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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    10/5/08

    You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it never works. They'll never be viewed differently. Which is why i want to leave this town and go somewhere else...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    Lost And Found

    i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like knowing there is no real way out. you're just stuck in the same situation never to be found. with no one really...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    8/19/09

    A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe me, I was completely unaware. Both on the fact that I wasn't invited and they assumed that I had all...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    1/28/2010

    Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief. Apparently Cody (my older brother) has also expressed that he wasn’t feeling well. He went to jazz band practice...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    8/4/09

    It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks into the fluid that travels it. It collapses and releases a flow of frozen air. And all my mind can be clouded...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I've Always Wandered

    But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That aha moment when it all comes in to focus. The time you discover your purpose. After you accomplish a life goal.... How do you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face

    Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high!!! We didn't go into the basement though. We did order pizza and speghettie...(noodles with sauce), and of course i had to bring a big, big, big, bag of candy along the way. What...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    7/20/08

    Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see shadows of others yet they don't talk, just move. The forest dissapeared from my feet. Where i stand is now a...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    It really sucks! Been lied to way to many times. This online stuff is truly making me stressed the f..u...k out! lol But for real, every chick I talk to I want to ask them to send...
    Barthy5757 Barthy5757 41-45, M 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    I don't answer the phone to anyone outside my contact list. I have answered the phone a few times, and all I get is silence on the other end. WHY call me if they aren't going to...
    noaht43 noaht43 41-45, T 21 hrs ago

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    This is how I explained it to my wife. I love the feeling and selection of women's clothes, but I don't want to become one. She knows I'm in touch with my feminine side and that it...
    SamandLynda SamandLynda 46-50, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'd rather my friends and family, crank the music up and have a shot of Jameson....I don't want to be buried either....I don't want cemetery plots or headstones for family to...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    I like them to look nothing more and know no guy would actually be interested in me for me it will only ever be about sex I may say I miss a boyfriend but I don't
    susangoga susangoga 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    If i gave you a loaded gun. Told you to point in at my heart. Told you to squeeze the trigger, would you? What if you couldn't be jailed for it. Would you then? I don't really...
    white701 white701 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am the most realistic person you could ever meet. For instance, I don't allow myself to dream. I instead make myself see the reality of things in almost every situation. Yet...
    dulcivoluptas dulcivoluptas 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    My life is boring af. I have no close friend. No one to hang out with. I always go out alone. I wanna have fun but I don't know how. I don't hv bf and I have never had. I haven't...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Frankly, my relationship with my mother sucks. I do not want it to suck. I do not want to be angry with her, but I am so tired. I moved back home over a year ago to get my life...
    DV527 DV527 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I've had a close friend we're gonna call "Anna". And she and I have been close since middle school, no matter how many times my family has moved .. We've always remained close. Our...
    beyondrepair321 beyondrepair321 22-25, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Perfect responses for these: "You'll change your mind": How do you know? You're not a fortune teller. Or: You'll change yours about wanting kids. "You're selfish!": Thank you for...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    If I crave anything at all in life it's experiences both good and bad. I don't want to live a stable boring life after having chaos for so long.
    KawiiKay KawiiKay 18-21, F a week ago

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    I have a HORRIBLE mother, and because of her and my dad a horrible childhood too. So, why would I have kids to suffer the same I did. I don't want to be like my mother, I like kids...
    Onixgurl Onixgurl 18-21, F a week ago

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    don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer.
    GngrBitch GngrBitch 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm not always in the mood of answering the phone, I'd rather call back later. something my friends can't understand is that I hate talking on the phone for more than the...
    Blackberries Blackberries 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I'm really bad about not answering the phone. Some time I just get in a mood where I don't want to talk at all so I ignore the phone call. I know that's wrong because I actually do...
    AmorTiana AmorTiana 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I want adventure. I want my whole world to be flipped upside down in the most beautiful way. I want to pack all my stuff in a box and drive until I run out of money for gas and...
    sarcasticsal sarcasticsal 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    I fear I'll be stuck in a life which is dull. Especially as soon, the majority of people around my age will start to settle down and become boring. My best hope is probably a...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 19

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    I haven't posted in a long while, but my mind has been clouded with many thoughts about my future and life as a whole. I'm worried about my future. I'm worried about how things are...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Some of you have an autistic sense of humor don't you?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    I never have an appetite. I can get a little hungry at around 6 if I don't eat all day. I guess that's why I've lost 20 lbs in the past month.
    persuadedgoose4 persuadedgoose4 18-21, F Jul 17

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    I know that suicide isn’t allowed in Christianity. But I have already failed God. I am already a walking sin. I’m nothing worth saving. I’m nothing worth pitying. I am...
    colourflame colourflame 13-15, F 6 Responses Jul 17

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    I find it so hilarious that a lot people think having kids is mandatory. It's like as soon as your born on Earth, you have to think about relationships, marriages, and kids. They...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I will never have children. Not because I detest them (I do), or because I have no maternal bone in my body (I don’t) or because I probably am unable to due to my raging health...
    WithoutChemicals WithoutChemicals 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I'm just no longer interested. I have thought about who I am, and what kind of mom I would be and the time I want my kids to be born into. I feel like I would have two kids spaced...
    findinghappinessnow findinghappinessnow 26-30, F Jul 14

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    Let's be frank. I'm middle aged. I come from a dysfunctional family: mother is an ignorant racist with borderline personality disorder and father is addicted to *********** and...
    loresmom loresmom 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    He says he wants a closer friendship with me... I don't know what my intentions with him are yet... but... I don't think he & I are compatible, NOT even as friends.... and that's...
    endlessl0ve endlessl0ve 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    It came on vacation... It wasn't where I wanted to go, but I went anyway... Flash back We were married in 2011 ....90 days after our wedding we were separated. An issue involving...
    GOATSDOROAM GOATSDOROAM 41-45, F Jul 13

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    Too much work .... Guys I love usually don't love me back ... If God could grant me one wish , either make me never fall in love or make every guy whom I fall in love with loves me...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    Hey guys, Saffron here, im just giving a collective apology for my lack of activity for that last maybe, three months? Well yes, I don't think I will be using this much anymore...
    AudioTravylerRavenwolf AudioTravylerRavenwolf 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    It is a waste of time. You would believe that I want a romantic relationship but I don't. Not in this day and age. People are either too sensitive or just plain jerks. I might get...
    razzycharm razzycharm 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    (What I really want to say but can't, because as much as it hurts to talk to you, I don't want you to be hurt either) Please stop texting me. Please stop trying to talk to me. I...
    emeraldangel523 emeraldangel523 18-21, F Jul 11

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    Personally I don't want to get married, which is not to say I don't support those who do choose marriage. I just don't think a relationship needs marriage in order to be valid...
    anhonestgirl anhonestgirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    part of me is excited for motherhood but majority of me DON'T want kids especially with my current boyfriend. i have watched so many females struggle and become forced to live off...
    QueenTay91 QueenTay91 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 11

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