. six minutes...
    pariah pariah 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 3, 2007

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    I've had so many people come and go throughout my life. Whether it's something they did or something I felt I've never had any interest in trying to hold on to them. I've never...
    DarknessWolf DarknessWolf 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Oh Yes -  Most of the time actually. Does anyone understand themselves? It'd be good though, to know why I get up on a morning.
    frankspencer frankspencer 16-17, F Oct 8, 2009

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    What's the Problem? - There are several aspects of my life that I know how to take care of them, yet I just don't. For instance- I am bothered by how heavy I have gotten. ...
    trixiegirl trixiegirl 46-50, F 7 Responses Sep 9, 2009

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    Understanding All My Personalities - Well for a little over a month now I've been able to stay of my medication without any downsides. As of yesterday night I felt a relapse coming...
    EyesOfSeraphim EyesOfSeraphim 26-30, F Jun 23, 2011

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    I Don't Know Me Anymore - Its funny i can't remember understanding my complicated life but i know it wasn't always like this. I spent alot of time inside my mind. (Not talking to...
    twizzla twizzla 18-21 Mar 25, 2012

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    Pls Understand Me - I don't know since when, but now i feel something different in my mind, i try to open my mind, think, think, think. Yahh. I wanna speak up to all. But, it's...
    lovelykikumaru lovelykikumaru 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 12, 2010

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    I have a great life, I life as a European in a 'paradise.' however sometimes I just wonder what life is in general, I mean i'm at school talking about a subject to my friend and...
    TheObserverr TheObserverr 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    Contemplating -    How can I know so much yet still want to go against what I know is the best thing to do. How can I know I'm heading for a cliff at 120mph yet still not...
    rescue3 rescue3 31-35, M 3 Responses Jan 5, 2010

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    Now This, I Really Don't Get. -   I,want so badly to have success yet when I start to see it on the horizon, I sabatoge myself. What is up with that?  Man - I just don't...
    trixiegirl trixiegirl 46-50, F Sep 9, 2009

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    Tired - i haven't been sleeping much the past couple day, and last night i tried my best to go to bed early but found myself drifting off to a restless sleep like state at around...
    cindniss cindniss 18-21, F Aug 5, 2013

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    Sorry, long story... I met a guy about two and a half years ago when I was a senior in high school. He was a sophomore in college. Honestly, we met during a time when I was...
    ktelizabeth33 ktelizabeth33 18-21, F Mar 15

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    Not At All................ - my mind close down to a strange cluster of thoughts.............none of them happy!!!! i am not able to understand myself or this stupid hurt i am...
    destinygirl22 destinygirl22 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    Is Dating/marriage Really Worth It? - I just had a talk with this girl that's not exactly my girlfriend, but we both really like each other. She asked if I've ever had a...
    RopinTexan RopinTexan 22-25, M Dec 6, 2007

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    Electricsmile Electricsmile 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 31

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    My colleague was mean . She said I am single because I don't compromise . She also said I am anti social just because I chose not to share a meal in a japanese restaurant. I just...
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    Dating is weird for me because I have never done it before. I have been in several relationships, none of which started out with dating. All of them started out as friendships and...
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