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I Don't Want To Be A Disappointment

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 419 People

    But I Just Can't Stop it is

    when I'm hanging out with the people I grew up with that know about my addiction that I feel most guilty. this is also when I notice how much I have changed since I started using meth, and I know they notice it as well. most have stopped trying to convince me to get help and...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 18, 2014

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    Of Course Not

    But its way too late for that
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    I always feel like such a disappointment

    and failure to my dad I'm so sorry I'm such a worthless and dumb daughter
    ashleymac96 ashleymac96 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2014

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    Pressure

    Last week was emotionally and physically draining for me.  I was offered a full-time position and my friends, whom I affectionately refer to as the "lynch mob," wanted me to accept it.  For many reasons, I turned it down.  I'm not one to make quick and hasty...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 26, 2010

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    I Really Don't

    I always seem to be a great disappointment, whether to myself or to others. I don't know why, wish I did. I try so hard, but I know for certain that I disappoint many of the folk I have known.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 7, 2012

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    The Only One

    The only one you can truly be a disappointment to is yourself.  If you're not happy with yourself, etc.  The other people in your life, if they truly love you will forgive and support you.  
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 14, 2011

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    I Always Am Though

    Whatever I do, I never do it right. I'm always gonna be a huge disappointment to my parents. I had a chance to prove them wrong, but I think I've missed it. Just 2 more weeks left to get my O'levels results, then I'll really know if I've been a disappointment or not. But I have...
    DarkAngel123 DarkAngel123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2010

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    Disappointment...

    its the one thing we all fear, we all do it to others generally on accident. im the middle child which i believe is harder than being the youngest or eldest. Ive disappointed my mother time and time again. i just lift my head up look her in the eye (nowadays) and tell her im...
    nickifrank nickifrank 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2011

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    Daddy's Eyes

    I hated to see disappointment in my Daddy's eyes. It is what steered my life choices and decisions.
    silentwellofsorrow silentwellofsorrow 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2010

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    The Words Hurt

    I never thought I would hear or be a disappointment to my dad. Every time he used the word it would anger me and it would sadden me down to very bone. I never did anything that would make my parents feel that way. I never got arrested, I never took drugs, I never drank or smoked...
    QTB2 QTB2 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2012

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    I Don't Want To Be

    every guy i dated has disappointed me one way or another and because of my father i feel like i can't get close to anyone again i don't like this feeling i am having i really want to give him every thing he wants but i am scare to do it i don't know what to do
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23, 2011

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    Mom and Dad, I am sorry I've disappointed you

    by not going to college, falling madly in love with a man 17 years older then me who treated me like I was a princess... and I am sorry for hiding that I was in an abusive relationship that caused me to have insecurity issues. I am sorry that I haven't gone back to college. I am...
    H3lt3rSk3lt3r H3lt3rSk3lt3r 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19, 2014

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    Here is Practical Explanation about Next Life,

    Purpose of Human Life, philosophical/religious facts, theories etc. ___________________________ *********** Practical Explanation ( For Example ) :- `1st of all can you tell me every single seconds detail from that time when you born ?? ( i need every seconds detail ?? that what...
    thunder0 thunder0 22-25, M Dec 9, 2013

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    Fear

    i always live in fear of disappointing others. i believe it started when i was little i could never please my mother i was never good enough.always told i can never do anything right. i feel bad talking about her this way but i need to vent my feelings. i do not like talking...
    freeangel freeangel 31-35, F 3 Responses Mar 25, 2010

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    But Feel I Am....

