I Don't Want to Be Controlled

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    SOUL Mate

    fOR  THE  LONGEST   TIME  I     HAVE    BEEN   LOOKING   FOR  A   MAN  TO  LOVE   ME  FOR  WHO   I  AM  ACCEPT  ME  .  I...
    rockybear397 rockybear397
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2008

    ....

    Idk who are you to control me and why do I allow you to do so! Who are you to plan my time for me, to influence my plans and get me to decide when I should be on and when I should be off.It is so annoying and I wonder what is so hard about just ignoring? About spending my time...
    MissGaga MissGaga
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 4, 2013

    You Are All Contrilled

    All of you here say you don't want to be controlled, yet I have received not one offer to buy my, evil space alien, control pills.  All of you know that the Evil Pushky is intent on implanting chips in your brains and controlling you so as to use you as human batteries and...
    levin60kitty levin60kitty
    61-65
    1 Response Feb 11, 2009

    No, Not Me!

    i am not! who likes to be controlled by anybody? i should be the one who is controlling!
    evergreen evergreen
    31-35, F
    Feb 2, 2009

    Hello all, you never know

    who out there js going through the same thing. I have decided to start a blog about forgiving yourself for feeling the things that you feel. Check it out and leave some feedback. Www.forgiveyourheart.wordpress.com Thanks!
    lonetraveller24 lonetraveller24
    26-30, F
    Dec 9, 2014

    I Don't Have Any Power Over It!

    I don't like being controlled. Who does? But does it really matter when I cannot do anything about it. I am the prisoner of my thoughts and emotions. Mostly I am the prisoner of my heart! I let the ones I love control my life! I have given up my dreams to serve a life...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    22 Responses Feb 2, 2009

    Yeah

    I want to be free. I don't want to be controlled.. I remember what my husband told me. I have to listen to him. If he is right. I will listen. If he is wrong. No way. I'm a person too. I'm not a object.
    mother1983 mother1983
    31-35, F
    Sep 29, 2008

    Freedom

    I want to be free. I am a free soul. I'm meant to be free, and always will be.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 10, 2009

    I know you, I see you,

    I don't care about you. Doesn't mean I'm going to let you die. All stay by you until you don't need me. I don't need you because I already have myself. I can't be the girl that gossips about people in school because I assure you I already know the whole story and of not what's...
    Rhea03811 Rhea03811
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 16, 2015

    We Are All Under Forces Tha...

    We are all under forces that we can't control. Whether that be our faith, our government, or otherwise, we can not help but be controlled in some form. I don't like being controlled because it suggests that I'm not in control of my own destiny. I do believe in fate, however...
    BTK316 BTK316
    31-35, M
    Dec 14, 2008

    Not Anymore

    I'm very frustrated! I had this story all written out, clicked "Submit" and lost it all. I don't even want to talk about it anymore, now. Maybe later. Okay. I'm going to do it now. I've been in controlling relationships in the past. They were horrible. I almost wasn't...
    silvermystics silvermystics
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2009

    No I Dont Like It At All Bu...

    No I dont like it at all but it usually happen by my husband
    CoOkIeLaTiNa CoOkIeLaTiNa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 14, 2008

    Heart And Mind

    No! I don't want to be controlled any more. I'm not some puppet on a string with the sole purpose of acting out his own desires. But wait. It's not the strings attached to my body he's pulling. It's those which are attached to my mind....those which pull and tug at my...
    LG76 LG76
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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