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I Don't Want to Live a Lie

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    Everyday Is a Lie

    I wake up everyday to the realization that my ex-boyfriend that I am still seeing and still in love with, will more and likely never leave the person he lives with. Thus living a lie daily. We sneak around behind her back. How bad is that? I do not want to keep up this pace...
    cinfullynn cinfullynn 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 31, 2008

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    The Problem Is That

    THIS WHOLE WORLD IS A VERY BIG LIE. I don't want to live a lie, but IT'S EVERYWHERE. And I already have problems because I know the world is a huge lie. It's almost nothing else left already BUT LIES EVERYWHERE. Most people never see that; those who do, BOTH ARE VERY...
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 5 Responses Jul 13, 2009

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    It Would Be the Worse

    Live all  my life believing something that is false. I would die of it. lol. Seriously, I prefer one to tell me clearly things, even if it hurts on the moment. Then I'm free to choose, forgive, or move on, or both. I want to live my life like it is now, not like it could...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 29, 2008

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    But They Live - Especially Them

    A VERY HUGE LIE THEY MAKE LIVE, AND MAKE EVERYBODY ELSE LIVE TOO.
    Thought1 Thought1 22-25 Dec 23, 2009

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    I'm 19 years old, and I have never felt

    so pressured to be someone else. My family doesn't know anything about the real me. They don't know that I smoke, don't know the music I listen to, don't know what really goes on in my mind. I'm not allowed to drive on the interstate, I can't speak my mind (regardless of the...
    Weightlessfigures Weightlessfigures 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29, 2014

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    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F Apr 22

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    WarmGoldenHeart WarmGoldenHeart 31-35, F Apr 23

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    I don't want to hear or read any sexist crap. Against men, against women...I don't care. I think you're ridiculous and have nothing worth seeing or listening to. Walk out, block...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 26-30 Apr 24

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    lovelymoon11 lovelymoon11 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    And you don't want minors because?? Literally after I had revealed my age to him, he then decided to ask me, and I quote, "Do you like hot chat." I responded with "No. Now go...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    i don't want to talk to man for a while..due to biggegt fear.... Just leave me alone.please... Woman are welcome... good night
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    if you don't want to be a parent then get a hysterectomy/vasectomy. it's that simple.
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    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6

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    I wrote a longer post about this before, but I saw this link recently and had to share it. People often act shocked and call me "selfish" when they find out that I don't want kids...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 6 Responses May 12

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    Nope not me. In the beginning I wanted them and now I rather tie my tubes. I just cringe when I see babies and kids. I lived with my ex bf and his sister who had 2 and at the end...
    Broke2Fabulous Broke2Fabulous 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    we live in a place, where everything you are is a price of paper, and where everything and everyone wants that paper. nobody is themselves anymore, its all just a copy of what...
    AustinOsten AustinOsten 18-21, M 1 Response May 8

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    I do feel comfortable enough with my cycle to predict with certainty when I am fertile and when I am not so I definitely won't think of any other control birth bullshit (sorry...
    Aurelielavraie Aurelielavraie 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I have a mother who is emotionally abusive, lacks reason and I suspect she has bipolar disorder. She injects nothing but negativity in my life and I have told her numerous times...
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    molde molde 36-40, M May 2

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    Recently having to remove myself from a toxic relationship , I sacrificed everything for someone to help them, we grew close emotionally physically but on the side she had apparent...
    Renevatio Renevatio 22-25, M May 8

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    My husband says I don't respect him, don't value his opinion, don't care how he feels, and I ignore him. I sometimes bring up a different idea or different opinion/different side...
    thatonecxnt thatonecxnt 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Everyday I want to crawl under a rock and die a failed at suicide I went to a hospital and the thing was everyone told me to do it a few days ago I sat down in the middle of the...
    13Margareth 13Margareth 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    I don't know what I really want anymore. a couple of weeks ago I had my whole life planned out but suddenly lost hope in all that and now I don't even know what to do anymore.I'm...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    If I had the means to commit suicide I would bring myself to do it, no matter how "selfish" of an action people would deem it to be. The truth is, I don't see a purpose in life; I...
    driftingalone driftingalone 16-17, F 1 Response May 3

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    I think it's perhaps because I have trust issues.. I don't know how to explain it, but I just don't trust people very easily.
    Thesecretme99 Thesecretme99 16-17, F May 10

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    I don't think there was ever a time in which I wanted to be me..
    PendulEmPlum PendulEmPlum 18-21, F 1 Response May 12

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    My son moved to the other end of the country w/ a friend when he was in his teens. He is now 32 yrs old & has a 7 yr old boy of his own. I've only seen him 2 times since he moved...
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    my Samsung Galaxy tab 3 sucks it's because I dropped it since March last year like my screen of my Samsung Galaxy tab 3 is all cracked also my mom can't pay my screen like it cost...
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    My boyfriend broke up with me the other day because he wants kids and I don't. It really sucks. I wish he would change his mind.
    BrittaniBear BrittaniBear 18-21, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I don't feel sociable enough to pick up the phone.
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    i feel like nothing i do or say works. there's always a problem. i can't get any peace in my own home. even when i moved into a hotel she would still stress me out. I've been thru...
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