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I Don't Want You to Go

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    Scared.

    His name's Anthony. We were really young when we met. He was 14 and I was 13. We went out for a year and three months. He was my best friend. My first love. Six months after we broke up, we started talking again. Saying I was shocked would be an understatement. He stopped talking...
    BrokenLullaby BrokenLullaby 16-17, F Jul 25, 2010

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    I live in a town where teenagers

    and 20-somethings are offing themselves like it's a new fad. I see what is left behind. The families are left so unbelievably heartbroken that words cannot express the intense agony left behind, the friends think they didn't do enough to help, or they blame themselves for not...
    reyna319 reyna319 36-40, F Sep 30

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    God No!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Not now..... Not ever..... I love you Baby.....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    But You've Gone Already

    You went before I could even explain anything, but now I've thought about it, I didn't have to say anything at all. It was you, it wasn't me. But I went through hell convincing myself it was, that it was all my fault. That everything we had done was torn apart by me. I meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    He Had Just Gone !

    Please Come back soon I'll be always waitin' for you I will change and I will be the best firstly for ℳy self as u said and secondly for you when u come back yes I have faith and strong one too that's why I'll be faithful enough for u coming back cuz this heart which should be...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 12, 2013

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    Ex..

    I was going out with this boy for almost 3 years, starting my Sophomore year, and his Freshman year. I was naive enough to think it would last. However his Senior year he realized he wanted to be free, and explore, and blah di blah blah. I guess I don't judge him too much for it...
    doglover1105 doglover1105 18-21, F Sep 9, 2011

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    My Eyes Are Red

    you told me today that you will die..it hit me like a wave of concrete...in my mind the picture fades from a future of maybes to a blank page...and it hurts my eyes.........i can't say anymore but i can feel nothing else right now.
    kuronekko kuronekko 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    I Am Crying...

    My best friend is going into the navy. her going away party is today. she leaves in a couple days. we met on the second day of kindergarten. we played horses that day and have been best friends ever since. that was 16 years ago. I'm just sitting here thinking, "wow. we were...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    I Am Left With No Other Option...

    I am doing some experience writing before I make my E.P. departure. This fits. I don't want you to go, or I should say: I don't want you to want me to go. We have been down this road before, and it ended well. I want you to miss me, and want me back, again. Will...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I Don'T Give Up

    I'll be always waiting for you but it seems you'll never come.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 15, 2013

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    That's How I Feel...

    Whenever I'm talking to someone whose company I am enjoying and they have to leave me to go to bed or some other thing. I don't want them to leave. Please, stay with me. I'm not too clingy :P
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 10 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    Ok Go As Soon As You Can And As Far As You Can...

    i can't say it to her so i'm saying it here. i really really really really don't want to let go her. i've spent days and weeks and months and years thinking about her , wishing her smiles , loving her (though one sided). she's on top of  my nerves , on top of my heart...
    ss44 ss44 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    For a long time I've felt that I don't deserve a lot of things, and that I'm not worthy of being loved or accepted because I'm not a good enough person. It's from issues I dealt...
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    When someone tells you they don't want to move on then THEY DONT WANT TO MOVE ON!!!! Don't push them, don't berate them, don't be mean to them. Just let it be. They love who they...
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    MissBlackrose MissBlackrose 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    adianoeta adianoeta 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 28

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    I don't want to die. I just want to be able to live rather than just muddle through it all.
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    You know...I used to think that I could never live without you. That no matter what, I needed you. But you know what? I got a reality check. I CAN live without you. I DON'T need...
    Snow1353 Snow1353 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I always thought I wanted at least one child. I even almost had one. Gave birth & everything.. Then had a funeral. Then years went by, and then a few more. It doesn't really seem...
    SirenaVonLee SirenaVonLee 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    My family may have to move somewhere new and I am terrified to do so. Although I don't quite fit in where I am now, I am just starting to figure my life out. It was a painfully...
    HypoallergenicUnicorn HypoallergenicUnicorn 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I met my boyfriend in High School fast forward 22 years we met up again. We fell for each other immediately. After a few months we decided to move in together. He lives in another...
    happybutnot happybutnot 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 15

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    Probably something that always was with me. Because growing up I never liked baby dolls for little girls. I just didn't like those toys or ever want one. I just never liked them...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 70+, F Oct 16

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    There's something that I want to move on from and forget, but it's really fudging difficult and I don't know why. A few months ago, I used to walk into class, and I always felt so...
    ThatAwkwardPanda ThatAwkwardPanda 13-15 1 Response 6 days ago

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    All I ever see or hear is people b!tching about how they don't love themselves or how they think they're ugly, how they honestly believe people are lying to them if the person...
    NostalgiaAndStars NostalgiaAndStars 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I'm not really feeling motivated enough to keep up with the cards I'm being dealt. I don't wanna force myself into the efforts that are demanded of me in life. So if you don't hear...
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    I never really wanted kids. It´s just never was plan for my life. Many women see it as a goal for their life to find the "right one" and have a familiy, but I don´t see it this...
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    When I joined EP I was 21 and now for some reason my new "age range" of 22-25 makes me feel weird when it was just 18-21 for so long now! I don't know, it just kind of makes it...
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    Don't send me a message of how beautiful I am (or must be, since I no longer have a pic of myself up), unless you want to be blocked. I'm married, for goodness sake!
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