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I Don't Want to Fear Getting Old

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 28 People

    Better to Pick the Daisy Than to Be Pushing It Up!

    I like life! I like the sunrise and the song of the birds in the morning. I like my drive to work. I like the smell of coffee and the chill of morning air. I like the challaneges work presents me and I'm proud to be able to think on my feet. I love locking the door and walking...
    Koiponder Koiponder 46-50, F 4 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    But I Do

    And as much as I fear it, I will get old
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 5 Responses Jul 12, 2009

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    You know when people stop taking an interest in

    themselves -is this called giving in to the passing of time or simply getting over aesthetic obsession& relaxing into yourself? I have no idea. I have a horror of getting to the point where I have a blue rinse perm & a beige "sensible" anorak and beige sensible shoes. I've never...
    Blondiex15 Blondiex15 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 25, 2014

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    Model Getting Oldere

     So, I´ve never been a ¨top model¨or supermodel.  But I´m currently modeling in spain for several agencies and getting several jobs!  It´s going well...modeling for wedding dresses, fashion shows for fall collections, new face creams from...
    bambi2004tsu bambi2004tsu 26-30, F Sep 10, 2009

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    So much crap on the internet about this, it's unbelievable. The amount of RP, fanboyism and... well, it's useless to me. These so-called "otherkin" communities pretends it's fun...
    Yuka1 Yuka1 26-30, F Mar 16

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    I really love kids. I enjoy them. Helping them learn and play. I find them adorable most times. I admire parents who really try. But I don't want any of my own. Kids seem so...
    SmirkandShoulderShrug SmirkandShoulderShrug 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I have a ro end this painful relationship with my duly son. He's so abusive and cruel, but he calls me to keep me on the hook so I can worry about him. I don't want him calling...
    ShariTronsgard ShariTronsgard 66-70, F Mar 12

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    I've been alone for many years.The reasons to why are numerous.Life responsibilities and health issues kept getting in the way of living, in a relationship, with a woman. Things...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Let's just say there should be a split between the adult world and the child world. I don't want stories from children infiltrating my feed, it's like they are mushrooms..and have...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    i don't want to be me, i don't like myself, every time i look in the mirror i see someone who i don't want to see. i don't want to hear the voices in my head any more i just really...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F Mar 6

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    Idk how to express it. I don't know if I really have the depression nor anxiety but I feel like I do. It's hard for me to really be happy. I am always longing, wondering, asking...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    It is not important to have kids. We have every right to choose what we want or don't want in our lives. For me, I don't want kids in my life. Guess what? That's ok. I just wish...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    My addiction has finally reached its peak. After shooting dope for 5 months, my life is no where NEAR to where it used to be. Today I nearly lost having a stable place to live... I...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F Mar 13

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    The thing about me is that I talk about wanting to die and killing myself yet I'm either too much of a coward to do it or I never succeed when I try. I've decided to wait, I want...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    When it comes to touching pregnant bellies, it makes me uncomfortable. Hell, it makes me uncomfortable when my stomach is touched. Not only because I'm ticklish, but I just don't...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    When I was younger, I was exposed to gay *********** and my friend convinced me to do "things." The thing is.. I enjoyed them sort of. I haven't let go of that and that was 5 years...
    ogd111 ogd111 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    Is that wrong? I mean I have seriously learned after being in two colleges and dropping out that I don't really have a strong enough will to pursue any career. It's not that I'm...
    DreamCloud17 DreamCloud17 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have always hated kids. If I'm around children I will act civil and just ignore them. If they yell, scream, or cry while in stores, I would leave the store or leave that section...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I absolutely adore kids but I don't want kids of my own. Does that even sound logical? I just don't think I can handle raising a kid when my mom isn't exactly the best role model.
    ScarletRed000 ScarletRed000 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 3

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    I don't want to miss her anymore I honestly can't help it she's everything go me and I threw her away because I knew I could never give her what she wanted
    slade1666 slade1666 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I've been so down recently, I haven't been able to stop crying for a day or to eat a meal or sleep properly. I know a lot of people tell me to talk to someone, a friend, a family...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Honestly, I enjoy being in the background. I just want to live life without so much drama and expectations. I don't want to be well known, or someone people recognize on the street...
    TickleMeCell TickleMeCell 16-17, T 1 day ago

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    ...because it's difficult and I'm very objective. I don't want to complicate my life.
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Please becareful !!! stay away ........ I don't want to hurt you ......
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    I don't want anything in my stomach besides food.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    But I'm only in love with one girl. It's always ever been one girl. Fml. I don't want anyone else but her!! You're stuck in my memory like bad song lyrics. So here I am soaked in...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    but I don't want to love him either
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, I know it's not my site. Somebody else is paying for it but maybe I don't want to start my experience that way.... I'm a maverick I guess
    unclebuckwasagenius unclebuckwasagenius 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I have mental health problems and I have struggled with work and voluntary work in the past. Because of this I don't want to work and I also know that it would take up a lot of my...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My grandparents are my landlords. I live in one of their houses. Lately they've been pushing me to marry my baby's father so my baby will grow up with a mom and dad. I refuse to...
    DeluxedEdition DeluxedEdition 18-21, F 14 Responses 1 day ago

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    Getting people who are close-minded to see things from a different point of view is a fool's task. They're close-minded because they're afraid of seeing that they don't know...
    OneRose OneRose 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 6

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    I saw this caption type thing today about a girl who killed herself recently and the whole thing was just saying how everyone is too late and how no one speaks up and asks if...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Note: If you are asian then you will most likely be able to relate to this. I lobe my parents, but at the same time I hate them. My parents are very mentally abusive. For as...
    saeteurn saeteurn 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I don't know anymore. I think I'm losing my mind. I've become so ill, I try and hide it and say it's a common cold but I know it's more than that. I don't know I just want to give...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    Can someone please explain to me who we are being selfish to for not wanting children? Are we being selfish to our non existent husbands/wives who want children? To our non...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The Upsides to Not Have Kids: B) First of all, my life is my own; all for me; I'm all that matters; 100% concerned with what I want and what I'm going through; as casting director...
    StokesQuirky StokesQuirky 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    It's not that I don't enjoy children, especially having been exposed to my best friend's children including his daughter and then being exposed to my cousin's two daughters whom I...
    halfblind79 halfblind79 31-35, M Mar 3

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    I don't see how anybody could be happy with a mundane daily routine for their whole life. Conforming to society basically guarantees boredom.
    HyperactiveLauren HyperactiveLauren 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    I don't see a point in it anymore. It's not helping me accomplish my dreams anymore. It's just stuff that they think is relevant.
    KinggJayy KinggJayy 16-17, M Mar 8

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    I wish I was a kid again, the fun I used to have. so yes, I agree this needs to happen. go outside kids, and stop having sex, or **** don't even think about it. I'd kill my kid.
    ashleythis ashleythis 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I've never experienced anything like this in my life....the pain I feel when he's not around is so unbearable. I can't even think straight. Sometimes, I don't so anything but sit...
    katiebeth91 katiebeth91 22-25, F Mar 18

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