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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

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    I've Always Wandered - But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Lost And Found - i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    7/20/08 - Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    8/19/09 - A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face - Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    8/4/09 - It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    10/5/08 - You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    1/28/2010 - Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    I don't want to feel like I'm lost and always struggling to find that median point of inner peace. Too much of it isn't good, but having to little of it makes me stressed.
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I don't know what it is about me, but people just institutionally turn against me for reasons I never find out, if the person ever actually knows why they hate me. Every time. I...
    faeriefate faeriefate 18-21 Mar 23

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    simply because I don't want to get disappointed anymore. If I don't get close to you, if I don't get my hopes up...if I don't Care as much, I will be ok. I won't get hurt. I know...
    imprintedme imprintedme 22-25, F Mar 17

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    There is quite a long story behind this question but I'll try to make it short. I'm a girl and 17 by now and approx. 3 years ago I changed school and among my new teachers there...
    PrincessMagalie PrincessMagalie 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I don't want to feel anymore... I want to get rid of my feelings... Is there any way i could numb them? ( without alcohol)
    Thehorserider5 Thehorserider5 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    This is something I think about every now and then. I have PCOS which doesn't make it impossible to have children but in some women it can cause infertility. So I have adjusted to...
    hayleyRebeccaE hayleyRebeccaE 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    She's consuming me again. It's funny how somebody, who you haven't seen or talked to in months, can have such a profound effect on you. They don’t have to do a single thing and...
    MrTimothyMcNeil MrTimothyMcNeil 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Oops, I thought this said, "I don't want to hurt anyone!" I need to read before clicking "Me Too," lol :P
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 28

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    I read here in this experience about people who don't want to have children because being a parent isn't for them or it's just how they feel about the matter, which is fine...
    charlie4edwards charlie4edwards 16-17, F a week ago

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    The last few days have been extremely stressful at work. I want to scream and yell until I don't have any voice left. I want to punch something over and over and over again. I want...
    Zenra808 Zenra808 51-55, F Mar 19

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    I add people to my circle who look intriguing, but I don't want to offend anyone with my profile. I hope people keep an open mind, but I understand if you don't want to be friends...
    SamanthaLei SamanthaLei 46-50, M Mar 20

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    I've been talking to CBD, my on-again, off-again, since yesterday. After 3+ years I know the cycle, I know the routine, I know what we say and do and how it will end up. That is...
    sassyg1rl sassyg1rl 36-40, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Since I was young, I have never wanted to have children. I feel like females are expected to follow the footsteps; grow up, go to university, get married, have children and then...
    MellifluousMilkshake MellifluousMilkshake 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 8

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    I don't want to remember But as I look into the Mirror It only shows the truth of the food I shouldn't have consumed, stretching out my flesh. the marks on my arms, which broke...
    UnderTheKnife UnderTheKnife 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I want to be in a relationship. I don't want to feel hideous or ugly or feel rejected at all. I want to feel like someone wants to get to know me, that someone wants to be with me...
    lotstodeal lotstodeal 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I don't want to just rant. I want to make things better! If only I knew how.
    oakenbras oakenbras 18-21, M Mar 20

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    This day in age. I don't want kids cause I feel that this generation has completely ****** destroyed killed or will kill everything on planet earth. Living in so cal, politics...
    socalsissi socalsissi 36-40, T Mar 21

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    In the past I've had bad relationship experiences & I don't want this one to be one too! We've been together for almost 3 yrs, and we fight over the stupidest things. How do I get...
    SAndre23 SAndre23 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Who does? Nobody does. So why oh why am I constantly seeing people live a life that they don't want? Doesn't make sense to me.
    Ryanholmes20375 Ryanholmes20375 18-21, M Apr 1

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    I just don't want her to see my weakness, inside im falling to pieces but what good will it do to let it take over ?
    dixiecrystal1 dixiecrystal1 18-21, F Apr 4

