I Dont Want to Hurt Anymore

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    I may be terrified of death

    but sometimes i get pushed so far that i think to myself. Anything is better than this.... I know deep down its stupid. I'm a gemini, and i truly believe this whole 2 personalities is real for me. I have one side, who is optimistic and supportive and patient and kind to people...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2015

    Please

    make it stop...please
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 11, 2012

    "Healing doesn't mean the damage never existed.

    It means it no longer controls our lives"... When will I be free?
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Oct 23, 2014

    How Do I Forgive

    SO OVER A YEAR AGO MY NOW HUSBAND LEFT ME FOR ANOTHER GIRL WHEN OUR DAUGHTER WAS ONLY 3 MONTHS. WE WERE BROKEN UP FOR ALMOST 9 MONTHS AND I DATED SOMEONE ALSO BUT I WAS STILL IN LOVE WITH MY DAUGHTERS DAD. WE FINALLY GOT BACK TOGETHER HE WANTED ME BACK AND I WAS SO SCARED BUT I...
    kmendoza9 kmendoza9
    22-25, F
    Oct 13, 2011

    When your reflection in the mirror,

    smiles back, it lies, you know it When you lay your head to sleep at night, It's filled with every moment. Every chance you missed to be something, Or learn from your mistakes, You're not alone You're with me -OM&M<3
    ange2297 ange2297
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 25, 2015

    Sometimes I really wish I couldn't feel

    anything. I want to be numb all the time. No emotions. No feelings. No more happiness. No more anger. No more sadness. No more hurt. If there's one thing I'm most tired of, it's feeling broken down all the time. I feel useless and sad. I can't help it at all. I know what causes...
    abbylynn98 abbylynn98
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 4, 2014

    Not just don't want to.

    I know I can't do this much longer. I'm scared.
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill
    36-40, F
    Oct 17, 2014

    I Dont Want To Hurt Anymore.

    All the people i keep hurting. All the emotions that run high. Maybe i'd be better off not hurting anymore. It's so hard to push the feelings away. Out of your head. No one understands. Even when they've been through it themselves. Everyone is different. How can two / more...
    Undiagnosed Undiagnosed
    16-17, F
    Aug 30, 2010

    Tonight I thought about suicide to the point

    where I went to the er. They let me come home. This pain over him leaving and coming back 3 times is so intense I hurt worse than I ever have before. I have come to the realization that I don't want him back after him telling me tonight he is going to try to take the kids...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jul 5, 2015

    I think being alone for

    such a long time has made me feel that whenever someone doesn't stay close to me, there's something wrong with me. I never try to make things awkward or make them feel a negative vibe. I don't go looking for things out of connections that I have with others, I like to go with...
    enigmaticflower enigmaticflower
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 12, 2015

    It Doesnt Go Away...?

    I try so hard to forget about thing, but they memories keep coming back harder then ever! i'm only a young person and my life is full of self destruction all ready, and im afraid if i cant fix myself, who will be able to? How do i stop the hurt and sorrow before my mentality...
    taaay13 taaay13
    13-15, F
    Dec 10, 2012

    Sometimes.....

    Alot of times, actually... I feel as though I am dying inside. Those who aim to help me find myself are only dragging me further into my own self-hate. Their tactics are agressive... and they only remind me how much of a fake being I am. What's the point?   **** life.
    LuxMentis LuxMentis
    22-25
    4 Responses Nov 20, 2009
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