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I Don't Want to Feel Alone

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    Belonging

    The night has deserted me and left me far behind. No darkness overtakes me. I am no longer alone because I know that you are there for me. I like this feeling of belonging.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Jun 6, 2011

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    In the End

      i dream of death yet i do not want to die i reek of sorrow yet no one recognizes the odor i plead through tears yet no one pays attention i scream in a void of silence yet whispers of my pain escape into nonexistence as the hurt is masked by smiles and the fear...
    MixedUp01 MixedUp01 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    This Loneliness

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Not A Very Happy Birthday

    Every year I looked forward to my birthday, it was always a happy time for me but for a reason that I don't understand this year is different. All my birthday is doing for me this year is making me feel even more lonely then I already feel. I have felt alone before but I don't...
    milkman59 milkman59 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    What Now?

    Erm...this is akward. I'll start from the beginning. My father passed away when I was nine, than my grandmother when I was ten, than my grandfather when I was eleven...near my birthday... Through my teens I felt as though I was living in someone else's shadow. I used to comfort...
    123rum 123rum 18-21 1 Response Nov 17, 2010

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    Alone

    I don't like feeling alone honestly but I am in the world. People misunderstand me alot. I don't like that they do that but what they do they do and its harder for me to accept them.    I have no one in my life really. and its hard for me to not give up...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    I Don't Want to Feel Alone - But I Do

    I don't want to feel alone . . . but I do. I feel as though my opinions don't even matter even if I was to raise my voice. I feel as though no one understands my sense of humor. I feel as though my opinions never will matter. I feel as though no one wants to know my quirks, no...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 3 Responses May 6, 2008

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    I want to be in a relationship.

    I don't want to feel hideous or ugly or feel rejected at all. I want to feel like someone wants to get to know me, that someone wants to be with me and love. :(
    lotstodeal lotstodeal 22-25, F Apr 13, 2014

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    Cant Stop These Empty Feelings

    i had been with my girlfriend 2 and a bit years. we spent pretty much everyday together and knew everything about eachother - we were so close, we had a huge argument and we agreed to give eachother a bit of space to find things to do and hang around with our friends more because...
    neil1988 neil1988 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    don't think anyone does :/

    but the sad reality of this world is that it is all too easy to feel alone even when surrounded by people, you can stand in the middle of Tokyo and feel like the last person alive O_o ...it's like, this single horrific feeling that lurks in the back of your mind, you may be...
    PonderingPanda PonderingPanda 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4, 2014

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    I Just Want It To Stop.

    I am so sick of not trusting people to the point where I feel so alone. Im not sure what to do about it. I was with my boyfriend for the first time in a month and 3 out of the 4 days we were together I felt so alone. Its was odd because he gave me so much attention but the second...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Dec 7, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Feel Alone...but I Do

    I am surrounded by family, yet I feel alone. The weight of their problems is like a grindstone around my neck. I feel the weight of it daily and I see no way to remove it without harming them. My own issues add to the weight and their isn't anyone to share the burden with me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Alone

    This pain continues to fill my heart. I want it all to just go away. I want to have someone tell me that I am strong, that they're here for ME, like I'm here for them. When will this pain go away? When I'm six feet under? Will it stop then? I don't want to be alone.  ...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2008

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    The Irony Is....i'm Not

    I don't feel alone as much as I feel abondoned....I did something stupid a couple years back and my boyfriend at the time abandoned ship and now he refuses to talk to me....I don't want to talk to him because I still have feelings for him or anything, he just knows things about...
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    I don't want to be alone forever. But I don't want to get involve with anyone either. I wish I would have someone to talk to. But I can't bear with rejection. It's crazy isn't it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Guys I need some help and some advise. Be kind please I'm very fragile. 6 weeks ago my boyfriend and best friend of two years left me. Heartbroken doesn't even begin to cover it...
    Lostnemo Lostnemo 18-21, F 2 Responses May 4

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    I'm a 14 year old girl and my parents divorced when I was eight. One year after my dad moved out, my mum met her boyfriend and he's planning on moving into our house. At first, I...
    PllObsessed01 PllObsessed01 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm so afraid that I'll grow up to live a boring and lack luster life just like some of my family members. I don't want to be broke forever. I don't want to get stuck in a dead end...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response May 19

