I Don't Want To Feel Anymore

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    I just want to be numb.

    I don't want feelings to get in the way. I don't want to get hurt again. I will build a thicker wall, change my door with a steel one, with more locks and deadbolts. I will keep my heart in a safe and throw away the key so no one, no one will ever get to it. So no one can hurt...
    pepperdoll pepperdoll
    31-35, F
    Sep 19, 2014

    Always the same old routine.

    . Happiness never seems to last long, this is just normal for me, how sad.
    DHggmu DHggmu
    22-25, M
    Mar 8, 2016

    Emotions get in the way.

    Love only gets me in trouble and pain. Happiness only makes me act stupid. Hatred pushes people away. Sadness hurts yourself. I just want to stop feeling. No matter what i feel or do, I always end up where i started. Sadness.
    sorrowfulmind sorrowfulmind
    22-25, M
    Mar 15, 2014

    I don't want to feel anymore.

    .. I want to get rid of my feelings... Is there any way i could numb them? ( without alcohol)
    Idonthaveanameanymore Idonthaveanameanymore
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    "Im scared to get close

    and I hate being alone, I long for that feeling to not feel at all, the higher I get, the lower I sink, I cant drown my demons, they know how to swim.." -Bring my the horizon "Can you feel my heart."
    MajorasAngel97 MajorasAngel97
    18-21, F
    Apr 1, 2014
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