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I Don't Want To Make Anyone Sad

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    Seeing Both Angles

        My heart aches inside of pain. I have two eyes, yet only deserve one. I wish I had one to see where I am stepping carefully life doesn't give me this choice. My life is like; a flower of its petals being plucked away of it's glory. Why does every choice have...
    EpithetofDreams EpithetofDreams 22-25, F Feb 25, 2010

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    Dont Worry Please

    that is why i hide my cuts from my family. i am not very good at it though. when my dad saw them he cried. i don't remember ever seeing my dad really cry like that. it was terrible. so i began crying. i cant stand that. just the memory of it makes me feel like crying...
    InvisibileBestia InvisibileBestia 16-17, F Feb 10, 2010

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    But No Matter

     What I do, I usually make people feel sad. I'm so depressed that it makes others feel sorry and sad for me. And when I lie and avoid them, they are still sad because I'm being distant and not telling the truth. What am I supposed to do?
    reset reset 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 29, 2010

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    Well today I am leaving this job

    and all staff , manager and boss are sad . They are keep saying that they will miss me and to stay . No one have smiled today and preparing special meal for me which they have never did for anyone . And in few day I have to quit another job also , few cried and few almost when...
    Johnnystha Johnnystha 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 28, 2014

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    That Is Why....

    I don't want to make anyone sad, that is why, as of late. I have not writen any stories. I have been going through a hard time, and have decided that it is best if I just keep it all to myself. I don't want to bring anyone else down. I just can't do that to my friends here. I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Feb 4, 2010

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