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    Right now I don't want anything to serious. I'm young I have time for all that a little later in life. But I wouldn't mind going out on a date every once in a while. And like I...
    PuertoRicanPrincess18 PuertoRicanPrincess18 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I don't want to remember all the fights I had with my "best friends".
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    I'm so tired of everything. I've got no one but my daughter. I've been left again with nothing. More lies. More betrayal. More broken promises. I can't take it anymore. I'm tired...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I trust no one sad but true i have had my fair share of people breaking my trust, and making a fool out of me, so now i call the shots, i protect myself by building up walls, i get...
    TrueBlueyes TrueBlueyes 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    My mother is awful. I can't even explain how much she's tortured my sisters and I over the years. She makes us think that she will actually be a mother. And when she's gained our...
    agirltoremember agirltoremember 13-15, F Apr 1

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    It feels as though just as soon as I manage to learn to live with a current level of hurt, the hurt becomes deeper. Sharper. And I have to adjust to managing the new level over and...
    Jules2576 Jules2576 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 2

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    BRUNO MARS LYRICS "Talking To The Moon" I know you're somewhere out there Somewhere far away I want you back I want you back My neighbors think I'm crazy But they don't...
    KortneeAnne KortneeAnne 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I'm usually pretty laid back, but you can push me to a point where I just don't care anymore. Please don't.
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Mar 18

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    Depression isn't the first thing to come to mind, but it's still there, waiting to drag me into its depths never to be seen again. I know that I may be in fault for saying these...
    uscoo234 uscoo234 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I don't understand why I feel this way. down some days, up for some, but not for long. I feel it's better to keep to myself than to say anything.
    durstm94 durstm94 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    I don't understand why God keeps me here. I tried to escape. I tried to rid the world of me and me of the world. Why tf am I still here!? I serve no purpose. I'm like a piece of...
    Somejoygirl Somejoygirl 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    You don't know what I have been through regardless of who the person was, It wasn't a bad experience, never that. Peroooo I learned from it. You can always have that one friend who...
    DDanaaax3 DDanaaax3 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    In the past I was so easy with trust! Like if you were meant to catch me when I fall and you don't, I would fall again trusting and believing that you would catch me and I would...
    Jahhh Jahhh 16-17, F Mar 17

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    I don't look upon anybody as a friend or lover or as anything involving emotional commitment and emotional gambling. I have no more friends. I have allies. They get me what I need...
    sorrowfulmind sorrowfulmind 18-21, M Mar 24

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    It's very difficult to trust people now bc of a prior situation. That being a girl pretending being a boy I really liked! Writing love cards while she laughed at the side. Another...
    Bananaboat12 Bananaboat12 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    Not that I don't have dreams, I just rarely have dreams. I wonder if it has anything to do with the loss of interest I've had recently with a lot of things. My problems seem so...
    dramirezs23 dramirezs23 31-35, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    To people who read my posts they are probably used to the fact that I never send out any negative vibes, but there's a first time for all. I have learnt that trust is a very...
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M 6 days ago

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    This was something I thought was a phase, but the more I grow older, the more I realize that I truly would find more peace without being in a marriage. I'm going to turn 23. Today...
    franny21 franny21 22-25, F a week ago

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    I never really warmed to the idea of being behind the wheel of a car. My parents still offer to pay for driving lessons and the theory test and for the first time, I felt I should...
    Dominc1 Dominc1 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    I have been trying to get my license for some time now, but to no avail. My parents, and my grandparents especially have put pressure on me about it. I just took a license test...
    jayjayfilms jayjayfilms 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    I hate hate hate being in one sided love. Why? Because it's only me that cares, it's only me who thinks that we can be more than friends, and it's only me that likes you. What...
    Stephanie3729 Stephanie3729 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It's funny. The whole war with Juliewashere88/Juliette333 and queenv60 is finally over with. An entire year. Funny how two brain dead idiots can cause that much of a storm, and...
    Starscream99 Starscream99 22-25, M Mar 20

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    have sex with someone... it's really not that hard to say no. Don't just say yes to **** them over later.
    Alexdrunkunc Alexdrunkunc 18-21 Mar 24

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    I've never been too crazy about kids in general. I know people say it's different with your own, but I just don't see myself having any. Part of it could because of where I am in...
    lolwhutisthis lolwhutisthis 22-25, F Mar 25