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I Don't Want to Be Angry Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 16 People

    How Can I Help Myself

    I used to be happy. I used to be able to look at myself in the mirror. I used to believe I was a good person and mother. Life's woes have changed that for me. A few years back I was in a terrible accident where I broke my back. I am still able to walk and care for myself but...
    missedopportunity1973 missedopportunity1973 36-40, F Sep 21, 2011

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    Angriness

    Angriness,Tired of it,Had enough,Wanna be free,Leave it behind,Lighten life's load,Why struggle?Don't have to. 
    startinover1 startinover1 46-50 May 5, 2012

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    The Finger Of Blame Is Pointing My Way...

    As many people do, I didn't grow up in a good environment. Because I was a kid I was too afraid to get to the people who hurt me, so I turned on myself. I convinced myself that I was been touched because I was "filthy" and that my mother must have had a good reason to threaten to...
    bitterntwisted bitterntwisted 22-25 Nov 13, 2011

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    I Don't Want to Be Angry That I Was Wrong

    Let me start by saying I'm unusual. The way I think, talk, what I believe, they are all very outside the norm. Never really found anyone like me or found a place that I really fit with. So I met this girl at work, my boss actually, and we got to talking. We talked a lot actually...
    deonflux deonflux 22-25, M Aug 7, 2008

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    Abused.

    I have been sexually abused all my life. From pre-school up until my senior year in high school. I am now a freshman in college. I feel angry all the time. I feel used and unwanted. Why would anyone want someone who is used and broken? Will it ever even stop? I lack the ability...
    Rikkimj Rikkimj 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 16, 2012

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