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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 115 People

    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    I am so lonely. I've always been lonely, but I don't think I've ever been as much as I am now. I love being alone, but it's because I can't be left alone that it makes me feel...
    BlueRio BlueRio 18-21, F Mar 2

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    i don't want to be me, i don't like myself, every time i look in the mirror i see someone who i don't want to see. i don't want to hear the voices in my head any more i just really...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Idk how to express it. I don't know if I really have the depression nor anxiety but I feel like I do. It's hard for me to really be happy. I am always longing, wondering, asking...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    The thing about me is that I talk about wanting to die and killing myself yet I'm either too much of a coward to do it or I never succeed when I try. I've decided to wait, I want...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    Is that wrong? I mean I have seriously learned after being in two colleges and dropping out that I don't really have a strong enough will to pursue any career. It's not that I'm...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I've always known that I don't want children of my own, for multiple reasons I'm not a patient person. I want to live my own life. I don't want to live the life of my children...
    AntiveninKisses AntiveninKisses 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    It is not important to have kids. We have every right to choose what we want or don't want in our lives. For me, I don't want kids in my life. Guess what? That's ok. I just wish...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I have a ro end this painful relationship with my duly son. He's so abusive and cruel, but he calls me to keep me on the hook so I can worry about him. I don't want him calling...
    ShariTronsgard ShariTronsgard 66-70, F Mar 12

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    My addiction has finally reached its peak. After shooting dope for 5 months, my life is no where NEAR to where it used to be. Today I nearly lost having a stable place to live... I...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F Mar 13

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    When I was younger, I was exposed to gay *********** and my friend convinced me to do "things." The thing is.. I enjoyed them sort of. I haven't let go of that and that was 5 years...
    ogd111 ogd111 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I have always hated kids. If I'm around children I will act civil and just ignore them. If they yell, scream, or cry while in stores, I would leave the store or leave that section...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I've been so down recently, I haven't been able to stop crying for a day or to eat a meal or sleep properly. I know a lot of people tell me to talk to someone, a friend, a family...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I hate small talk I find it boring and not many people are honest. I don't like to go to social events like Christian social small groups, all...
    littleroseze littleroseze 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I don't want to miss her anymore I honestly can't help it she's everything go me and I threw her away because I knew I could never give her what she wanted
    slade1666 slade1666 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I don't see how anybody could be happy with a mundane daily routine for their whole life. Conforming to society basically guarantees boredom.
    HyperactiveLauren HyperactiveLauren 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I don't want anything in my stomach besides food.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I really love kids. I enjoy them. Helping them learn and play. I find them adorable most times. I admire parents who really try. But I don't want any of my own. Kids seem so...
    SmirkandShoulderShrug SmirkandShoulderShrug 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    When it comes to touching pregnant bellies, it makes me uncomfortable. Hell, it makes me uncomfortable when my stomach is touched. Not only because I'm ticklish, but I just don't...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    But I'm only in love with one girl. It's always ever been one girl. Fml. I don't want anyone else but her!! You're stuck in my memory like bad song lyrics. So here I am soaked in...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I absolutely adore kids but I don't want kids of my own. Does that even sound logical? I just don't think I can handle raising a kid when my mom isn't exactly the best role model.
    ScarletRed000 ScarletRed000 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 3

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    So much crap on the internet about this, it's unbelievable. The amount of RP, fanboyism and... well, it's useless to me. These so-called "otherkin" communities pretends it's fun...
    Yuka1 Yuka1 26-30, F Mar 16

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    ...because it's difficult and I'm very objective. I don't want to complicate my life.
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Please becareful !!! stay away ........ I don't want to hurt you ......
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    but I don't want to love him either
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I've been alone for many years.The reasons to why are numerous.Life responsibilities and health issues kept getting in the way of living, in a relationship, with a woman. Things...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, I know it's not my site. Somebody else is paying for it but maybe I don't want to start my experience that way.... I'm a maverick I guess
    unclebuckwasagenius unclebuckwasagenius 56-60, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I have mental health problems and I have struggled with work and voluntary work in the past. Because of this I don't want to work and I also know that it would take up a lot of my...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Let's just say there should be a split between the adult world and the child world. I don't want stories from children infiltrating my feed, it's like they are mushrooms..and have...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't know anymore. I think I'm losing my mind. I've become so ill, I try and hide it and say it's a common cold but I know it's more than that. I don't know I just want to give...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I've never experienced anything like this in my life....the pain I feel when he's not around is so unbearable. I can't even think straight. Sometimes, I don't so anything but sit...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I wonder if all people or just women do this? I only ask because it seems more prevalent with females. I have felt this and I still miss a person who really doesn't care. It has...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F Feb 28

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    The Upsides to Not Have Kids: B) First of all, my life is my own; all for me; I'm all that matters; 100% concerned with what I want and what I'm going through; as casting director...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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