I Don't Want to Do This Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 63 People

    It’s so hard for me to stay strong.

    I’ve been struggling with my depression for 5 years now. But last week, my friend killed herself, and now I feel like it’s okay for me to do it as well. It really triggered me. I go onto her facebook page multiple times a day and read all of the messages people have sent her...
    bringmethehoriz0n bringmethehoriz0n
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 21, 2015

    I don't want to do this anymore.

    I think after the abortion I've been kidding myself thinking that I'm happy and pretending like it's ok and it was just a part of my life I can now move on from.. But it's not. I can't let it go and I don't think I ever will. I've only told one person this but I stocked up on...
    lennyx91 lennyx91
    26-30, F
    1 Response Oct 10, 2015

    Idk What To Do

    I wake up everyday knowing that I'm working for no reason knowing that I go work a ****** 40 hr a week job and its not paying off I keep falling further and further behind in debt I've explored many options however, i can't breathe I'm suffocating my friends and family are...
    bizkitxr2k bizkitxr2k
    22-25, M
    Oct 7, 2010

    Wake up in this blackness,

    with the clouds rolling over me..blinking as another hour disappears..the light is so small sometimes that I can't make it out...I'm counting and cursing all the reasons I have to keep doing this, every day..I want to give up and fall..just sleep.
    kuronekko kuronekko
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    Im Pathetic Consistently

    Nov 20, 2009 3:10pm I'm going to receive my report card from my adviser today but instead of getting my report card, my adviser hand me a white paper it is an appointment letter address to my parents telling them that I failed a subject and my report card is being...
    rio23 rio23
    1 Response Nov 23, 2009

    I don't want to lie. I don't want to struggle

    so hard. I want to go to college and university like normal girls and I want to have normal problems like a test or an assignment and not my brother's college fee or bills or how am I going to get to work tomorrow. I feel so tired of dealing with clients and listening to their...
    Demonizer Demonizer
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2015
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