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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 113 People

    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I would like to vent, please. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he makes me so happy. But when he's gone, I'm so alone. I feel like I have no real friends; no...
    KitHuntington KitHuntington 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    No, honestly I am letting go. I just read a plethora of superficial, vain and petty stories and comments. I can't even begin to fathom how stupid and immature people my age are. It...
    Deadlynightshade5 Deadlynightshade5 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 10

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    Lately I just don't want to get up anymore. It's been two+ years since he passed, but still... things only get worse. I have no motivation at all to do anything. First, the...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I don't want to go . I've been in high school for 3 years now and I haven't made a single friend. All I know is 3 people out of the whole school since middle school but they aren...
    harryshyuna harryshyuna 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I disagree with this. You know I believe that maturity doesn't mean anything by age I believe it means by experience. I met teens here that are wise and truthful here. I don't want...
    TheDesireToDance TheDesireToDance 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    From the day I gained the mental ability to comprehend what was bad or good, I've always hated my father. He is selfish, abusive, annoying, and just flat out horrible. He beat me...
    Spectating Spectating 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I always see people with friends laughing and I want it too. I want someone to talk to and understands me. Someone I can talk all day long with. Someone that would take me to party...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I am a combat vet. When I got out of the army I could not relate to people. I lived in the forest and on the street. I had no money and almost starved to death. I was found by...
    mickeymic mickeymic 46-50, M Jan 10

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    I'm a waste of space. Why do I exist? No one likes me. I don't want to commit suicide because then I'll go to Hell. But I'm not worthy of going to Heaven. I guess I'm getting...
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    Rant time: It really ****** me off when I'm asked if I have children & get the whole pity look & act when I say no. I got so sick of it today I snapped ***! I love kids don't get...
    Lovingmyselffirst Lovingmyselffirst 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    I'm terrified of kids. I hate them, I can't stand being around them. I certainly don't want any of my own! Haha!
    Leofflaed Leofflaed 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I don't trust easily anymore because I found out that a few of my close/best friends talked behinds back, also I've told them secrets that I wish nobody else would know.. The next...
    HighHopes811 HighHopes811 16-17, F Jan 4

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    My greatest fear is being alone, I'm going back to school in a couple of days, and I know it sounds strange but I'm hoping I will find my dream girl. The person that I can share my...
    slimvince slimvince 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    It makes for A LOT of awkward conversations with people who think I want to be a part of some group that I DON'T want to be a part of. Sometimes, I'm unaware of it until someone...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Of my own. Not really. One at the most . I feel like that makes men with kids uncomfortable but I don't want to give birth . The thought literally makes me ill .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I already got my bachelor's, and have a loan to pay off, I don't want to go back!
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F Jan 4

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    I don't want to walk down the hall to face all the judging and in general just people , ew
    jodieerooney jodieerooney 13-15, F Jan 4

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    I read a beautiful story on here and though it was so beautiful it was also quite sad. The thought of losing someone so dear to you...IDK..I'm terrified and don't want to...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I don't want kids because i have mental illness and i know i am not gonna be a good mom. :( And my mom's abuse still affect me today.
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I know I'm good looking! Don't feel the need for appraisals from anyone else!
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 hrs ago

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    What you do, always comes with a consequence. Good or bad. ------------------------------- So here's a 100% true story, that is currently going on in my life. I won't say names...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 13

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    For the longest time, I've wanted to wait until I was in love or in a relationship to have sex. But I went on a date last week, and now I may have changed my mind. I never thought...
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 15

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    Okay so here i go i am going to vent because this is the only place i can. I have spent my life taking care of other people. I had to raise my sisters kids because she was addicted...
    metamorphasis metamorphasis 36-40, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Good looking skin makes for a better appearance.Taking care of your skin will have it looking the best it can. Here are steps towards making your skin right.A facial wash that...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    This post will be very long, but it's just me trying to express my feelings. 75% of what they teach in school is not applied in real life. And if it will be, we won't remember it...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    So I don't actually date people because I feel gross about myself, I do have friends with benefits though :P I'm actually losing weight faster than I expected just by walking and...
    gumtreejuice gumtreejuice 18-21 1 Response Jan 11

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    I am not saying that I am a great mom or the best in the world but am trying to be. Being a single parent is really hard.My daughter's birthday was last week. She had 2...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    I've modelled since I was 2 and a half. However, I feel pressured into it....I want to do something more courages and ambitious, something, more, well, ME...different. My mother...
    Thelittledancer Thelittledancer 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't trust anyone because it is more easier to just be to yourself instead of getting hurt by people that are suppose to be part of your life. I know things are slightly...
    jellyrolls34 jellyrolls34 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 27, 2014

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    I'm miserable and lonely. The thought of living more than a few years longer is unbearable, let alone 50 or 60 more. Before, I think I still had hope that I could get better, but...
    Korban3 Korban3 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    I really hate school and if you are a student I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. Everyday for 5 days a week you are in a building for 6-8 hours, have to wake up at an...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I don't know if it's because of all the experiences I've had working with children but it's definitely convinced me to not have kids. That, and I don't think I'll ever be satisfied...
    EmmyChi EmmyChi 22-25 2 Responses Jan 18

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    I'm losing it I can't hold on anymore. I just want to be done with life. I've never hurt this badly before. He destroyed me I hate him for it. I loved him I was there. He doesn't...
    imjustme8268 imjustme8268 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I have known since I was 11 that I didn't want to have children. I didn't like kids as a kid, and couldn't fathom that my sole future was entwined with dirty diapers and tween...
    MoniquetheBlonde MoniquetheBlonde 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    You can only roll your eyes so many times before you just go you know what? I don't believe you. You had me waiting for two years to be official you chose her then you come back...
    Kitten2514 Kitten2514 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    He called me tonight. said he hadn't before but he'd wanted to. but he wasn't ready. I said it's ok. I wasn't ready either. I was kind. friendly. I didn't let any of the bad stuff...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F Jan 9

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    Forget about game, ima spit the truth! It'll sting for a minute but then you'll either pull your head out your *** or you'll exit stage left and realize I don't allow anyone to...
    StunningPhoenix StunningPhoenix 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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