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I Dont Want to Be Depressed

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    Dont Want To Be Alone And Depressed

    i HAD A DREAM WHEN I WAS A KID OF HAVEING A FAMILY  AND BEING ABLE TO BE HAPPY. I got married when i was 21 years old meet my frist real love when i was 19 and moved in with her when i grad from high school. Man i wish i didnt do that now she took it all when she left me...
    ddayton85 ddayton85 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2010

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    Crying

    I wake up every day and for just a few seconds every thing is ok then it hits me like a truck the feeling of horror the feeling of fear the massive gut wrenching feeling of being suspended in limbo and my life is going nowwhere but down. I try so hard to be happy for the kids but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 28, 2009

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    Ellyhi Ellyhi 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Depression

    Depression,Had enough,Ain't me,No more,Need a lift,This way,Not for me.For me this is an experience I've had more than once in the past. I seem to be lifting now.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 25, 2012

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    This Is Not Me

    This last months have not being the best for me for many reasons and I've being feeling so depressed I cant even believe it. I mean I cry every single day, day and night, I cry over stupid things, I cry over serious things.  My mind has being full of thoughts from my past...
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2007

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    It's Time to Make a Decision.

    For so long in my life I've been living in a strange depressive state or lived in a life that I didn't and don't want to live.  It's either been, "Great, I have to get up again and spend another day in this corpse", or, "Ugh.  Another day." ...
    Mitosis Mitosis 16-17, M Jul 20, 2008

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    I'm scared of myself.

    I'm scared that if I stay, i'll continue to feel this way, if I go, im letting go of what my life could've been. The problem is that I don't see what my life could bring. I don't see myself being any use, I don't see my future, and I want to, it's just that I'm inside my head...
    ast313 ast313 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    Same Post New Section

    I'm kind of copying this one over from the need to talk section because it may do me more good here. I just needs some sort of advice or at least something to grasp onto. Well, i don't really know how i feel about this but i don't know where else to go. To start, I'm a 24 year...
    fairsight3 fairsight3 22-25, M Sep 18, 2012

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    I am still battling depression

    for almost 2 years. I had my great moments but also those moments when I just want to die in a hole. I really want this to end. I want to smile and feel great for a longer period of time. I want to be in the sunshine and not inside feeling like I am pointless. I want to get back...
    Alyzza123 Alyzza123 13-15, F Aug 15

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    Related Experiences

    The title says it all . Broke my arm 3 days ago and its not that im sad about it im actually quite happy but im just really depressed .
    EllieCs EllieCs 22-25, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Does anyone else have that feeling that you know you shouldn't be depressed but that is all you can think of. That you drive down the road and imagine you miss the turn around the...
    jacqueline1972 jacqueline1972 36-40, T 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    Heh.... I dont want to go back.... Heh... School starting again, and just when i thought i was changing, when i thought i was escaping the darkness, i am scared and partially...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    It's so hard to get through each day when everything you see and hear reminds you of someone. I've been drunk and partying for 4 days, and all it does it give me small windows of...
    justbelieve justbelieve 26-30, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    well my life is in shambles.. i knew my life i was going to be a failure, i had no hopes as a kid to become anything negative or positive literal cops & robbers cliché, i have a...
    NoHelpWanted NoHelpWanted 18-21, M 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I never feel close to anybody in this world. I feel very depressed😑and sad😓😓😓
    kristi9852 kristi9852 13-15, T 1 hr ago

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    Hello, About 2 weeks ago I was diagnosed with depression, though I would say I have been depressed for a few months it has really got me to a point where I need to write this...
    guethary guethary 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It's really sad with all the money and fame that he still felt bad enough that he didn't want to live anymore. He was a well loved celebrity. Goes to show you that true depression...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I'm 18 and new to this, recently I've been felling really depressed and it's caused bcos of a girl but the girl Is what pushed me into being this depressed. I guess a light...
    jolley2k jolley2k 18-21, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    My mother tried to help me get of my depression by making me feel guilty for having it. "Everyone has it harder then you, I don't see why you're so depressed," and, "If you knew...
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 7

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    so i just feel like ranting. Been sick for about 5 years now with ME and feel like total **** every day too exhausted to do anything super depressed it just feels like its never...
    imtiredwastaken imtiredwastaken 16-17, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M Aug 13

