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I Don't Want To Be Where I Am

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    I would like to vent, please. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he makes me so happy. But when he's gone, I'm so alone. I feel like I have no real friends; no...
    KitHuntington KitHuntington 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I disagree with this. You know I believe that maturity doesn't mean anything by age I believe it means by experience. I met teens here that are wise and truthful here. I don't want...
    TheDesireToDance TheDesireToDance 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    Rant time: It really ****** me off when I'm asked if I have children & get the whole pity look & act when I say no. I got so sick of it today I snapped ***! I love kids don't get...
    Lovingmyselffirst Lovingmyselffirst 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    Lately I just don't want to get up anymore. It's been two+ years since he passed, but still... things only get worse. I have no motivation at all to do anything. First, the...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I am a combat vet. When I got out of the army I could not relate to people. I lived in the forest and on the street. I had no money and almost starved to death. I was found by...
    mickeymic mickeymic 46-50, M Jan 10

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    I'm a waste of space. Why do I exist? No one likes me. I don't want to commit suicide because then I'll go to Hell. But I'm not worthy of going to Heaven. I guess I'm getting...
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I don't want kids. Plain and simple. When I'm in a store and when I hear kids screaming on top of their lungs, I actually HAVE to leave the store or go somewhere else in the store...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't want to go . I've been in high school for 3 years now and I haven't made a single friend. All I know is 3 people out of the whole school since middle school but they aren...
    harryshyuna harryshyuna 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I always see people with friends laughing and I want it too. I want someone to talk to and understands me. Someone I can talk all day long with. Someone that would take me to party...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I'm terrified of kids. I hate them, I can't stand being around them. I certainly don't want any of my own! Haha!
    Leofflaed Leofflaed 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    My greatest fear is being alone, I'm going back to school in a couple of days, and I know it sounds strange but I'm hoping I will find my dream girl. The person that I can share my...
    slimvince slimvince 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It makes for A LOT of awkward conversations with people who think I want to be a part of some group that I DON'T want to be a part of. Sometimes, I'm unaware of it until someone...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Of my own. Not really. One at the most . I feel like that makes men with kids uncomfortable but I don't want to give birth . The thought literally makes me ill .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I already got my bachelor's, and have a loan to pay off, I don't want to go back!
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F Jan 4

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    I don't want to walk down the hall to face all the judging and in general just people , ew
    jodieerooney jodieerooney 13-15, F Jan 4

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    From the day I gained the mental ability to comprehend what was bad or good, I've always hated my father. He is selfish, abusive, annoying, and just flat out horrible. He beat me...
    Spectating Spectating 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I read a beautiful story on here and though it was so beautiful it was also quite sad. The thought of losing someone so dear to you...IDK..I'm terrified and don't want to...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I don't want kids because i have mental illness and i know i am not gonna be a good mom. :( And my mom's abuse still affect me today.
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I'm so lost right now, I don't want to live anymore...
    EyelessGlitch EyelessGlitch 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's not that i never want kids because that would be a lie; I know that i am definitely not ready for one. I am 16 and honestly i want to be like 30 and have my first baby. I want...
    lolawolf lolawolf 16-17, F 2 hrs ago

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    There are times in my life...not so often now (thank fully) That I sit at the beach and contemplate the entire universe. Not that this is a bad thing. However the negative thoughts...
    brokenpetal brokenpetal 26-30, F Jan 5

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    I am not saying that I am a great mom or the best in the world but am trying to be. Being a single parent is really hard.My daughter's birthday was last week. She had 2...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    This made me laugh! I'm afraid I'm ridiculously absentminded. Just got sighed at the other day because he had to phone the house so I could find the extension I had lost. Still don...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Um, hi world. Ok, I don't know if you've shared your real name, so hello betruetoyourself14. You left the window open on the computer when you left to get your medication and...
    betruetoyourself14 betruetoyourself14 13-15, F Jan 22

