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I Don't Want to Lose Him

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    I can't get you out of my head.

    Just wish you would call but I know you won't. It's over and besides after all the stuff you said to me and put me through, I shouldn't want you back. I never should have let you that close and will keep the past two christmas's in mind when I meet the next person.
    Mell30 Mell30 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 29, 2013

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    Married 20+ years and cheated on

    and lied to has destroyed my heart. Want my marriage so bad cause I love him so much but can't trust him and it hurts:(
    krystle70 krystle70 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 14

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    I Can't Believe I Am Saying This...

    I am not a co-dependent person and I pride myself on NOT being jealous or clingy. However I have found myself with a great friend.  I realized that I would be a lost soul if I ever lose him.   I'm not worried about losing him at this point because we...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 15 Responses Jul 4, 2008

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    Trust...Where Are You?

    Hello, I am not sure where to start? I guess by sharing my story. This is my first time on Experience Project and I am excited to hopefully find people who understand me. I grew up with cheating all around me and also have been cheated on in past relationships. I wasn't raised...
    preciouslove1022 preciouslove1022 22-25 Sep 10, 2013

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    I Would Be Lost

    i found the most wonderful man to fulfill my life. we have been together for almost 4 years, and i still fear losing him. i'm a pretty crazy chic and i'm afraid i'm going to push him away with my constant insecurity. also, we are both recovering alcoholics and i'm so afraid that...
    scooper scooper 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 3, 2009

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    ...but He Loves Her.

    HER. I just hate her. I know it's completely irrational, she's never done a dang thing to me except for to have the love of the boy I have wanted since I was five. And naturally she has to be just perfect. Nice, great at cooking, has a perfect family, lives in a perfect...
    99RedSneakers 99RedSneakers 18-21 Oct 5, 2010

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    He'S Just A Friend.

    He is just a friend, but what he doesn't know there is no "just' about him. He is not "Just" a friend. He is not "just" a guy. He is not "just" a person. He is the most amazing person in my life. He has been by my side through so much ****. I keep hoping maybe one day he won't...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 6, 2013

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    How Do I Know Whether I Should Make It Work?

    I met my partner 8 months ago, though if feels like forever. He asked me to marry him. I accepted and was overjoyed. Since then though things have gone downhill, he as a courtcase over his 7 year old daughter (which his ex is trying to deny him access to her daughter).. The...
    jules33 jules33 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 4, 2009

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    I have fallen for my boyfriend

    so hard. He's everything I need, he keeps me grounded and understands how I am. We are a month into our actual "boyfriend/girlfriend" relationship, and he's been at air force BMT for about two and a half weeks. I miss him like crazy and recently I have uncovered a new fear: will...
    taylorgwatkins taylorgwatkins 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 17

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    My Boyfriend Checked Himself Into Rehab Today

    My boyfriend is addicted to METH and have been using since he was 13 and now he's 29. Growing up around it, to him seemed to be the norm cause everyone he knew was doing some form of drugs. He has tried rehab twice in the past before we met and wasn't successful. Since we've been...
    Sandog155 Sandog155 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2013

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    I Need Him Forever...

    i don't want to ever lose him. he is everything to me and i would be nothing without him. he came into my life last december and since then i came really close to losing him and my world completely fell apart. i started to go back to my old life; i was depressed and impulsive. i...
    helloxkittyxoxox helloxkittyxoxox 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 20, 2011

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    I didn't lose him, and I knew

    that I was driving him away with my independence. And he left me. I know I made the right choice, and I refuse to regret it. He was manipulative, he wanted to use me physically and then leave me. I don't tolerate bull sh!t like that. I refused to give anything up with him...
    RoseInk RoseInk 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    If I don't tell him how I feel then he would

    just drift away from me If he's out of my life is don't know what to do
    iammee13 iammee13 13-15, F Apr 27

