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I Don't Want to Be Alone Forever

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    It's valentine's day

    and I'm staying at home. I was diagnosed Forever alone a few years back and I've learned to live with it. That includes staying at home on valentine's day to avoid the excrutiating pain. There are other people with this syndrome. Please. 1 like, 1 prayer.
    Jennyboii Jennyboii 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 14

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    Alone Again

    Just out of my first relationship which lasted almost 4 years. I'm having very mixed thoughts. I have decided that I want to enjoy some time alone...cultivating my life and working on some self improvement are things I must do before I can be with anyone else anyway. I don't want...
    Delete151 Delete151 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    I'll Never Be One Of Those Guys.

    I don't want to be alone forever, I really don't. I would go as far as to say this is my worst fear. I spend day after day wondering how I can change myself into someone that women will find attractive; someone employers will want to hire, and someone who men will not look down...
    WistfulLament WistfulLament 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 19, 2012

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    Lived In "sexless Marriage" , Now I'm Divorced And Lonely....not For Him, But Just Lonely

    For the last 6 years of my marriage, my ex didn't want to have sex with me, he said, "I'm not interested in that kind of thing" as I told him on our 10th years of marriage, I wanted to rekindle our marriage. I then had a fling....even went out of state for this. Came back home...
    ssuz545 ssuz545 51-55, F 8 Responses Nov 25, 2010

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    I feel like im completely alone.

    I know that im not But still lonely Pple would think im crazy.
    DumbusMaximus DumbusMaximus 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Why?

    Maybe I am a little young to worry about certain things. Maybe the feelings of constant loneliness & emptiness will leave once high school is over. But it isn't that I'm bullied (as I was most of my life, until several years ago), it isn't that I don't have family members who...
    heartfull0fsoul heartfull0fsoul 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

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    Crazy

    i think i am a bit of a spazz and will not find anyone who will love me.
    oldmanwinters oldmanwinters 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2012

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    Lost

    I'm only 15 and I know my life is young. I have a form of autism and my early childhood was not the greatest. From preschool I was sorta not understand ing life and social cues up grade 8. But I look back and realize how stupid I was. I caused myself this. I have a reputation at...
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

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    Conquest Of Love.... Failed

    Lately, I have kind of given up on my conquest of finding my one true love. It hasn't gone well for me in the last few years. I desperately would love to be able to love someone back and they love me too. Every time I think I found that, something always comes along when I am...
    Skyiiler Skyiiler 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 7, 2012

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    I Feel As If I Will Never Find the Right One.

    i can never seem to find a person i want to be wiht. and when i do to them i do onot exsist or i ebdup screwing it up.  i always seem to find flaws in the guys that want to be wiht me. and when i think imay like someone i find something i don't like.. it really buggs me.
    XloveXinXbloodX XloveXinXbloodX 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2008

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    I Hope This Brings Hope

    Most of the time it is the small things that matter, and for this story that is surely the truth. A silly little conversation between two young girls sitting on a bed who probably wouldn't ever see each other again that changed my outlook on life. Her name was Hyun-Soo and we...
    EverSparkling EverSparkling 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 28, 2010

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M Jan 19

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    Forever Alone

    School. "School was the best years of my life, I would go back and do it all again if I could". Or so everyone says. I didn't have friends at school. In primary school there were two boys that I hung out with, purely because I was a tomboy and didn't understand why girls were...
    JayePayton JayePayton 22-25, F Oct 8, 2012

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    I forged new ground today,

    making it a point to indulge in meaningless Facebook drama for upwards of a quarter hour...many faces did I gaze up, stopping at those most fair and mystical reminding myself that I deftly engage the willing participants In a verbal dance most somber and solemn...one lady of...
    windynight54321 windynight54321 31-35, M Apr 1

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    I think of myself as a jigsaw puzzle cut a bit

    too odd. Everyone else seems to have found multiple pieces that have been able to "click" into place with them, for a small amount of time, at the least. The potentials I meet are just too far off and we usually both realize it as a mutual incompatibility.
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 27, 2013

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    Forever Alone

    I've always been a hopeless romantic but I've only had one brief stint in the dating world. I am working through college and do very well for myself and I'm pretty happy with who I am and where I'm heading. But I don’t feel complete and I won’t until I find a special man to...
    Rausc1tj Rausc1tj 22-25, F Jan 25, 2013

