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I Don't Want to Feel Alone

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    I Don't Want To Feel Alone...but I Do

    I am surrounded by family, yet I feel alone. The weight of their problems is like a grindstone around my neck. I feel the weight of it daily and I see no way to remove it without harming them. My own issues add to the weight and their isn't anyone to share the burden with me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Belonging

    The night has deserted me and left me far behind. No darkness overtakes me. I am no longer alone because I know that you are there for me. I like this feeling of belonging.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Jun 6, 2011

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    What Now?

    Erm...this is akward. I'll start from the beginning. My father passed away when I was nine, than my grandmother when I was ten, than my grandfather when I was eleven...near my birthday... Through my teens I felt as though I was living in someone else's shadow. I used to comfort...
    123rum 123rum 18-21 1 Response Nov 17, 2010

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    don't think anyone does :/

    but the sad reality of this world is that it is all too easy to feel alone even when surrounded by people, you can stand in the middle of Tokyo and feel like the last person alive O_o ...it's like, this single horrific feeling that lurks in the back of your mind, you may be...
    PonderingPanda PonderingPanda 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4, 2014

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    In the End

      i dream of death yet i do not want to die i reek of sorrow yet no one recognizes the odor i plead through tears yet no one pays attention i scream in a void of silence yet whispers of my pain escape into nonexistence as the hurt is masked by smiles and the fear...
    MixedUp01 MixedUp01 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    The Irony Is....i'm Not

    I don't feel alone as much as I feel abondoned....I did something stupid a couple years back and my boyfriend at the time abandoned ship and now he refuses to talk to me....I don't want to talk to him because I still have feelings for him or anything, he just knows things about...
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    Alone

    I don't like feeling alone honestly but I am in the world. People misunderstand me alot. I don't like that they do that but what they do they do and its harder for me to accept them.    I have no one in my life really. and its hard for me to not give up...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    I want to be in a relationship.

    I don't want to feel hideous or ugly or feel rejected at all. I want to feel like someone wants to get to know me, that someone wants to be with me and love. :(
    lotstodeal lotstodeal 22-25, F Apr 13, 2014

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    Cant Stop These Empty Feelings

    i had been with my girlfriend 2 and a bit years. we spent pretty much everyday together and knew everything about eachother - we were so close, we had a huge argument and we agreed to give eachother a bit of space to find things to do and hang around with our friends more because...
    neil1988 neil1988 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    I Just Want It To Stop.

    I am so sick of not trusting people to the point where I feel so alone. Im not sure what to do about it. I was with my boyfriend for the first time in a month and 3 out of the 4 days we were together I felt so alone. Its was odd because he gave me so much attention but the second...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Dec 7, 2009

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    Alone

    This pain continues to fill my heart. I want it all to just go away. I want to have someone tell me that I am strong, that they're here for ME, like I'm here for them. When will this pain go away? When I'm six feet under? Will it stop then? I don't want to be alone.  ...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2008

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    I Don't Want to Feel Alone - But I Do

    I don't want to feel alone . . . but I do. I feel as though my opinions don't even matter even if I was to raise my voice. I feel as though no one understands my sense of humor. I feel as though my opinions never will matter. I feel as though no one wants to know my quirks, no...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 3 Responses May 6, 2008

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    This Loneliness

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    Not A Very Happy Birthday

    Every year I looked forward to my birthday, it was always a happy time for me but for a reason that I don't understand this year is different. All my birthday is doing for me this year is making me feel even more lonely then I already feel. I have felt alone before but I don't...
    milkman59 milkman59 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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