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    I Found Love In Him

    I have been in areas of Middle East as a Military nurse.I then moved to Bahrain which I found the "Paris" f Middle East because all nationalities are there.....it is an open country. I was an ICU,CCU nurse for almost 20 years now until I met him.It was an experienced I...
    jhenlac jhenlac 41-45, F Sep 27, 2013

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    I already have but he's going to think about it

    over the weekend. He's always was able to make me smile when I'm down. He doesn't judge my scars. He's helped me through some of the toughest things in my life. He's my best friend and my love.
    saxophonegal22 saxophonegal22 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    This Is So Complicated -.-

    Me and my boyfriend Dan broke up a month and a half ago and it wasn't a very nice break up either. We've just started talking again because his friend Charlie (what a darlin' for doing this for me) spoke to him about how I was feeling. He sent me a message telling me how sorry he...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 5, 2011

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    Like I Said I Never Knew Them ...

    Like I said I never knew them and if they didn't want to be apart of my parents life they have no business being apart of mine.
    lisaj0410 lisaj0410 31-35, F 2 Responses May 18, 2007

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    I'll Have To Give Him Up Someday...

    There are times when he touches me like a lover and kisses me and makes me feel like I'm walking on air. He calls me his best friend and he hugs me and tells me he thinks I'm lovely. I feel my whole stomach do back flips...That's usually when he's drunk. And then there are times...
    Akynorev Akynorev 18-21 5 Responses Dec 12, 2011

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    So Afraid of Loosing Him

    I can't keep a job due to my fantastic "Mood Disorder" and my boyfriend doesn't understand that. He has been at the same job for 16 years (he's 34, I'm 22) I don't know what to do. I can't move in with him without a job. Help?
    ArtisticChick ArtisticChick 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 27, 2008

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    AM I This Strong?

    I met "G' June of 2006 at a club with some of our mutual friends. I liked him from the start, but he was dating one of our friends. So I settled on becoming just a friend. I never saw our friendship blossom like it did. When I moved out-of-state, "G" helped me...
    LadyRant LadyRant 21-25, F 11 Responses May 18, 2007

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    Sometimes , I feel unloved

    but he always makes it better.. But.. Sometimes he doesn't understand me and he misunderstand me sometimes.. He's nice , kind , and sweet but sometimes I feel that he doesn't care that much .. I don't know.. Maybe I'm just thinking too much.. It bothers me when he...
    Sharlita Sharlita 18-21, F 23 hrs ago

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    I met this guy last Thursday to discuss the

    potentiality of becoming his Domme. We instantly clicked, saw each other every day, slept over at each other's places 5 out of 8 days...met friends - went to a bday party on Friday where I was introduced as the girlfriend. Things were going great until his friend wanted to do...
    QueenNox QueenNox 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 20

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    Codependent? Idk

    I love my husband with all my heart, but I feel the relationship fading.  As much as I know that the best thing is to leave, I can't.  All he does is yell anymore, and all I do is cry.  I'm not a weak person!  I've been on my own for 13 years, raised/ing 4...
    hopeless hopeless 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2007

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    Chris

    I need his love, I know it. I trust him with my life, he knows it. I know that he can do me no wrong, because he loves me. I couldn't be me if I was without him
    SummertimeSadness15 SummertimeSadness15 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2013

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    I Had An Affair...want to Be a Better Wife

    Hi.  I'm new here.  I wanted to share my story and maybe get some feedback by someone that has been in my shoes.  I know what I've done is wrong so I don't need any comments like that.  I just basically want an 'ear' and maybe some support in getting my...
    sb1208 sb1208 26-30, F 10 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Couldn't Live Without Him........

    He's so sweet, really funny, has these really pretty blue eyes that can mesmerize you. I stare into those eyes and its like I'm lost out at sea. He's really protective of me. If someone tries to hurt me he puts himself between me and it. He holds me when I cry, and helps me when...
    BENDrowned BENDrowned 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 19, 2013

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    I Don't Want To Lose Neither Of Them...

