I Don't Want You to Go

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    Scared.

    His name's Anthony. We were really young when we met. He was 14 and I was 13. We went out for a year and three months. He was my best friend. My first love. Six months after we broke up, we started talking again. Saying I was shocked would be an understatement. He stopped talking...
    BrokenLullaby BrokenLullaby
    16-17, F
    Jul 25, 2010

    I Am Left With No Other Option...

    I am doing some experience writing before I make my E.P. departure. This fits. I don't want you to go, or I should say: I don't want you to want me to go. We have been down this road before, and it ended well. I want you to miss me, and want me back, again. Will...
    EricS EricS
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Mar 8, 2009

    Ex..

    I was going out with this boy for almost 3 years, starting my Sophomore year, and his Freshman year. I was naive enough to think it would last. However his Senior year he realized he wanted to be free, and explore, and blah di blah blah. I guess I don't judge him too much for it...
    doglover1105 doglover1105
    18-21, F
    Sep 9, 2011

    He Had Just Gone !

    Please Come back soon I'll be always waitin' for you I will change and I will be the best firstly for ℳy self as u said and secondly for you when u come back yes I have faith and strong one too that's why I'll be faithful enough for u coming back cuz this heart which should be...
    unknown159231 unknown159231
    18-21, F
    Apr 12, 2013

    My Eyes Are Red

    you told me today that you will die..it hit me like a wave of concrete...in my mind the picture fades from a future of maybes to a blank page...and it hurts my eyes.........i can't say anymore but i can feel nothing else right now.
    kuronekko kuronekko
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 25, 2013

    Ok Go As Soon As You Can And As Far As You Can...

    i can't say it to her so i'm saying it here. i really really really really don't want to let go her. i've spent days and weeks and months and years thinking about her , wishing her smiles , loving her (though one sided). she's on top of  my nerves , on top of my heart...
    ss44 ss44
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Jun 29, 2010

    But You've Gone Already

    You went before I could even explain anything, but now I've thought about it, I didn't have to say anything at all. It was you, it wasn't me. But I went through hell convincing myself it was, that it was all my fault. That everything we had done was torn apart by me. I meant...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Feb 11, 2009

    I Am Crying...

    My best friend is going into the navy. her going away party is today. she leaves in a couple days. we met on the second day of kindergarten. we played horses that day and have been best friends ever since. that was 16 years ago. I'm just sitting here thinking, "wow. we were...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 16, 2009

    I Don'T Give Up

    I'll be always waiting for you but it seems you'll never come.
    unknown159231 unknown159231
    18-21, F
    Apr 15, 2013

    That's How I Feel...

    Whenever I'm talking to someone whose company I am enjoying and they have to leave me to go to bed or some other thing. I don't want them to leave. Please, stay with me. I'm not too clingy :P
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    10 Responses Feb 11, 2009

    God No!!!!!!!!!!!!

    Not now..... Not ever..... I love you Baby.....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp
    26-30, M
    4 Responses Jul 21, 2010

    I live in a town where teenagers

    and 20-somethings are offing themselves like it's a new fad. I see what is left behind. The families are left so unbelievably heartbroken that words cannot express the intense agony left behind, the friends think they didn't do enough to help, or they blame themselves for not...
    reyna319 reyna319
    36-40, F
    Sep 30, 2014

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    gaygamer9376 gaygamer9376
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    Like say bye to all my friends I have make on here going say good bye all miss you all
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