I Don't Want to Love Him Anymore

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    Need To Move On, Just Don't Want To.

    The love of my life and I have had a 23 year relationship. I have told the story in more detail in another group. The basics: Fell in love at first sight, our friends didn't like it, moved across the country from each other, he contacted me every 4 years, never slept together...
    thankyou17 thankyou17
    36-40, F
    Jul 22, 2012

    He called me tonight.

    said he hadn't before but he'd wanted to. but he wasn't ready. I said it's ok. I wasn't ready either. I was kind. friendly. I didn't let any of the bad stuff creep out. honestly I don't think I have many feelings about him calling me. Or I've just made myself numb to cope...
    ZombieBaitMaiden ZombieBaitMaiden
    31-35, F
    Jan 9, 2015

    Giving Up Does'nt Mean You Are Weak. Sometimes It Means That You Are Strong Enough To Let Go

    It takes courage to finally realize that all that you are doing is setting yourself up to be hurt every single day, It takes strength to finally make that decision to let go it's not a sign of weakness to give up on something that will never happen again. I know what the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    allisoncc11 allisoncc11
    26-30, F
    Aug 13, 2015

    I Dont Love Him Anymore..

    I'm passing thru such a situation, and i know how it feels, and how hard it is, to decide to stop loving someone, because love is something beyond our control. Well, i used to love someone, i loved him a lot, but then we had to break up. Its hurts. I stayed almost a year trying...
    LonelyGurlll LonelyGurlll
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Jun 3, 2011

    Cost Me Everything

    Loving him has and still is coming at such a high price. I have lost so much money, time and myself in the process. Worst of all, I think I'm going to lose one of my best friends in the world. He has had enough of all the drama that this man brings to my life and I have not been...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 5, 2012

    I Miss You, Yet Still Want To Go Away.

    **Note: Names have been altered for personal privacy** Most of you wont read all this. If you do, i really appreciate it. I think you will be surprised by how much you relate to it. Two years ago i met this boy, his name, Zach, I never thought much of Zach, i thought he was a...
    szoeg szoeg
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2012

    I Hate Myself

    I am obsesd wiv a a guy,i love im so much wiv al ma heart n he knws dat so he mks me cry al d tym n nw i wish i didnt lv me bt i do. Help me he is takn advantage of my luv 4 me,i kant evn cntrol ow i feel 4 him. Wat do i do?
    Gesy Gesy
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2011

    Hurt - Why do you hurt me

    so much ? You know how much I loved you but you wanted that other girl . I gave you my all but only accepted her bullshit . I never lied to you but you kept every secret in the world from me . I miss your lips , and I miss your eyes . I used to gaze into your eyes and get lost...
    Sweetplum124 Sweetplum124
    13-15, F
    May 15, 2014

    He's like a man who was

    so perfect, and after he shown me his real behaviour. Always his friends on first place , flirts around, complains about everything, he's never satisfied with me even sexually. Makes me sad all the time, he doesn't care about my feelings . I can't talk with him about anything...
    Annabel1712 Annabel1712
    18-21
    Aug 4, 2015

    Breaking My Own Heart

    I am with a beautiful and attractive Man, physically- he is funny and caring (when he wants to be) He can be the best person to be around but I don't want to love him any more. We got together and it was so romantic, we strived to be together and loved each other strongly but now...
    CrazyDaisymai CrazyDaisymai
    31-35
    2 Responses Jan 13, 2012

    Seeing ...really Seeing

    As I sit and I see loving, supportive men with the women they love the magnitude of what I have been allowing this man to pass off to me as love is devastating to me. As I look back at the humiliation, the degradation, and abuse I have accepted makes me really feel that I must...
    LadyHawke68 LadyHawke68
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Feb 19, 2012

    I miss you so much. It's been a month

    and your still the last thing on my mind at night, first thing in the morning.. And through the day when I'm not busy. I still sit and hope myself silly that you will give us another shot. I learned so much from you on how to grow and be a better person. I'd love for us to try...
    abbieee23xo abbieee23xo
    18-21, F
    Sep 8, 2015

    I still remember the day you left My heart

    shattered on the floor You walked away so easily Walked right on out that door Never stopped to think Or take one last look at me Crying on the floor there You stole my sanity I'll never be the same again These wounds will never heal Never feeling any closure This relentless...
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    I Still Cry Every Day

    It's been 16 months since I last heard his voice.... When will I get over this? I miss my best friend!
    jennladams29 jennladams29
    36-40, F
    May 16, 2012

    my love for him is fading away day by

    day(mainly cuz of his actions, we had so much of chemistry n now its gone), valentines is near n i feel so irritated !!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 11

    We Never Even Dated.

