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I Don't Want to Be Angry Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 33 People

    How Can I Help Myself

    I used to be happy. I used to be able to look at myself in the mirror. I used to believe I was a good person and mother. Life's woes have changed that for me. A few years back I was in a terrible accident where I broke my back. I am still able to walk and care for myself but...
    missedopportunity1973 missedopportunity1973 36-40, F Sep 21, 2011

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    Yes I really think it's time to be less angry.

    I have never been an angry person I don't know what's happened to me. my EP stories were never full of anger or hatred before I really don't feel like me right now.
    PiecingMeBackTogether PiecingMeBackTogether 22-25, M 3 Responses Dec 9, 2015

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    Angriness

    Angriness,Tired of it,Had enough,Wanna be free,Leave it behind,Lighten life's load,Why struggle?Don't have to. 
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 May 5, 2012

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    The Finger Of Blame Is Pointing My Way...

    As many people do, I didn't grow up in a good environment. Because I was a kid I was too afraid to get to the people who hurt me, so I turned on myself. I convinced myself that I was been touched because I was "filthy" and that my mother must have had a good reason to threaten to...
    bitterntwisted bitterntwisted 22-25 Nov 13, 2011

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    I Don't Want to Be Angry That I Was Wrong

    Let me start by saying I'm unusual. The way I think, talk, what I believe, they are all very outside the norm. Never really found anyone like me or found a place that I really fit with. So I met this girl at work, my boss actually, and we got to talking. We talked a lot actually...
    deonflux deonflux 22-25, M Aug 7, 2008

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    Abused.

    I have been sexually abused all my life. From pre-school up until my senior year in high school. I am now a freshman in college. I feel angry all the time. I feel used and unwanted. Why would anyone want someone who is used and broken? Will it ever even stop? I lack the ability...
    Rikkimj Rikkimj 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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    I hate it when every time I go to my mum's, I am subjected to having to watch her and my husband argue. I'm tired of being the one stuck in the middle of them both all of the time...
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    my father left my mother when she was pregnant with me... the only months of the year he wouldn't send child support were christmas and my birthday... he is a vile human who has no...
    HisPorcelainDoll HisPorcelainDoll 31-35, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    Though I really don't know what defines a boing life. Since no one's life is completely boring.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    No not ever. He never knew how to admire us, never appreciated the little things we did. He didn't talk to us much, I never liked his attitude toward us, I have so much mixed...
    xSkiipper xSkiipper 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I dont want to do that. I dont care what all the other ones do. I dont feel comfortable. I have a hard time saying no because I dont want to hurt feelings or lose friendship and...
    ChelseaMonroe ChelseaMonroe 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I don't trust my husband anymore, after a lot of "little lies" I found that he has a sex lover on line, then months later I saw his profile on a dating site, and his sister...
    ladywarrior100 ladywarrior100 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Do you find it ****** up that most people want you to respect their decision of wanting kids, but they won't respect your decision of not wanting any?
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Not having kids is for me a charity act to the world. I believe there are too many people on Earth, and millions do not live good. I think that reducing the number of person would...
    JuPond JuPond 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I could stare at her for hours. Her kissable lips her beautiful eyes. Her contagious smile. She's everything I've ever wanted and yet some. She's perfect to me. I shall call her my...
    CleansedSoul CleansedSoul 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes you care too much about someone who doesn't give a **** about you. Life sucks
    LoloRegz LoloRegz 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    So if ya'll didn't know what a fvckboy is, he is someone who will basically go after girls in a very sneaky way, even if he is in a relationship. Here are some signs he's a fvckboy...
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    I have started to feel more powerfully about this since my friends started to have them themselves. Good, old, Female friends that are essentially permanently off the market and...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's crazy. When you are friends with someone for so long, only to realize years later that you can't talk about EVERYTHING. I learned that over the past weekend. I love this...
    Jazzy1234 Jazzy1234 31-35, F a week ago

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    I was just informed that a very good friend of mine is having a kid. I'm feeling very conflicted about the news. On one hand, I want to be happy for him. Kids are supposed to be a...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    We drove by her house today. I wasn't the same for the rest of the night.
    kayla459 kayla459 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Hearing about my old friends from middle school having kids now in their twenties makes me think about how much I value my freedom. It surprises me that they decided to have kids...
    rbblackcherry rbblackcherry 22-25, F a week ago

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    I want my first time to be with someone special, on the other hand I get h0rny and just want to have sex with whoever. It's hard.
    awaywego4 awaywego4 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 30

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    ughhhh really don't wanna go.
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I don't want children nor do I have children and it's staying that way. First when becoming intimate with my husband when get the mood all of the sudden kids come in no thank you...
    Cynthia1976 Cynthia1976 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    im madly, deeply in love with a man that dosnt love me back. i want to marry him but he wants to lie and cheat. i need to forget about him so i can be happy but its difficult to...
    jbrose413 jbrose413 22-25 Jan 29

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    It been 1 year & 2 months! If my boyfriend dont verbally say "I LOVE YOU" to me, I'm probably gonna leave him soon. Just giving him til the end of March. He doesn't know that im...
    Ebtitel001 Ebtitel001 22-25, F Jan 28

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    In my opinion, I'm not a very smart person, have not made the smartest choices, and have not had the funnest time on earth. I don't want to raise a child in a world like this to...
    ghostofthesun ghostofthesun 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    If I help you, it's because I have made the choice. Although I don't ask for anything in return, understand that I will not allow myself, or my family to be taken advantage of.
    ZenLioness ZenLioness 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I accidentally gave my boyfriend hope today by talking about surrogate mothers out of curiosity. Not only do I not want to carry a child (which he thinks is the only reason) I...
    Nadiiaa Nadiiaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    When i was younger, i loved to animate and make games, now i just don't have the patience i had, back then. I want to write fan fiction again, but i don't feel like doing that...
    Codeman320 Codeman320 22-25, M Jan 26

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    Unless it is from family or a friend who i am certain is not just going to want to chit chat for the sake of passing time I ignore the phone unless I really want to kill time...
    shadowgurl444 shadowgurl444 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I've been out with acquaintances and friends a lot lately, indulging in the nightclub scene even though it's not really my thing. They're fun enough but the only reason I wanted to...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Jan 26

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    Reasons why I don't want kids: 1) I argue with them 2) I have no patience 3) I get mad at them if they're being naughty 4) And I have to watch my cussing
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    Hey people I'm 13 I'm a girl and just really want a best boy mate and a boy friend who I can get along with so DM me as soon as possible X
    charlotte762 charlotte762 13-15, F Jan 25

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    I hate that people say that "you'll change your mind one day." maybe I will, maybe I won't. As of right now I don't see myself as a motherly figure. I'm much too selfish to be a...
    queenkandas queenkandas 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    Kids aren't a bad thing, really they're not (some of them). My only concern is if I do bad at parenting, or if they end up hating me. I know a lot of people that cannot stand they...
    FromAntoinette FromAntoinette 22-25 3 Responses Jan 23

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    If I ever live by a neighbor who has kids whom are intentionally throwing their toys in my backyard, I'm taking those toys and donating them to GoodWill. They don't need 'em.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Sorry, World, but I'm not going to have kids. I don't like the idea of being pregnant and I don't want the responsibility of taking care of a child. Hell, I don't even like...
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 10 Responses