I Don't Want to Be Alone Forever

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    I have nobody to relate to except my dad

    and he's older and starting to have problems with remembering things. Except for a few family, I rarely hear from people unless I initiate contact first. This includes the one friend I still have and I see him once a month at most. My social interaction is mostly only when I...
    dontbelong dontbelong
    31-35, M
    Jun 17, 2014

    I feel like I'm always going to be single,

    I waisted so much time on a boy who treated me like ****, I'm 15 he was 19. He was so abusive, physically, emotionally, I just want friends, gay friends, anybody
    koolsox koolsox
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 17, 2014

    I forged new ground today,

    making it a point to indulge in meaningless Facebook drama for upwards of a quarter hour...many faces did I gaze up, stopping at those most fair and mystical reminding myself that I deftly engage the willing participants In a verbal dance most somber and solemn...one lady of...
    windynight54321 windynight54321
    36-40, M
    Apr 1, 2014

    But I think it takes a strong person to remain

    alone when they feel like they haven't met the right one yet. It would be easier to settle. Don't do this because in the long run you will only be unhappy... You will fall apart. All of the beautiful qualities that you have will go to waste because you're not with the right...
    Rose30x Rose30x
    26-30, F
    Mar 25, 2014

    But I will be. No guy will ever fall in love

    with me. I know that. I am not sweet and bubbly; I am cold and logical. I am quirky, eccentric, messy. And guys seem hate that. I know that if I was a male, every girl would fall in love with me: girls seems to have a thing for guys like that. But it seems that I scare...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 6, 2014
    oneepicboss oneepicboss
    18-21, M
    Mar 2, 2014

    It's valentine's day

    and I'm staying at home. I was diagnosed Forever alone a few years back and I've learned to live with it. That includes staying at home on valentine's day to avoid the excrutiating pain. There are other people with this syndrome. Please. 1 like, 1 prayer.
    Jennyboii Jennyboii
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 14, 2014

    I don't think I will be.

    At least I hope I am not. It's just, you ever have one of those days where you try to keep your spirits up and every conversation you seem to have with a girl just ends with them more irritated? Granted, conversations at work could be frustrating because you are already...
    Devilscar Devilscar
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 9, 2014

    My best friends started dating.

    I am so happy for the two of them, because they make each other so happy. But now I've lost both of my best friends. Their happiness emphasizes my single status. I have never dated before, and I don't know how to start (hell, I don't even know how to kiss!). Everyone else in...
    racoonb234 racoonb234
    18-21, M
    Feb 9, 2014

    i love this girl and she doesnt know how to

    feel about us cause she just got out of a long relationship and doesnt know what to feel. she tells me sorry for not being able to respond to my feelings and that im great. we go out to eat every once and a while. then every time after i realize i love this girl so much and that...
    dmpach dmpach
    26-30, M
    Feb 4, 2014
    oneepicboss oneepicboss
    18-21, M
    Jan 19, 2014

    I feel like im completely alone.

    I know that im not But still lonely Pple would think im crazy.
    DumbusMaximus DumbusMaximus
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 9, 2014

    I think of myself as a jigsaw puzzle cut a bit

    too odd. Everyone else seems to have found multiple pieces that have been able to "click" into place with them, for a small amount of time, at the least. The potentials I meet are just too far off and we usually both realize it as a mutual incompatibility.
    YourRemedyMyPoison YourRemedyMyPoison
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 27, 2013

    My Ex Back In My Life

    So my ex broke up with me 4 years ago in December. It took me a good 2-3 years to get over her. I graduated from college since then, and it seems like my life is finally on track. I've even started talking to a girl I really like. Don't know if the feeling is mutual but it...
    Godito5 Godito5
    26-30, M
    Nov 14, 2013

    Whatisthiswhydoieven?

    Why is it so dificult to find a girl in Norway that has the same interests and lifestyle as myself? all the girls I have fell for recently has allready had a boyfriend, I get constantly "Friend zoned" and ignored. Why is it so difficult to find somebody that I enjoy the company...
    ThatGuyInTheCornerOverThere ThatGuyInTheCornerOverThere
    18-21, M
    Oct 27, 2013

    I Feel Like I'll Never Have Someone

    The first time I told a boy I liked him, he just ignored me the rest of the year. The second time I told another boy,he laughed. Not the good kind. It was the"Why would I love you?" laugh. The third time is what caused the cutting. I gave him a letter. I inked out every piece of...
    LinkinParkFan90 LinkinParkFan90
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Aug 1, 2013

    It Happened Again...

