I Dont Want to Live In Despair Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 31 People

    I'm scared. I'm tired.

    I feel exhausted. I feel like my whole life is a facade that I spin around like some sort of poisonous dance where we all drop dead from in the end. I feel I'm losing my mind and part of me wants to let it slip. Slip away into a darkness that I won't awaken from, I sleep too...
    IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI IAmWhoIAmWhoAmI
    18-21, F
    May 29, 2014

    Pointless Life.

    No, I don't want to live in despair. There's nothing else. We are all just candles burning, for no great purpose, in a vast emptiness. Why do I see existence from this point of view anyway - as a human? Why isn't my consciousness centered in a rock, or a star, or a mouse, or a...
    nozennezon nozennezon
    Feb 5, 2012
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