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I Don't Wanna Go Outside

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    yourtwist yourtwist 31-35, M Oct 10, 2014

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    SunMoonBeing SunMoonBeing 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 1

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    You can't break what is ready broken. It's to late not to get heart broken but it's never to late to mend it. All I ever dreamed of was someone who could mend me and make me real...
    StrandedandAlonr StrandedandAlonr 16-17, M Jan 4

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    I'm looking right at the other half of me. The vacancy that sat in my heart. Is a space that you now hold
    Feelinthebeat Feelinthebeat 46-50, F Dec 30, 2014

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    so I'm thinking of spilling the beans... I have no clue how well this is going to go I'm a little scared
    themanDerrick themanDerrick 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I believe we settle entirely way to much when it comes to life....Well I refuse to do such things, I have settled for far to long...I will not lay down and follow a passive life...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 14

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    Tove lo- You said that you would fight for me, that I was everything. I refuse to be the only one anymore...I will not bang my head against your brick wall http://youtu.be...
    OrchidsNuBlu OrchidsNuBlu 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Nobody ever offered to love me so why do I keep offering to love? I'm done
    Chpt16 Chpt16 16-17, M Jan 16

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    I am not saying that I am a great mom or the best in the world but am trying to be. Being a single parent is really hard.My daughter's birthday was last week. She had 2...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    I dumb ex cause I caught her doing I don't wanna end d-e-a-d cause owes her dealer Money , I don't wanna wake up find out she OD I have the one has call her love ones! Or have...
    irene1993 irene1993 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If there's one thing in life that hurts the most....it is goodbye.It's been three weeks since you told me that you don't wanna talk to me anymore. I said "okay" and "good luck...
    cooper015 cooper015 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    I don't know what i am thinking; i don't know what my heart desires. When i am lonely, i need a boyfirend ,but when a boy follows me, i say i need to study i don't wanna have one...
    LoveNight LoveNight 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If all you can talk about is sex... Then I don't wanna talk.
    Rosieeeee Rosieeeee 18-21, F Jan 11

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    People look at professional help as if it was the secret ingredient to make things better. I've been getting this so called help for a while and nothing seems to make things better...
    nuttyduck nuttyduck 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I love my mom so much,but I just don't know how to show it. She thinks I hate her but I really don't. We fight almost everyday. She says really hurtful words to me. I told her if...
    Ihugzminniemouse Ihugzminniemouse 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    There is deep peace that comes from realizing that you're happy without the people you thought you couldn't live without . I've endured the worst times of my life alone and I...
    Tristee Tristee 36-40, F 1 hr ago

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    There was a time when I knew exactly who I was, what I was, and all that entailed. However, recently that sense of identity has escaped me. There used to be this clear-cut line of...
    LaSouris LaSouris 16-17, T 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    my family is more of a high-expectation hypocritical and are royalty like. they don't feel the same way or look at life the same way I do. they see it as reputation and status but...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Now I know I don’t have it nearly as bad as others when it comes to suffocating parents. I live 2000 away from them, only call them once a week, and overall had a good...
    queenbeeaj queenbeeaj 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    The thing is, growing up, I always saw people doing these recreational activities like smoking pot, cigarettes, getting drunk, some kind of drug, etc. and to be frank, each and...
    Unalike Unalike 18-21, M Jan 7

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    I am here to vent not for people to send me inappriate talking if you wanna chat not freaking setting I am under the age limit dude so don't talk to me unless you are going to be...
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F Jan 14

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    I don't why people who speak honest opinions are hated while those who say whatever people wanna hear are praised , but I guess I gotta learn to ignore the hate when it's thrown my...
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    hii guys i just wanna write what in my heart I'm 14 years old i know I'm young but for a young person like me is haven't being a great life I'm just tired of me and my mum i mean...
    reem138 reem138 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Our house isn't a home. I don't know where to go... I just wanna run away from here.
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19

