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I Don't Want to Be Lost Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 48 People

    8/19/09

    A few weeks ago, my friends were going a little road trip to visit some schools. Just Blueberry and Banana were going. They mentioned this while I was there, and believe me, I was completely unaware. Both on the fact that I wasn't invited and they assumed that I had all...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 19, 2009

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    Mission Philly: What I Did, Soon to Help Change All That Walk Before My Face

    Ok, the first day we traveled about 10 hours and stayed at a church in Ohio. It was 3 stories high!!! We didn't go into the basement though. We did order pizza and speghettie...(noodles with sauce), and of course i had to bring a big, big, big, bag of candy along the way. What...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Aug 10, 2008

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    8/4/09

    It's odd...I want to write about my experiences but for some reason I can not. All I know is, where I am is very cold. The wind pushes onto my skin and my throat sinks into the fluid that travels it. It collapses and releases a flow of frozen air. And all my mind can be clouded...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2009

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    7/20/08

    Walking in the forest. On top of the clear unseen path. The birds i realized...weren't there. No animals at all: not even the nats. It's quiet but I'm not alone. I see shadows of others yet they don't talk, just move. The forest dissapeared from my feet. Where i stand is now a...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2008

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    1/28/2010

    Today I was feeling ill, again. All week I have been feeling as though I was going to throw-up. I told my mom after my shower but she just laughed in disbelief. Apparently Cody (my older brother) has also expressed that he wasn’t feeling well. He went to jazz band practice...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F Jan 28, 2010

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    10/5/08

    You know my pain lord, so please help. Show me a way to abolish this ugly sceen. They hurt me, so i leave. i've tried to help; tried to change the way i see them. But it never works. They'll never be viewed differently. Which is why i want to leave this town and go somewhere else...
    sukaza4meshon sukaza4meshon 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 5, 2008

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    I've Always Wandered

    But how lost am I really? I've always been searching for that one thing... The one thing that's been missing in my life. The balance... Connection... That aha moment when it all comes in to focus. The time you discover your purpose. After you accomplish a life goal.... How do you...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Lost And Found

    i'm tired of feeling lost. everywhere i turn is something new to show me how lost i am. you think you can trust people but then that backfires. being lost is like knowing there is no real way out. you're just stuck in the same situation never to be found. with no one really...
    metalgirl99 metalgirl99 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 2, 2010

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    I'm just tired of my father such a **** about things that don't matter in the end, and just because he THINKS he saw what happened, means that he has every right to punish me over...
    sonicrulesdude sonicrulesdude 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    not because I don't want kids I just don't want my own. what's the point in bringing another child into this world when there are already so many that need our help? I could make...
    tamsin100 tamsin100 13-15, F 2 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    I have dogs and guess what? I considered them as my children and nephew (I consider my brother's dog as my nephew). Yes, I did not give birth to them and yes they are not human...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 23 hrs ago

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    I really can't stand them along with Kanye West. I think they're disgusting and ugly people. Most people I know dislike them because of the sex tape. But that's mostly irrelevant...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I miss having that person,i could trust a lot..I miss my former best friend.I know things between us weren't always great,in fact they were pretty stressful and just not good at...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    Don't trust too much Don't Love too much Don't Hope too much Because that too much Can hurt so much.. We all learn from experience, ,I find it very hard to trust anyone anymore, I...
    wvcountrylady wvcountrylady 56-60, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't trust people after being used during the past few relationships...I don't know if I cannot trust... And I might lose something real over it. How do I let go and learn to...
    MelancholyOysterBoy MelancholyOysterBoy 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I miss you. and when you don't respond, it hurts. please just say something
    theatregeek21 theatregeek21 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I am feeling afraid and paranoid. No judgments please. I met this guy on the internet. We were chatting for months. Got closer and closer until we got into a relationship. Well...
    Awesomenessoverload Awesomenessoverload 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I had enough. I don't want to waste anymore time on this garbage. I don't see the point of having a loving relationship with someone that means absolutely nothing to me: the...
    DostoevskyForever DostoevskyForever 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My dad is a sad soul. I do feel sorry for him and to him. But I definitely don't want to be anything like him. I do see a lot of similarities between him and myself though, which...
    spark16 spark16 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Honestly it's a GOOD thing to not trust anyone. This day and age no one is trustworthy. (Well barely anyone but there are still some rare gems) Everyone is out for themselves and...
    FightingForHappiness FightingForHappiness 31-35, F 47 Responses a week ago

