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I Don't Want You to Go

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    Scared.

    His name's Anthony. We were really young when we met. He was 14 and I was 13. We went out for a year and three months. He was my best friend. My first love. Six months after we broke up, we started talking again. Saying I was shocked would be an understatement. He stopped talking...
    BrokenLullaby BrokenLullaby 16-17, F Jul 25, 2010

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    Ok Go As Soon As You Can And As Far As You Can...

    i can't say it to her so i'm saying it here. i really really really really don't want to let go her. i've spent days and weeks and months and years thinking about her , wishing her smiles , loving her (though one sided). she's on top of  my nerves , on top of my heart...
    ss44 ss44 31-35, M 2 Responses Jun 29, 2010

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    I Am Crying...

    My best friend is going into the navy. her going away party is today. she leaves in a couple days. we met on the second day of kindergarten. we played horses that day and have been best friends ever since. that was 16 years ago. I'm just sitting here thinking, "wow. we were...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    That's How I Feel...

    Whenever I'm talking to someone whose company I am enjoying and they have to leave me to go to bed or some other thing. I don't want them to leave. Please, stay with me. I'm not too clingy :P
    drcynic drcynic 26-30, M 10 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    God No!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Not now..... Not ever..... I love you Baby.....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 21, 2010

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    My Eyes Are Red

    you told me today that you will die..it hit me like a wave of concrete...in my mind the picture fades from a future of maybes to a blank page...and it hurts my eyes.........i can't say anymore but i can feel nothing else right now.
    kuronekko kuronekko 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

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    He Had Just Gone !

    Please Come back soon I'll be always waitin' for you I will change and I will be the best firstly for ℳy self as u said and secondly for you when u come back yes I have faith and strong one too that's why I'll be faithful enough for u coming back cuz this heart which should be...
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 12, 2013

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    Ex..

    I was going out with this boy for almost 3 years, starting my Sophomore year, and his Freshman year. I was naive enough to think it would last. However his Senior year he realized he wanted to be free, and explore, and blah di blah blah. I guess I don't judge him too much for it...
    doglover1105 doglover1105 18-21, F Sep 9, 2011

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    I live in a town where teenagers

    and 20-somethings are offing themselves like it's a new fad. I see what is left behind. The families are left so unbelievably heartbroken that words cannot express the intense agony left behind, the friends think they didn't do enough to help, or they blame themselves for not...
    reyna319 reyna319 36-40, F Sep 30, 2014

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    But You've Gone Already

    You went before I could even explain anything, but now I've thought about it, I didn't have to say anything at all. It was you, it wasn't me. But I went through hell convincing myself it was, that it was all my fault. That everything we had done was torn apart by me. I meant...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 11, 2009

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    I Am Left With No Other Option...

    I am doing some experience writing before I make my E.P. departure. This fits. I don't want you to go, or I should say: I don't want you to want me to go. We have been down this road before, and it ended well. I want you to miss me, and want me back, again. Will...
    EricS EricS 31-35, M 4 Responses Mar 8, 2009

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    I Don'T Give Up

    I'll be always waiting for you but it seems you'll never come.
    unknown159231 unknown159231 18-21, F Apr 15, 2013

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    A friend of mine; she's 18 and got pregnant by her boyfriend, she found out around yesterday, maybe? (Her boyfriend was after me before they dated and even signs now!!) He is 19 on...
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    I know I should eat but I just don't want to. I'm hungry but I don't want to eat and I know that's wrong. I just don't want to eat until I'm a bit lighter I don't know if I make...
    SefysMommy SefysMommy 16-17, F Apr 28

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    I don't want a choir singing sad songs or a preacher yelling at people telling them not to be sad all the while bringing up reasons they should be. I want people that considered me...
    IndecisiveLateBloomer IndecisiveLateBloomer 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I don't want to hear or read any sexist crap. Against men, against women...I don't care. I think you're ridiculous and have nothing worth seeing or listening to. Walk out, block...
    TheBadgeringWitness TheBadgeringWitness 31-35 Apr 24

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    when i don't want to i don't pick up calls except of from my parents...MIL..or hubby :) ..so who ever is calling me ..they need to wait for that time when i want to gossip ;)
    dauntless82 dauntless82 31-35, F 1 Response May 3

