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I Don't Want To Care Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 172 People

    It Hurts.

    I hate loving everyone. I hate caring. I hate that I open my soul to people...only to have them tear into it with no thought of my happiness...People say 'Just stop caring.' but it's not so easy. How do you even stop to care? Even when I'm fed up with...
    WheresMyHope WheresMyHope 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Would Be Easier

    Sometimes I think it would just be better not to give a **** anymore about anyone or anything. That way I wouldn't be upset, sad, depressed, angry or whatever if someone said they were going to call/text/come by or whatever and didn't. I don't like feeling negative emotions...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2012

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    I Want To Be Heartless...

    I want to be heartless. I want to not care anymore. I want to feel nothing. I want to just escape from it all. I don't want to care anymore, because it just hurts too much to keep caring. Because you care about the wrong people, and they end up hurting you the WORST!
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Care To Love Me Back??

    There is this friend that I care deeply about and I always listen to all her problems even though I find her problems have a solution even without my help.... but I care.. and It matters for me... So I did my best.. supported that friend and listen to everything.. until I...
    marjan29 marjan29 18-21, F Jun 5, 2013

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    My Parents Remarried After 13 Years Apart. [long]

    When I was five, my mother and father divorced. My dad fought for, and won, custody of my brother and I. I didn't know where my mother was for almost 6 months. Then I found out she was in a mental hospital. My mother is bipolar, and has been her whole life.We (my brother and I...
    AutumnIvy AutumnIvy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    Whatever

    To shorten this up, he lied to me. We're still great friends. Friends with benefits actually. He knows I still have feelings for him, and sometimes he seems to have some also. But that's obviously wishful thinking now. He seems like hes trying harder, or maybe he's just happy...
    diinky diinky 18-21 Dec 16, 2012

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    About Love

    I don't want to care about whether I find love or not. That will cause me to seek me and I find myself getting hurt when I do. I'd rather try to be content alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Lost In A World Of Feelings

    My mind struggles with all these contradicting feelings. I want to care, but I don't want to. I want to help, but I kind of want to make people hurt, too. I mean, if people turn their backs on others who need them most, shouldn't they suffer, too? But then, I turn around and tell...
    MmmynameisElaine MmmynameisElaine 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    I don't want to miss her anymore I honestly can't help it she's everything go me and I threw her away because I knew I could never give her what she wanted
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    i don't want to be me, i don't like myself, every time i look in the mirror i see someone who i don't want to see. i don't want to hear the voices in my head any more i just really...
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    Is that wrong? I mean I have seriously learned after being in two colleges and dropping out that I don't really have a strong enough will to pursue any career. It's not that I'm...
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    I have a ro end this painful relationship with my duly son. He's so abusive and cruel, but he calls me to keep me on the hook so I can worry about him. I don't want him calling...
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    Idk how to express it. I don't know if I really have the depression nor anxiety but I feel like I do. It's hard for me to really be happy. I am always longing, wondering, asking...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I have always hated kids. If I'm around children I will act civil and just ignore them. If they yell, scream, or cry while in stores, I would leave the store or leave that section...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 17 hrs ago

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    It is not important to have kids. We have every right to choose what we want or don't want in our lives. For me, I don't want kids in my life. Guess what? That's ok. I just wish...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    When it comes to touching pregnant bellies, it makes me uncomfortable. Hell, it makes me uncomfortable when my stomach is touched. Not only because I'm ticklish, but I just don't...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    When I was younger, I was exposed to gay *********** and my friend convinced me to do "things." The thing is.. I enjoyed them sort of. I haven't let go of that and that was 5 years...
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    I don't want to know how awesome it was and how great of time you had when we already had plans and you ditched me. Don't tell how great it was when you left me in the car and told...
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F Feb 27

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    I've always known that I don't want children of my own, for multiple reasons I'm not a patient person. I want to live my own life. I don't want to live the life of my children...
    AntiveninKisses AntiveninKisses 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 1

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    I absolutely adore kids but I don't want kids of my own. Does that even sound logical? I just don't think I can handle raising a kid when my mom isn't exactly the best role model.
    ScarletRed000 ScarletRed000 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 3

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    So much crap on the internet about this, it's unbelievable. The amount of RP, fanboyism and... well, it's useless to me. These so-called "otherkin" communities pretends it's fun...
    Yuka1 Yuka1 26-30, F Mar 16

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    Asked her if she would stay home tonight after being out earlier this week. Told her i need her company after a long, stressful week. Without a pause she says no, she's looking...
    mrdane415 mrdane415 26-30, M Feb 27

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    ...because it's difficult and I'm very objective. I don't want to complicate my life.
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Please becareful !!! stay away ........ I don't want to hurt you ......
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    I don't want anything in my stomach besides food.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I really love kids. I enjoy them. Helping them learn and play. I find them adorable most times. I admire parents who really try. But I don't want any of my own. Kids seem so...
    SmirkandShoulderShrug SmirkandShoulderShrug 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    But I'm only in love with one girl. It's always ever been one girl. Fml. I don't want anyone else but her!! You're stuck in my memory like bad song lyrics. So here I am soaked in...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    but I don't want to love him either
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    I've been alone for many years.The reasons to why are numerous.Life responsibilities and health issues kept getting in the way of living, in a relationship, with a woman. Things...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, I know it's not my site. Somebody else is paying for it but maybe I don't want to start my experience that way.... I'm a maverick I guess
    unclebuckwasagenius unclebuckwasagenius 56-60, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have mental health problems and I have struggled with work and voluntary work in the past. Because of this I don't want to work and I also know that it would take up a lot of my...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Problem with us will always be our ego. We are very sensitive about our manhood and in today's society, the "hunter" is just not needed. Sure, you might ask for something on the...
    LoveExplorer78 LoveExplorer78 36-40, M Feb 27

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    I wonder if all people or just women do this? I only ask because it seems more prevalent with females. I have felt this and I still miss a person who really doesn't care. It has...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F Feb 28

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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I don't know anymore. I think I'm losing my mind. I've become so ill, I try and hide it and say it's a common cold but I know it's more than that. I don't know I just want to give...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I don't see a point in it anymore. It's not helping me accomplish my dreams anymore. It's just stuff that they think is relevant.
    KinggJayy KinggJayy 16-17, M Mar 8

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    Whenever I meet someone new for the first time, it's unfortunate that the first thing I think is: 'Will this person try to hurt me?' I know I shouldn't assume the worst of people...
    sleeperstream sleeperstream 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    I really try not to. I try to keep all conversations casual, so I don't start to like the person. If I end up liking the person, and becoming friends with them, I feel like that's...
    TheRogueWolf TheRogueWolf 18-21, F Feb 28

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    I find it astonishing that after one "hi" how incredibly easy it is for someone to confide in me that they were raped and I quote "did I mention I was raped when I was 14" Then...
    TheCoitusTheory TheCoitusTheory 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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