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I Don't Want To Care Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 172 People

    Care To Love Me Back??

    There is this friend that I care deeply about and I always listen to all her problems even though I find her problems have a solution even without my help.... but I care.. and It matters for me... So I did my best.. supported that friend and listen to everything.. until I...
    marjan29 marjan29 18-21, F Jun 5, 2013

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    I Want To Be Heartless...

    I want to be heartless. I want to not care anymore. I want to feel nothing. I want to just escape from it all. I don't want to care anymore, because it just hurts too much to keep caring. Because you care about the wrong people, and they end up hurting you the WORST!
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    About Love

    I don't want to care about whether I find love or not. That will cause me to seek me and I find myself getting hurt when I do. I'd rather try to be content alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Lost In A World Of Feelings

    My mind struggles with all these contradicting feelings. I want to care, but I don't want to. I want to help, but I kind of want to make people hurt, too. I mean, if people turn their backs on others who need them most, shouldn't they suffer, too? But then, I turn around and tell...
    MmmynameisElaine MmmynameisElaine 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Would Be Easier

    Sometimes I think it would just be better not to give a **** anymore about anyone or anything. That way I wouldn't be upset, sad, depressed, angry or whatever if someone said they were going to call/text/come by or whatever and didn't. I don't like feeling negative emotions...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2012

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    Whatever

    To shorten this up, he lied to me. We're still great friends. Friends with benefits actually. He knows I still have feelings for him, and sometimes he seems to have some also. But that's obviously wishful thinking now. He seems like hes trying harder, or maybe he's just happy...
    diinky diinky 18-21 Dec 16, 2012

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    My Parents Remarried After 13 Years Apart. [long]

    When I was five, my mother and father divorced. My dad fought for, and won, custody of my brother and I. I didn't know where my mother was for almost 6 months. Then I found out she was in a mental hospital. My mother is bipolar, and has been her whole life.We (my brother and I...
    AutumnIvy AutumnIvy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    It Hurts.

    I hate loving everyone. I hate caring. I hate that I open my soul to people...only to have them tear into it with no thought of my happiness...People say 'Just stop caring.' but it's not so easy. How do you even stop to care? Even when I'm fed up with...
    WheresMyHope WheresMyHope 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am dead inside can’t ever wake up I will live with myself just unplug me now life has used me enough. I have killed my heart nothing left. My all efforts go in vain.I don't...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Apr 10

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    A friend of mine; she's 18 and got pregnant by her boyfriend, she found out around yesterday, maybe? (Her boyfriend was after me before they dated and even signs now!!) He is 19 on...
    SadlySafe SadlySafe 13-15 5 Responses Apr 23

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    I don't want to hear or read any sexist crap. Against men, against women...I don't care. I think you're ridiculous and have nothing worth seeing or listening to. Walk out, block...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Apr 24

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    That crush again, her again, i really like to hate her . I feel better when i don't make any moves to talk to her or giving her attention. It helps me to get in control. I don't...
    Bigdadyy Bigdadyy 22-25, M Apr 5

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    I love my parents. They can be sweet and nice, but they aren't supportive and they can be verbally abusive at times. My parents fight a lot over small things. My mom is a control...
    Lunangelia Lunangelia 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I have never once thought about getting together with a guy and having a family. Why? Because it's not what I want. It's not part of my "life goals." I would end up losing my...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    I know I should eat but I just don't want to. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat and I know that's wrong. I just don't want to eat until I'm a bit lighter I don't know if I make...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F a week ago

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    I don't want to be with the wrong person but don't want to be alone.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    Don't ever pity people who don't want to get married or be in a relationship. And don't ever try to make those people feel bad about themselves just because you're not getting what...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    When I find a girlfriend, I want my girlfriend to want attention from me, lots of it, but I don't want her to seek attention from anyone else, regardless of reasons. I want her to...
    Resoner Resoner 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 16

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    why do we end up having problems if we get a hysterectomy/vasectomy if we don't wait until after we have children? does your hormones get more balanced after having kids? why does...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Apr 22

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    I never had a phone growing up. Everywhere, but my home had phones. I would be asked to use the phone by the host. At home, the attention grabber is the annoying phone with my...
    WarmGoldenHeart WarmGoldenHeart 31-35, F Apr 23

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    I don't want to talk to my parents, they live their lives in a sea of hatred and condemnation. I want to live among loving, forgiving people. I told my mom I was diagnosed with...
    aileen2 aileen2 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ladies, please. I don't want to see your boobs! Cover them stuff up! Thanks. We have no right to tell men to pull up their pants if we can't even keep our boobies in check.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    I'm going back to school today and I don't want to go and it's for a plausible reason -- it is psychological and academically.
    losingNemo losingNemo 13-15, F Apr 7

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    It all seems to hurt. It's never just one mistake.. it's never just one heartbreak. what's done is done, I don't want to talk about it. I rather let it go than just forget.
    Ennah Ennah 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 14

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    My parents are getting a divorce right now and I don't want to get married when you have all this stuff you have to do to get a divorce.
    dac01 dac01 13-15, F Apr 19

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    And you don't want minors because?? Literally after I had revealed my age to him, he then decided to ask me, and I quote, "Do you like hot chat." I responded with "No. Now go...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    i don't want to talk to man for a while..due to biggegt fear.... Just leave me alone.please... Woman are welcome... good night
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response a week ago

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    if you don't want to be a parent then get a hysterectomy/vasectomy. it's that simple.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    i feel like nothing i do or say works. there's always a problem. i can't get any peace in my own home. even when i moved into a hotel she would still stress me out. I've been thru...
    sephiroth04 sephiroth04 26-30, M Apr 23

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    I've always thought of myself as incapable of being too close to a person. For me, it’s never good to know that you’re craving the person’s presence every time they’re not...
    Megarian Megarian 16-17, F Apr 13

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    Especially teachers , they say they care about you, but they don't. They have their own life, and don't give a damn about any student even if they're suicidal. Why do they show so...
    taytay1401 taytay1401 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    how to accept that he doesn't want to communicate with me anymore...i love him and he is the only man i want in my life...
    hannagrace hannagrace 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The older I am. The more painful experiences I go through. The less patience I have in dealing with other people's garbage attitude. For example... this so called guy friend who...
    Ichizu Ichizu 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I fell in love with a guy not to long ago, whom is 23 and I'm 21...We met in early November, hit it off well. It was like we were made for eachother. We went on many dates, and...
    lovablegirlxo lovablegirlxo 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    People say you can just become someone new. They also say you shouldn't care about what other people say. I don't always but people get into my head which is part of the reason I...
    WearingMyFlaws WearingMyFlaws 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    well, be aware. Getting help online can become addictive. I'm 36 now and I've been using the internet actively since 2002. I used to go through depression a lot. And then I'd seek...
    molde molde 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    Someone told me having kids is a way to carry on my name, I'm honestly not even sure I care if anyone carries on my name , kids are just a product of you so whatever type of person...
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 7 Responses Apr 7

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    I love and value my freedom. My freedom would be taken away from me if I ever got married. Hell, I don't even want to be in a relationship. To me, being in a relationship just...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 5 Responses Apr 15

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    I used to think that all I wanted to do was have kids. I wanted to get married and settle down and become a stay at home mom. But now? The idea of having kids and being a mother...
    Taliafaye Taliafaye 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    I was raised in an environment where getting married and having children seemed to be written in my dna. I've had a few good relationships, but for some reason I couldn't see my...
    Zanezanezane Zanezanezane 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 21

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