    Yeah, I am one of those people that see it impossible to love more than one person at once, to give them total commiment, love and your heart yet I am one of those people.  I do love more than one person no more no less than the other.  Its not like half...
    winterheart winterheart 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Help Me Please?

    Hi, I'm 20 years old and am destroying my relationship through constantly telling my partner I'm not enough for him. He is gentle, loving, kind, honest... He's my world. But I am always disregarding his love for me.. I constantly accuse him of cheating because I don't think he...
    MissWood MissWood 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 22, 2012

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    But Through No Fault Of My Own.

    I've been in love with him for quite some time. I don't even know how long. But he kept secrets. And he lied. And he emotionally hurt me. And it was all very devastating in the midst of my entire crisis that I call a life. To the point where i wanted to remove a very...
    daddyscutelittlekitten daddyscutelittlekitten 22-25, F Aug 30, 2013

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    I Have 4 Months

    I have four months until I lose him forever, and I don't want to. The reality is that I will be leaving the country, and I have no choice. It's a student exchange. I wasn't expecting to meet anybody like him, not in this country, not in my life, ever. We are only friends but I...
    SpeakNoFeeling SpeakNoFeeling 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 18, 2010

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    Is It Love???

       I am only 16 and I have been with my Boyfriend/Fiance for 7 months. I am 25 weeks pregnant with his child and the fear of losing him scares me to death. However, I got with him to **** off one of my ex's and I never expected it to come this far. I always consider...
    Underagemom Underagemom 16-17, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    My Soul's True Bliss

    I found you when I didn't know I was consciously looking. You mended my wounded spirit. You helped me discover the strength I had within me to face some of my darkest hours. I have exhaled. I have allowed my heart to begin beating again. I trust you and your...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 11 Responses May 22, 2009

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    I'm Losing Him Slowly.

    I have been in my relation ship for 4 months now. He tells me he loves me. I know he does. We have this connection. We have been trough so much already. I didn't want to go out with him at first but when I finally said yes he was already seeing 3 other girls and had a bet to...
    twilight2115 twilight2115 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6, 2013

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    I'm Leaving You, But When?

    You showed up all I planned was to talk you, the last time I seen you we were arguing; I was ready to leave you. I often told myself that we can be more then friends. My heart takes a beating every time you turn your back on me. I live in misery when your not around me. I...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    IheartIryan

    My boyfriend (Munchy) is just so supportive of everything that's wrong with me and helps me get through tough times. We have been together for nearly a year now and I'm still as madly in love with him as I was when we first got together :) We have our fights but then after we sit...
    Iheartiryan Iheartiryan 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7, 2013

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    Myy Boo

    i think of him. dream of him. care about him. laught at him. smile at the thought of him. love the way he touches/kisses me. He's amazing. :) *You will always be my boo.   Can't hide it, deny it. He isn't very open with his feelings, but he told me todayy "... then...
    mimiboo mimiboo 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 26, 2008

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    In the past I've had bad relationship

    experiences & I don't want this one to be one too! We've been together for almost 3 yrs, and we fight over the stupidest things. How do I get him to see eye to eye with me? Idk what to do.
    SAndre23 SAndre23 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    So my boyfriend of 8 months broke up w me hours

    before my junior prom. He was never a good boyfriend yet I did so much for him and he never appreciated it. He claims he didn't want to break up yet said so many things that made it seem like he did so I just agreed to call it quits. I don't know how I'm feeling right now. Is it...
    scas03 scas03 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    I Don't Want to Lose Him....

