I Don't Want to Be In Love Any More

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    Love Has Got A Hold Of Me..and Wont Let Go

    I was in a relationship with this guy for a year and a half. I cheated on him, yes i know, im horrible....but i broke it off with him. Now were on and off and I sill love him. Im sick of loving him, I wanna move on and not love him anymore. 
    nene577 nene577
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2009

    I'm A Horrible Person.

    I don't deserve to love or be loved in return. I'm a bad person. I'm miserable. And anyone who's associated with me ends up sad or being hurt.
    bontacoon bontacoon
    22-25, M
    Aug 18, 2013

    I have tried finding love all my life.

    I compromise so much of myself, my eccentricity, my sarcastic attitude, my weirdness, and it did nothing for me. I tried finding a balance, but I can't find one. I'm either really weird and eccentric, or really timid and boring. I have no standards, because I'm afraid of...
    mehxx mehxx
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 3, 2014

    Ever, Ever Again.

    "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" I don't know who said this, but they were so full of ****. I don't want to feel. At all. Ever. I'm sure I'm just over reacting, but I don't care anymore. I just don't want to feel ever, ever...
    belleanomalie belleanomalie
    16-17, F
    9 Responses Aug 19, 2007

    Waste Of Time, Love Is The Source Of My Misery, No More.

    i keep bouncing back and forth about whether to try to love again or just stay single. i really dont know what to do.but something i saw really turned me away from trying to love again. something i wish i never looked at in the first place. there was a girl i liked and i took...
    jonnyronny jonnyronny
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 20, 2010

    This Is The End

    Seriously , I can't take this anymore , I get hurt so much time & now I decide to move on I don't want to fall in love again ... but maybe if I find the right person ... so much things gonna change I don't know .. I don't think so anyway
    hyunam hyunam
    16-17, F
    Jul 23, 2013

    Move On

    I decide to move on!!!!! I am moving on!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) It is kind of sad that he did not reciprocate my feeling But I feel relieved I still cannot imagine being in love anymore in the future I do not want to fall in love anymore at least for some time, I need to rearrange...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream
    26-30, F
    Dec 14, 2010

    I Want To Freeze My Heart, No More One Sided Love!!!!!!!!!!

    This is my 3rd time to fall in love. First time, it ended very bad....the guy hurt me very deeply with his words. Not only did he reject me bluntly, he even blamed me for falling for him. It took me a year and litre of tears to get over it. Second time, I fell in love, again...
    reachoutmydream reachoutmydream
    26-30, F
    Dec 9, 2010

    The Worst Promise Ever

         Falling in love has always been a weak spot for me. I always used to think that it would be a magical thing when it happened. But I never expected it to hurt. This past April, I had a terrible rundown with my first love.We were on a school trip, and I was...
    headoverstilletos headoverstilletos
    13-15
    Nov 18, 2010

    Being in love hurts. I was with my boyfriend

    for nearly 14 months. I broke up with him because after giving me a promise ring (it was a few months back was really happy about it) he ignored me for two weeks and treated me like I didn't matter nor existed. After finally getting a hold of him to talk all I asked was "can you...
    goinInsane goinInsane
    22-25
    Dec 27, 2013

    What Was I Thinking?

    A few months ago, I wanted to be in love. I wanted someone to smile at me, be in love with me and want to be with me. But then I started dating my boyfriend. I love him, I know I do. But now I realize that being in love freaking sucks. I don't want to drag him down with me...
    hurts2much hurts2much
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2011

    Have You Ever...

    Have you ever loved somebody so much that when you wake up, before you even open your eyes, they are the first thing that you think of...? Have you ever loved somebody so much that they are the last thing you think of before you fall asleep...? Have you ever loved somebody so...
    blindhorse63 blindhorse63
    46-50, M
    Aug 2, 2012

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