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I Don't Want To Care Anymore

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    Would Be Easier

    Sometimes I think it would just be better not to give a **** anymore about anyone or anything. That way I wouldn't be upset, sad, depressed, angry or whatever if someone said they were going to call/text/come by or whatever and didn't. I don't like feeling negative emotions...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2012

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    My Parents Remarried After 13 Years Apart. [long]

    When I was five, my mother and father divorced. My dad fought for, and won, custody of my brother and I. I didn't know where my mother was for almost 6 months. Then I found out she was in a mental hospital. My mother is bipolar, and has been her whole life.We (my brother and I...
    AutumnIvy AutumnIvy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    Lost In A World Of Feelings

    My mind struggles with all these contradicting feelings. I want to care, but I don't want to. I want to help, but I kind of want to make people hurt, too. I mean, if people turn their backs on others who need them most, shouldn't they suffer, too? But then, I turn around and tell...
    MmmynameisElaine MmmynameisElaine 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    It Hurts.

    I hate loving everyone. I hate caring. I hate that I open my soul to people...only to have them tear into it with no thought of my happiness...People say 'Just stop caring.' but it's not so easy. How do you even stop to care? Even when I'm fed up with...
    WheresMyHope WheresMyHope 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    About Love

    I don't want to care about whether I find love or not. That will cause me to seek me and I find myself getting hurt when I do. I'd rather try to be content alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    I Want To Be Heartless...

    I want to be heartless. I want to not care anymore. I want to feel nothing. I want to just escape from it all. I don't want to care anymore, because it just hurts too much to keep caring. Because you care about the wrong people, and they end up hurting you the WORST!
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Whatever

    To shorten this up, he lied to me. We're still great friends. Friends with benefits actually. He knows I still have feelings for him, and sometimes he seems to have some also. But that's obviously wishful thinking now. He seems like hes trying harder, or maybe he's just happy...
    diinky diinky 18-21 Dec 16, 2012

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    Care To Love Me Back??

    There is this friend that I care deeply about and I always listen to all her problems even though I find her problems have a solution even without my help.... but I care.. and It matters for me... So I did my best.. supported that friend and listen to everything.. until I...
    marjan29 marjan29 18-21, F Jun 5, 2013

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    I don't want to feel this way anymore. I can't even describe how I feel. I just know that it's unpleasant. I hate it. I'm tired of life. I'm tired of all the bull crap. I'm tired...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I just don't fit anywhere. I don't believe I ever have. Growing up I was always picked on. I always said the wrong thing or acted the wrong way. Even in the military I felt like an...
    justanotherguy86 justanotherguy86 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't want to go to high school anymore but I want to go to college.
    Mylo248 Mylo248 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4

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    I am having a hard time with something and it is a little scary for me. After my break up with my ex, I had met another guy, he was really charming and adorable well so I thought...
    Canadianchick94 Canadianchick94 18-21, F 37 Responses Nov 26

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    When people tell me that I MUST have kids, I literally feel like this: http://theoatmeal.com/comics/kids I don't want children, and have never been interested in children. The...
    spacepixie spacepixie 26-30, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    This is the closest thing to "I don't want to talk to creeps" Do not flirt with me in any situation, I don't want you, and if you're persistent I will block you. If you are...
    thegrasswillgetgreener thegrasswillgetgreener 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    After living with old people my whole life and doing nothing but taking care of them, hell no I don't want kids. People think I'm selfish cause I want to live alone and never have...
    birdoparadise birdoparadise 22-25 2 Responses Dec 4

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    Yep. I don't want to talk to some people when I don't want to. Sometimes I'm just going through some stuff, so don't be mad when I don't text back. And I absolutely hate when older...
    JennyAB JennyAB 16-17, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am not a slave to my phone. Sometimes I am doing something and I don't want to be distracted. I don't take my phone in the bathroom with me. I sleep. My full attention is...
    lake1107 lake1107 31-35, F 3 Responses Nov 22

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    I don't want to forget about the happier moments in the past, but I don't want to think about them either. Sometimes, the memories bring me some peace or a little happiness. Other...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Dec 8

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    The more the death of my grandma sinks in, the more I don't want to think about it. Saying good bye to her was the hardest thing I've ever done. She was my best friend. She was...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 9

