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I Don't Want to Be Controlled

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 391 People

    You Are All Contrilled

    All of you here say you don't want to be controlled, yet I have received not one offer to buy my, evil space alien, control pills.  All of you know that the Evil Pushky is intent on implanting chips in your brains and controlling you so as to use you as human batteries and...
    levin60kitty levin60kitty 61-65 1 Response Feb 11, 2009

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    Hello all, you never know

    who out there js going through the same thing. I have decided to start a blog about forgiving yourself for feeling the things that you feel. Check it out and leave some feedback. Www.forgiveyourheart.wordpress.com Thanks!
    lonetraveller24 lonetraveller24 26-30, F Dec 9, 2014

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    Freedom

    I want to be free. I am a free soul. I'm meant to be free, and always will be.
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    I am having a hard time with something

    and it is a little scary for me. After my break up with my ex, I had met another guy, he was really charming and adorable well so I thought. Again I met him on an app and well the rest is history and not that important. Why? Well I'm not that in love with him as he is in love...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 39 Responses Nov 26, 2014

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    ....

    Idk who are you to control me and why do I allow you to do so! Who are you to plan my time for me, to influence my plans and get me to decide when I should be on and when I should be off.It is so annoying and I wonder what is so hard about just ignoring? About spending my time...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 4, 2013

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    Heart And Mind

    No! I don't want to be controlled any more. I'm not some puppet on a string with the sole purpose of acting out his own desires. But wait. It's not the strings attached to my body he's pulling. It's those which are attached to my mind....those which pull and tug at my...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    SOUL Mate

    fOR  THE  LONGEST   TIME  I     HAVE    BEEN   LOOKING   FOR  A   MAN  TO  LOVE   ME  FOR  WHO   I  AM  ACCEPT  ME  .  I...
    rockybear397 rockybear397 46-50, F 2 Responses Apr 21, 2008

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    No, Not Me!

    i am not! who likes to be controlled by anybody? i should be the one who is controlling!
    evergreen evergreen 31-35, F Feb 2, 2009

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    We Are All Under Forces Tha...

    We are all under forces that we can't control. Whether that be our faith, our government, or otherwise, we can not help but be controlled in some form. I don't like being controlled because it suggests that I'm not in control of my own destiny. I do believe in fate, however...
    BTK316 BTK316 31-35, M Dec 14, 2008

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    No I Dont Like It At All Bu...

    No I dont like it at all but it usually happen by my husband
    CoOkIeLaTiNa CoOkIeLaTiNa 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2008

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    Not Anymore

    I'm very frustrated! I had this story all written out, clicked "Submit" and lost it all. I don't even want to talk about it anymore, now. Maybe later. Okay. I'm going to do it now. I've been in controlling relationships in the past. They were horrible. I almost wasn't...
    silvermystics silvermystics 51-55, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2009

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    I Don't Have Any Power Over It!

    I don't like being controlled. Who does? But does it really matter when I cannot do anything about it. I am the prisoner of my thoughts and emotions. Mostly I am the prisoner of my heart! I let the ones I love control my life! I have given up my dreams to serve a life...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 22 Responses Feb 2, 2009

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    Yeah

    I want to be free. I don't want to be controlled.. I remember what my husband told me. I have to listen to him. If he is right. I will listen. If he is wrong. No way. I'm a person too. I'm not a object.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F Sep 29, 2008

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    Perfect responses for these: "You'll change your mind": How do you know? You're not a fortune teller. Or: You'll change yours about wanting kids. "You're selfish!": Thank you for...
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    sarcasticsal sarcasticsal 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Some of you have an autistic sense of humor don't you?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I never have an appetite. I can get a little hungry at around 6 if I don't eat all day. I guess that's why I've lost 20 lbs in the past month.
    persuadedgoose4 persuadedgoose4 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I know that suicide isn’t allowed in Christianity. But I have already failed God. I am already a walking sin. I’m nothing worth saving. I’m nothing worth pitying. I am...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I find it so hilarious that a lot people think having kids is mandatory. It's like as soon as your born on Earth, you have to think about relationships, marriages, and kids. They...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I will never have children. Not because I detest them (I do), or because I have no maternal bone in my body (I don’t) or because I probably am unable to due to my raging health...
    WithoutChemicals WithoutChemicals 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I'd never want to get married. Who likes to live with someone else for the rest of your life? Its creepy and having a partner is like having a parents except there's only one.
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