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I Don't Want to Feel Alone

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    I Don't Want to Feel Alone - But I Do

    I don't want to feel alone . . . but I do. I feel as though my opinions don't even matter even if I was to raise my voice. I feel as though no one understands my sense of humor. I feel as though my opinions never will matter. I feel as though no one wants to know my quirks, no...
    Dimples87 Dimples87 22-25, F 3 Responses May 6, 2008

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    In the End

      i dream of death yet i do not want to die i reek of sorrow yet no one recognizes the odor i plead through tears yet no one pays attention i scream in a void of silence yet whispers of my pain escape into nonexistence as the hurt is masked by smiles and the fear...
    MixedUp01 MixedUp01 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2008

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    Not A Very Happy Birthday

    Every year I looked forward to my birthday, it was always a happy time for me but for a reason that I don't understand this year is different. All my birthday is doing for me this year is making me feel even more lonely then I already feel. I have felt alone before but I don't...
    milkman59 milkman59 51-55, M 2 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    What Now?

    Erm...this is akward. I'll start from the beginning. My father passed away when I was nine, than my grandmother when I was ten, than my grandfather when I was eleven...near my birthday... Through my teens I felt as though I was living in someone else's shadow. I used to comfort...
    123rum 123rum 18-21 1 Response Nov 17, 2010

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    This Loneliness

    My friends leaved me,i want to cry. Is there anyone who can give their shoulder to cry on? I feel like i never existed, unwanted,no existence of mine. Is there anyone who can get rid of loneliness? Is it my fate, or just my doing that everyone hate me and ignore me. Am i that bad...
    mystyraine mystyraine 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 24, 2013

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    I Don't Want To Feel Alone...but I Do

    I am surrounded by family, yet I feel alone. The weight of their problems is like a grindstone around my neck. I feel the weight of it daily and I see no way to remove it without harming them. My own issues add to the weight and their isn't anyone to share the burden with me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Dec 28, 2011

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    Alone

    I don't like feeling alone honestly but I am in the world. People misunderstand me alot. I don't like that they do that but what they do they do and its harder for me to accept them.    I have no one in my life really. and its hard for me to not give up...
    kthimm1 kthimm1 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 19, 2009

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    Belonging

    The night has deserted me and left me far behind. No darkness overtakes me. I am no longer alone because I know that you are there for me. I like this feeling of belonging.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F Jun 6, 2011

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    I Just Want It To Stop.

    I am so sick of not trusting people to the point where I feel so alone. Im not sure what to do about it. I was with my boyfriend for the first time in a month and 3 out of the 4 days we were together I felt so alone. Its was odd because he gave me so much attention but the second...
    YoucancallmeJuliet YoucancallmeJuliet 26-30, F Dec 7, 2009

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    The Irony Is....i'm Not

    I don't feel alone as much as I feel abondoned....I did something stupid a couple years back and my boyfriend at the time abandoned ship and now he refuses to talk to me....I don't want to talk to him because I still have feelings for him or anything, he just knows things about...
    angeldelinkwent angeldelinkwent 22-25, F 1 Response May 30, 2009

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    There are lots of being

    that I could class as friends, I probably have more people who care about me now than ever before. But I've never felt so alone in my life, I'm really unhappy, I feel selfish because I know I shouldn't feel this way. It's so confusing.
    pinkflamingo235 pinkflamingo235 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    Cant Stop These Empty Feelings

    i had been with my girlfriend 2 and a bit years. we spent pretty much everyday together and knew everything about eachother - we were so close, we had a huge argument and we agreed to give eachother a bit of space to find things to do and hang around with our friends more because...
    neil1988 neil1988 18-21, M 3 Responses Sep 7, 2009

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    don't think anyone does :/

    but the sad reality of this world is that it is all too easy to feel alone even when surrounded by people, you can stand in the middle of Tokyo and feel like the last person alive O_o ...it's like, this single horrific feeling that lurks in the back of your mind, you may be...
    PonderingPanda PonderingPanda 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4, 2014

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    Alone

    This pain continues to fill my heart. I want it all to just go away. I want to have someone tell me that I am strong, that they're here for ME, like I'm here for them. When will this pain go away? When I'm six feet under? Will it stop then? I don't want to be alone.  ...
    Mitsuru Mitsuru 18-21, F 2 Responses May 6, 2008

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    So Lonely ...

    i was with a guy 6 years and it ended. without realising it, i had shut out all my friends for him. this was not his fault, as he stayed in full contact with his friends and i didn't notice mine drifting away. almost 2 years on, i cannot get back with my friends. if im honest, i...
    dora2009 dora2009 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 31, 2009

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    I want to be in a relationship.