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    I feel utterly depressed, because I do feel lonely most of the time. I think it began when I had a disagreement with my parents 2 years ago. I tried writing a letter which I have...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    Today i think i'm having a depression mood swing. I have this summer assignment that i basically have to get done in 1 day or else i have go to the lake with my step-mom where i...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    Every time while exploring experiences I come along people who are depressed,lonely,feel ugly,cut themselves and much more.i request these people to become strong,to message me if...
    dwinewen dwinewen 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 14

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    im depressed. i hate the world i hate my parents i hate everything all i do is cut and i have nearly completly blocked out the social world. and all i do is sit in dark corners and...
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F Aug 15

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    I was diagnosed with depression when I was 16, but since I refused to talk to a anybody back then I wasn't diagnosed as bipolar until a couple of months ago when I broke down. I am...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    After battling infertility and depression for 2+ years I have struggled with my weight. I had a horrible pregnancy and now my child is 6 months old. My weight is holding me back...
    momzy momzy 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I've been so deeply depressed as though I have lost all hope of anything I thought I wanted life. I feel numb and helpless as though I don't know what the meaning of life is...
    gongetit121 gongetit121 26-30, F Aug 23

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    Well, my depression has been at bay for awhile, and now, over the past few weeks, its reared its ugly head. I feel awful. I want to die. I want love, but love doesn't seem to be...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    Ok starting where i stop 51) I like depressing songs 52) I feel depressed off and on 53) I tend to say things that need to be said 54) I am a fan of ep 55) I almost carved a rose...
    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M Aug 13

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, flings, no...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    life was good until i hit 18 years of age, i graduated high school back in 2008 and then i started having bathroom problems/ stomach problems which i was told was from ibs and...
    joe0ner joe0ner 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    I hate feeling this way. I feel like I'm being a big baby. I'm so depressed and don't really care. In a weird way I do feel assertive, but not. I don't really know. I hate...
    KimTin33 KimTin33 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel so down these days. Like worst than ever. I wanna rip everything out of my life and start over. I know people are gonna comment 'attention seeker' and stuff. Feel free to...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I have been lonely from my birth. Family never loved me. Only wanted to make their names shine....and it doesnt matter how many times I do it..i wasnt appreciated much...i never...
    divich01 divich01 18-21, M Aug 13

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    I'm not usually depressed, but right now I'm in such a depressed mood. :(
    ShimmerSquirrels13 ShimmerSquirrels13 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I am currently writing this to thank a close friend, someone who I’m not sure knows this, but is an amazing person. And to the rest of you reading this i hope to inspire or...
    InfiniteMusic InfiniteMusic 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Lately I've felt as if no one is by my side anymore. I feel as if everyone is against me. Even my best friend has stopped hanging out with me and I asked him why and he never...
    AdamBomb645 AdamBomb645 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    I feel so fvcking helpless and sad and here's why. Everything. School starts tomorrow & i'm in shock. Summer really did go by , but then again it's only a couple weeks long. For me...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Things in my life at this every moment just seem to be out of my control and its overwhelming. i feel like i lost all sense of direction. I’m constantly feeling lost and no idea...
    tony183 tony183 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 20

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    "Depression is a choice" that is what i realised when i was depressed . You can use to be depressed or make things better is all up to you
    keij10307 keij10307 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    So many depressed people just want it all to end. I'm no different. I hate when people say it's so selfish. I used to think that, but I realized that I was wrong. Why is it so...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    Just in case something happens to me... Been depressed for: two years Symptoms of depression: >loss of interests: music and playing the flute (last year) >there are some days when...
    mokona95 mokona95 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I have been depressed like always and I tried to make myself feel better and I couldn't and a lot of things that are not ok crossed my mind suicide/cutting and I curled up in a...
    joshjudgment joshjudgment 13-15, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Im not saying im completely depressed all the time, but i know that even when im happy ill always be sad.. y'know? It's like im not meant to be happy... I get into depressed states...
    Gallobaby Gallobaby 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    http://www.ustream.tv/channel/here-for-anyone-whos-depressed-or-anxious I want to start making livestreams where I can try and inspire people or assure then everything is going to...
    CheeseBomb500 CheeseBomb500 16-17, M Aug 5

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