    I don't want to lose my boyfriend. I Love him very much, and he is a huge part of who I am, and why I do the things I do today. He makes me happy, and I would give the end of my life for him. He makes me so happy most of them, I Love him so much. Him and I are having some...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 21, 2009

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    I Can'T Save Him

    So I met this guy, let's call him Dean. I met him through my boyfriend at the time and when we started chatting, we immediately clicked. We understood each other and became closer. I broke up with my boyfriend and went on with my life and Dean and I became closer by the day. I...
    SirenThing SirenThing 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 21, 2013

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    My Son

    I'm in my bedroom, crying while typing this. My son went for a walk with our neighbor, his daughter and their dog. Something happened and my son ran away, he didn't listen to my neighbor's shouts and he ran up the street ! A scooter stopped in time and he had the luck that the...
    Mintsaidthebear Mintsaidthebear 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 17, 2013

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    Please Be Careful and Love Yourself First

    Reading the stories here I feel like I'm watching someone standing on the edge of a building preparing to jump. I know how good it feels to be in love (sort of) but the way you feel is temporary. You may love someone forever but as time goes by this intensity you are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 24, 2009

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    So Many Problems

    I suppose before I go launching into my problematic story, I should give a little background. Okay, well, nearly four years ago I met the literal love of my life. I didn't believe in soul mates or that kind of thing, but I honestly believe we belong together. Now, when we met I...
    Brandnewds Brandnewds 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2013

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    I miss him so much. I mean,

    I've never actually been in his arms, or have known what he smells like. I've never hugged him, kissed him. I miss seeing him. We've been so busy. It's driving both of us crazy. He has to work and I have softball or something else when he's off work. I haven't skyped him in like...
    Kryzalo Kryzalo 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 3

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    Pushing Him Away

    I think I found my soulmate in my best friend, it wasn't something that I had planned on but it happened. He was my best friend for a year before we started dating (going on two years) and we had no idea that our connection would be so strong. We are different in such a...
    bychance9 bychance9 22-25 Nov 10, 2013

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    I Proposed Him.

    I might sound desperate, but I waited for a year after our break up. Nothing changed between us, except that we both grown older and wiser. I learn to respect our differences, and he learned what's possibility is all about. And since he is a mariner, we talk via emails, and we...
    thesuperchic thesuperchic 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2013

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    weadle98 weadle98 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 27

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    So There's this guy..

    I'm really tall like 5'9 and he's quite taller than me like 9" taller and I think I like him but it's getting a little irritating that he doesn't talk much.. Sometimes I feel like I'm boring.. And I'm one of those tall girls who just fall inlove with a guy taller than them...
    inspiredwriterxx inspiredwriterxx 13-15, F Jul 31

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    Maybe Happy Endings Are Real....

    A few months ago I wrote a story about this guy j... and me and how I was moving away and how I would lose him forever well, guess what readers.? I didn't.! I did not move and my story had a happy ending.! I didnt lose him.!Well it was all a big scene like a true movie or love...
    mydarkworld13 mydarkworld13 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    Love For My Boyfriend May Be Gone

    I am currently in a relationship with my boyfriend of five months. He is my first boyfriend, and I have a lot of love for him. However... the past few weeks I don't feel in love. I suppose I should explain everything of the past month when things first started to go wrong with...
    neku neku 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 10, 2012

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    Words From The Girl Who Did Lose Him... What Happens After..

    He was my world and even after all the yrs we had been together, his kisses still give me shivers.  Then SHE came into our lives.  A blast from his high school past he had never spoke of and hadnt seen or spoken to in over 20 yrs.  6 months later he left me to go to her. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19, 2011

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    Should I Tell Him?

    He's so sweet, cute, hilarious, handsome, has perfect blue eyes, protective, and I could go on and on describing him but the point is: I'm secretly in love with him. I want to tell him the truth but I really don't know. I'm afraid of what could happen... I don't want to lose him...
    courageunderpressure courageunderpressure 16-17, F Nov 18, 2013

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    I Think I Love Him

    This is the second time in my life that i think I love this boy my first time i got hurt so bad I thought i would never love again , but now I'm afraid to get hurt again ...
    PurpleMinnie PurpleMinnie 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 6, 2013

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