I Dont Want to Lose You

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 379 People

    I havent felt this bad about myself in a really

    long time... I need to hurt myself so bad. I honestly want to kill myself I feel so bad. I'm stupid and **** everything up. I'm no ******* good
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697
    18-21, F
    Jan 30, 2016

    ....

    I don't want to lose you. I just don't know how to be friends with you again, pretending nothing has ever happened when I still love you... I'm not good with maintaining a friendship with past lover. I need time and I'm not sure if I can do this.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 1, 2010

    Bruce

    This is the response to a question posed to me by a good friend by private message, I meant every word of it and wanted to share it: Since you want instinctual, i will answer now...I think that 's a good idea , too!   Love...when you want only the best for the person...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    6 Responses Sep 3, 2009

    I Finally Get What I Want, And You're Being Torn From Me...

    I've never been one for getting what I want. That was my twin, always being showered with Daddy's love and gifts while I was showered with his wrath and fists. I wanted someone to love me above all else in the world; I wanted to feel true affection. But when that seemed...
    xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx xXxAnonymousxWriterxXx
    18-21, M
    Apr 24, 2011

    ..........

    "  I dont' want to lose you..not in a million years.  I love you "
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 9, 2010

    Wow, I Think the Logo For This Experience Is Perfect.

    Since I've seen the movie.. I know you couldn't have picked a better picture for it! I just wanted to say that.    
    Cosreal Cosreal
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Sep 10, 2009

    I love my boyfriend so much.

    . But I feel like since I'm so stupid I'm going to lose him.. I know he wishes he never came here to be. With me.. But I want to prove him wrong that it was a great thing that he did .. I'm just not sure he will ever see that .. It breaks my heart so much thinking that I'm losing...
    kumaroo kumaroo
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 30, 2014

    Not You Aswell........

    You win some you lose some. A couple of months ago, I lost a lot of close friends, but above all, I lost the most amazing person, I loved her like words can not explain, even if I had the time. She was the only person who ever truly understood me, never used me, and dared to...
    Zarfo Zarfo
    22-25
    Nov 8, 2009

    No I Dont Want To ...

    lose you, but sometimes with this new job and the time it demands of you, i think i just might. We used to talk every day and its been over a week. I am trying to be patient and understanding sometimes i feel replaced, forgotten, then again...i have NO right to say those things...
    WindyCityCat WindyCityCat
    41-45, F
    1 Response Sep 22, 2010

    Hold Me Forever.

    Just One more day, just one more night, let me fade away, please hug me tight, Just one more year, just one more time, Just one last tear, one last crime, just one last hug, just one last cry, just one more drug, I promise ill try! one more smile, one more laugh, I wont go to...
    olddays13 olddays13
    18-21, F
    May 17, 2013

    Lonely

    Hi, my name is Junaid. I'm 17 years old. I was with my girlfriend for over 2 years, then she cheated on me. I cried every night because she was the only person that understood me, now all she does is make me jealous. I tried to commit suicide tonight. I just want help from all...
    JunaidMalone JunaidMalone
    18-21, M
    Nov 3, 2013

    But I did lose him. I feel like a failure.

    Now 2 of my exes have broken up with me cuz they "don't want a girlfriend" .... That to me is a lot like "its not me its you" I'm gonna wait for him... He made me the best version of myself. What if he's the one for me but I'm not the one for him?
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697
    18-21, F
    Aug 27, 2015

    Dear Friend,

    to lose you would mean losing a part of myself.you and i are one, in so many ways.i cannot even entertain the thought of such a thing.its unimaginable.i need you in my life always, nothing works quite aswell when your not here with me.you get me,you know me.you are the only...
    sniperblue sniperblue
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Sep 11, 2009

    Stupid Text Message.

    Got a text message today. From a dear friend. Saying we shouldn't hang anymore. That it was best for us. My heart fell. I thought "oh crap, what stupid thing did i do now?" Ima not gonna lose another friend. Ive lost to many lately. Just trying to hold onto the ones i got...
    nightmareprincess13 nightmareprincess13
    13-15, F
    Jan 28, 2013

    You mean everything to me even

    after the **** you've put me through! I really love you, you were like a dream come true. I cry every time you come to mind, please don't leave my side! I need you to stay with me, nobody understands me like you do.. I could tell you literally EVERYTHING. You were not only my...
    kelsey9317 kelsey9317
    18-21, F
    Dec 15, 2013

    Wants

    See, okay, here's the thing. I think that we should live together. I think the we should live together because I want to fall asleep next to you every night and wake up to you every morning. I think I want to because you make my heart smile. I think you make my heart smile...
    tyysaloser tyysaloser
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2012

    I'm scared to lose my boyfriend.

