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I Don't Want to Be a Disappointment Any More

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    All I Do Is Disappoint.

    I always just feel like I'm letting people down. Especially my mum. I just always somehow seem to mess everything up and then she gets angry and annoyed at me. For once I just want to make her happy... make her poiud. I can't seem to do it though. Even when I really try my...
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 27, 2009

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    I Am a Disappointment.

    Not to my parents or anyone around me though.  They all seem to think I'm fine and dandy.  To myself, I fail everyday at life.  I make great grades in school, and people all seem to think I'm really smart, but when I'm by myself, trying to write, to make music, or...
    Onaquest Onaquest 13-15, M Aug 10, 2009

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    FED Up !!!

    I am fed up, my wife can't deal with the fact I am trans she goes from being fine to acting off the wall about it. I am who I am I have not changed much from who I have always been. she just has troubble now that she knows I am trans. I have read stories of people who...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 4 Responses Mar 22, 2008

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    My Parents

    Hi, I'm 14 (age listed was an accident) and I always feel i'm a dissapointment to my parents. I excel in academics with straight A's and was almost chosen to be valedictorian. But, they always find faults in me, as in not playing sports, or socializing alot (I text mainly, no...
    erod47 erod47 18-21, M Aug 31, 2012

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    I'm Ready To Move On

    I've disappointed myself and everyone else for years. I want to end the cycle, finish something I start, and move on with my life. I have so many goals, and I am afraid of dying before I reach them. I wish I could get past my emotional issues so that I could charge ahead and...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    What's This All About? This Frown, This Ugly Pout?

    (I know this is long, but this is one of the most important experiences I've had, please read and comment) I guess it all started when it ended really. Up until 3rd grade I was a shining example with plenty of promise. Then I was homeschooled. I don't think homeschooling was...
    MissChii MissChii 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 9, 2009

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    I Really Don't....

    I really don't want to be a disappointment anymore, to anyone. I don't want to let everyone down anymore. i want to be that person that makes my family proud, that does the right things, that is there for everyone. i don't want to be someone who lets everyone down all the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2009

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    I'm sorry mom and dad,

    college wasn't for me I had to drop out, I know how you feel I think I wasn't made for school I've always struggle to stay I'm class, I apologize for quitting my jobs but they were making me depress and now I'm even more depressed because I'm unemployed and you think I'm just...
    stellahh stellahh 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I Hate When I Fake It

    I hate when I fake who I am. I want to be me but when people come around that don't know I have come out transgender I tend to act the way they exspect me to. It's not there fault it's mine. Some people just don't understand and I don't want to deal with there ignorance. I love...
    rickysworld rickysworld 26-30, T 2 Responses Feb 25, 2008

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