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I Don't Want to Love Him Anymore

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 333 People

    I Want To Stop Loving Him, But I Can't Bring Myself To It!

    I have been dating my boyfriend for 2 years and 9 months, it was amazing at first he was a dream. But then i started acting mean around him because i just didnt love him and he was too lovey dovey with me. I broke up with him a couple times but I knew he was a great guy so i...
    lela27 lela27 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2011

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    Emotional Affair With My First Love

    He called in July 2009-he got my number from my dad.  He was my "first" , ooo how I loved him....but I was 14 and he was 16.  Our relationship was only several months because I had to move.  He was in Ohio and I was in California....we kept in contact for...
    myheartmelts myheartmelts 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2009

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    Breaking My Own Heart

    I am with a beautiful and attractive Man, physically- he is funny and caring (when he wants to be) He can be the best person to be around but I don't want to love him any more. We got together and it was so romantic, we strived to be together and loved each other strongly but now...
    CrazyDaisymai CrazyDaisymai 31-35 2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

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    I Just Saw Myself

    i looked so sad.... i wonder if i look like that all the time.....i will never fall in love again. the pain is just not worth it
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 20, 2011

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    Need To Move On, Just Don't Want To.

    The love of my life and I have had a 23 year relationship. I have told the story in more detail in another group. The basics: Fell in love at first sight, our friends didn't like it, moved across the country from each other, he contacted me every 4 years, never slept together...
    thankyou17 thankyou17 36-40, F Jul 22, 2012

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    Falling In Love With A Classmate

    I never dreamed that this would ever happen to me. Being so shy and having grown up with the same people for 13 years of my life, I never once thought that I would literally fall in love until I was at least in college, away from my small town. But I did, and I have. I'm a senior...
    deathnotelover deathnotelover 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 12, 2011

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    It's Never Too Late!

    I am so hurt, down and ashamed. This isn't who I am, I am strong and confident, at least I used to be, but I lost that. I am not what he calls me each time he feels like he's losing me, every time he wants to put me or others down just so he can feel better about himself. My best...
    anassassin anassassin 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 2, 2012

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    I Still Cry Every Day

    It's been 16 months since I last heard his voice.... When will I get over this? I miss my best friend!
    jennladams29 jennladams29 36-40, F May 16, 2012

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    Broken Heart

    Well my story begins like this I met this guy when I was 16 I got pregnant at 19 and married him my baby was only 4 months old when he left and didnt even say anything I went looking for him and brought him back home every single time we get into an argument my first thing is to...
    PattyAZ PattyAZ 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 13, 2009

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    I Don't Want To Have Feelings For Him Anymore

    Even though he is a great guy and still treats me good and does nice things for me I just want all these feelings to go away I never wanted to be in love with him anyways I hate this I want to get him out of my mind and quit thinking about all the fun we had together and all the...
    willieverbegoodenough willieverbegoodenough 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 2, 2013

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    Now For Promiscuity

    I once loved a ladyboy, a child I'm told, he wanted my wallet, I needed his sole. I'm writing a story about this called Love at First Sight on an Experience I opened called I have a Future in Promiscuity. I don't want to love him anymore. I don't want to love anybody anymore...
    KenWX KenWX 61-65, M Oct 13, 2011

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    The Side Of The Affair No One Talks About...

    So..I had an emotional affair with a co-worker....actually a fellow graduate student three years ago. I know, this makes me a horrible person and automatically prohibits me from having any feelings because I'm a selfish pig. I got it. I made a mistake. I"m eternally sorry. I...
    sweetashney14 sweetashney14 26-30 3 Responses Aug 12, 2011

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    Joan Jett Can Take Care Of This One For Me

    ***UPDATE 9/5/2011*** This was for my fiance, but it is over now. I will leave the song, though.  
    DeadOfDecember DeadOfDecember 22-25, F Aug 15, 2011

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    It's Going Too Far, I Don't Want To Feel Like This Anymore!

    I know this is a silly story and I don't technically "love" this man, but it's a pretty damn strong crush and I don't want to have it anymore!I'm currently studying for my A Levels, and when I first started my psychology A Level, I used to be scared of my teacher, as my other...
    Tessabelle94 Tessabelle94 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 2, 2011

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    I Miss You, Yet Still Want To Go Away.

    **Note: Names have been altered for personal privacy** Most of you wont read all this. If you do, i really appreciate it. I think you will be surprised by how much you relate to it. Two years ago i met this boy, his name, Zach, I never thought much of Zach, i thought he was a...
    szoeg szoeg 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2012

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    All Is Fair In Love And War As It Is A Battlefield (but Not Really)

    So at the end of the day someone always has to lose, tears will be shed, pain will come, sometimes people get hurt and sometimes you have to be the one to do it........it seems that person is me, it seems i was destined to fall, to fail, to love with such a burning passion that...
    brokenmoon brokenmoon 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 9, 2011

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    We Never Even Dated.