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    First of all, I have a son and daughter and I don't want either one to hate me. I don't know how anyone in their right mind would want that. I don't care how good or perfect a...
    grnwd82 grnwd82 51-55, F Jun 28

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    I know a man and a woman, who don't deserve their kids. They have 3 boys, who are 5, 4 and 2 years old. If they do something bad, like hit each other while playing, their parents...
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Jun 28

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    I remember in grade school hearing about how everyone over the internet are dangerous. Of course, that's not true at all, but I eventually became too carefree and that really...
    SomethingPink SomethingPink 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    Don´t trust too much...don´t believe too much...because all that "too much" can hurt you "so much"...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 28

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    At first it seemed innocent enough. He asked me about my day. Then he asked what I was wearing. Then I told him that I have a boyfriend and he wouldn't be too happy that he was...
    TeresaRudolph71 TeresaRudolph71 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 28

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    I can't find it anywhere, the answer to my problem. I simply cannot understand what normal people do anymore, and i feel like i am done trying because nothing's getting any better...
    Bradly123 Bradly123 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 26

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    I want to go to a new place and discover new stuff. I don't want to be stuck at one place ...NOT EVEN. Around this town it's either doing the same thing over and over again and it...
    Mysterygirl156 Mysterygirl156 13-15, F Jun 26

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    As I minor, EP has really helped me through a lot. And I know it's helped some other minors out as well. Although there are plenty of rude and stupid minors on here, there's also...
    thehobbits thehobbits 22-25 Jun 25

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    I don't know if you mean they don't want them in the sense that when they have them they put them up for adoption or let someone else take care of them or if you mean parents who...
    thehobbits thehobbits 22-25 Jun 25

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    Kids are annoying, loud, messy, expensive, and time-consuming. Those are all things I don't like to deal with. Therefore, I don't want kids. Not to mention I'm bad at understanding...
    thehobbits thehobbits 22-25 3 Responses Jun 25

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    I want to make something very clear here: this group is for people who don't want kids. if anyone is uncomfortable with the idea, then don't come on here and tell people they will...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    My grandma lied about me going to college next year. I trusted her. And now my parents keep asking me to get an eff-ing job. I told them that I'm not ready to get a job. I even...
    supernerd22 supernerd22 16-17, M 2 Responses Jun 24

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    People absolutely refuse to understand this. I've never been in love. I've never had a crush, and I don't see the point in dating as in those situations people expect a romantic...
    Thisbe Thisbe 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    I'm turning 15 the day after tomorrow, and I feel that I'm growing up, but I really don't want to. I never did. You know how kids always say: "I wish I was a grown-up!" Well I...
    ThatOneDepressedKid ThatOneDepressedKid 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Many people give-up on themselves rather than step-back and evaluate the bigger picture. It's never too late to start over, regardless of the circumstances. It amazes me how many...
    Zelaleme Zelaleme 51-55, F Jun 22

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    I like attention from people as much as any other person. You want to feel understood and appreciated by the people you talk to and share mutual experiences which makes you connect...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I don't want to fit in I want to stand out
    dopegirlfromanotherworld dopegirlfromanotherworld 18-21, F Jun 21

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    Most of the time I don't, but I have "friends" who just love to hug me, pat me, and just generally touch me. I tense up every time, and get very angry and lose patience for the...
    zydeko zydeko 18-21 Jun 21

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    And to be clear right away; this has nothing to do with my lifestyle in whatever form. I get along great with the kids of my friends and relatives and I do a lot of voluteerwork...
    MissLunaDomina MissLunaDomina 31-35, F 9 Responses Jun 21

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    I don't want kids, because honestly. I'm too selfish, I wouldn't want a kid to have to grow up with ME being the parent. And I'm just really bad with kids. So.
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    Every class has that loner. I am proud to be that person. It's not like I don't have friends or don't socialise because I do. But most of the time I just want to be myself so I...
    darknesswithinme darknesswithinme 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 21

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    I don't know if I should have one or not but there are two main reasons I don't want one. 1. I have really bad social anxiety and I would feel really akward and uncomfortable. 2...
    sunny198917 sunny198917 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 19

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