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I Don't Want To Be All By Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 61 People

    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 27, 2010

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    I Always Will Be

    I have seen into my future, it's a lonely one and my fate will one day come at my own hand and on my terms. I think I have set the bar way too high for any woman to be with me. Too much has happened for me to take any more chances. If I am to be alone, then it will be my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Dec 13, 2010

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    Am So Afraid Of This

    I have never been a ladies man, and I'm shy. I find it hard to articulate how badly I desire to have a girl who loves me in my life. I learned a lot when I was with my ex. Mainly I learned its important to communicate, and how much I was missing not having a partner in my life...
    Grin32 Grin32 31-35, M Apr 28, 2010

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    Yeah..........

    But I just can't see it any other way..........
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 5 Responses Apr 28, 2010

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    Yep. I don't want to talk to some people when I don't want to. Sometimes I'm just going through some stuff, so don't be mad when I don't text back. And I absolutely hate when older...
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