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I Don't Want To Care Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 170 People

    It Hurts.

    I hate loving everyone. I hate caring. I hate that I open my soul to people...only to have them tear into it with no thought of my happiness...People say 'Just stop caring.' but it's not so easy. How do you even stop to care? Even when I'm fed up with...
    WheresMyHope WheresMyHope 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2009

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    Would Be Easier

    Sometimes I think it would just be better not to give a **** anymore about anyone or anything. That way I wouldn't be upset, sad, depressed, angry or whatever if someone said they were going to call/text/come by or whatever and didn't. I don't like feeling negative emotions...
    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 22, 2012

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    I Want To Be Heartless...

    I want to be heartless. I want to not care anymore. I want to feel nothing. I want to just escape from it all. I don't want to care anymore, because it just hurts too much to keep caring. Because you care about the wrong people, and they end up hurting you the WORST!
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Whatever

    To shorten this up, he lied to me. We're still great friends. Friends with benefits actually. He knows I still have feelings for him, and sometimes he seems to have some also. But that's obviously wishful thinking now. He seems like hes trying harder, or maybe he's just happy...
    diinky diinky 18-21 Dec 16, 2012

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    About Love

    I don't want to care about whether I find love or not. That will cause me to seek me and I find myself getting hurt when I do. I'd rather try to be content alone.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Nov 6, 2009

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    Care To Love Me Back??

    There is this friend that I care deeply about and I always listen to all her problems even though I find her problems have a solution even without my help.... but I care.. and It matters for me... So I did my best.. supported that friend and listen to everything.. until I...
    marjan29 marjan29 18-21, F Jun 5, 2013

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    My Parents Remarried After 13 Years Apart. [long]

    When I was five, my mother and father divorced. My dad fought for, and won, custody of my brother and I. I didn't know where my mother was for almost 6 months. Then I found out she was in a mental hospital. My mother is bipolar, and has been her whole life.We (my brother and I...
    AutumnIvy AutumnIvy 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 4, 2011

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    Lost In A World Of Feelings

    My mind struggles with all these contradicting feelings. I want to care, but I don't want to. I want to help, but I kind of want to make people hurt, too. I mean, if people turn their backs on others who need them most, shouldn't they suffer, too? But then, I turn around and tell...
    MmmynameisElaine MmmynameisElaine 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 16, 2012

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    Some of you have an autistic sense of humor don't you?
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    I'm just no longer interested. I have thought about who I am, and what kind of mom I would be and the time I want my kids to be born into. I feel like I would have two kids spaced...
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