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    I disagree with this because EP yes is 17+ which is mature age, but the reason people don't want minors on here is so that the perverts don't troll all of them. Maybe EP should...
    lovelymoon11 lovelymoon11 18-21, F 1 Response May 6

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    I'm so afraid that I'll grow up to live a boring and lack luster life just like some of my family members. I don't want to be broke forever. I don't want to get stuck in a dead end...
    VerucaRose VerucaRose 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I never had a phone growing up. Everywhere, but my home had phones. I would be asked to use the phone by the host. At home, the attention grabber is the annoying phone with my...
    WarmGoldenHeart WarmGoldenHeart 31-35, F Apr 23

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    And you don't want minors because?? Literally after I had revealed my age to him, he then decided to ask me, and I quote, "Do you like hot chat." I responded with "No. Now go...
    CyanideY CyanideY 70+, F 4 Responses Apr 25

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    I don't want to talk to my parents, they live their lives in a sea of hatred and condemnation. I want to live among loving, forgiving people. I told my mom I was diagnosed with...
    aileen2 aileen2 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Minors Have NO Place on EP! In the last 24 hours I have observed (then flagged and blocked a jrPervTard) who was creating child p0rn. I do not think this person who is legally an...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 13 Responses May 6

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    8 years ago I had a guy friend his name was zen. will zen was a very nice guy super cute respectfull. then **** happened n he fall in love wth me started to call me daily asking to...
    candles700 candles700 22-25, F 1 Response May 8

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    My mom let my baby sister be my birth control. My little patience and need for control really messed me up. Over the past two years I've really mellowed out though. I still don't...
    TheRisingPhoenix TheRisingPhoenix 16-17, F 1 Response May 14

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    i don't want to talk to man for a while..due to biggegt fear.... Just leave me alone.please... Woman are welcome... good night
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 28

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    if you don't want to be a parent then get a hysterectomy/vasectomy. it's that simple.
    Peridot22 Peridot22 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I don't think you've lived until you have raised an adopted child. People have said such hurtful things like "do you think they will go back home to their real mum one day?" and...
    RobertaSunset RobertaSunset 36-40, F 2 Responses May 2

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    I always feel connected, I even know where he is. But he is so toxic I can't be with him anymore. Because of him I will never let anyone get as close as him. I don't want to give...
    antoinette74 antoinette74 31-35 May 5

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    I wrote a longer post about this before, but I saw this link recently and had to share it. People often act shocked and call me "selfish" when they find out that I don't want kids...
    pixieowl pixieowl 26-30, F 6 Responses May 12

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    I'm an actual Mess........ so I've 6 months off for college where we have to do work experience. It's getting closer and closer and I'm not organised. The reason is because I want...
    BeeKay20 BeeKay20 18-21, F May 12

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    I feel like my dad hates me. He told my mother that he wanted her to abort me before I was born,and when I was growing up he didn't want to have anything to do with me. When he did...
    Nate2488 Nate2488 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    I do feel comfortable enough with my cycle to predict with certainty when I am fertile and when I am not so I definitely won't think of any other control birth bullshit (sorry...
    Aurelielavraie Aurelielavraie 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    When my parents had my oldest sister they use to hide there drinks and did t want her to see them drinking with me the last chills at the house They drink all the time They leave...
    sonnybd sonnybd 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have a mother who is emotionally abusive, lacks reason and I suspect she has bipolar disorder. She injects nothing but negativity in my life and I have told her numerous times...
    organizedmadness organizedmadness 41-45, F Apr 26

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    well, be aware. Getting help online can become addictive. I'm 36 now and I've been using the internet actively since 2002. I used to go through depression a lot. And then I'd seek...
    molde molde 36-40, M May 2

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    Recently having to remove myself from a toxic relationship , I sacrificed everything for someone to help them, we grew close emotionally physically but on the side she had apparent...
    Renevatio Renevatio 22-25, M May 8

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    Nope not me. In the beginning I wanted them and now I rather tie my tubes. I just cringe when I see babies and kids. I lived with my ex bf and his sister who had 2 and at the end...
    Broke2Fabulous Broke2Fabulous 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I don't know what I really want anymore. a couple of weeks ago I had my whole life planned out but suddenly lost hope in all that and now I don't even know what to do anymore.I'm...
    Babygirl3799 Babygirl3799 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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