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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 118 People

    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 22-25, F Aug 14, 2014

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    It really sucks! Been lied to way to many times. This online stuff is truly making me stressed the f..u...k out! lol But for real, every chick I talk to I want to ask them to send...
    Barthy5757 Barthy5757 41-45, M 36 mins ago

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    I don't answer the phone to anyone outside my contact list. I have answered the phone a few times, and all I get is silence on the other end. WHY call me if they aren't going to...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 4 hrs ago

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    This is how I explained it to my wife. I love the feeling and selection of women's clothes, but I don't want to become one. She knows I'm in touch with my feminine side and that it...
    SamandLynda SamandLynda 46-50, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I'd rather my friends and family, crank the music up and have a shot of Jameson....I don't want to be buried either....I don't want cemetery plots or headstones for family to...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    I like them to look nothing more and know no guy would actually be interested in me for me it will only ever be about sex I may say I miss a boyfriend but I don't
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 1 day ago

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    If i gave you a loaded gun. Told you to point in at my heart. Told you to squeeze the trigger, would you? What if you couldn't be jailed for it. Would you then? I don't really...
    white701 white701 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am the most realistic person you could ever meet. For instance, I don't allow myself to dream. I instead make myself see the reality of things in almost every situation. Yet...
    dulcivoluptas dulcivoluptas 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    My life is boring af. I have no close friend. No one to hang out with. I always go out alone. I wanna have fun but I don't know how. I don't hv bf and I have never had. I haven't...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Frankly, my relationship with my mother sucks. I do not want it to suck. I do not want to be angry with her, but I am so tired. I moved back home over a year ago to get my life...
    DV527 DV527 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've had a close friend we're gonna call "Anna". And she and I have been close since middle school, no matter how many times my family has moved .. We've always remained close. Our...
    beyondrepair321 beyondrepair321 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't even need to be in the state to get in trouble for it :(
    Multicolour12 Multicolour12 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    Perfect responses for these: "You'll change your mind": How do you know? You're not a fortune teller. Or: You'll change yours about wanting kids. "You're selfish!": Thank you for...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    If I crave anything at all in life it's experiences both good and bad. I don't want to live a stable boring life after having chaos for so long.
    KawiiKay KawiiKay 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have a HORRIBLE mother, and because of her and my dad a horrible childhood too. So, why would I have kids to suffer the same I did. I don't want to be like my mother, I like kids...
    Onixgurl Onixgurl 18-21, F a week ago

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    don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer.
    GngrBitch GngrBitch 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm not always in the mood of answering the phone, I'd rather call back later. something my friends can't understand is that I hate talking on the phone for more than the...
    Blackberries Blackberries 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm really bad about not answering the phone. Some time I just get in a mood where I don't want to talk at all so I ignore the phone call. I know that's wrong because I actually do...
    AmorTiana AmorTiana 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    I want adventure. I want my whole world to be flipped upside down in the most beautiful way. I want to pack all my stuff in a box and drive until I run out of money for gas and...
    sarcasticsal sarcasticsal 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I fear I'll be stuck in a life which is dull. Especially as soon, the majority of people around my age will start to settle down and become boring. My best hope is probably a...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 19

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    I haven't posted in a long while, but my mind has been clouded with many thoughts about my future and life as a whole. I'm worried about my future. I'm worried about how things are...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Some of you have an autistic sense of humor don't you?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I never have an appetite. I can get a little hungry at around 6 if I don't eat all day. I guess that's why I've lost 20 lbs in the past month.
    persuadedgoose4 persuadedgoose4 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I know that suicide isn’t allowed in Christianity. But I have already failed God. I am already a walking sin. I’m nothing worth saving. I’m nothing worth pitying. I am...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I find it so hilarious that a lot people think having kids is mandatory. It's like as soon as your born on Earth, you have to think about relationships, marriages, and kids. They...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I will never have children. Not because I detest them (I do), or because I have no maternal bone in my body (I don’t) or because I probably am unable to due to my raging health...
    WithoutChemicals WithoutChemicals 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm just no longer interested. I have thought about who I am, and what kind of mom I would be and the time I want my kids to be born into. I feel like I would have two kids spaced...
    findinghappinessnow findinghappinessnow 26-30, F Jul 14

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    When a Muslim population remains around 1% of any given country they will be regarded as a peace-loving minority and not as a threat to anyone: United States -- Muslim 1.0...
    nuno99 nuno99 18-21, M Jul 14

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    Let's be frank. I'm middle aged. I come from a dysfunctional family: mother is an ignorant racist with borderline personality disorder and father is addicted to *********** and...
    loresmom loresmom 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    He says he wants a closer friendship with me... I don't know what my intentions with him are yet... but... I don't think he & I are compatible, NOT even as friends.... and that's...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    It came on vacation... It wasn't where I wanted to go, but I went anyway... Flash back We were married in 2011 ....90 days after our wedding we were separated. An issue involving...
    GOATSDOROAM GOATSDOROAM 41-45, F Jul 13

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    Too much work .... Guys I love usually don't love me back ... If God could grant me one wish , either make me never fall in love or make every guy whom I fall in love with loves me...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Hey guys, Saffron here, im just giving a collective apology for my lack of activity for that last maybe, three months? Well yes, I don't think I will be using this much anymore...
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    It is a waste of time. You would believe that I want a romantic relationship but I don't. Not in this day and age. People are either too sensitive or just plain jerks. I might get...
    razzycharm razzycharm 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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