    I don't want to feel hideous or ugly or feel rejected at all. I want to feel like someone wants to get to know me, that someone wants to be with me and love. :(
    lotstodeal lotstodeal 22-25, F Apr 13, 2014

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    Is that wrong? I mean I have seriously learned after being in two colleges and dropping out that I don't really have a strong enough will to pursue any career. It's not that I'm...
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    Idk how to express it. I don't know if I really have the depression nor anxiety but I feel like I do. It's hard for me to really be happy. I am always longing, wondering, asking...
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 10

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    I've always known that I don't want children of my own, for multiple reasons I'm not a patient person. I want to live my own life. I don't want to live the life of my children...
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    My addiction has finally reached its peak. After shooting dope for 5 months, my life is no where NEAR to where it used to be. Today I nearly lost having a stable place to live... I...
    sadvibes sadvibes 18-21, F Mar 13

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    So much crap on the internet about this, it's unbelievable. The amount of RP, fanboyism and... well, it's useless to me. These so-called "otherkin" communities pretends it's fun...
    Yuka1 Yuka1 26-30, F Mar 16

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    i don't want to be me, i don't like myself, every time i look in the mirror i see someone who i don't want to see. i don't want to hear the voices in my head any more i just really...
    makeitsomeday makeitsomeday 18-21, F Mar 6

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    It is not important to have kids. We have every right to choose what we want or don't want in our lives. For me, I don't want kids in my life. Guess what? That's ok. I just wish...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I have a ro end this painful relationship with my duly son. He's so abusive and cruel, but he calls me to keep me on the hook so I can worry about him. I don't want him calling...
    ShariTronsgard ShariTronsgard 66-70, F Mar 12

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    The thing about me is that I talk about wanting to die and killing myself yet I'm either too much of a coward to do it or I never succeed when I try. I've decided to wait, I want...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    When I was younger, I was exposed to gay *********** and my friend convinced me to do "things." The thing is.. I enjoyed them sort of. I haven't let go of that and that was 5 years...
    ogd111 ogd111 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 17

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    I absolutely adore kids but I don't want kids of my own. Does that even sound logical? I just don't think I can handle raising a kid when my mom isn't exactly the best role model.
    ScarletRed000 ScarletRed000 18-21, F 6 Responses Mar 3

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    I have always hated kids. If I'm around children I will act civil and just ignore them. If they yell, scream, or cry while in stores, I would leave the store or leave that section...
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    ...because it's difficult and I'm very objective. I don't want to complicate my life.
    lemongrass09 lemongrass09 46-50, F Mar 3

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    Please becareful !!! stay away ........ I don't want to hurt you ......
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 4 Responses Mar 11

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    I don't want anything in my stomach besides food.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    I really love kids. I enjoy them. Helping them learn and play. I find them adorable most times. I admire parents who really try. But I don't want any of my own. Kids seem so...
    SmirkandShoulderShrug SmirkandShoulderShrug 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    But I'm only in love with one girl. It's always ever been one girl. Fml. I don't want anyone else but her!! You're stuck in my memory like bad song lyrics. So here I am soaked in...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 17

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    but I don't want to love him either
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 18

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    Okay, I know it's not my site. Somebody else is paying for it but maybe I don't want to start my experience that way.... I'm a maverick I guess
    unclebuckwasagenius unclebuckwasagenius 56-60, M 2 Responses Mar 20

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    I have mental health problems and I have struggled with work and voluntary work in the past. Because of this I don't want to work and I also know that it would take up a lot of my...
    LinkinParkMuse LinkinParkMuse 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I don't want to miss her anymore I honestly can't help it she's everything go me and I threw her away because I knew I could never give her what she wanted
    slade1666 slade1666 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Let's just say there should be a split between the adult world and the child world. I don't want stories from children infiltrating my feed, it's like they are mushrooms..and have...
    Hugmybear Hugmybear 46-50, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've been so down recently, I haven't been able to stop crying for a day or to eat a meal or sleep properly. I know a lot of people tell me to talk to someone, a friend, a family...
    yoursecretlifestylee yoursecretlifestylee 13-15, F 4 days ago