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I Dont Want to Be Depressed

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    IamGods IamGods 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    This Is Not Me

    This last months have not being the best for me for many reasons and I've being feeling so depressed I cant even believe it. I mean I cry every single day, day and night, I cry over stupid things, I cry over serious things.  My mind has being full of thoughts from my past...
    Secretpoem Secretpoem 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 10, 2007

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    I'm scared of myself.

    I'm scared that if I stay, i'll continue to feel this way, if I go, im letting go of what my life could've been. The problem is that I don't see what my life could bring. I don't see myself being any use, I don't see my future, and I want to, it's just that I'm inside my head...
    ast313 ast313 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Crying

    I wake up every day and for just a few seconds every thing is ok then it hits me like a truck the feeling of horror the feeling of fear the massive gut wrenching feeling of being suspended in limbo and my life is going nowwhere but down. I try so hard to be happy for the kids but...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 28, 2009

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    It's Time to Make a Decision.

    For so long in my life I've been living in a strange depressive state or lived in a life that I didn't and don't want to live.  It's either been, "Great, I have to get up again and spend another day in this corpse", or, "Ugh.  Another day." ...
    Mitosis Mitosis 16-17, M Jul 20, 2008

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    Dont Want To Be Alone And Depressed

    i HAD A DREAM WHEN I WAS A KID OF HAVEING A FAMILY  AND BEING ABLE TO BE HAPPY. I got married when i was 21 years old meet my frist real love when i was 19 and moved in with her when i grad from high school. Man i wish i didnt do that now she took it all when she left me...
    ddayton85 ddayton85 31-35, M 2 Responses Feb 26, 2010

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    Depression

    Depression,Had enough,Ain't me,No more,Need a lift,This way,Not for me.For me this is an experience I've had more than once in the past. I seem to be lifting now.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Jan 25, 2012

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    Same Post New Section

    I'm kind of copying this one over from the need to talk section because it may do me more good here. I just needs some sort of advice or at least something to grasp onto. Well, i don't really know how i feel about this but i don't know where else to go. To start, I'm a 24 year...
    fairsight3 fairsight3 22-25, M Sep 18, 2012

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    I am still battling depression

    for almost 2 years. I had my great moments but also those moments when I just want to die in a hole. I really want this to end. I want to smile and feel great for a longer period of time. I want to be in the sunshine and not inside feeling like I am pointless. I want to get back...
    Alyzza123 Alyzza123 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I am a 32 year old woman. I have been single for 7 years. I have only had one "serious" boyfriend and since then all I have experienced is heartbreak. Disastrous dates, no real...
    firecracker1 firecracker1 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I was depressed for a long time. Then it became on and off. I will talk others about they're problems and be there no matter how late it is, if you feel like you commit suicide, if...
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I don't know what else to do. Well, I should start at the beginning. Back in January my Mom got really sick. She had double pneumonia in both of her lungs. She came close to...
    JepMasta JepMasta 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    I am despised, ignored, corrected, abandoned, failed, and wrong. I have made more mistakes in my life than I would like to admit, and I am "still young." I fail or do not try...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M 1 Response 55 mins ago

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    I don't know what happiness is. Some say that love is what makes you happy, but I've never been loved. Some say that money, but I don't have any money. Some say that God, but I...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    August 20. Honesty in Relationships. We can be honest and direct about our boundaries in relationships and about the parameters of a particular relationship. Perhaps no area of...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    What's the point of not being depressed still being shy and expressionless, I can't even react why would I ever wanna be out of depression. I guess I'll just stick to my...
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I am so damned depressed/ stressed/ full of anxiety/ shot nerves/ physically and mentally tired/ physically sore. Not eating, sleeping all day, racing thoughts. I can't handle BPD...
    DevilDoll13 DevilDoll13 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    I have manic depression and I am a self-harmer (clean for a month and three days) but I am so close to relapsing! I have been talking to a girl I like daily for a while now and I...
    sm1ttay sm1ttay 16-17, M 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    But I'll never find it... You know why? Because I have no social life... I don't have anywhere to look because i'm not comfortable going anywhere. I'm so depressed, and doing all...
    or19937 or19937 18-21, M 6 hrs ago

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    Trust me, I think of suicide every single day. Hanging myself. But I have unfulfilled dreams. I want to be a designer, I want to be a famous interior designer. I want to get...
    MeXYours MeXYours 16-17, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Lately everything has been going wrong for me and there's nothing I can do about it I'm depressed and the only reason I'm staying is because I don't want to be selfish. But...
    thewondergirl thewondergirl 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I was almost killed by my ex and became disabled. Working on going back to school. Depressed and lonely
    ashchris ashchris 31-35, F 7 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I want to karate chop someone so bad. Black belt for 4 years!
    Driftingminds Driftingminds 16-17, F 6 hrs ago