    I finally got up the nerve to ask a girl out. I was in another state at the time, so we talked non-stop for about a month, I managed to come home fora weekend and we met. I thought things were going well, but now a month later she decides I remind her too much of her best friend...
    kellhorn kellhorn
    22-25, M
    Jul 30, 2013

    Who Could Love A Broken Person

    I started my life deaf missing out on key years for language development, couldn't speak or understand what people were saying for the longest time, made me afraid to talk afraid to speak to people, afraid of not understanding them or not speaking properly. After many years and...
    lostwings lostwings
    31-35
    2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

    Lost

    I'm only 15 and I know my life is young. I have a form of autism and my early childhood was not the greatest. From preschool I was sorta not understand ing life and social cues up grade 8. But I look back and realize how stupid I was. I caused myself this. I have a reputation at...
    1 Response Feb 10, 2013

    Sucker Punched

    I can't stop crying, I'd give anything just to feel normal again. I met and fell quickly in love with someone. Though the relationship was brief I've never had a connection like the one I shared with him... ever. One day he texts me and said things were moving too fast and that...
    Alanda510 Alanda510
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 30, 2013

    Forever Alone

    I've always been a hopeless romantic but I've only had one brief stint in the dating world. I am working through college and do very well for myself and I'm pretty happy with who I am and where I'm heading. But I don’t feel complete and I won’t until I find a special man to...
    Rausc1tj Rausc1tj
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2013

    I Dont Want To Be Alone Foever Either...

    ...and I know its not going to be forever. Because Im not going to let it. Ive had a rocky road all my life. My childhood was the best and not everyone can say that. So already, I know Im blessed. Ive been sad deep down most of my grown life. I found out a lot of my fathers fam...
    MsSweetea MsSweetea
    51-55, F
    2 Responses Dec 9, 2012

    Everyone Says That I'm Pretty.

    No one says I'm ugly. Ever. But they DO lie lie lie. I NEVER get any interesting boyfriend! Well, I DID date some guys, but they think I'm nothing. I'm tired of waiting. All of my bestfriends already got theirs, but I'm still single. Guys just gave me hope but they left. I want...
    barbie13 barbie13
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2012

    Why?

    Maybe I am a little young to worry about certain things. Maybe the feelings of constant loneliness & emptiness will leave once high school is over. But it isn't that I'm bullied (as I was most of my life, until several years ago), it isn't that I don't have family members who...
    heartfull0fsoul heartfull0fsoul
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 4, 2012

    Crazy

    i think i am a bit of a spazz and will not find anyone who will love me.
    oldmanwinters oldmanwinters
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 29, 2012

    I'll Never Be One Of Those Guys.

    I don't want to be alone forever, I really don't. I would go as far as to say this is my worst fear. I spend day after day wondering how I can change myself into someone that women will find attractive; someone employers will want to hire, and someone who men will not look down...
    WistfulLament WistfulLament
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 19, 2012

    Alone Forever

    Alone forever,No thanks,Not me,It's not the way.
    storywriter2 storywriter2
    46-50
    Oct 14, 2012

    Forever Alone

    School. "School was the best years of my life, I would go back and do it all again if I could". Or so everyone says. I didn't have friends at school. In primary school there were two boys that I hung out with, purely because I was a tomboy and didn't understand why girls were...
    JayePayton JayePayton
    22-25, F
    Oct 8, 2012

    Alone Again

    Just out of my first relationship which lasted almost 4 years. I'm having very mixed thoughts. I have decided that I want to enjoy some time alone...cultivating my life and working on some self improvement are things I must do before I can be with anyone else anyway. I don't want...
    Delete151 Delete151
    26-30, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2012

    ...damn It.

    ...I thought things would get better for me after I became pretty and filled out more, but... that doesn't seem to be the case at all. I'm pretty cute with a nice figure to boot, according to what I've heard. I shouldn't have problem with guys at all, right? Nope. Not at all...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies
    61-65, M
    Sep 9, 2012

    Loney Road

    My story is kind of a long one. I'm currently 20 years old and I am in the military. My story starts back in middle school. I was home schooled 2-5th grade and went back to public school in 6th grade. I wa raised in a Christian home and have a lot of strong morals. Little did I...
    DeathxCheater DeathxCheater
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 25, 2012

    Surrounded My People, Yet Still Alone

    Being alone in a crowd is probably one of the weirdest feeling I have ever had. How can you be alone if you are surrounded by other human beings? When you can hear their conversations? Smell their perfume? When you only need to move a tiny bit to have human contact? To touch, to...
    meareneko meareneko
    18-21
    1 Response Aug 24, 2012

    Dead On The Inside And Invisible From The Outside ...