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    So I don't actually date people because I feel gross about myself, I do have friends with benefits though :P I'm actually losing weight faster than I expected just by walking and...
    gumtreejuice gumtreejuice 18-21 1 Response Jan 11

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    Ugh I'm so conflicted at the moment about everything. So many issues so many things, I'm not even sure what my dream is anymore. My real, true dream isn't something that can be...
    Sophilu Sophilu 18-21, F Jan 12

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    I don't like to think where this could possibly lead but I find it hard to eat in general unless it's that time when I must eat. I have to eat in small portions or I can't finish...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    And I always find, yeah, I always find somethin' wrong You been puttin' up with' my **** just way too long I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most So I think it's time...
    QuixoticConquistador QuixoticConquistador 26-30, M 1 Response a week ago

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    There's this girl who I'm sure will grow up to be a perfect little B*tch. She strives too hard to be at the top of everything, even to the point of being annoying. She never...
    Elizabeth161223 Elizabeth161223 26-30, F Jan 20

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    This post will be very long, but it's just me trying to express my feelings. 75% of what they teach in school is not applied in real life. And if it will be, we won't remember it...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I don't know if it's because of all the experiences I've had working with children but it's definitely convinced me to not have kids. That, and I don't think I'll ever be satisfied...
    EmmyChi EmmyChi 22-25 2 Responses Jan 18

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    God. Help me. I feel so alone. It kills me every now and then. I want to live another life but I don't and I can't leave my current. I can't lose everything. That'll be the end of...
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Good looking skin makes for a better appearance.Taking care of your skin will have it looking the best it can. Here are steps towards making your skin right.A facial wash that...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    He called me tonight. said he hadn't before but he'd wanted to. but he wasn't ready. I said it's ok. I wasn't ready either. I was kind. friendly. I didn't let any of the bad stuff...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F Jan 9

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    Forget about game, ima spit the truth! It'll sting for a minute but then you'll either pull your head out your *** or you'll exit stage left and realize I don't allow anyone to...
    StunningPhoenix StunningPhoenix 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Maybe it's because my birth gave my mother a lot of hardships and I've lived with a lot of relatives, so I've never really felt like I belonged and I've always felt like a burden...
    ShakenButNotBroken ShakenButNotBroken 18-21, F Jan 17

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    I can't accept that life is short. I can't accept that... It's hard. You just want to grab someone you love and tell them how much you love them and how much they mean to you...
    undeadsuperhero undeadsuperhero 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm losing it I can't hold on anymore. I just want to be done with life. I've never hurt this badly before. He destroyed me I hate him for it. I loved him I was there. He doesn't...
    imjustme8268 imjustme8268 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been fat my whole life. I have no idea what it's like to be skinny. But I do know what it's like to not be able to do the things the skinny people do. I'd like to think I'm...
    wefallbutoursoulsfly wefallbutoursoulsfly 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    Posting as I go, I don't get stressed out regularly. No need, just chill out and relax.
    MysteryAbove MysteryAbove 70+ Dec 31, 2014

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    Really girls don't like to get these ever.
    Saras905 Saras905 18-21, F 9 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    I really hate school and if you are a student I'm sure you know what I'm talking about. Everyday for 5 days a week you are in a building for 6-8 hours, have to wake up at an...
    theultimatesashacourtney theultimatesashacourtney 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I hate how people always try to rationalize stuff for me when I mess up and have to pay the price. I honestly feel like all of the pain I'm currently dealing with, I brought on...
    Emmahfknlee Emmahfknlee 22-25, F Jan 10

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    What you do, always comes with a consequence. Good or bad. ------------------------------- So here's a 100% true story, that is currently going on in my life. I won't say names...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 13

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    I made my life what it is. good or bad it's my choices that put me here. I don't need to be saved. I just need to vent sometimes.
    serendipitousone serendipitousone 41-45, F 1 Response