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I Don't Want To Go There But You Left Me No Choice

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    Okay so here i go i am going to vent because this is the only place i can. I have spent my life taking care of other people. I had to raise my sisters kids because she was addicted...
    metamorphasis metamorphasis 36-40, F Dec 29, 2014

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    I am a combat vet. When I got out of the army I could not relate to people. I lived in the forest and on the street. I had no money and almost starved to death. I was found by...
    mickeymic mickeymic 46-50, M Jan 10

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    I don't want to go . I've been in high school for 3 years now and I haven't made a single friend. All I know is 3 people out of the whole school since middle school but they aren...
    harryshyuna harryshyuna 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 4

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    I disagree with this. You know I believe that maturity doesn't mean anything by age I believe it means by experience. I met teens here that are wise and truthful here. I don't want...
    TheDesireToDance TheDesireToDance 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 5

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    I would like to vent, please. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world and he makes me so happy. But when he's gone, I'm so alone. I feel like I have no real friends; no...
    KitHuntington KitHuntington 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Rant time: It really ****** me off when I'm asked if I have children & get the whole pity look & act when I say no. I got so sick of it today I snapped ***! I love kids don't get...
    Lovingmyselffirst Lovingmyselffirst 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 12

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    "Don't say you love me. You don't even know me. if you really want me then give me some time. Don't go there baby. not before I'm ready. don't say your heart's in a hurry. it's...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I'm in a relationship with an man I met at work we've only been together a week and he already said "I love you to me." I've littorally scolded him about it . I've even asked three...
    Aries1884 Aries1884 26-30, F 13 Responses Jan 2

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    Lately I just don't want to get up anymore. It's been two+ years since he passed, but still... things only get worse. I have no motivation at all to do anything. First, the...
    let1the2wall3down4 let1the2wall3down4 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I always see people with friends laughing and I want it too. I want someone to talk to and understands me. Someone I can talk all day long with. Someone that would take me to party...
    Mahrhindha Mahrhindha 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I read a beautiful story on here and though it was so beautiful it was also quite sad. The thought of losing someone so dear to you...IDK..I'm terrified and don't want to...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I'm terrified of kids. I hate them, I can't stand being around them. I certainly don't want any of my own! Haha!
    Leofflaed Leofflaed 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I'm a waste of space. Why do I exist? No one likes me. I don't want to commit suicide because then I'll go to Hell. But I'm not worthy of going to Heaven. I guess I'm getting...
    PurplePuppy68 PurplePuppy68 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 16

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    I want to die. I don't want to actually kill myself I'm just ready to go be withGod. Yes I am seekin professional help however it doesn't change my mind. I'm not a coward I'm not...
    revenge4me revenge4me 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 17

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    My greatest fear is being alone, I'm going back to school in a couple of days, and I know it sounds strange but I'm hoping I will find my dream girl. The person that I can share my...
    slimvince slimvince 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It makes for A LOT of awkward conversations with people who think I want to be a part of some group that I DON'T want to be a part of. Sometimes, I'm unaware of it until someone...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Of my own. Not really. One at the most . I feel like that makes men with kids uncomfortable but I don't want to give birth . The thought literally makes me ill .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    I already got my bachelor's, and have a loan to pay off, I don't want to go back!
    raziel1687 raziel1687 22-25, F Jan 4

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    I don't want to walk down the hall to face all the judging and in general just people , ew
    jodieerooney jodieerooney 13-15, F Jan 4

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    From the day I gained the mental ability to comprehend what was bad or good, I've always hated my father. He is selfish, abusive, annoying, and just flat out horrible. He beat me...
    Spectating Spectating 18-21, M Jan 8