    I was 11 years old when I met Peter. It was at a summer camp theatre, for acting and such. He was about a year and a half older than me. Maybe 13 at the time. Boy, was he the star of that place. Peter was charismatic, outgoing, confident, funny, and a little arogant. Not to...
    Evermorejess96 Evermorejess96 18-21, F Jun 18, 2011

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    Cheater

    my husband was sexting online and exchanging pics with a woman. when confronted he says oh I just wanted some attention WTF I like attention too and plan to ave all I can now payback is **** I feel nothing but hate for him but won't leave gonna torture him with what he's lost as...
    josie6511 josie6511 41-45 3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

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    I still remember the day you left My heart

    shattered on the floor You walked away so easily Walked right on out that door Never stopped to think Or take one last look at me Crying on the floor there You stole my sanity I'll never be the same again These wounds will never heal Never feeling any closure This relentless...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Im Not Even Sure I Still Do Love Him, We Just Keep Hanging On......

    I've been with him for 4 years. There have been hundreds of red flags, he has verbally and physically abused me. There has always been one reason or another to not completely break it off, I know it makes no sense. Its becoming clearer and clearer that he has some mental issues...
    LadyHawke68 LadyHawke68 41-45, F 5 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    Im A Fool

    well it all starts 2 yrs ago when i met john. i started working at my local pub he was a regular who was best friends with my boss.. at first i didn't find him attractive at all he was a big man with very little sex appeal. i was 23 and from what i have been told far more...
    rebz rebz 26-30 4 Responses Feb 18, 2010

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    AHHHHHH

    Well I'm twenty years old and I have a two year old daughter. My husband and I eloped when we were fourteen (we dated for two weeks). Everything was fine for the most part, he does have anger issues, but other than that we had the 'normal' marriage problems. I have been a...
    mom2littlebit mom2littlebit 18-21 3 Responses Mar 28, 2009

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    And I Hate It

    I'm obsessed and I hate it.I miss him and i hate it. I love him and i hate it. I want him and i hate it. I saw him today and my stupid heart jumped again and i hate it I thought I was over him and i was happy. the tears were over I could think of other things without thinking...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 25, 2008

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    Here I go. Was in a long term relationship

    (7yrs). I knew from the beginning that he was unfaithful. I knew this because when I would call he wouldn't answer, I saw a girl leaving his place another time when I was trying to reach him. After all this, 5 yrs later we moved in. A couple of years later after that I get a...
    learning2ltgo learning2ltgo 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Why Is He Doing This?

    I am in love with my boyfriend of 4 years so much i miss him with all my heart but the way he ended our relationship and the words he called me and the tone in which he talked to me and how he made me feel makes me not want to love him anymore....i was finally beginning to...
    goodheart00 goodheart00 22-25, F 3 Responses May 20, 2011

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    I Hate You, I Hate You, I Hate You.......i Love You

    i loved him with everything i had.....i gave him my heart. he smashed it pieced it back together and smashed it again and returned in a waste basket.......and all the little pieces still love him....
    brokenmoon brokenmoon 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2011

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    I Hate That I Like You

    i only have a crush on this one guy but i hate it! i meanhe is an alright guy (as far as i know) but i feel HORRIBLE. ive tried everything to not have a crush on him this summer but nothing has worked :( and now im going to be seeing him more often cuz he is in chior and another...
    americanoddity americanoddity 18-21, F Aug 10, 2011

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    And He Will Never Be Mine...

    He's perfect; he's absolutely flawless. I don't understand how anyone couldn't see it. Everything about him is so amazing. He's so talented, kind, smart, and genuine. When we first met, it was love at first sight. I couldn't believe he was right in front of me. Everything I've...
    squirrelgirl77 squirrelgirl77 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2012

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    Don't Want To Love Him Anymore, But Can't Stay Here

    I was with my partner for close to three years (we broke up right before our third year anniversary), and we had a really wonderful relationship. Then it began to disintegrate before my eyes. My grandmother died right after we had returned from abroad and I went to take care of...
    hm2010 hm2010 22-25 2 Responses Sep 4, 2010

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    To Sandman

    I see him down on the front line,....holding hands with her, kissing and laughing in the rain. Tears streamed down from my eyes. I hated myself for loving you this much, I felt like I am in a deep excavation where I couldnt see anything but total darkness...an oblivion. I wish I...
    sweetnovember19 sweetnovember19 26-30, F Jun 5, 2012

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    It'S Over And I'M Sick And Tired Of The Pain