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    Alone Forever

    Alone forever,There'd be nothin' worse,Goin' through life,No friends,No partners,Thank goodness,That's not me.
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 1 Response Apr 27, 2012

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    Alone Forever

    Alone forever,No thanks,Not me,It's not the way.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 Oct 14, 2012

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    i love this girl and she doesnt know how to

    feel about us cause she just got out of a long relationship and doesnt know what to feel. she tells me sorry for not being able to respond to my feelings and that im great. we go out to eat every once and a while. then every time after i realize i love this girl so much and that...
    dmpach dmpach 22-25, M Feb 4

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    When Will It Be My Turn?

    I've confessed and was turned down by 3 people just in one year. Am I just not good enough? I tend to have tiny little crushes because I know that I will get hurt if I fall too deep. I have never had a boyfriend all my life (I'm 20), but I have confessed to like six people and...
    asufalt asufalt 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 22, 2012

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    ...damn It.

    ...I thought things would get better for me after I became pretty and filled out more, but... that doesn't seem to be the case at all. I'm pretty cute with a nice figure to boot, according to what I've heard. I shouldn't have problem with guys at all, right? Nope. Not at all...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 56-60, M Sep 9, 2012

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    My best friends started dating.

    I am so happy for the two of them, because they make each other so happy. But now I've lost both of my best friends. Their happiness emphasizes my single status. I have never dated before, and I don't know how to start (hell, I don't even know how to kiss!). Everyone else in...
    racoonb234 racoonb234 18-21, M Feb 9

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    Everyone Says That I'm Pretty.

    No one says I'm ugly. Ever. But they DO lie lie lie. I NEVER get any interesting boyfriend! Well, I DID date some guys, but they think I'm nothing. I'm tired of waiting. All of my bestfriends already got theirs, but I'm still single. Guys just gave me hope but they left. I want...
    barbie13 barbie13 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 11, 2012

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    I Feel Like I'll Never Have Someone

    The first time I told a boy I liked him, he just ignored me the rest of the year. The second time I told another boy,he laughed. Not the good kind. It was the"Why would I love you?" laugh. The third time is what caused the cutting. I gave him a letter. I inked out every piece of...
    LinkinParkFan90 LinkinParkFan90 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 1, 2013

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    But I will be. No guy will ever fall in love

    with me. I know that. I am not sweet and bubbly; I am cold and logical. I am quirky, eccentric, messy. And guys seem hate that. I know that if I was a male, every girl would fall in love with me: girls seems to have a thing for guys like that. But it seems that I scare...
    OneBoredFreak OneBoredFreak 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    I don't think I will be.

    At least I hope I am not. It's just, you ever have one of those days where you try to keep your spirits up and every conversation you seem to have with a girl just ends with them more irritated? Granted, conversations at work could be frustrating because you are already...
    Devilscar Devilscar 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    But I Know I Will Be...

    I have been physically single my entire life... I have never known the loving embrace of a woman who loved me as much as I her... and I fear it will be that way forever... I have always been in online relationships and it has never worked out... Recently I broke up with a girl I...
    Jonny5NeedInput Jonny5NeedInput 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 8, 2012

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    It Happened Again...

    I finally got up the nerve to ask a girl out. I was in another state at the time, so we talked non-stop for about a month, I managed to come home fora weekend and we met. I thought things were going well, but now a month later she decides I remind her too much of her best friend...
    kellhorn kellhorn 22-25, M Jul 30, 2013

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    The Destiny of Fate

    Everybody want something and more to the point someone. You find yourself wandering through life looking for someone special and every time someone comes into your life you treat them like maybe this time it can bloom into something special…something that can last forever...
    CoopII CoopII 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 27, 2008

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    I feel like I'm always going to be single,

    I waisted so much time on a boy who treated me like ****, I'm 15 he was 19. He was so abusive, physically, emotionally, I just want friends, gay friends, anybody
    koolsox koolsox 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Being Single Sucks!

