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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    10/5/08

    You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it never works. They'll never be viewed differently. Which is why i want to leave this town and go somewhere else...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    8/19/09

    A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe me, I was completely unaware. Both on the fact that I wasn't invited and they assumed that I had all...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    1/28/2010

    Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief. Apparently Cody (my older brother) has also expressed that he wasn’t feeling well. He went to jazz band practice...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face

    Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high!!! We didn't go into the basement though. We did order pizza and speghettie...(noodles with sauce), and of course i had to bring a big, big, big, bag of candy along the way. What...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    7/20/08

    Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see shadows of others yet they don't talk, just move. The forest dissapeared from my feet. Where i stand is now a...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    I've Always Wandered

    But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That aha moment when it all comes in to focus. The time you discover your purpose. After you accomplish a life goal.... How do you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Lost And Found

    i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like knowing there is no real way out. you're just stuck in the same situation never to be found. with no one really...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    8/4/09

    It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks into the fluid that travels it. It collapses and releases a flow of frozen air. And all my mind can be clouded...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    I was sexually abused for years when I was younger. I suffered from severe, suicidal depression when I was at school. I was sexually assaulted by some guys I thought were my...
    PlayingARole PlayingARole 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 14

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    My boyfriend and I met last summer through some mutual friends, when I first met him, he was so sweet and nice. I had just gotten out of a really horrible relationship with my ex...
    Wvgirl20 Wvgirl20 18-21, F Feb 20

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    I always said that I would never be this type of person... what am I doing... it's like I have no control over my self anymore. I use to give myself the best advice but now.... I...
    mypawshaveprints mypawshaveprints 18-21, F Feb 15

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    I already have 3 kids from my first marriage, a 5 year old boy a I had twin girls last year. My ex cheated on me when I was pregnant so I kicked him out. No my divorce isn't final...
    youreallywanttoknow youreallywanttoknow 26-30, F Feb 17

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    Yes I don't want to be , to be very specific I actually had gone through quite hard times and feels like I have no heart left for things , so .. If anyone find me jolly or...
    Fatima12 Fatima12 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    iv never liked kids...even when I was a child other kids were playing with baby dolls and i couldn't stand them...I would rather play with barbies and video games. from the time i...
    phinixmak phinixmak 26-30 Feb 19

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    I know it's a naive wish, but I don't want to be an adult. Honestly, I don't know what I want to be. My sister wanted to drive so much, she counted down the days, but I don't want...
    fighteratheart fighteratheart 13-15, F Feb 22

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    Okay, so there's this guy and we've been friends for a year+ now. He has continually expressed wanting to date me and I have said no A LOT. I value him so much in my life, he's one...
    heidiiscatlady heidiiscatlady 16-17, T 1 Response Feb 5

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    You know what really bothers me? When people ask me why I don't want kids and I tell them it's because I don't like them, they come back with "you were a kid once." Seriously...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 6 Responses Feb 12

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    Yea So I don't want Kids and I don't think so I own an explanation to people why? I mean hell yeah it's my oven and it's my choice whether I want to bake something or not:) I just...
    liftingmind liftingmind 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 13

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    No, this group shouldn't be about minors being too stupid to be here, I beg to differ. I don't want minors in here because I don't want dirty people influencing them. Sure, I've...
    trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE trAnSyLvanIanconcuBinE 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    I don't want to know how awesome it was and how great of time you had when we already had plans and you ditched me. Don't tell how great it was when you left me in the car and told...
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I've always known that I don't want children of my own, for multiple reasons I'm not a patient person. I want to live my own life. I don't want to live the life of my children...
    AntiveninKisses AntiveninKisses 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    My girlfriend is moving to Canada for anywhere from 6 to 14 months. I'm unable to go with her due to other commitments. She's super excited, but I really don't want her to go and I...
    illnameitlater illnameitlater 26-30, M Feb 4

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    Okay let me just start by saying I'm 15 nearly 16 years old. I'm working making my own money, paying my own bills -- and soon will have my licence. Believe me when I say ALL...
    mstv1112 mstv1112 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 4

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    I hate being single I don't want to be all alone and sad on Valentine's Day
    kota134567 kota134567 13-15, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    love women who prefer to be touched by women. I worship them and don't want to be allowed to touch them. Hope to be taunted and humiliated by them.
    Hermeister Hermeister 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    Asked her if she would stay home tonight after being out earlier this week. Told her i need her company after a long, stressful week. Without a pause she says no, she's looking...
    mrdane415 mrdane415 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    Hate When People Have Children But Don't Want To Be Parents
    goodnites1091 goodnites1091 22-25, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Finally,I have succumbed enough courage to write this story.Yes,i believe in unconditional love;love which has no return;love which is beyond barriers ;love which is totally...
    Insatiablelove Insatiablelove 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I just want someone that will help me and won't leave. Someone I loved just left we don't talk an im dying I have no one anymore.
    ash0014 ash0014 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I don't trust people easily. Sometimes I don't know what to believe anymore. I mean it's like a person is very nice but then they show their true colors. Smh..
    ArtLover24 ArtLover24 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Problem with us will always be our ego. We are very sensitive about our manhood and in today's society, the "hunter" is just not needed. Sure, you might ask for something on the...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    It seems to be the general consensus that by the time a man has reached his mid 30's, he is educated, is stable, is well along in a career and has been saving for 10+ years, has...
    SaudadeVirgo SaudadeVirgo 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 21

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    there's nothing worth it. The world is a disgusting nasty place and I am a disgusting nasty person and I don't have any ambition and hate the banality. Every day is thousands of...
    Reoka Reoka 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I know you say that you do, but you don't act like it... If you really wanted to be with me, you would.
    AbbyRose25 AbbyRose25 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    I wonder if all people or just women do this? I only ask because it seems more prevalent with females. I have felt this and I still miss a person who really doesn't care. It has...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really try not to. I try to keep all conversations casual, so I don't start to like the person. If I end up liking the person, and becoming friends with them, I feel like that's...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    How do you trust someone? I can't seem to even share the slightest thing on my mind with someone... a friend specifically. I keep ignoring myself, I keep pushing people away. I...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 4

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    why I don't trust anyone. 1) they have big mouths 2) fear of betrayal 3) they don't care.
    theyellowpage theyellowpage 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    When i was in high school, i had a health class where it had those mechanical babies that cry, scream, laugh, etc. I was hoping i was having a nightmare. Unfortunately, i wasn't...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    Be wise. Guard your heart. Pray for guidance. Remain careful about who you allow in your life, and don't let past experiences with people who treated you unfairly make you bitter...
    KarenIsMyName KarenIsMyName 18-21, F Feb 21

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    When I was younger I like the idea of becoming a mother until my nephew became a Father for the first time and his drama mama ex girlfriend keeps calling my mother to babysit so...
    FrostyElsie FrostyElsie 22-25, F Feb 8

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    What's the point of having any anyway? Having a big belly for like 9 months just for another human being who is going to **** on your face when growing up? Or the perfect husband...
    indiebabe46 indiebabe46 18-21, F 4 Responses Feb 21

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