    I was 11 years old when I met Peter. It was at a summer camp theatre, for acting and such. He was about a year and a half older than me. Maybe 13 at the time. Boy, was he the star of that place. Peter was charismatic, outgoing, confident, funny, and a little arogant. Not to...
    Evermorejess96 Evermorejess96
    18-21, F
    Jun 18, 2011

    Cheater

    my husband was sexting online and exchanging pics with a woman. when confronted he says oh I just wanted some attention WTF I like attention too and plan to ave all I can now payback is **** I feel nothing but hate for him but won't leave gonna torture him with what he's lost as...
    josie6511 josie6511
    41-45
    3 Responses Dec 16, 2011

    Lost :(

    Hi everyone, i hope there is someone out there that can help me with this dilemma :( I'v been with my boyfriend for almost 4 years now. We have had our ups and downs and recently had a break for a few months. I feel as if i don't love him anymore. But i want to. I know he loves...
    Janelove88 Janelove88
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Nov 6, 2011

    I don't, but I guess deep down,

    I still do. why? why can't I just stop???
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 13, 2015

    Broken Heart

    Well my story begins like this I met this guy when I was 16 I got pregnant at 19 and married him my baby was only 4 months old when he left and didnt even say anything I went looking for him and brought him back home every single time we get into an argument my first thing is to...
    PattyAZ PattyAZ
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 13, 2009

    Why Is He Doing This?

    I am in love with my boyfriend of 4 years so much i miss him with all my heart but the way he ended our relationship and the words he called me and the tone in which he talked to me and how he made me feel makes me not want to love him anymore....i was finally beginning to...
    goodheart00 goodheart00
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 20, 2011

    Falling In Love With A Classmate

    I never dreamed that this would ever happen to me. Being so shy and having grown up with the same people for 13 years of my life, I never once thought that I would literally fall in love until I was at least in college, away from my small town. But I did, and I have. I'm a senior...
    deathnotelover deathnotelover
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 12, 2011

    Sugar Coated Bacon

    Funny name for a title of heartbreak and betrayal,huh?Well that's how I see look at now,after summing up everything he has done,and said,and hid,and pretended.He's honestly adorable with his chubby baby face,and his beautiful blue sapphire eyes.He's a pig in disquise.A filthy...
    FlutterFlower FlutterFlower
    18-21, F
    Jul 2, 2013

    To Sandman

    I see him down on the front line,....holding hands with her, kissing and laughing in the rain. Tears streamed down from my eyes. I hated myself for loving you this much, I felt like I am in a deep excavation where I couldnt see anything but total darkness...an oblivion. I wish I...
    sweetnovember19 sweetnovember19
    26-30, F
    Jun 5, 2012

    Im A Fool

    well it all starts 2 yrs ago when i met john. i started working at my local pub he was a regular who was best friends with my boss.. at first i didn't find him attractive at all he was a big man with very little sex appeal. i was 23 and from what i have been told far more...
    rebz rebz
    26-30
    4 Responses Feb 18, 2010

    I don't really even know

    if I do anymore. My feelings have changed. It's hard, because I go back and forth between feeling hurt, then somewhat okay- happy even, and then ...so angry I could spit nails (a Southern saying). And it's not like I haven't tried, because God knows I've tried. That's all I've...
    TheGoddessB TheGoddessB
    31-35, F
    Apr 3

    And I Hate It

    I'm obsessed and I hate it.I miss him and i hate it. I love him and i hate it. I want him and i hate it. I saw him today and my stupid heart jumped again and i hate it I thought I was over him and i was happy. the tears were over I could think of other things without thinking...
    annathom annathom
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jan 25, 2008

    Im Not Even Sure I Still Do Love Him, We Just Keep Hanging On......

