I Don't Wanna Feel Pain Anymore

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    I feel like.. I had anorexia

    and maybe I do still have, but I don't feel THAT fat anymore. I just don't like food. I don't need to eat. It's like.. I don't need it in my life. I eat apple or orange when I'm hungry. I know it's not much, but I don't feel that fat at all I just don't have.. mood for food. Do...
    LetShadowsDie LetShadowsDie
    16-17, F
    May 28, 2015

    The deep sharp ,sudden thrust of agonizing

    pain to come from within is heartwrenching. The feeling of hopelessness& helplessness overwhelms & actually in morbid sense find strange comfort to feel such an intense amount of emotion. Is this part of an addiction that needs to be broken. Certain self defeating attitude...
    Sugasug Sugasug
    41-45, M
    Jun 22, 2015

    I'm usually just insecure

    because of the things I've been through in my past. It actually kept it's self safe through the years in my backpack. But left me to carry the actual burden itself. I don't wanna be scared, hurt, bothered of anything. I just wanna be happy like everyone else
    FabiolaP FabiolaP
    22-25, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    But It's A Must!

    I would not even want to begin to imagine not having a point of reference to compare, so I could appreciate the easy times.
    deleted deleted
    Apr 16, 2011
    XrealityXisXprisonX XrealityXisXprisonX
    16-17, F
    Apr 15, 2014

    I'm sick and tired of the same thing day in

    and day out, it's like a repeating cycle.. I want more from life, I don't feel as if I'm living:/ I just want to run away with someone and never come home. I'm sick of the life I have, and I'm sick of being in the town I live in. I wish I could find a way to escape this feeling...
    Misshunter15 Misshunter15
    18-21, F
    May 15, 2014

    Everything hurts since losing my llamas,

    and my friend. I can't do this anymore, it's just too much to deal with and I need a break. or can I just forget all of it??
    Kat51 Kat51
    22-25, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    "pain demands to be felt.

    "-TFIOS why do I have to feel pain? Sometimes I want to feel nothing at all. And when I feel nothing, it makes me bored. Stupid as it seems but i really want to be heartless. I want to practice myself to be apathethic. I guess that's the only way to distance myself from getting...
    imerosiie imerosiie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

    Yeah, ain't that sad?

    I don't wanna feel pain anymore but it keeps clinging to me like forever... am i to believe then that PAIN is my middle name? Deep sigh...
    shatteredbabe shatteredbabe
    41-45, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2014

    Just had my braces on.

    Not even a day yet! Its terribly painful jesus its unimaginably painful. Kill me now please!!
    peishi peishi
    18-21, F
    Apr 18, 2014
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