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I Doubt Myself Constantly

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    It's Easy.

    It's easy to doubt yourself when your best friend is always in a relationship, always looks her best, and always wants you to be the third wheel.   It's just easy.
    smileforthecamera smileforthecamera 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19, 2008

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    i doubt myself constantly becasue i feel its easier to be depressed and take it out on myself than on others
    Bledpoetic Bledpoetic 16-18, M 2 Responses Mar 9, 2008

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    Definitely.....

    It's amazing what low self confidence can do to you. One thing I have found is that it makes me doubt myself constantly. One of the ways I doubt myself is in the terms of my own perceptions. I worry they are flawed, I don't have confidence in myself, my thoughts or my decisions...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2012

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