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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 22-25, F Aug 14, 2014

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    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    I hate it when every time I go to my mum's, I am subjected to having to watch her and my husband argue. I'm tired of being the one stuck in the middle of them both all of the time...
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    my father left my mother when she was pregnant with me... the only months of the year he wouldn't send child support were christmas and my birthday... he is a vile human who has no...
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    Though I really don't know what defines a boing life. Since no one's life is completely boring.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I don't trust my husband anymore, after a lot of "little lies" I found that he has a sex lover on line, then months later I saw his profile on a dating site, and his sister...
    ladywarrior100 ladywarrior100 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    ... To die alone, having never accomplished anything
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Do you find it ****** up that most people want you to respect their decision of wanting kids, but they won't respect your decision of not wanting any?
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Not having kids is for me a charity act to the world. I believe there are too many people on Earth, and millions do not live good. I think that reducing the number of person would...
    JuPond JuPond 22-25, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have started to feel more powerfully about this since my friends started to have them themselves. Good, old, Female friends that are essentially permanently off the market and...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 6 Responses a week ago

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    It's crazy. When you are friends with someone for so long, only to realize years later that you can't talk about EVERYTHING. I learned that over the past weekend. I love this...
    Jazzy1234 Jazzy1234 31-35, F Jan 31

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    I was just informed that a very good friend of mine is having a kid. I'm feeling very conflicted about the news. On one hand, I want to be happy for him. Kids are supposed to be a...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 30

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    We drove by her house today. I wasn't the same for the rest of the night.
    kayla459 kayla459 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    I want my first time to be with someone special, on the other hand I get h0rny and just want to have sex with whoever. It's hard.
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    ughhhh really don't wanna go.
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I don't want children nor do I have children and it's staying that way. First when becoming intimate with my husband when get the mood all of the sudden kids come in no thank you...
    Cynthia1976 Cynthia1976 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    im madly, deeply in love with a man that dosnt love me back. i want to marry him but he wants to lie and cheat. i need to forget about him so i can be happy but its difficult to...
    jbrose413 jbrose413 22-25 Jan 29

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    It been 1 year & 2 months! If my boyfriend dont verbally say "I LOVE YOU" to me, I'm probably gonna leave him soon. Just giving him til the end of March. He doesn't know that im...
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001 22-25, F Jan 28

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    Plz ladies if your gonna add me at least have a profile and a experience's don't expect me to send you photo's of me in a skin suit. As for guys I won't add you!
    Sofia1179 Sofia1179 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Going out en femme first time in a month or less I think. Still waiting to get an appointment for a makeover on "go live" date. Questions: Do I pee in the women's bathroom...
    Rebeccah37 Rebeccah37 36-40, T 2 Responses Jan 27

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    It's getting to the point now if I don't know if I can keep going. I am practising acceptance and making peace with what may come to me. But what I can't take anymore is the...
    32forever2016 32forever2016 31-35, M Jan 27

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    In my opinion, I'm not a very smart person, have not made the smartest choices, and have not had the funnest time on earth. I don't want to raise a child in a world like this to...
    ghostofthesun ghostofthesun 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    If I help you, it's because I have made the choice. Although I don't ask for anything in return, understand that I will not allow myself, or my family to be taken advantage of.
    ZenGrrrlLioNESS ZenGrrrlLioNESS 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I accidentally gave my boyfriend hope today by talking about surrogate mothers out of curiosity. Not only do I not want to carry a child (which he thinks is the only reason) I...
    Nadiiaa Nadiiaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    When i was younger, i loved to animate and make games, now i just don't have the patience i had, back then. I want to write fan fiction again, but i don't feel like doing that...
    Codeman320 Codeman320 22-25, M Jan 26

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    Unless it is from family or a friend who i am certain is not just going to want to chit chat for the sake of passing time I ignore the phone unless I really want to kill time...
    shadowgurl444 shadowgurl444 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I've been out with acquaintances and friends a lot lately, indulging in the nightclub scene even though it's not really my thing. They're fun enough but the only reason I wanted to...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Jan 26

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    Reasons why I don't want kids: 1) I argue with them 2) I have no patience 3) I get mad at them if they're being naughty 4) And I have to watch my cussing
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Hey people I'm 13 I'm a girl and just really want a best boy mate and a boy friend who I can get along with so DM me as soon as possible X
    charlotte762 charlotte762 13-15, F Jan 25

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    I hate that people say that "you'll change your mind one day." maybe I will, maybe I won't. As of right now I don't see myself as a motherly figure. I'm much too selfish to be a...
    queenkandas queenkandas 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Kids aren't a bad thing, really they're not (some of them). My only concern is if I do bad at parenting, or if they end up hating me. I know a lot of people that cannot stand they...
    FromAntoinette FromAntoinette 22-25 3 Responses Jan 23

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    If I ever live by a neighbor who has kids whom are intentionally throwing their toys in my backyard, I'm taking those toys and donating them to GoodWill. They don't need 'em.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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