    I hope he never contacts me again. Whenever we email, talk or text I relapse. I need to build my hard shell or I will not make it.
    BPBitch BPBitch 41-45, F Feb 2, 2013

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    Lost :(

    Hi everyone, i hope there is someone out there that can help me with this dilemma :( I'v been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years now. We have had our ups and downs and recently had a break for a few months. I feel as if i don't love him anymore. But i want to. I know he loves...
    Janelove88 Janelove88 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 6, 2011

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    Destroyed

    Ling story short,My boyfriend and have dated for 6 years. He became part of my life. He broke up with me and now I'm destroyedd..I really want to stop loving him but I don't know how
    destroyed123 destroyed123 18-21 1 Response Oct 24, 2012

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    Sugar Coated Bacon

    Funny name for a title of heartbreak and betrayal,huh?Well that's how I see look at now,after summing up everything he has done,and said,and hid,and pretended.He's honestly adorable with his chubby baby face,and his beautiful blue sapphire eyes.He's a pig in disquise.A filthy...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower 16-17, F Jul 2, 2013

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    Too Scared And Untrusting

    i have been seeing a man for a little over a year now. he means soooo much to me now. i know he does not love me the way i love him. i see him once or twice, sometimes more depending on our work schedules, we work opposite shifts. we ususally have sex but sometimes we just hang...
    clee79 clee79 31-35, F Feb 12, 2011

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    Hurt - Why do you hurt me

    so much ? You know how much I loved you but you wanted that other girl . I gave you my all but only accepted her bullshit . I never lied to you but you kept every secret in the world from me . I miss your lips , and I miss your eyes . I used to gaze into your eyes and get lost...
    thatoneballerina thatoneballerina 13-15, F May 15

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    Giving Up Does'nt Mean You Are Weak. Sometimes It Means That You Are Strong Enough To Let Go

    It takes courage to finally realize that all that you are doing is setting yourself up to be hurt every single day, It takes strength to finally make that decision to let go it's not a sign of weakness to give up on something that will never happen again. I know what the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    Bugger

    I was doing some work for a bar, a pretty sweet gig, paid to wear a bikini and schmooze rich guys, then my sister spied him. Shirtless and really cute, we laughed and said we should get him into the VIP section with us. We beckoned him, just acting dumb and flirty. I'd just...
    shithappensiguess shithappensiguess 22-25 Apr 28, 2013

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    I Hope To Forget Him Soon..

    It's been 4 months and I still can't get over him. You know you are in love and obsessed when you see his face in everyone. Every time I go out I think I see him. I even think a lot of people resemble him on tv. He has not tried to contact me at all and that makes it harder. But...
    Victoriap9 Victoriap9 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 25, 2012

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    Cost Me Everything

    Loving him has and still is coming at such a high price. I have lost so much money, time and myself in the process. Worst of all, I think I'm going to lose one of my best friends in the world. He has had enough of all the drama that this man brings to my life and I have not been...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 5, 2012

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    Seeing ...really Seeing

    As I sit and I see loving, supportive men with the women they love the magnitude of what I have been allowing this man to pass off to me as love is devastating to me. As I look back at the humiliation, the degradation, and abuse I have accepted makes me really feel that I must...
    LadyHawke68 LadyHawke68 41-45, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2012

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    It's ok I stopped loving him

    that day lol , the day I met the man I love with all my heart , who has done nothing but make me feel like it's a dream , I am terrified I will wake up , I thought I loved that liar but I had just gotten used to him being around ,the difference is , real love is ... I have no...
    Missreedy Missreedy 31-35 Oct 26

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    I Dont Love Him Anymore..

    I'm passing thru such a situation, and i know how it feels, and how hard it is, to decide to stop loving someone, because love is something beyond our control. Well, i used to love someone, i loved him a lot, but then we had to break up. Its hurts. I stayed almost a year trying...
    LonelyGurlll LonelyGurlll 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 3, 2011

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    I Hate Myself

    I am obsesd wiv a a guy,i love im so much wiv al ma heart n he knws dat so he mks me cry al d tym n nw i wish i didnt lv me bt i do. Help me he is takn advantage of my luv 4 me,i kant evn cntrol ow i feel 4 him. Wat do i do?
    Gesy Gesy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2011

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    Hello all...here's my problem... Well, this the first time that i write something like that about my BF.. My BF and i have a long distance relationship.. We meet sometimes and he...
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    We met, I'm not even sure how. He is an inch shorter than me. Normally I'd be turned off. But I fell hard and fast for him. I thought he was soooo gorgeous. I'd get lost in his...
    alwayswantingmore78 alwayswantingmore78 36-40, F 5 Responses Nov 15

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    I feel like I am. :( He's replying to my texts in less than a sentence he use to reply with a whole paragraph. He use to call when he said he would but now leaves me waiting weeks...
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