    I love him too much. I'm scared I'll mess up our relationship or he'll stop being interested in me. And I'm only this way because I mess up all of my relationships (not just with my boyfriend) and I've lost many people before because I push them away.
    ilovemalachai ilovemalachai
    18-21, F
    Jul 14, 2014

    Today is day 4, I spent the whole day in bed

    crying yesterday. Again I'm in bed and don't want to get out cannot bear the anticipation to see if you'll get through this mum. I need you :( nothing will ever describe the heartache right now picturing your beautiful face smiling at me cuddling me a few weeks ago and I'm so...
    shi2511 shi2511
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2014

    I need advice on a casual encounter

    that happened .I cant post content on here as it is flagged as unsuitable.can anyone help in private message?
    uncontrollabledesire88 uncontrollabledesire88
    26-30, F
    Sep 9, 2015

    but im prerty sure I am tonight.

    its my fault n im sorry. I guess your stuff will go in a box like all the others who left... i think ive proved that nobody will stay. do you see why I said I hate myself now? everyone does eventually. I need to make it stop. im sick of hurting people. but why cant anybody like...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697
    18-21, F
    May 3, 2015
    anasteel2 anasteel2
    46-50, F
    Oct 30, 2014

    I am a junior in high school,

    my boyfriend is a sophomore in high school. Yea I know we are young and young love doesn't usually last but; can I be the only teen that says I really want it to last? I love him more than anything and I'm not just intrigued by an idea of love. I have been hurt so much before by...
    MusicCrazed MusicCrazed
    18-21, F
    Apr 14, 2014

    Have you ever had someone break your heart

    but yet you can't seem to lose the feeling you had for them? I can pretty much relate right now as I type this :(
    RRPII1724 RRPII1724
    18-21, M
    Dec 19, 2013

    When Dreams Come True

    Yes, it's true. It really happened. I'm in love. That's all there is to it, I'm in love. I've found someone who really mirrors me in all ways. In my wants and needs, in my desires and dreams, in my sorrow and pain. If you read this Tori, I need you. I need you to keep me...
    DanceBear DanceBear
    41-45, M
    5 Responses Sep 5, 2009

    Hospital

    Well... Elizabeth is in the hospital. When I didn't see her at school i went up to her homeroom to find her boyfriend, and he had told me she'd had a seizure. I was worried the rest of the day, not getting a lot of information on her health or how she was doing. I found out she'd...
    SuicideMyDarling13 SuicideMyDarling13
    16-17, F
    May 16, 2013
    asad005 asad005
    26-30, M
    Aug 21, 2015

    My Long Distance Boyfriend Wants Some Time Alone To Think.

    well let's start, we've been friends for two years and in a relationship for 3 months, we saw each other few times over the last 3 months, we talk each day and we txt all the time, he said he loved me and i did too (he said he loved me before we started our relationship). Anyway...
    dark10 dark10
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2012

    Life seems completely different,

    exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life...and I don't want to lose you...
    hannagrace hannagrace
    36-40, F
    Feb 21, 2015

    Dear Daughter,

    "I don't want to lose you, but feel I have."  I am drowning to reach you only to come up for air when you look at me or acknowledge me.  I was the first one you called when you got your first job, but never to hear from you again.  You have a brother and sisters...
    gauerked gauerked
    36-40
    Dec 15, 2010

    I really don't want to lose this guy,

    he is so amazing to me
    lonelygurl16 lonelygurl16
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2015

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    who specialize in spells and spell removals and clears bad and negative addictions. For over 20 years been helping people all over the world . Trully genuine and honest. My rewards is fixing marriages stopping divoces rekindling lost loves reuniting soulmates I'm non juge mental...
    lovespells777 lovespells777
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 14, 2014

    I guess I just lost my last high school buddy .

    .. just found out even if I stayed close to her all these years she don't value our friendship. It feels like I was stabbed in the back through my already shattered heart. I'm I really a horrendous individual?? I only try to do good. but only get hurt! and more hurt!! i...
    Tallestdavid Tallestdavid
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 10, 2015
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