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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I was wondering. Is there any way to block or some kind of filter for minors to "friend" me? I don't mean to sound rude but. I don't want minors anywhere near my "circle". I do...
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    I really don't know why anyone would. I don't have anything against people who do become parents but I just can't understand why they would throw their lives away. First few years...
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    Ever since I was 14 years old, I never wanted to have kids. I have no maternal instincts and don't like being around kids very long. Even though I live with my parents, I love my...
    inspirelove inspirelove 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    It's not because I don't like them, or think they're annoying in any way. I just don't want them to grow up in a world like this, I would hate myself if I saw them grow up to...
    MarziJain MarziJain 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    at all. While I enjoy spending time with some nice kids in moderation. I don't think I'm cut out to be a mother. At least not a traditional one. When I'm in my forties or so is...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I am 25 and have 3 children under 6. I have been with my husband since I was 14, married at 18, and started a family a few months into the marriage. I love my kids with all my...
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    I'm sad. I stay up late and sometimes don't sleep at night just thinking of the things I could say if I actually had someone to say it to. I'm extremely precocious and have found...
    mattheadplus mattheadplus 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    I miss how close we used to be and I miss it everyday. Just a single thought makes me breakdown and cry because I miss you ... I miss us and the friendship we had. It hurts me so...
    nadiarenee nadiarenee 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I was prompted to type this after seeing a question about it. Also, because I wanted an excuse to reference the Cosmic Turtle. I don't want kids. Although I admit it's slightly...
    Aikin2 Aikin2 18-21, M Aug 24

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    I don't want to be alone I don't want to be let down I don't want to be misunderstood Who does? I don't want to be neglected Relegated to the space where I'm never thought about...
    faerylight faerylight 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    I had this friend, she judges everyone. I thought she'll change, but I was wrong. So I decided to stop being friends with her and she went all crazy and harass me on twitter. She...
    meganchang meganchang 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    Laying here in my bed, dreading the fact that I have to get up and go out to handle business. I don't want to run any errands today. All I want to do is stay snuggled up in my bed...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have nothing against children. I just don't want any plopping out of these thighs, EVER.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    I like kids but I don't think I would trust myself to be a mother. Its such a huge responsibility and I'm not sure I would be very good at it. I sometimes fade into myself and shut...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I don't want kids. I do enjoy being around children. They're cute don't get me wrong [although they're some nasty ones out there] but, very early on I just knew that I didn't want...
    seakissedjem seakissedjem 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    i'm not being selfish or something, but i just want my friend back... recently this best friend of mine just met a new friend online. they happened to be in the same school (and...
    yunisaurus yunisaurus 13-15, F Aug 22

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    Everytime I try to imagine my life with children I can only see how tying myself down would severely impede my educational and career goals. I would also have to marry(children out...
    Hoshanna Hoshanna 31-35, F Aug 6

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    The only tempting thing for me to get married is the sex since i am someone not hot enough to get laid. I don't want to get burdened with the responsibilities otherwise. I suffer...
    ipulkit ipulkit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    Like Ever. I don't want my kid having my issues. I hope I never get pregnant. If so I would turn to abortion,adoption. Check out Safe Haven Laws in your state for parents who want...
    Hannarose Hannarose 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 12

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    Even though I don't want kids I still get a motherly yearn sometimes, to have the whole experience. But I'm not going to do it. Maybe next lifetime.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Lately everything has been going wrong for me and there's nothing I can do about it I'm depressed and the only reason I'm staying is because I don't want to be selfish. But...
    thewondergirl thewondergirl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I want to control my fear not let it control me. My anxiety level is spiking through the roof especially with school starting in a few days. Local school Thirty minutes away and...
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    I hit even more to the bottom. I want to die, no I need to. I need suggestions will my body won't refuse, and that's fast to execute so the police don't stop me!
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    one of my friends from last year called me and left voicemail out of blue. I haven't seen him in a year almost. I feel bad that his father died, and he had to take care of wills...
    ajrestless ajrestless 18-21, F Aug 24

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    I have trouble asking for help, or depending on people. It is partly due to me being stubborn in believing I must complete everything on my own, and not wanting to burden others...
    EyeOfLight EyeOfLight 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 6

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    I'm Leaving You, But When? You showed up all I planned was to talk you, the last time I seen you we were arguing; I was ready to leave you. I often told myself that we can be...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    When you msg me or add me as a friend, I look at your activity log before anything and if I see that you've been adding shitloads of girls my age every second, don't expect...
    xxXxSkyxXxx xxXxSkyxXxx 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    He is getting out of hand. He's professing his undying love for me. We dated when we were 14 were both almost 18 now. I've moved on cuz I had no choice. He left me out of the blue...
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    Eh, I say I don't but I wouldn't mind it. Then I realize that my fertility is questionable for one. My uterus and hormones hate me. For real. Two, I am ALWAYS in dire straits. I...
    Lov3intheasylum Lov3intheasylum 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    my trust in people is so beyond broken that I really don't see anyone ever wanting to put up with me long enough to gain it
    Persayous Persayous 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    WhatTheFrenchToast WhatTheFrenchToast 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I don't, anymore I'll just wait for my prince to come. I'm so sick of living
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 11

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    Sometimes , I feel unloved but he always makes it better.. But.. Sometimes he doesn't understand me and he misunderstand me sometimes.. He's nice , kind , and sweet but sometimes...
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