I Don't Understand Myself

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    Sometimes I get really sad

    and suicidal out of no where, like now. I'm just feeling so down and I don't know why. -.- I really don't know what's wrong with me. I can be happy one minute and the next moment suicidal. It doesn't make sense.
    MichaelMyers1 MichaelMyers1
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Mar 17, 2015

    I Don't. Not At All

    I often ask myself what do i want from life? peace, happiness and a lot of material things. Everything needs money. i know i want money but i don't know how i want it. i never envisioned myself to be anything special when i was growing up. i liked drawing and writing and...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Dec 11, 2009

    What Does It Mean When...

    I always have this uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach.  I just want to belong.  What does it mean when you are left drained and questioning every action that you made after socializing with people?  Or when you can't even sit in the...
    2BLuvdAgain 2BLuvdAgain
    1 Response Jul 17, 2009


    All I have are questions with no easy answers. I get confused because I know who I am, what I want, & how I should proceed........ But somewhere between my heart & my mind it gets lost & I lose my way..... : (
    deleted deleted
    Apr 21, 2009

    I have an addiction experience,

    and in my place, this is a very strange thing.... So, I couldn't tell anyone here about my addiction. I have told this to some people who can be trusted. But it doesn't help.I have stopped my addiction. But the urge still come. I hate to feel this... I hate what I've done. I...
    Muramasha Muramasha
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 21, 2015

    Not One Bit

    No social life = Sadness... okay, I might just do what I should do and improve in work Sudden attention from everyone due to something extra curricular = I'm scared.. How do I handle people looking at me, complimenting me? Is this honest? I don't want to get my head in the...
    FreeFallWall FreeFallWall
    26-30, M
    Oct 23, 2012

    Why Am I "me"?

    I don't understand myself either. Im a teenage girl so many say my problems are just "normal teenage problems." However, I know that they are wrong. I am diagnosed with depression disorder as well as anxiety disorder. I am always crying. I stopped taking my medications 3 months...
    Mystery319 Mystery319
    Dec 6, 2011
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