I Don't Want To Deal With It All Anymore, It's Hurting Me

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    Keep Walking

    Sleepless nights Holding onto me tight I'm not your crazy ***** Helping you to scratch an itch Nails down your back, fighting Pushing you off, biting Why I can't I leave you?   Weightless days Slowly walking away The rape...
    cisa cisa
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 8, 2010

    Sick Of It

    I'm so sick of all this bullshit and mindless games.  It's the third time it's happened since last year. I'm so sick of it. I don't know why you keep doing this to me, but I really just wish you'd stop and get over yourself.  And if you said you weren't mad at me, then...
    WhiteSparrow WhiteSparrow
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 28, 2010

    I Tried

    I tried to commit suicide 2/03/2012. I took over 90 pills of heart medicine and xanax combined. I had my step-daughter in my house, so I had to call someone to get her before she found me by herself. After 3 days of being unconscious, I found that I lived. Now I am facing...
    ceciliar ceciliar
    Feb 22, 2013

    I Known Her Since 18 Months

    We have been best friends for a long time and I can feel us distancing and it hurts so badly....
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 18, 2011

    I Want It To Go Away

    i'm sick of this. i just want it to stop :(
    LittleFerrett LittleFerrett
    26-30, F
    Feb 21, 2010

    Can't Deal With This Any Longer....

    It is doing my head in and causing me so much pain. I have told this story many times on EP and no matter how many times I tell it, it still hurts that I can never find answers. Or I can find answers but don't want to stop this person being a part of my life as they still mean a...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Jul 28, 2011

    My Ex....my Second Rape

    It was my ex bf from 2008 and we were having sex i didnt like it but I fellt like I had to do it for him and I said stop three times and please stop its not rape so what is it! He went as fast and as hard as he could so he could finish...even though I said I wanted him to stop...
    sweetmusic2011 sweetmusic2011
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2011

    I Hate My Sensitive And Emotional Side.........

    Ok so I had a halloween party tonight where a lot of my friends came (including my boyfriend). At first it was totally awesome. We played games, looked at each other's costumes, played ping pong and just had fun. Later on however my best friend and her friend were playing ping...
    thesuitelife285 thesuitelife285
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 31, 2010


    Pain, whether it’s emotional or mental or even physical, has it’s limits. We, as people, all are like a glass of water. We can take things to a certain limit, then our glass overflows and we cry to let out the pain… Mine’s been overflowing for some time…but I can’t...
    yamihirugashi yamihirugashi
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 2, 2011

    How Long Does It Take!?

    I mean, ok i can fight for a while but now after months I'm exhausted both physically and mentally! I'm sick of having to deal with everything and it hurts so damn much! I mean i see everything falling apart and there isn't a thing in hell i can do to stop it! And it feels like...
    LunaWolff LunaWolff
    18-21, F
    Mar 1, 2010

    Certain Things.....

    There are certain things that I am having to deal with right now. Certain things that are really scary, and hard to deal with, things that are hurting me. I am trying to deal with it, the whole thing with my mom. She went for more test on Tuesday, and now on Friday she has to...
    deleted deleted
    Feb 24, 2010
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