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I Don't Wanna Go Outside

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    My house is my comfort zone bubble.

    But that bubble is suffocating me. I feel like i'm two different people in my life. Person #1: Who i want to be is who everyone knows: outgoing, confident, social, funny and many other awesome qualities. Success comes easy. Good friend. Makes people feel better about...
    WritesHerWrongs WritesHerWrongs 22-25 1 Response Mar 6

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