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    It seems like a dangerous site with all the privacy issues going around but also the ability for it to duck you in, often times leaving you depressed. Also the ease and temptation...
    DallasB DallasB 26-30, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have been depressed for at least the last 3-4 years. My parents want me to get over my depression and take medication (Zoloft), but to be completely honest, I like being...
    LaurenHarris LaurenHarris 13-15, F Jul 31

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    It's really sad with all the money and fame that he still felt bad enough that he didn't want to live anymore. He was a well loved celebrity. Goes to show you that true depression...
    455cargirl 455cargirl 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    I'm mad depressed like I haven't been this depressed in a few months, I want to relapse and if you don't know what that is w.e. I doubt ppl will read this so if you do and don't...
    FamousLastWordsMCR FamousLastWordsMCR 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 24

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    I'm not sure if I'm just feeling depressed or If I actually am. But I just need to write my feelings and thoughts right now because I can express myself on here and ONLY here...
    Faithlovee Faithlovee 16-17, F Jul 27

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    My mother tried to help me get of my depression by making me feel guilty for having it. "Everyone has it harder then you, I don't see why you're so depressed," and, "If you knew...
    louistoblerone louistoblerone 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 7

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    My life is hell and horrible : read if you dare I'm in my forties lonely depressed and don't have many friends I relocated to try and better my life most of the friends that I had...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 1

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    I came home this summer to get away from my own home. To actually try and function with my parents. The first 14 days went okay. After that I was miserable. Depressed. Anxious...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M a week ago

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    I feel utterly depressed, because I do feel lonely most of the time. I think it began when I had a disagreement with my parents 2 years ago. I tried writing a letter which I have...
    Sara600 Sara600 56-60, F Aug 10

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    Today i think i'm having a depression mood swing. I have this summer assignment that i basically have to get done in 1 day or else i have go to the lake with my step-mom where i...
    a1uM1nuM448 a1uM1nuM448 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    so theres this girl that use to be in my group, ill name her allie (not her real name). any who on her birthday party she was super happy, but she invited a girl she liked who was...
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M Jul 30

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    I don't even know if I'm depressed. I don't know what I feel. I just feel.... Nothing. It's like I don't feel what I should be feeling, I feel less than what everyone else does...
    project46 project46 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I have severe bipolar depression which means I'll have my extreme happy or clam moments when I feel like nothing's wrong and then something little will happen that will make me...
    DarkRun421 DarkRun421 16-17, F Jul 23

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    I've had periods in life where I would have deep connections/conversations with good friends, girlfriends, relatives, and feel absolutely confident and social. However I would...
    afinechap afinechap 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 26

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    Not sure where to start with this one. I dated my high school sweetheart for 4 years. I was head over heels; however, we were forced to break up because I was moving across the...
    livingwallflower livingwallflower 18-21, F Jul 31

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    I don't want to remember the past. I wish that I could live in the moment and not have all my hash memories to hold me back in daily activities. I have so much to be grateful for...
    notokayrightnow notokayrightnow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 1

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    My husband cheated on me a year ago and I actually had to watch him walk around with this girl. He begged me to stay once I was ready to leave. So I did then I found out I was...
    Lifegetsya Lifegetsya 22-25, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    im depressed. i hate the world i hate my parents i hate everything all i do is cut and i have nearly completly blocked out the social world. and all i do is sit in dark corners and...
    phobicnightmare phobicnightmare 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I was diagnosed with depression when I was 16, but since I refused to talk to a anybody back then I wasn't diagnosed as bipolar until a couple of months ago when I broke down. I am...
    Lily1993 Lily1993 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I wanted do it. Let me explain to you why. Back in the year of 2010 I had EVERYTHING I wanted and needed. I had caring friends, I had a positive outlook on everything, I just got...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M 3 Responses Jul 20

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    Well, my depression has been at bay for awhile, and now, over the past few weeks, its reared its ugly head. I feel awful. I want to die. I want love, but love doesn't seem to be...
    PseudoNymph PseudoNymph 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    Ok starting where i stop 51) I like depressing songs 52) I feel depressed off and on 53) I tend to say things that need to be said 54) I am a fan of ep 55) I almost carved a rose...
    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M a week ago

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    Lately I've just been so sad and down, I don't know what to do anymore, this thing it me out of nowhere. In the past I was relt depressed and I go out of it, never thinking id be...
    JadoK JadoK 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I've been "sad" since I was very little. I guess it's because I could see the way the world really was. I've been clinically depressed since I was 10 and I think I'll always just...
    E991010 E991010 13-15, F Jul 22

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    I recently started paying more attention to the music, the movies, the shows that interest her. Everything she intakes is straight depression. Hell i'm depressed at times and it...
    Workoutguy720 Workoutguy720 26-30, M 4 Responses Aug 7