    I've been with him for 4 years. There have been hundreds of red flags, he has verbally and physically abused me. There has always been one reason or another to not completely break it off, I know it makes no sense. Its becoming clearer and clearer that he has some mental issues...
    LadyHawke68 LadyHawke68
    46-50, F
    5 Responses Jan 20, 2012

    I thought that I'm the only princess he has

    but how wrong I was he is a fvcking lothario!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 20

    There is no pain greater

    than falling in love with a fuckboy :(
    wendybunny wendybunny
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 20

    I Just Saw Myself

    i looked so sad.... i wonder if i look like that all the time.....i will never fall in love again. the pain is just not worth it
    phoenix2011 phoenix2011
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 20, 2011

    It's Never Too Late!

    I am so hurt, down and ashamed. This isn't who I am, I am strong and confident, at least I used to be, but I lost that. I am not what he calls me each time he feels like he's losing me, every time he wants to put me or others down just so he can feel better about himself. My best...
    anassassin anassassin
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 2, 2012

    I Don't Want To Have Feelings For Him Anymore

    Even though he is a great guy and still treats me good and does nice things for me I just want all these feelings to go away I never wanted to be in love with him anyways I hate this I want to get him out of my mind and quit thinking about all the fun we had together and all the...
    willieverbegoodenough willieverbegoodenough
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Nov 2, 2013

    I Hope To Forget Him Soon..

    It's been 4 months and I still can't get over him. You know you are in love and obsessed when you see his face in everyone. Every time I go out I think I see him. I even think a lot of people resemble him on tv. He has not tried to contact me at all and that makes it harder. But...
    Victoriap9 Victoriap9
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 25, 2012

    Destroyed

    Ling story short,My boyfriend and have dated for 6 years. He became part of my life. He broke up with me and now I'm destroyedd..I really want to stop loving him but I don't know how
    destroyed123 destroyed123
    18-21
    1 Response Oct 24, 2012

    AHHHHHH

    Well I'm twenty years old and I have a two year old daughter. My husband and I eloped when we were fourteen (we dated for two weeks). Everything was fine for the most part, he does have anger issues, but other than that we had the 'normal' marriage problems. I have been a...
    mom2littlebit mom2littlebit
    18-21
    3 Responses Mar 28, 2009

    And He Will Never Be Mine...

    He's perfect; he's absolutely flawless. I don't understand how anyone couldn't see it. Everything about him is so amazing. He's so talented, kind, smart, and genuine. When we first met, it was love at first sight. I couldn't believe he was right in front of me. Everything I've...
    squirrelgirl77 squirrelgirl77
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2012

    Here I go. Was in a long term relationship

    (7yrs). I knew from the beginning that he was unfaithful. I knew this because when I would call he wouldn't answer, I saw a girl leaving his place another time when I was trying to reach him. After all this, 5 yrs later we moved in. A couple of years later after that I get a...
    learning2ltgo learning2ltgo
    36-40, F
    Apr 27, 2014

    It'S Over And I'M Sick And Tired Of The Pain

    I hope he never contacts me again. Whenever we email, talk or text I relapse. I need to build my hard shell or I will not make it.
    BPBitch BPBitch
    41-45, F
    Feb 2, 2013

    Bugger

    I was doing some work for a bar, a pretty sweet gig, paid to wear a bikini and schmooze rich guys, then my sister spied him. Shirtless and really cute, we laughed and said we should get him into the VIP section with us. We beckoned him, just acting dumb and flirty. I'd just...
    shithappensiguess shithappensiguess
    22-25
    Apr 28, 2013

    I fell in love with a guy not to long ago,

    whom is 23 and I'm 21...We met in early November, hit it off well. It was like we were made for eachother. We went on many dates, and spent lots and lots of time together. Spent all of Christmas day with him and his family...It was perfect. January hits, we start to go down...
    lovablegirlxo lovablegirlxo
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 4, 2015

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