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I Don't Want To Make Anyone Sad

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    Dont Worry Please

    that is why i hide my cuts from my family. i am not very good at it though. when my dad saw them he cried. i don't remember ever seeing my dad really cry like that. it was terrible. so i began crying. i cant stand that. just the memory of it makes me feel like crying...
    InvisibileBestia InvisibileBestia 16-17, F Feb 10, 2010

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    Seeing Both Angles

        My heart aches inside of pain. I have two eyes, yet only deserve one. I wish I had one to see where I am stepping carefully life doesn't give me this choice. My life is like; a flower of its petals being plucked away of it's glory. Why does every choice have...
    EpithetofDreams EpithetofDreams 22-25, F Feb 25, 2010

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    That Is Why....

    I don't want to make anyone sad, that is why, as of late. I have not writen any stories. I have been going through a hard time, and have decided that it is best if I just keep it all to myself. I don't want to bring anyone else down. I just can't do that to my friends here. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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    Well today I am leaving this job

    and all staff , manager and boss are sad . They are keep saying that they will miss me and to stay . No one have smiled today and preparing special meal for me which they have never did for anyone . And in few day I have to quit another job also , few cried and few almost when...
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M Sep 28, 2014

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    But No Matter

     What I do, I usually make people feel sad. I'm so depressed that it makes others feel sorry and sad for me. And when I lie and avoid them, they are still sad because I'm being distant and not telling the truth. What am I supposed to do?
    reset reset 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2010

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    my father left my mother when she was pregnant with me... the only months of the year he wouldn't send child support were christmas and my birthday... he is a vile human who has no...
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    I don't need it lol who cares?
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    Though I really don't know what defines a boing life. Since no one's life is completely boring.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    No i dont.. unless it happens to be a day I want to.. I don't think I need it.. Plus I think it's pointless "all women out there make up don't make you pretty "
    lovelee83 lovelee83 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    You'd be amazed at how much makeup can change an persons image..to me it's like your lying to others!? It deceives so many. If you watch a female take off their makeup you will...
    Biowolf25 Biowolf25 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    Do you find it ****** up that most people want you to respect their decision of wanting kids, but they won't respect your decision of not wanting any?
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm way to lazy for makeup. I reserve it for "special occasions", and even then the furthest I go is some eyeliner. I admire the ladies that show up early to work with a full face...
    vixz07 vixz07 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    Not having kids is for me a charity act to the world. I believe there are too many people on Earth, and millions do not live good. I think that reducing the number of person would...
    JuPond JuPond 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's crazy. When you are friends with someone for so long, only to realize years later that you can't talk about EVERYTHING. I learned that over the past weekend. I love this...
    Jazzy1234 Jazzy1234 31-35, F 6 days ago

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    I was just informed that a very good friend of mine is having a kid. I'm feeling very conflicted about the news. On one hand, I want to be happy for him. Kids are supposed to be a...
    AmayaTsuki AmayaTsuki 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Hearing about my old friends from middle school having kids now in their twenties makes me think about how much I value my freedom. It surprises me that they decided to have kids...
    rbblackcherry rbblackcherry 22-25, F a week ago

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    ughhhh really don't wanna go.
    hexKrona hexKrona 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I don't want children nor do I have children and it's staying that way. First when becoming intimate with my husband when get the mood all of the sudden kids come in no thank you...
    Cynthia1976 Cynthia1976 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    Plz ladies if your gonna add me at least have a profile and a experience's don't expect me to send you photo's of me in a skin suit. As for guys I won't add you!
    Sofia1179 Sofia1179 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 28

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    Going out en femme first time in a month or less I think. Still waiting to get an appointment for a makeover on "go live" date. Questions: Do I pee in the women's bathroom...
    Rebeccah37 Rebeccah37 36-40, T 2 Responses Jan 27

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    In my opinion, I'm not a very smart person, have not made the smartest choices, and have not had the funnest time on earth. I don't want to raise a child in a world like this to...
    ghostofthesun ghostofthesun 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    If I help you, it's because I have made the choice. Although I don't ask for anything in return, understand that I will not allow myself, or my family to be taken advantage of.
    ZenLioness ZenLioness 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I accidentally gave my boyfriend hope today by talking about surrogate mothers out of curiosity. Not only do I not want to carry a child (which he thinks is the only reason) I...
    Nadiiaa Nadiiaa 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    I'm Super tired!!! Graveyard shift tonight....have to make this money
    lyricrob1 lyricrob1 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 26

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    Unless it is from family or a friend who i am certain is not just going to want to chit chat for the sake of passing time I ignore the phone unless I really want to kill time...
    shadowgurl444 shadowgurl444 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 26

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    I've been out with acquaintances and friends a lot lately, indulging in the nightclub scene even though it's not really my thing. They're fun enough but the only reason I wanted to...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 1 Response Jan 26

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    Reasons why I don't want kids: 1) I argue with them 2) I have no patience 3) I get mad at them if they're being naughty 4) And I have to watch my cussing
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I hate that people say that "you'll change your mind one day." maybe I will, maybe I won't. As of right now I don't see myself as a motherly figure. I'm much too selfish to be a...
    queenkandas queenkandas 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    When I do wear makeup, it looks natural. Like what I'm wearing in my profile pic. It's natural looking makeupZ
    AmeliaC2001 AmeliaC2001 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    If I ever live by a neighbor who has kids whom are intentionally throwing their toys in my backyard, I'm taking those toys and donating them to GoodWill. They don't need 'em.
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 23

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    Sorry, World, but I'm not going to have kids. I don't like the idea of being pregnant and I don't want the responsibility of taking care of a child. Hell, I don't even like...
    Peridot23 Peridot23 22-25, F 10 Responses Jan 23

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    These days, it's rare for anyone to say I'll change my mind, but all I have to do to the few holdouts is mention that I'm perimenopausal AND my tubes are tied. I need to be faster...
    MadKittySH MadKittySH 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I don't want kids. I really truly don't. I never have. When I was little, five or six, I told my mom I do not want kids. I still don't. She says I'll change my mind, but I doubt...
    13ookworm 13ookworm 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I don't hate kids. It's okay if people have them. But for me, I have a list of worries on why I don't want kids.1) Bad Pregnancy - I can be doing all the right things, exercising...
    FashionQueen86 FashionQueen86 26-30, F Jan 22

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    Well if your female I have hope for you. I will be 40 next month and have never, ever truly wanted children. This was tested when I was 24 and got pregnant fr a casual relationship...
    Childfreetx Childfreetx 36-40, F 6 Responses Jan 22

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    I have the option to direct the fire on someone else or to burn in hell, alone. Either way, anger inside is going to harm me, before and more than anyone else.
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I really love my sleep, time to do my makeup in the morning, nap time, non-****** up vagina/body....etc. free time in general. I don't see why anyone would want to willingly...
    snugglybunny snugglybunny 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Here's a quick message to all my EP friends, old and new, but especially to those who may be thinking that I have fallen off the planet - please don't give up on me, because i"m...
    littleblackduck littleblackduck 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 19

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    This title is a bit misleading but the closest tittle .. So a more appropriate titIe would be I'm scared of having children.. (Side note : I would be open to having children when...
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