    Thats pretty much a quick description about how I feel about myself. I have no self-esteem nor self-confidence anymore. I have been beat up by the stupid ridiculous games that I was forced through. I have always put myself last in life as it made me happy (for that moment) to...
    strtrydr strtrydr
    26-30, M
    Aug 17, 2012

    My Birthday Again ... Still All Alone :(

    Well my birthday draws near (three days to go) and it looks like I will be spending it all alone again. You would think that somewhere in over the eight years I have been alone that I would have found a decent girl to spend my life with. I don't understand!!! I come from a...
    strtrydr strtrydr
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 16, 2012

    We All Are

    When I was little, my mom was friends with a psychiatrist, who would come stay at our house, every so often. He was a nice man. He brought us gifts every visit, told funny stories, and basically let us do anything we wanted. On one of his visits, my sister and I were fighting for...
    Hrmg Hrmg
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Jul 6, 2012

    43 And By Myself.

    This is the first time that I have ever shared my feelings with strangers, so pretty difficult to do. I have been divorced over two years now.My wife was my first love and I adore my two teenage daughters. They were all my World, which was torn apart when my wife left. For the...
    hariboburrell1 hariboburrell1
    41-45
    1 Response Jun 19, 2012

    Thank You, Woman I "thought" I'd Spend My Life Together With.

    well you've crushed me, i don't have the confidence to go outsideto meet new womento be happy againthis phobia, and anger has stayed with me for the passed 3 years, since we've spokesince you threw me in the trashand you're happy now, not giving a damn about my life.while you...
    joe0ner joe0ner
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 29, 2012

    Alone Forever

    Alone forever,There'd be nothin' worse,Goin' through life,No friends,No partners,Thank goodness,That's not me.
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 27, 2012

    When Will It Be My Turn?

    I've confessed and was turned down by 3 people just in one year. Am I just not good enough? I tend to have tiny little crushes because I know that I will get hurt if I fall too deep. I have never had a boyfriend all my life (I'm 20), but I have confessed to like six people and...
    asufalt asufalt
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 22, 2012

    But I Will Be.

    I've pretty much accepted it, but I don't want it to be like that. No girl is ever going to like me back, and it upsets me, though mostly if there is a girl I like at the moment. I know I have no hope but I still have to give it a go, at least once, because at least then I can...
    sim83 sim83
    18-21
    Apr 21, 2012

    A Poem Of For Ever Alone :/

    Even in the mist of my own despair I dream of a kingdom to rule and live on, yet still deep in smitten with chaos my world has been. What is real, what is not the questions of a mad man I think not. For I cling to life like a fish does water. Why, why does it hurt so when one...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 21, 2012

    But I Know I Will Be...

    I have been physically single my entire life... I have never known the loving embrace of a woman who loved me as much as I her... and I fear it will be that way forever... I have always been in online relationships and it has never worked out... Recently I broke up with a girl I...
    Jonny5NeedInput Jonny5NeedInput
    22-25, M
    1 Response Mar 8, 2012

    Searching For My Patricia

    In summer/autumn of 2009 I had a profound experience which turned my world upside down.  I had recently given blood and learnt how the black and Asian communities were three times more likely to need a kidney transplant than Caucasians.  I took upon myself to tell as many of...
    childofgod74 childofgod74
    36-40, M
    Feb 28, 2012

    Seems Like Pretty Girls Always Win...

