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I Don't Want to Be Angry Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 19 People

    Angriness

    Angriness,Tired of it,Had enough,Wanna be free,Leave it behind,Lighten life's load,Why struggle?Don't have to. 
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 May 5, 2012

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    The Finger Of Blame Is Pointing My Way...

    As many people do, I didn't grow up in a good environment. Because I was a kid I was too afraid to get to the people who hurt me, so I turned on myself. I convinced myself that I was been touched because I was "filthy" and that my mother must have had a good reason to threaten to...
    bitterntwisted bitterntwisted 22-25 Nov 13, 2011

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    I Don't Want to Be Angry That I Was Wrong

    Let me start by saying I'm unusual. The way I think, talk, what I believe, they are all very outside the norm. Never really found anyone like me or found a place that I really fit with. So I met this girl at work, my boss actually, and we got to talking. We talked a lot actually...
    deonflux deonflux 22-25, M Aug 7, 2008

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    How Can I Help Myself

    I used to be happy. I used to be able to look at myself in the mirror. I used to believe I was a good person and mother. Life's woes have changed that for me. A few years back I was in a terrible accident where I broke my back. I am still able to walk and care for myself but...
    missedopportunity1973 missedopportunity1973 36-40, F Sep 21, 2011

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    Abused.

    I have been sexually abused all my life. From pre-school up until my senior year in high school. I am now a freshman in college. I feel angry all the time. I feel used and unwanted. Why would anyone want someone who is used and broken? Will it ever even stop? I lack the ability...
    Rikkimj Rikkimj 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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    Related Experiences

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    I have been speaking to a girl for a while and I thought she was my friend. We arranged to do something together but now I find out she won't even be there. Why do people always...
    JohnnyMcCrea JohnnyMcCrea 31-35, M 17 hrs ago

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    Who am I without Christ? Nothing but the dust on the ground. Don't demean yourself for me😟😱
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    When I was young I grew up taking people at face value, believing what I was told and treating everyone like a new friend. Sadly, the world isn't quite as rose tinted as Disney...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I don't need people feeling sorry for me just because I choose to not have s*x it's my choice not yours you say my body is a temple and I should enjoy it I say my body is a temple...
    CookieMonsta17 CookieMonsta17 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Trying to gather up my life. I'm always there for him. I like him. I don't know if it's love or not. But when he ignored me for the other girl and made me cry and cry for hours...
    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I don´t allow anybody to come close to me again. That´s the only way not to be hurt again.
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I would write a full story about this but sadly their is a profanity filter and I don't think a story full of stars would be interesting...
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M 4 days ago

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    Lately I've been feeling/thinking that I would be better off with out my husband. I love him very much but I just feel better when he isn't around. I've grown accustomed to being...
    URLOVED4EVA URLOVED4EVA 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't think I want to even grow up anymore. I don't know why, but I am starting to worry about turning 18. I'm counting down. 220 days are left.
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Just the idea of growing old freaks me out and I don't even know why...
    NotYourGirl NotYourGirl 13-15, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    I wish I could drink from the fountain of youth in my 20s, I don't ever want to be old cause I think old people are cranky and just disgusting. lol!
    Ikebanna69 Ikebanna69 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    my husband and I are so happy we made the decision to forego kids. we love the quiet, the freedom, and our kitties!! hell I can barely take care of myself some days, I don't need...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses a week ago

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    What the hell do I do? My parents are both unreliable, and are putting me in a bad position. I lived with my father up until 8 months ago, as he was abusive, pulling me around my...
    Emigirl7 Emigirl7 16-17, F a week ago

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    Even though I prefer puppies, kittens, or any other baby animal than human babies, I still don't like seeing something giving birth.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    So I grew up trusting too much and loving people. I gave people benefit of the doubt I would encourage and support them. I woul be fully honest and I would be transparent. It...
    matthew3187 matthew3187 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 25

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    Period Period, Go away I don't need you, I don't want kids some day
    0KatieKat0 0KatieKat0 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    There, I said it. I am not having a baby! Yes, my hips look like they could plop one out in a heart beat. Yes, my large breast probably could feed 10 of them a peice,a day. Yes...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    So there's this girl who was my best friend and then she started hanging out with this other girl and she started being mean to everyone and then she started cussing all the time...
    SJ110 SJ110 13-15, F Aug 24

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    Alone is not bad, when it is a choice. When it isn't a choice, it is not necessarily bad, but it is lonely. I find it strange that I am lonely, when in the past, being alone didn...
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I want to be able to trust people and know they will care and keep my secrets but I know that I can't .. Sometimes I can't even trust my family
    mydreams345 mydreams345 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    I didn't say I don't want to be rich though.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F Aug 22

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    I just don't want it anymore... I don't want to pretend I am a lucky girl anymore. I just can't... Bye.
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 3 Responses Aug 22

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    I have been having a problem with food for the last few months. I am recovering from a stimulant addiction where I almost never had to eat, maybe a few times a week tops. I can't...
    EmTheRedhead EmTheRedhead 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    My whole family are nothing but bullies. They pray on the weak. They don't care who they hurt in order to get a laugh. I am no better than they are. I sit there silently and watch...
    veranique veranique 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    Every Thursday I am forced to go food shopping with my Fake Mother, a woman who is not even my real Mother. She is currently collecting my Social Security money from a disability...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I don't know how I feel, I do not know if this is official. I have this theory, where, if I ever had a girlfriend, another guy may take her away from me, somehow. I feel that way...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 20

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    I don't want kids because I don't want kids. Age, race, gender, etc has nothing to do with it. It's not something I want to put my mind and body through. Because I don't have to.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I don't want any friends at all, at least from a conscious theoretical perspective. From an evolutionary perspective, I see friendship as a way to ensure survival by combining...
    Zaxel Zaxel 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    my husband and i for married last year. I hate kids, particularly the young ones. I don't mind them as much if they're older, as long as they behave. however, my husband wants kids...
    gingerru gingerru 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 20

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    I find it sad that people think that the only way to find happiness and true love is if they have children. So, your friends, family, pets, bf/gf, or spouse don't make you happy...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 19

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    "Oh when you get older, you'll change your mind." I'm not saying youre wrong. But I'm not saying youre correct either. When I get older, I don't see children in my life. I want a...
    0KatieKat0 0KatieKat0 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    There are countless reasons why I don't want children. One being: People may call me selfish for not having children. However, I say that bringing a innocent, helpless child into a...
    0KatieKat0 0KatieKat0 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 19

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    I'm a real piece of work. I married the girl of my dreams and had three beautiful kids with her. But I have issues. Serious issues. I have PTSD, anxiety, anger issues...
    Cantevergetright Cantevergetright 31-35, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Because of the medical problems I have, I feel like I'd have a really tough pregnancy. Also, I tire out easily, so I don't think I'll have the energy to take care of a kid. And I...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm only 20, but I feel like I can get by without driving. I can carpool or use public transportation. In certain cities, I can get an Uber, especially if I don't need to go too...
    hiddenkitty hiddenkitty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 18

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