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    I love doing stand-up comedy and to act. I don't want to be famous either. I think the main reason is that I don't want for people to look me "Like a God", and I know 95% of them...
    dzordze dzordze 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    its not that I don't want to,but basically,years ago when I was learning to drive, I was doing great,and enjoyed it. but I started having seizures,and had one while at the wheel...
    cowshed123 cowshed123 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    " I don't want to please God.............. I just want to thank him"
    Allsmilesgirl Allsmilesgirl 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I didn't ask to be born. I don't want to be here and never have. In fact, I stayed in my mother for 11 months. I had no plans to leave. I came out screaming. I having been wishing...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    Almost half a year ago, my ex tried to kill me. He is doing it to countless other victims and I'm going to stop him. I don't want revenge, what he did showed me I needed to change...
    Kevin2017 Kevin2017 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 29

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    I hate that I can get so mad so easily sometimes. It embarrasses me and really hurts anyone who sees me like that. I don't want to lose my temper. I shake and quiver trying to calm...
    SheilaSmirks SheilaSmirks 41-45, T 1 day ago

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    I don't want to be boring :/ Being boring means no one has fun talking to you. They will leave you to be all alone and won't even think twice. I try my hardest to entertain people...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I don't want to hear any more 'sorries' It doesn't make it better. I've come to realize, there is no way around this. You consistently hurt me just by simply being YOU......how...
    Babydoll42 Babydoll42 41-45, F 24 Responses Nov 28

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    Not again can I do the same mistake That moment will never be forgotten I try and try Through all my nights the same nightmares follow me Can't take it any longer The pain of...
    Sk13k Sk13k 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I don't want to feel miserable. I rather have pets then children
    TheDesireToDance TheDesireToDance 22-25, F a week ago

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    I don't want to have children, because I fear I may be forced to abandon them. If life happens, and I end up in poverty I'd rather abandon them, then spend the rest of my life...
    benson5132 benson5132 18-21, M a week ago

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    This high I'm feeling from having him back. I don't want to let go. I can't let go.
    ShyGuy990 ShyGuy990 22-25, M 5 days ago

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    When Asians or Americans or Muslims come around I just can't help but whisper one of those racist jokes in my friend's ear like: "Watch out, there's a terrorist on the plane!" Or...
    SugarAndStrawberries SugarAndStrawberries 13-15 2 days ago

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    After watching and taking care of so many babies and toddlers, I pretty much had my share of child raising. I don't need my own, I'm 18 and already burned out. Plus, there are 7...
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    No, they're not screwed. No, they don't "don't deserve me." No, they weren't abusive. Harsh maybe, but no, never abusive. But looking at them, I am gripped with a fear for my life...
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M Nov 21

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    People brag about having trust issues but that's how I can tell who does or does not have them because those of us who really have trust issues are at war with it. We don't like it...
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    I always know how you'll react when I say something, you don't change, you don't surprise, you don't risk, reading this I could bet you'd be presumptuous and discourteous towards...
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M Nov 26

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    I always know how you'll react when I say something, you don't change, you don't surprise, you don't risk, reading this I could bet you'd be presumptuous and discourteous towards...
    quike23 quike23 16-17, M Nov 26

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    What's the point now? I don't have really anybody in my life, my family dislikes me (on top of that I'm having family issues), My faith isn't the best, and etc. I'm just tired of...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    One lie. It wasn't even a big deal of a lie, but it was enough to break the trust I have in that person. She had no reason to lie. I can let go of a lie or two when I spot them...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Dec 2

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    People constantly call my phone all day. I usually avoid it, I know they usually want me to go visit them or the H needs something. I purposely avoid his phone call because I know...
    FreyjaInBattle FreyjaInBattle 26-30, F 3 Responses Dec 3

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    People lie don't tell me things hurt me abuse me I'm closed never to be open
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F 2 Responses Dec 8

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    In a couple of days, it'll be my 21st birthday. Woo. Can't you tell I'm excited? Is it scary how much someone can change in a matter of years? How you're perspective did a...
    rockmacabre rockmacabre 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 19 years old, and I have never felt so pressured to be someone else. My family doesn't know anything about the real me. They don't know that I smoke, don't know the music I...
    Weightlessfigures Weightlessfigures 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    This is a message to anyone who is beginning to give up on someone. It could be a family member, friend, or even a person you just met. You could begin to give up on anyone...
    ThisIsJustForFun ThisIsJustForFun 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    First thing first just because I have a picture of my body up doesn't really mean anything. Can u guys stop messaging looking for a sexual conversation all the time. You can't be...
    xAquariusx xAquariusx 16-17, F 4 Responses Nov 17

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    The day my first love died was when I realised that love is not for me. It hurts and I don't ever want to feel it again. I can't. I won't. All the people here who cry on about...
    OlicityShipper OlicityShipper 70+, F 4 Responses Nov 18

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