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I Don't Wanna Go Outside

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    Yeah, ain't that sad? I don't wanna feel pain anymore but it keeps clinging to me like forever... am i to believe then that PAIN is my middle name? Deep sigh...
    shatteredbabe shatteredbabe 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I really wanna remove the "I" up there! But what can I say it'll always be there. Lol But really, I just wanna say that this site isn't a dating website for pete's sake! Someone...
    calliecassidy calliecassidy 22-25, F Jul 1

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    I have tried finding love all my life. I compromise so much of myself, my eccentricity, my sarcastic attitude, my weirdness, and it did nothing for me. I tried finding a balance...
    mehxx mehxx 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    What if I want to say something unrelated to myself! Some people aren't all about themselves lol
    CaliCoRex4 CaliCoRex4 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Broken hearted for 1 year & 3 months ... and counting :( I just can't forget him
    filipinopride filipinopride 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I want to share my life with someone My children are grown and I really miss being a father I would like to have a new family its in Gods hands I'm trying to be patient and wait...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M Jul 5

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    I hate starting my experience with an I. What if i wanted to create a group called, "Money rules the world"? It would be "I money rules the world". That's so dumb.
    QuiltedBathwater QuiltedBathwater 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I don't hate anyone but my mother and I just got into an argument because she didn't wanna speak to me. If you don't wanna talk to me then why are you still speaking. If you don't...
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 16-17, F Jul 17

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    I can't even drink a beer since I tried to drink a beer. That taste didn't suit me. Then I decided like I'll never trying to drink a beer. Bc that tastes ******* bad. From those...
    Skutaro2 Skutaro2 18-21, M Jul 6

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    To me, it's awkward unless I'm close or comfortable with the person. Otherwise, I have to scramble to think of something to say. Most of the time the people I talk to on the phone...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    My mom treats me like a piece if **** and I don't wanna be here anymore
    heatherm10 heatherm10 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    Someone please explain to me. It seems after our first conversation no matter who it is that's talking to me, they start with the one word answers. What the hell am I supposed to...
    xcountrycam xcountrycam 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Whats the point of doing anything if everything is already predetermined? Lol, I believe we make and shape our own destiny, in our moments of decision we shape our future. For...
    Jakey942 Jakey942 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 6

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    I see people adding me and some of them have profiles I cannot view due to filtering out adult profiles. Many I can see, I wonder why they added me because it seems like we are not...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    People who I really don't know on e.p. are really saying I'm lying but they don't know me that's not exactly fair I've never spoken a lie in my entire life and people that dont...
    lonleygurl23 lonleygurl23 13-15, F 6 hrs ago

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    In January my girlfriend of 4 years just up and decided to end our relationship. I was getting ready to move halfway across the country for her and was even thinking of proposing...
    npguy219 npguy219 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It's weird, but whenever I'm with friends, I basically look at myself from an outside sort of view. When I'm with them and I say something inappropriate or if I use a curse word, I...
    londontravella londontravella 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've officially hit rock bottom. I lost my job two weeks ago. It didn't pay that well, but it was something. I'm down to my last $2. I've swallowed my pride and applied for...
    SuzieChapstick SuzieChapstick 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I don't wear panties most of the time, unless I had a skirt on I'm not to that level. It feels sexy and usually my panties seem to have extra material ( must need better brands).
    ElleFarah ElleFarah 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Well first of all, i love dancing, it's my passion and hell i am what they call the best dancer in school, like someone just would come up to me and say "what are you made of girl...
    heartbreakur heartbreakur 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    one crazy conversation... acquaintance: "Hey, you want to have kids one day?" me: "No." acquaintance: "Why not? You seem like you’d be a good mom. Or is it that you don’t...
    Neiymara Neiymara 22-25, F Jul 8

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    No one knows, but I'm very insecure. Looking at me you wouldn't be able to tell, I'm a cheerleader, I'm usually surrounded by people but when I'm not I'm content with being alone...
    avagrace03 avagrace03 13-15, F Jul 9

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    I came to a realization that I think I don't know who am I... How should I look or act around people and the environment in general. It is confusing and frustrating as hell. Even...
    bat118 bat118 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 7