    I have felt like a disappointment to my family for years. My mother has had to lie about my life to make it sound more interesting and that makes me feel sad. I am 25 and it seems like everyone my age is getting married, thinking about kids or buying houses. I am doing none of...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F May 30, 2011

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    Need Some Help

    I feel am a bigest loser right now,this one girl i love and i have appreciate soo much in my life,I dont know whether it me or something we are in along distance,I have been stressing her l8teli demanding more time than what she can offer,she is in college and doing some test,i...
    khasim khasim 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 5, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I know I should eat but I just don't want to. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat and I know that's wrong. I just don't want to eat until I'm a bit lighter I don't know if I make...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F Apr 28

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    I don't want a choir singing sad songs or a preacher yelling at people telling them not to be sad all the while bringing up reasons they should be. I want people that considered me...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    I disagree with this because EP yes is 17+ which is mature age, but the reason people don't want minors on here is so that the perverts don't troll all of them. Maybe EP should...
    lovelymoon11 lovelymoon11 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    I'm so afraid that I'll grow up to live a boring and lack luster life just like some of my family members. I don't want to be broke forever. I don't want to get stuck in a dead end...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't want to hear or read any sexist crap. Against men, against women...I don't care. I think you're ridiculous and have nothing worth seeing or listening to. Walk out, block...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 Apr 24

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    I don't want to talk to my parents, they live their lives in a sea of hatred and condemnation. I want to live among loving, forgiving people. I told my mom I was diagnosed with...
    aileen2 aileen2 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    My mom let my baby sister be my birth control. My little patience and need for control really messed me up. Over the past two years I've really mellowed out though. I still don't...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    And you don't want minors because?? Literally after I had revealed my age to him, he then decided to ask me, and I quote, "Do you like hot chat." I responded with "No. Now go...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    i don't want to talk to man for a while..due to biggegt fear.... Just leave me alone.please... Woman are welcome... good night
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    if you don't want to be a parent then get a hysterectomy/vasectomy. it's that simple.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Minors Have NO Place on EP! In the last 24 hours I have observed (then flagged and blocked a jrPervTard) who was creating child p0rn. I do not think this person who is legally an...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6

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    8 years ago I had a guy friend his name was zen. will zen was a very nice guy super cute respectfull. then **** happened n he fall in love wth me started to call me daily asking to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    I wrote a longer post about this before, but I saw this link recently and had to share it. People often act shocked and call me "selfish" when they find out that I don't want kids...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 6 Responses May 12

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    I'm an actual Mess........ so I've 6 months off for college where we have to do work experience. It's getting closer and closer and I'm not organised. The reason is because I want...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F May 12

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    I do feel comfortable enough with my cycle to predict with certainty when I am fertile and when I am not so I definitely won't think of any other control birth bullshit (sorry...
    Aurelielavraie Aurelielavraie 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    When my parents had my oldest sister they use to hide there drinks and did t want her to see them drinking with me the last chills at the house They drink all the time They leave...
    sonnybd sonnybd 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't know what I really want anymore. a couple of weeks ago I had my whole life planned out but suddenly lost hope in all that and now I don't even know what to do anymore.I'm...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've been best friends with this girl for three years now, but I just don't enjoy being around her anymore. She has a negative attitude about life and about most things and she...
    fablikemkat fablikemkat 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I have a mother who is emotionally abusive, lacks reason and I suspect she has bipolar disorder. She injects nothing but negativity in my life and I have told her numerous times...
    organizedmadness organizedmadness 41-45, F Apr 26

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    well, be aware. Getting help online can become addictive. I'm 36 now and I've been using the internet actively since 2002. I used to go through depression a lot. And then I'd seek...
    molde molde 36-40, M May 2

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    Recently having to remove myself from a toxic relationship , I sacrificed everything for someone to help them, we grew close emotionally physically but on the side she had apparent...
    Renevatio Renevatio 22-25, M May 8

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    My son moved to the other end of the country w/ a friend when he was in his teens. He is now 32 yrs old & has a 7 yr old boy of his own. I've only seen him 2 times since he moved...
    iamsatin iamsatin 56-60, F 1 Response May 12

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    My husband says I don't respect him, don't value his opinion, don't care how he feels, and I ignore him. I sometimes bring up a different idea or different opinion/different side...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Nope not me. In the beginning I wanted them and now I rather tie my tubes. I just cringe when I see babies and kids. I lived with my ex bf and his sister who had 2 and at the end...
    Broke2Fabulous Broke2Fabulous 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everyday I want to crawl under a rock and die a failed at suicide I went to a hospital and the thing was everyone told me to do it a few days ago I sat down in the middle of the...
    13Margareth 13Margareth 13-15, F 3 days ago

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