I Don't Want to Be Here

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    But I'm Here For A Reason

    I never wanted to be alone So when the voices came I opened up And let them make themselves at home They tell me things noone will ever know... I never wanted to be this That person with a knife held tight Against my own throat Behind the shadows of this tired mind Caught between...
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    1 Response Jun 6, 2011

    But I Am

    and as much as i dislike it here i am aware that the choices i made along the way brought me right here...so now i am responsible for chosing to get out .
    trailguide trailguide
    36-40, F
    15 Responses May 22, 2010

    I Don't Know What I Want

    i don't want to be here anymore,i don't know where i want to be. i'm just too sad to care anymore,but i don't want to die,i just want to go asleep forever.  
    keepitinside keepitinside
    18-21, F
    Jun 23, 2008

    Need to Escape

    I don't want to be here anymore. I just want to run away and not come back. Maybe then things will be better. Only return when she stops treating me like I'm a failure! I've done everything you asked and achieved so much already but yet I still fail in her eyes. I can't take it...
    OneLifeToLive OneLifeToLive
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 23, 2008

    I really don't know what is going on.

    I used to be able to keep everything away, I could handle suffering silently, but sad moments don't make me cry anymore, I get calm. I don't see people as beings with emotions. I can be brutally honest to them without worrying about them leaving me. I want everyone to be gone. I...
    JustaSketch JustaSketch
    22-25, M
    Nov 12, 2015

    I didn't ask to be born.

    I don't want to be here and never have. In fact, I stayed in my mother for 11 months. I had no plans to leave. I came out screaming. I having been wishing I was never born ever since. Unfortunately, we never seem to get what we want. I'm still here. Why, I'll never know. What...
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    1 Response Nov 25, 2014

    I lay here smoking cigarette

    after cigarette drinking beer after beer reading all the things people share. I can't help but think i'm not suicidal..but I just don't want to be here...on earth in my life now
    35wallflower 35wallflower
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Nov 5, 2014
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