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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    8/19/09

    A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe me, I was completely unaware. Both on the fact that I wasn't invited and they assumed that I had all...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Lost And Found

    i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like knowing there is no real way out. you're just stuck in the same situation never to be found. with no one really...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    7/20/08

    Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see shadows of others yet they don't talk, just move. The forest dissapeared from my feet. Where i stand is now a...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face

    Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high!!! We didn't go into the basement though. We did order pizza and speghettie...(noodles with sauce), and of course i had to bring a big, big, big, bag of candy along the way. What...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    1/28/2010

    Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief. Apparently Cody (my older brother) has also expressed that he wasn’t feeling well. He went to jazz band practice...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    I've Always Wandered

    But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That aha moment when it all comes in to focus. The time you discover your purpose. After you accomplish a life goal.... How do you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    8/4/09

    It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks into the fluid that travels it. It collapses and releases a flow of frozen air. And all my mind can be clouded...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    10/5/08

    You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it never works. They'll never be viewed differently. Which is why i want to leave this town and go somewhere else...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    Related Experiences

    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I'm pretty sure if I don't want them by now, I will never want children. Hell, I can barely stay on top of my two cats. I typically won't date someone with kids, but it's not...
    aderth60 aderth60 31-35, M 7 hrs ago

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    Hi there, I feel like I've relapsed or something because I am on here again. I only come here when I am feeling really bad and I have no one to really talk too but on here. My last...
    bluebarker bluebarker 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    8 years ago I had a guy friend his name was zen. will zen was a very nice guy super cute respectfull. then **** happened n he fall in love wth me started to call me daily asking to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    I'm an actual Mess........ so I've 6 months off for college where we have to do work experience. It's getting closer and closer and I'm not organised. The reason is because I want...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F May 12

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    I know I should eat but I just don't want to. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat and I know that's wrong. I just don't want to eat until I'm a bit lighter I don't know if I make...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F Apr 28

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    I don't want a choir singing sad songs or a preacher yelling at people telling them not to be sad all the while bringing up reasons they should be. I want people that considered me...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F a week ago

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    I'm so afraid that I'll grow up to live a boring and lack luster life just like some of my family members. I don't want to be broke forever. I don't want to get stuck in a dead end...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't want to talk to my parents, they live their lives in a sea of hatred and condemnation. I want to live among loving, forgiving people. I told my mom I was diagnosed with...
    aileen2 aileen2 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    I disagree with this because EP yes is 17+ which is mature age, but the reason people don't want minors on here is so that the perverts don't troll all of them. Maybe EP should...
    lovelymoon11 lovelymoon11 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    My mom let my baby sister be my birth control. My little patience and need for control really messed me up. Over the past two years I've really mellowed out though. I still don't...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I never have wanted kids and never will. I am not a children person can not stand kids. But what annoys me sooo much is when people say " you're still young you'll have them one...
    epsarah94 epsarah94 18-21, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

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    And you don't want minors because?? Literally after I had revealed my age to him, he then decided to ask me, and I quote, "Do you like hot chat." I responded with "No. Now go...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    i don't want to talk to man for a while..due to biggegt fear.... Just leave me alone.please... Woman are welcome... good night
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    if you don't want to be a parent then get a hysterectomy/vasectomy. it's that simple.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    Minors Have NO Place on EP! In the last 24 hours I have observed (then flagged and blocked a jrPervTard) who was creating child p0rn. I do not think this person who is legally an...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6

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    I wrote a longer post about this before, but I saw this link recently and had to share it. People often act shocked and call me "selfish" when they find out that I don't want kids...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 6 Responses May 12

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    I don't know what I really want anymore. a couple of weeks ago I had my whole life planned out but suddenly lost hope in all that and now I don't even know what to do anymore.I'm...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When you die people say they're hurt they're saddened that youre gone that they can't see you , or hear that crazy laugh anymore but when you're here when I'm here where's that...
    tupaclover tupaclover 16-17 May 16

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    I've been best friends with this girl for three years now, but I just don't enjoy being around her anymore. She has a negative attitude about life and about most things and she...
    fablikemkat fablikemkat 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I think back to friends I had in high school and before that even, and after we graduated we drifted apart but stayed Facebook friends. I used to care that we weren't close anymore...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I didnt wanna feel that way that i felt, things changed and now i don't anymore. But now i am totally empty, cant feel a damn thing... And i am desperate to feel again, even if...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response May 7

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    People say they care, but they prove that they don't. They say they will be honest with me, and lie through their teeth. They say they will always be there for me, and then leave...
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 5 Responses May 16

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    I go shopping late at night hoping for some peace and quite. Nope. One f*ucking brat screaming it's stupid face off. Can't go anywhere at any hour in peace. Can't take it anymore...
    Darklady22 Darklady22 31-35, F 2 Responses May 17

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    My husband says I don't respect him, don't value his opinion, don't care how he feels, and I ignore him. I sometimes bring up a different idea or different opinion/different side...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    we live in a place, where everything you are is a price of paper, and where everything and everyone wants that paper. nobody is themselves anymore, its all just a copy of what...
    AustinOsten AustinOsten 18-21, M 1 Response May 8

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    I don't think there was ever a time in which I wanted to be me..
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    how to accept that he doesn't want to communicate with me anymore...i love him and he is the only man i want in my life...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response May 1

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    I fell in love with a guy not to long ago, whom is 23 and I'm 21...We met in early November, hit it off well. It was like we were made for eachother. We went on many dates, and...
    lovablegirlxo lovablegirlxo 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    So if you don't call . I guess it'll be nothing at all . That's my fault tho . I understand it .
    SilentHarmoni SilentHarmoni 18-21, F May 7

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    I do feel comfortable enough with my cycle to predict with certainty when I am fertile and when I am not so I definitely won't think of any other control birth bullshit (sorry...
    Aurelielavraie Aurelielavraie 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    When my parents had my oldest sister they use to hide there drinks and did t want her to see them drinking with me the last chills at the house They drink all the time They leave...
    sonnybd sonnybd 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I have a mother who is emotionally abusive, lacks reason and I suspect she has bipolar disorder. She injects nothing but negativity in my life and I have told her numerous times...
    organizedmadness organizedmadness 41-45, F Apr 26

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