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    I feel like I am too selfish of a person to have kids... I will always be this way. Sure, I may look out for others and take a leadership role, but I will forever do things for...
    RocaAzul RocaAzul 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    When I met my boyfriend I thought he was the most perfect person ever! We couldn't be more in love! But now I can't stand him. He's so passive and stupid I can't stand it. I have...
    MilkAndCereal MilkAndCereal 31-35, F a week ago

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    I'm an actual Mess........ so I've 6 months off for college where we have to do work experience. It's getting closer and closer and I'm not organised. The reason is because I want...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F May 12

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    I don't want a choir singing sad songs or a preacher yelling at people telling them not to be sad all the while bringing up reasons they should be. I want people that considered me...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F May 17

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    I disagree with this because EP yes is 17+ which is mature age, but the reason people don't want minors on here is so that the perverts don't troll all of them. Maybe EP should...
    lovelymoon11 lovelymoon11 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    My mom let my baby sister be my birth control. My little patience and need for control really messed me up. Over the past two years I've really mellowed out though. I still don't...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    I never have wanted kids and never will. I am not a children person can not stand kids. But what annoys me sooo much is when people say " you're still young you'll have them one...
    epsarah94 epsarah94 18-21, F 1 Response May 24

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    I did try it for a bit about 5 years ago and realized it wasn't for me. My boss is a witness and seems disappointed that I don't go to meetings with her or practice a lot of the...
    LulaZee LulaZee 31-35, F a week ago

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    I really, truly, don't hate them. I just don't want them.
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    8 years ago I had a guy friend his name was zen. will zen was a very nice guy super cute respectfull. then **** happened n he fall in love wth me started to call me daily asking to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    I'm pretty sure if I don't want them by now, I will never want children. Hell, I can barely stay on top of my two cats. I typically won't date someone with kids, but it's not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 25

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    I suffer with depression and anxiety. Also Trichotillamnia, life is not good for me. I really have never enjoyed it and just don't want to be here..Too scared to kill myself but I...
    ShilohD ShilohD 46-50, F May 25

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    Minors Have NO Place on EP! In the last 24 hours I have observed (then flagged and blocked a jrPervTard) who was creating child p0rn. I do not think this person who is legally an...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6

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    I wrote a longer post about this before, but I saw this link recently and had to share it. People often act shocked and call me "selfish" when they find out that I don't want kids...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 6 Responses May 12

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    I break down since Im stressed out for school. Im not a good student. All my performance of my studies make me feel like I am a worthless piece if s**t. I feel really upset. I hv...
    Acrylic19 Acrylic19 16-17, F May 3

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    I fell in love with a guy not to long ago, whom is 23 and I'm 21...We met in early November, hit it off well. It was like we were made for eachother. We went on many dates, and...
    lovablegirlxo lovablegirlxo 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I do feel comfortable enough with my cycle to predict with certainty when I am fertile and when I am not so I definitely won't think of any other control birth bullshit (sorry...
    Aurelielavraie Aurelielavraie 31-35, F 4 Responses May 17

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    Everyday I want to crawl under a rock and die a failed at suicide I went to a hospital and the thing was everyone told me to do it a few days ago I sat down in the middle of the...
    13Margareth 13Margareth 13-15, F May 20

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    When my parents had my oldest sister they use to hide there drinks and did t want her to see them drinking with me the last chills at the house They drink all the time They leave...
    sonnybd sonnybd 18-21, M 1 Response May 20

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    Hi everyone, My problem is related to my relationship. I used to be the kind of girl who would never depend on a man - that's why I would say I wasn't the best girlfriend to my SO...
    LadyCinephile LadyCinephile 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    I didnt wanna feel that way that i felt, things changed and now i don't anymore. But now i am totally empty, cant feel a damn thing... And i am desperate to feel again, even if...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response May 7

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    Recently having to remove myself from a toxic relationship , I sacrificed everything for someone to help them, we grew close emotionally physically but on the side she had apparent...
    Renevatio Renevatio 22-25, M May 8

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