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    It makes for A LOT of awkward conversations with people who think I want to be a part of some group that I DON'T want to be a part of. Sometimes, I'm unaware of it until someone...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    This motorcycle trip might now be described as a coming-of-age, last-fling-of-youth story or some such thing, but I just saw it as another adventure with a good buddy. I was, and...
    SammySamps SammySamps 51-55, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    Lately I just don't want to get up anymore. It's been two+ years since he passed, but still... things only get worse. I have no motivation at all to do anything. First, the...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I own almost 50 bras and probably only wear 5 in the course of a month. I often get asked if me not wearing a bra is for attention from the outside world and honestly the answer...
    ZariaRashay ZariaRashay 18-21, F 5 Responses Jan 15

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    There are times when it's not just that I'm not in the mood to be around or see other people, but I'm scared of encountering anyone. I need to go for my jog or times when I have to...
    MyNamesNotFrench MyNamesNotFrench 31-35 14 hrs ago

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    Hello everyone. Up until this point (for several years) I have decided to stay silent and observe posts similar to this one. Now, here on this website, on thos particular group it...
    Abufihamat Abufihamat 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    Am I the only one that doesn't want to feel happy? Most of the time i'm just 'not the in the mood' to act happy, especially around my family. And I know that sounds stupid but i'm...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm the most useless person who ever lived. I've never had to survive on my own, I've always been supported. No matter what, I always had a foundation to stand on. But in recent...
    IDidntWantToSignUp IDidntWantToSignUp 18-21 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I don't like, I don't like Fake nigguhs I don't like A **** nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A snitch nigguh, that's that shyet I don't like, nah A bitsh nigguh, that's...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M Jan 11

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    I don't understand silence. So if you don't give me a reason for your silence, and make me understand, i will keep communicating and talking at you until you make me understand. So...
    Lunarflowerrr Lunarflowerrr 22-25, F Dec 28, 2014

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    I hope you guys would take time to read my story, and I'd really appreciate if you could maybe leave some comments below. So my ex-boyfriend and I were together for more than a...
    Pauline0497 Pauline0497 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    I've been with a partner for nearly the years. We live together with his mum. We live in a very small flat and have done for 18 months. Prior to that, we lived in a family home...
    rebeccadb1 rebeccadb1 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    a while ago i lost faith in my emotions because they only have proven to be delusional,unrational and cause me great pain most of the time and led me to commit spontaneous actions...
    antoneli antoneli 18-21, M Jan 3

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    This post will be very long, but it's just me trying to express my feelings. 75% of what they teach in school is not applied in real life. And if it will be, we won't remember it...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    My husband and I just married in April 2014. I didn't even want to get married, but he did, so we did. Now I'm at the perfect time and age to have children. I'm almost 28 (will be...
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F Jan 6

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    Excuse me, you don't have to respond and I'm aware my posting this experience could drive you further up the wall, but I'm curious. Why did you block me, then unblock me and delete...
    Unalike Unalike 18-21, M Jan 9

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    It makes no sense at all to me why bad things happen to good people. Why should some people who don't steal, don't rape, don't kill, & don't harm society be punished in such a way...
    Alexmw460 Alexmw460 16-17, F Jan 9

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    I believe in every kind of love except for romance love!!! I don't know why I have parents that are together and they say they love each other... They have never done things that...
    isabel16 isabel16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I have more than one. two. but only because I developed friendships with people before I couldn't actually put things about myself that some wouldn't consider appropriate. like my...
    TheFortunate0 TheFortunate0 22-25, F Jan 11

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    I've never posted anything on here before, but at this point I simply don't know what to do. My boyfriend and I have been together for around 2.5 years now, and both of us are in...
    makitath makitath 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I don't want to see I don't want to hear I don't want to feel They all go too deep. My senses are shaper than knives. I don't want them. I don't want to be me. I don't like the me...
    TheShadowedGirl TheShadowedGirl 36-40 1 Response Jan 18

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