    Freedom - n. the absence of or release of ties or obligations.When I was married, there was a part of me that wanted to be free to do the things I want the way I wanted to do them.  Ugh.  Freedom isn't always what it is cracked up to be.  Yes now I can do those things...but I...
    carfreaksg carfreaksg 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

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    I Dont Want To Be Alone Foever Either...

    ...and I know its not going to be forever. Because Im not going to let it. Ive had a rocky road all my life. My childhood was the best and not everyone can say that. So already, I know Im blessed. Ive been sad deep down most of my grown life. I found out a lot of my fathers fam...
    MsSweetea MsSweetea 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

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    I Wonder.

    I wonder if she, whoever that may turn out to be, stays up late thinking about me. About when we will meet, about when we will first embrace.   Because I do.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 20, 2008

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    objects

    I notice everyday that things have partners and I don't. the pen has paper, the ipod has headphones, the sky has the earth. I feel like I am invisible. my friends all have persuers or they are being persued. I'm doing all the things they do but I'm getting nothing. am I destined...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15, 2008

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    We All Are

    When I was little, my mom was friends with a psychiatrist, who would come stay at our house, every so often. He was a nice man. He brought us gifts every visit, told funny stories, and basically let us do anything we wanted. On one of his visits, my sister and I were fighting for...
    Hrmg Hrmg 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 6, 2012

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    My Ex Back In My Life

    So my ex broke up with me 4 years ago in December. It took me a good 2-3 years to get over her. I graduated from college since then, and it seems like my life is finally on track. I've even started talking to a girl I really like. Don't know if the feeling is mutual but it...
    Godito5 Godito5 26-30, M Nov 14, 2013

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    oneepicboss oneepicboss 13-15, M Mar 2

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    Expiration Date

    I find myself, at 50, having to wonder if I can find love out there again.  I don't even know how to begin looking for it, or if I even should make the attempt. 
    gwc5161 gwc5161 46-50, M 3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    Loney Road

    My story is kind of a long one. I'm currently 20 years old and I am in the military. My story starts back in middle school. I was home schooled 2-5th grade and went back to public school in 6th grade. I wa raised in a Christian home and have a lot of strong morals. Little did I...
    DeathxCheater DeathxCheater 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 25, 2012

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    Who Could Love A Broken Person

    I started my life deaf missing out on key years for language development, couldn't speak or understand what people were saying for the longest time, made me afraid to talk afraid to speak to people, afraid of not understanding them or not speaking properly. After many years and...
    lostwings lostwings 26-30 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    I Hate Being Single

    I'm 29 and very single, and I hate it. I get incredible shy when I see a girl I like and some how I always end up best friends with her. There is nothing worse then having a girl you like say that your fantastic and she thinks of you like a brother. I feel like I have alot too...
    john2382 john2382 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 12, 2011

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    Thank You, Woman I "thought" I'd Spend My Life Together With.

    well you've crushed me, i don't have the confidence to go outsideto meet new womento be happy againthis phobia, and anger has stayed with me for the passed 3 years, since we've spokesince you threw me in the trashand you're happy now, not giving a damn about my life.while you...
    joe0ner joe0ner 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 29, 2012

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    But I think it takes a strong person to remain

    alone when they feel like they haven't met the right one yet. It would be easier to settle. Don't do this because in the long run you will only be unhappy... You will fall apart. All of the beautiful qualities that you have will go to waste because you're not with the right...
    mrvitous26 mrvitous26 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    Single...Not Loving It

    I've been single for as long as I can remember. At first, I loved it because I thought that the freedom was great. No commitments to tie me down and all that. At the time, love just never came to mind. Then...I got older, and feelings started to change. I found myself staring...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

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    Whatisthiswhydoieven?

    Why is it so dificult to find a girl in Norway that has the same interests and lifestyle as myself? all the girls I have fell for recently has allready had a boyfriend, I get constantly "Friend zoned" and ignored. Why is it so difficult to find somebody that I enjoy the company...
    ThatGuyInTheCornerOverThere ThatGuyInTheCornerOverThere 16-17, M Oct 27, 2013

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    Sucker Punched

    I can't stop crying, I'd give anything just to feel normal again. I met and fell quickly in love with someone. Though the relationship was brief I've never had a connection like the one I shared with him... ever. One day he texts me and said things were moving too fast and that...
    Alanda510 Alanda510 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2013

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