    I thought I had made it through my awkward teenage years. I've moved back to my hometown, made some new friends, done a couple of community theater productions. I'm twenty-five now, feeling pretty good about myself and my life and where I'm headed. But when it comes to...
    gemveld gemveld
    22-25
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2012

    I Don't Want To Be Alone Forever

    I'm 61 and single.  It seems like I'm going to be alone forever  but I hope not.  I hope to find a soulmate
    aquarius3 aquarius3
    66-70
    1 Response Jan 23, 2012

    Finally Realised I Don't Want To Be Alone Forever

    it just dawned on me.  i mean, i kind of knew it, but didnt really know it.  but now its definite - i dont want to be alone for ever!  i dont want to be alone any more at all! i have been having an internet relationship with a guy for the last couple of years but we never met...
    NuttierThanPeanuts NuttierThanPeanuts
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

    Expiration Date

    I find myself, at 50, having to wonder if I can find love out there again.  I don't even know how to begin looking for it, or if I even should make the attempt. 
    gwc5161 gwc5161
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

    Alone Too

    I don't know whats my problem but for some reasons I cant be with someone my cousin say i' picky but I dont think that's it there was this guy Ilike asked me out and I told him no that I just wanted to be his friend when I didnt want to be his friend I wanted to jump his bones I...
    Hatelife89 Hatelife89
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 23, 2011

    No Idea

    I've been single my whole life...19yrs. There have been close times where i thought that maybe this will be the yr i will find someone. I look around and see my friends with their boyfriends holding hands and I feel lonely. When will i get to have that feeling of being wanted and...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 25, 2011

    Single...Not Loving It

    I've been single for as long as I can remember. At first, I loved it because I thought that the freedom was great. No commitments to tie me down and all that. At the time, love just never came to mind. Then...I got older, and feelings started to change. I found myself staring...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2011

    Ouch

    ok, ok yea been single for about 5 years...yup almost 5.why cause i am picky? nopei just have not found that guy that give me goose bumps..the guy that makes me look forward to see himthe guy that makes the dead butterflies come alive inside me...i am i waiting too long?should i...
    Cheks9008 Cheks9008
    31-35
    1 Response Jul 12, 2011

    I Hate Being Single

    I'm 29 and very single, and I hate it. I get incredible shy when I see a girl I like and some how I always end up best friends with her. There is nothing worse then having a girl you like say that your fantastic and she thinks of you like a brother. I feel like I have alot too...
    john2382 john2382
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 12, 2011

    Fingers Crossed

    I hope that someday, I’ll be able find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to me and makes me want to spend every moment of my time with her. The kind of girl who keeps me up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when I finally fall asleep...
    jazzME jazzME
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jun 19, 2011

    Being Single Sucks!

    Freedom - n. the absence of or release of ties or obligations.When I was married, there was a part of me that wanted to be free to do the things I want the way I wanted to do them.  Ugh.  Freedom isn't always what it is cracked up to be.  Yes now I can do those things...but I...
    carfreaksg carfreaksg
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Apr 25, 2011

    When I 1st Moved In To My 1st New Home

    Well how can i put this its not as bad what i read of other storys it started at night enytime at night i diside to take callum to bed because he gos at seven and i thout i will have a early night but before i did i went to tearn tv of down stears and i ternd it of by the main...
    seether123 seether123
    22-25, F
    Feb 21, 2011

    When I 1st Moved In To My 1st New Home

    Well how can i put this its not as bad what i read of other storys it started at night enytime at night i diside to take callum to bed because he gos at seven and i thout i will have a early night but before i did i went to tearn tv of down stears and i ternd it of by the main...
    seether123 seether123
    22-25, F
    Feb 21, 2011

    Living

    I loved with everything I had, and lost it. More than once, but once in particular. Giving up on love seems too drastic, but every day it gets harder. I know it's not right to complain, it could be worse, but the pull on my heart is sometimes too great to ignore. I want to love...
    10yson 10yson
    18-21
    Jan 30, 2011

    Lived In "sexless Marriage" , Now I'm Divorced And Lonely....not For Him, But Just Lonely

    For the last 6 years of my marriage, my ex didn't want to have sex with me, he said, "I'm not interested in that kind of thing" as I told him on our 10th years of marriage, I wanted to rekindle our marriage. I then had a fling....even went out of state for this. Came back home...
    ssuz545 ssuz545
    51-55, F
    8 Responses Nov 25, 2010

    I Really Dont Want To Be Alone

    i really dont want to be alone i need love
    iwlyou iwlyou
    22-25, M
    Oct 30, 2010

    I Just Want Someone Who Will Stay

    There is no guy I haven't found the guy. That guy that I metioned was a bandloser who couldn't even remeber my name all those feelings that I had for him are gone. Never would I try to find love where it is no. There is no one ther at least not who I wanted it to be. I wasted...
    Jaylynn4ever Jaylynn4ever
    18-21, F
    Sep 26, 2010
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