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    I don't want kids because i have mental illness and i know i am not gonna be a good mom. :( And my mom's abuse still affect me today.
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Every single person on the planet has a story. Don't judge people before you truly know them. The truth might surprise you. slw
    submissivelittlewoman submissivelittlewoman 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Don't judge me until you know me
    AloneGirl13 AloneGirl13 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    God. Help me. I feel so alone. It kills me every now and then. I want to live another life but I don't and I can't leave my current. I can't lose everything. That'll be the end of...
    MargoRothSpiegelman MargoRothSpiegelman 18-21, F 2 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I don't like to think where this could possibly lead but I find it hard to eat in general unless it's that time when I must eat. I have to eat in small portions or I can't finish...
    ChelseaJN ChelseaJN 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    I am not saying that I am a great mom or the best in the world but am trying to be. Being a single parent is really hard.My daughter's birthday was last week. She had 2...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 11

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    I hate when people get mad because I don't care about what they think of me
    anneloves anneloves 18-21, F 1 Response 18 hrs ago

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    Picked up where I left off... I took my engagement ring off and gave it back to my fiancé now ex Fiancé., I couldn't do it..I couldn't pretend any longer. I'm not inlove with...
    BeautyfulBabe BeautyfulBabe 26-30, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I made my life what it is. good or bad it's my choices that put me here. I don't need to be saved. I just need to vent sometimes.
    serendipitousone serendipitousone 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    My cousins' story: They lived with their mother and father for a while. The kids slept late. Didn't do homework. Their parents couldn't care less. "Do your homework" is not enough...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M Jan 16

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    Forget about game, ima spit the truth! It'll sting for a minute but then you'll either pull your head out your *** or you'll exit stage left and realize I don't allow anyone to...
    StunningPhoenix StunningPhoenix 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Every breath has the potential of being the last. Very few of us struggle between the choice of spending it in love and peace, and spending it in carefully planning how to execute...
    Thesystem Thesystem 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm miserable and lonely. The thought of living more than a few years longer is unbearable, let alone 50 or 60 more. Before, I think I still had hope that I could get better, but...
    Korban3 Korban3 18-21, M Dec 27, 2014

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    I have known since I was 11 that I didn't want to have children. I didn't like kids as a kid, and couldn't fathom that my sole future was entwined with dirty diapers and tween...
    MoniquetheBlonde MoniquetheBlonde 18-21, F Dec 29, 2014

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    There's this girl who I'm sure will grow up to be a perfect little B*tch. She strives too hard to be at the top of everything, even to the point of being annoying. She never...
    Melice Melice 26-30, F 6 days ago

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    Good looking skin makes for a better appearance.Taking care of your skin will have it looking the best it can. Here are steps towards making your skin right.A facial wash that...
    waypuma73 waypuma73 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 1

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    What you do, always comes with a consequence. Good or bad. ------------------------------- So here's a 100% true story, that is currently going on in my life. I won't say names...
    HannahMarieX HannahMarieX 18-21 Jan 13

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    She has every right to caress your skin? She has every right to breath your scent? She even has the right to find her life in you? She likes to run her fingers on your face while...
    Thickergraymatter Thickergraymatter 22-25, F 9 Responses Dec 26, 2014

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    This post will be very long, but it's just me trying to express my feelings. 75% of what they teach in school is not applied in real life. And if it will be, we won't remember it...
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I meant it.. I gave every cell in my body to you. Every second of my day. Every breath I took into my body was to keep me alive to love you longer. Everything I saw with my...
    Missjayne1 Missjayne1 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    Do you know the feeling of wanting to see someone suffer??? Wanting to see them laying there with a knife in their heart begging for mercy, begging for you to spare their life, to...
    OmeLiv OmeLiv 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 13

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    "I love you"...it is really really good to hear if someonse says that to you especially when it comes to someone you really love. But why there are so many people who can't really...
    Achelle07 Achelle07 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    There are different levels of loving someone. For example, I genuinely love my friends, and I tell them all the time. When it comes to romantic love, however, I don't think I've...
    BigBearHug BigBearHug 18-21, M Jan 16

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    I guess it's HUMAN NATURE I've always been open with my emotions but lately.. Well, as I mature, I understood that there are moments, plenty of them, that you might need to hide...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    He called me tonight. said he hadn't before but he'd wanted to. but he wasn't ready. I said it's ok. I wasn't ready either. I was kind. friendly. I didn't let any of the bad stuff...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden 31-35, F Jan 9

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