I Don't Want To Be Here Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 302 People

    Worthless

    Im almost 41, married, w/2 kids and can't think of anyone who would miss me if I died today. Life goes on and I'm not a big deal, at all. Replaceable in every single way possible. I dont want to be here anymore.
    4evernobody 4evernobody
    41-45
    1 Response Dec 3, 2011

    I Dont Wanna Be Here

    I am someone's wife and a mother of two young children. I am not saying I want to off myself, but I do think about how nice my life would have been if I never met/had them. I wish I could run away, just leave but I don't want to damage the kids. I do love them but I do not feel...
    surroundedNalone surroundedNalone
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 9, 2011

    there's nothing worth it.

    The world is a disgusting nasty place and I am a disgusting nasty person and I don't have any ambition and hate the banality. Every day is thousands of lies to keep yourself from realizing that everything is meaningless in the end. If you saw my life you'd think it was fine, but...
    Reoka Reoka
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2015

    I feel I don't belong I wish I didn't have to

    be here, it hurts. I feel unwanted I am unwanted maybe it's best.....to go back to before.
    msvanish0 msvanish0
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Mar 6, 2016

    I Hate It Here

    When I was seven years old, my aunt adopted me. I had already been living with her for a year; which was suppose to be when my mother was suppose to be "getting on her feet". But when a year's time was up, my aunt asked me and my other two siblings that she had taken in if we...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Jun 14, 2010

    I don't understand why God keeps me here.

    I tried to escape. I tried to rid the world of me and me of the world. Why tf am I still here!? I serve no purpose. I'm like a piece of furniture for Christ's sake. I do nothing but work my *** off and sit around and get ****** up. I am completely useless. Why won't God just let...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 5, 2014

    I´ve had a very rough life.

    In the age of 21 twice someone tried to kill me. I left with my baby my Country to put him in sureness. I gave everything for him. It was not always easy and probably I am really not the best mother because I had to run up and down as a single mother to earn the Money AND to...
    Loretta78 Loretta78
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 6, 2015

    I really don't want to be here anymore

    but I'm too much of a coward to do something about that..
    WeShareTheSamePain WeShareTheSamePain
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 28, 2014

    No More Goals, Nothing To Look Forward To...

    I am an engaged 40 year old, divorced twice, no kids, financially stable with a great career; I reconnected with my college best friend a few years ago - which brought me from being totally alone with furbabies for quite a few years, to being an instant "psuedo stepmom" to his 2...
    nlghtnd nlghtnd
    41-45, F
    2 Responses May 4, 2011

    Get Me Out Of Here

    i want to run away. i love my family, but they make me crazy. they make me want to run away and cry and hide and never come out. my husband is overbearing, my mother is overexpectant, my sister leans too hard on me and takes the verbal abuse of her husband......and i feel like i...
    kirahamo kirahamo
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2011

    This family is so poisonous.

    We're all not good for each other, I think that over time we'll all wear each other out and there will be nothing left of us but shells of ourselves. I'm starting to feel the affects already. I'm starting to rethink my whole life wondering if I should stay on face of this earth...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jun 6, 2015

    I have moved to university

    for my 3rd year and I absolutely love it here but I have issues with my roommate and it's getting to the point where I don't want to be here anymore but if I go elsewhere then I may as well just disappear, no one seems to be able to help and only one person understands but...
    Madhatter135 Madhatter135
    22-25, F
    Sep 28, 2015

    I Wish To Be Anywhere But Here...

    I wish to be anywhere but here....I wish to be somewhere other than here, I wish to be somewhere else, possibly somewhere that I am happy again, and with the ones I Love. I wish to be with Frankie, and Emily, and Jenn, and my cousin, David. I wish to be somewhere, that there are...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 25, 2010

    I Don'T Know Why I'M Here

    i survived my childhood even though i felt unwanted most of the time.i survived early adulthood even though i put myself in many many situations that i might not have survived.i survived an auto accident that had the timing been just a split second off i wouldn't have.i survived...
    veiledsadness veiledsadness
    56-60, F
    May 16, 2013

    Here.

    Right now, I'm in a basement. I do not want to be here. I should be with him. In his arms. But no, I am here. The last place I truly want to be. But I am here. Alone.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jul 25, 2010
    ninerzoon ninerzoon
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    First off, don't get me wrong,

    I'm not suicidal; continuing to exist in this time and place just does not appeal to me anymore. I mean this in the most serious sense you can imagine. To my recollection, this feeling is not based on any specific reason, it's just like a numbness to life that I can't seem to...
    TheFeral TheFeral
    31-35, M
    3 Responses Jun 13, 2014

    I have nothing. Family is gone.

    Can't find work. It would just be so much easier to be gone. Getting really close to trying again.
    absolom absolom
    41-45
    2 Responses Jun 30, 2015
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