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I Don't Want The Light At The End Of The Tunnel To Be A Train

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    everyone always says "its okay your gonna be

    okay. there's always light at the end of the tunnel" well.. the light at the end of the tunnel is a train.
    xxxalyssabrownxxx xxxalyssabrownxxx 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12, 2014

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    Often Times It Is

    I have walked many tunnels throughout my life, I hate to tell you how many times I thought something was and turned out to be that it was not, something beautiful, rather something coming straight at me and unable to stop!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 12, 2011

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    Elevator

    It was a cold *** night, I was on my bike wondering why in the hell the bastards waited so long to give me the 12 inch tube and a package to drop off so late in the day. The skys grew darker.The 12 inch tube was safe in my saddle bag and the package slipped a little inside my...
    1Nasty1 1Nasty1 51-55, M 4 Responses Aug 31, 2011

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    And You Will Never Know Until You Start Down It

    I think tunnels are cool. I have found the stories on the Internet cool and the TV shows I have seen have always been good.I have been in my fair share too, long short. In cars, trains, bikes, or on foot. Some you can't see the end, others so short I am not sure if they really...
    loopnscc loopnscc 46-50, M Oct 25, 2011

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