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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

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    I've Always Wandered

    But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That aha moment when it all comes in to focus. The time you discover your purpose. After you accomplish a life goal.... How do you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face

    Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high!!! We didn't go into the basement though. We did order pizza and speghettie...(noodles with sauce), and of course i had to bring a big, big, big, bag of candy along the way. What...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    7/20/08

    Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see shadows of others yet they don't talk, just move. The forest dissapeared from my feet. Where i stand is now a...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    Lost And Found

    i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like knowing there is no real way out. you're just stuck in the same situation never to be found. with no one really...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    8/4/09

    It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks into the fluid that travels it. It collapses and releases a flow of frozen air. And all my mind can be clouded...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    10/5/08

    You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it never works. They'll never be viewed differently. Which is why i want to leave this town and go somewhere else...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    8/19/09

    A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe me, I was completely unaware. Both on the fact that I wasn't invited and they assumed that I had all...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    1/28/2010

    Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief. Apparently Cody (my older brother) has also expressed that he wasn’t feeling well. He went to jazz band practice...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    I find no use in meeting people as very few turn out to be helpful, they just pretend to be friends but apparently they are not.I do know that I am in secured in terms of trust but...
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    So There's this guy.. I'm really tall like 5'9 and he's quite taller than me like 9" taller and I think I like him but it's getting a little irritating that he doesn't talk much...
    inspiredwriterxx inspiredwriterxx 13-15, F Jul 31

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    I have my reasons and those reasons will help me stay out of a relationship at all costs. I don't get why most people want to be in one so badly and make a HUGE deal about people...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 1

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    I don't want to be alone I don't want to be let down I don't want to be misunderstood Who does? I don't want to be neglected Relegated to the space where I'm never thought about...
    faerylight faerylight 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 2

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    I don't want kids. I do enjoy being around children. They're cute don't get me wrong [although they're some nasty ones out there] but, very early on I just knew that I didn't want...
    seakissedjem seakissedjem 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I really don't :'( she's my whole world. Life means nothing if she's not in it :'( what's the point of life if you can't be woth the one you love most in the entire universe :'( I...
    ywilliam31 ywilliam31 16-17, M Jul 31

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    and i don't want to lie bout myself. If people don't like me its ok. I understand.
    yodatheching yodatheching 22-25, F Jul 31

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    I was wondering. Is there any way to block or some kind of filter for minors to "friend" me? I don't mean to sound rude but. I don't want minors anywhere near my "circle". I do...
    carrie72067 carrie72067 46-50, F 9 Responses Aug 4

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    It's not because I don't like them, or think they're annoying in any way. I just don't want them to grow up in a world like this, I would hate myself if I saw them grow up to...
    MarziJain MarziJain 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I like kids but I don't think I would trust myself to be a mother. Its such a huge responsibility and I'm not sure I would be very good at it. I sometimes fade into myself and shut...
    TryingToLoveLifeNow TryingToLoveLifeNow 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    i'm not being selfish or something, but i just want my friend back... recently this best friend of mine just met a new friend online. they happened to be in the same school (and...
    yunisaurus yunisaurus 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I was prompted to type this after seeing a question about it. Also, because I wanted an excuse to reference the Cosmic Turtle. I don't want kids. Although I admit it's slightly...
    Aikin2 Aikin2 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I want a life that is fully mine and the life that is right for me. My path, my own destiny, a purpose and belonging. A life that I feel comfortable and at ease in. Nothing is...
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    Everytime I try to imagine my life with children I can only see how tying myself down would severely impede my educational and career goals. I would also have to marry(children out...
    Hoshanna Hoshanna 31-35, F Aug 6

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    The only tempting thing for me to get married is the sex since i am someone not hot enough to get laid. I don't want to get burdened with the responsibilities otherwise. I suffer...
    ipulkit ipulkit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 9

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    Like Ever. I don't want my kid having my issues. I hope I never get pregnant. If so I would turn to abortion,adoption. Check out Safe Haven Laws in your state for parents who want...
    Hannarose Hannarose 22-25, F 5 Responses Aug 12

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    I have nothing against children. I just don't want any plopping out of these thighs, EVER.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 13

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    Even though I don't want kids I still get a motherly yearn sometimes, to have the whole experience. But I'm not going to do it. Maybe next lifetime.
    LikeAPrayer LikeAPrayer 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Laying here in my bed, dreading the fact that I have to get up and go out to handle business. I don't want to run any errands today. All I want to do is stay snuggled up in my bed...
    SpanishRose10 SpanishRose10 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    Lately everything has been going wrong for me and there's nothing I can do about it I'm depressed and the only reason I'm staying is because I don't want to be selfish. But...
    thewondergirl thewondergirl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    I miss how close we used to be and I miss it everyday. Just a single thought makes me breakdown and cry because I miss you ... I miss us and the friendship we had. It hurts me so...
    nadiarenee nadiarenee 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I've never cut my hair. I like how long it is. It hardly ever gets in my way, and I only put it up when I'm cooking. I don't see any need to cut it.
    birdandthebee birdandthebee 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    He is getting out of hand. He's professing his undying love for me. We dated when we were 14 were both almost 18 now. I've moved on cuz I had no choice. He left me out of the blue...
    blahlahblah599 blahlahblah599 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I don't, anymore I'll just wait for my prince to come. I'm so sick of living
    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F Aug 11

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    my trust in people is so beyond broken that I really don't see anyone ever wanting to put up with me long enough to gain it
    Persayous Persayous 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I learned in life not to be so trusting and that nobody is perfect, there's good and bad in all of us so don't be so hard on people.
    kissssmykiki kissssmykiki 22-25, F Jul 30

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    I have a very hard time opening up to people for that exact reason. And if I do open up to tell someone, something personal, then I will not tell them the full details. I find...
    sammy0216 sammy0216 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I don't trust people very easily... But once I do, I tend to give too much and still get burned...
    pandora1357 pandora1357 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 15

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    I don't feel like I have a personality. Constantly numb.
    Trionak1993 Trionak1993 18-21, F Aug 22

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    Don't be mad if I don't get back to you right away:) it seems that everytime I log on I'm flooded with messages and don't have the time to answer everybody at once. Thank you all...
    Randi97 Randi97 18-21, F Aug 1

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    I guess there's nothing really wrong with my life. I'm getting decent grades. I don't have nearly as many friends as I did before but the few I have I know I can count on. Of...
    poetess15 poetess15 16-17 1 Response Aug 1

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    Sometimes , I feel unloved but he always makes it better.. But.. Sometimes he doesn't understand me and he misunderstand me sometimes.. He's nice , kind , and sweet but sometimes...
    Sharlita Sharlita 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I CANNOT ******* STRESS THIS ENOUGH. I DO NOT WANT TO RECEIVE ANY PICTURES. IF I DON'T ASK, DON'T SHOW ME. HOLY ****.
    gummball gummball 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I don't dislike children at all...I don't have children and it just simply didn't happen....but, to be completely honest, I have never thought about having or wanted to have...
    purly purly 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate myself. That's all there is to it. I keep things to myself because if I tell someone I hate myself I'm automatically an attention *****. But truth is I don't even want...
    Ambion Ambion 16-17, F Aug 1

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    My life is hell and horrible : read if you dare I'm in my forties lonely depressed and don't have many friends I relocated to try and better my life most of the friends that I had...
    defoekeane defoekeane 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 1