I Don't Want To Cut Myself, But I Can't Promise Anything

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 180 People

    I hate having to wear long sleeves.

    I hate not being able to wear shorts. I hate all of it. But as much as I hate it, I won't stop.. I can't.
    theoutcast66 theoutcast66
    18-21, F
    Apr 23, 2014

    Help! I love/hate doing this

    but I don't know what to do anymore. It's just too hard to say no.
    Sadgirlwithoutarazor1 Sadgirlwithoutarazor1
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 9, 2014

    I've been cutting since I was 13.

    At that age, if you had told me I would still be a cutter now, I wouldn't have believed you. I guess you could say I'm addicted. My biggest fear is to fall in love with a man who would soon find out about my problem and leave me. My biggest wish is to fall in love with a man...
    ImxoxSurviving ImxoxSurviving
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 9, 2014

    Afterall, Talk Is Cheap.

    I haven't cut for almost 6 months now. Lately I've been having a lot of stress and personal problems and the urge is coming back. I've resorted to 'cutting' my arm with a highlighter and a black pen. My arm looks hideous but there's no blood or scars. I just hate the way people...
    lntel lntel
    22-25
    2 Responses Mar 14, 2012

    Everyday I want to crawl under a rock

    and die a failed at suicide I went to a hospital and the thing was everyone told me to do it a few days ago I sat down in the middle of the floor and cried I couldn't stop I felt like a failure at everything I couldn't even end my own life when I don't belong what's the point I...
    13Margareth 13Margareth
    16-17, F
    May 20, 2015
    colexo colexo
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Mar 31, 2014

    It's my number one addiction

    and I can't help but always say yes to it. Cutting is my only relief but I cut all over my body so much that I have to dress like it's winter all the time. I've been self harming ever since I was about six. My mother is ashamed of me and says I'm an embarrassment, my dad left me...
    XxBellabixtch49xX XxBellabixtch49xX
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 6, 2014

    No mttr how many times i say this is my last

    cut i just end up doing it again
    kyleigh188 kyleigh188
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2014

    Harder Every Day

    I cut myself for 15 years. I stopped 3 years ago but when I get stressed or upset, the first thing I think of is running to the bathroom and getting my razor kit out. It's getting harder not to.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    Feb 9, 2011

    Guys I get it like you would never understand.

    Right now as I am posting this for the first time in over a year I have the tools of my trade next to me and I want to dig at my feet. Don't know what's stopping me.
    mlcockrell mlcockrell
    41-45, M
    Dec 17, 2013

    I don't want to have to start over.

    ..but I really just want to feel better..I even considered bringing my blade today. I was looking in the mirror and just thought, "I could bring it, and I'd feel fine. It's just for emergencies. Nothing bad could happen. It's only for emergencies." But I didn't bring it...and I...
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan
    18-21
    1 Response May 8, 2014

    Hopeless

    I have struggled with cutting since I was a teen. Recently I have started again. I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I have no trust for anyone. My family doesn't want me and I think my friends judge me for my cutting. I have a friend that I have within the last year grew closer...
    worthless3512 worthless3512
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 26, 2013
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