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    Had to write this after reading a question, because it seems many people on EP say they don't have friends. Understandable, believable as we are on here and being social. Some of...
    dustypork dustypork 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I could honestly say you've been on my mind Since I woke up today I look at your photograph all the time These memories come back to life And I don't mind I remember when we...
    jeannetjayy jeannetjayy 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    Sometimes people just say the most stupid ****, I just wanna grab them and yell "your a ******* idiot, shut up" but, I can't find a polite way to do that. So I don't say it. But me...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I'm pretty bad at conversations. In my work, I make regular deliveries to the same places and the same people and I always try to keep conversation to a minimum. Often, someone...
    tungsten4 tungsten4 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    This is absolutely 100% true. Nothing made up. A little long but I'd love to hear your opinion. I don't speak to my parents anymore. My mom and dad are broke, they did not manage...
    Hallowes27 Hallowes27 36-40, F Jul 1

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    Yes most energy drink you can buy in stores I don't like But I actually have found one that's not In stores but I love it and it is good for you and really teased yummy so if any...
    rosiebloom rosiebloom 22-25, F Jul 6

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    so I met this guy online on a chatting site in 2012. He was 17, I was 16. We hit it off really well and he eventually asked me to be his girlfriend. I agreed. The only problem was...
    shay328 shay328 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I don't know what to do anymore. I'm trying to tell this guy that I've been through with everything that I kinda wanna move on but he's just not getting it
    sabby86 sabby86 16-17, F Jul 10

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    I hate the sound of my voice soooo much especially over the phone. People always say that I talk to low or quiet, but I'm just not a loud person. I really hate when I wanna talk to...
    XFallingAngelX XFallingAngelX 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I really don't know how I ended up being a special ed student. Somehow I got really depressed and stopped coming to school. It got so bad that I guess they had to give me tests to...
    thisisausernametoo thisisausernametoo 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    You should never bully someone it makes them really sad sometimes people act like they don't care but they really do some people care so much that they commit suicide why would you...
    samaia01 samaia01 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have so much to be thankful for that anyone on the outside would not understand why I feel the way I do. Nothing fulfils me, nothing makes me happy even those things that I think...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hi guys, I need to throw everything outside, and I think that's the best place to do it. So, I suspect my mother is borderline type, not officially diagnosed but I can see so many...
    joeyanna joeyanna 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I don't expect a lot of responses. I haven't found much on the internet, but I did find this app, so who knows. I am a middle-aged adult who wishes they were 5 years old again. So...
    LittlestFrenchie LittlestFrenchie 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Sooooo apparently this guy doesn't talk to me anymore, even though we've been talking for months, and then all of the sudden he just stops, because I have a boyfriend. Just cause...
    sugarcakes143 sugarcakes143 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    My Fiance and I have been together for 5 years. He has had his dog for 7 years. He's very protective and barks constantly, he doesn't like strangers and will bite and break skin if...
    lana089 lana089 18-21, F Jul 17

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    Honestly I'm sick of the damn search. I've been trying to find myself probably since middle school, and my confidence has dwindled and dwindled and dwindled to the point where I...
    SkyVision SkyVision 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I often feel like I want to walk away from everything...just pick up and leave. I have lots of things in my life to be thankful for so it doesn't really make sense to me. People on...
    StoneWall77 StoneWall77 36-40, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I definitely don't like bullying. I was bullied the first three years of high-school. The worst was junior year. A whole group of friends that I had turned on me because I stood up...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F a week ago

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    I'm tired of having my heart broken, creating expectations for nothing, walking miles for people that wouldn't cross the street for me, etc. Don't get me wrong, I'm usually a very...
    slonim slonim 18-21 Jun 28

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    I'm a Christian and I support you all. 2 days ago, I saw to men holding hands, they weren't afraid or ashamed of it, I looked at them and you know what? They looked happy! Many...
    MysteriousBlu10 MysteriousBlu10 22-25, F 11 Responses Jun 29

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    My parents worked abroad when I was a small kid. It was my grandparents and aunt who raised me. I went to study abroad where they work. I was excited that I can be with them and be...
    alilight23 alilight23 13-15, F Jun 29

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    I don't know if I can ever fall in love again. I was married for 15 years, mostly happy. After the marriage ended, I was too naive for my age, and got into a relationship with...
    glitterdahlia glitterdahlia 41-45 Jun 29

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