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I Doubt Myself

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    I Don't Think I Can Do This

    There is so much that is going on right now in my life. Living in my home with my grandparents and brother is right back to how it was before...pure hell. Grandma is always yelling at me for stupid crap. I can NEVER be good enough for her. She's always mad at me for god knows...
    MaggotGirl666 MaggotGirl666 16-17, F Oct 20, 2010

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    I Doubt I'm Enough

    I am never quite sure where I belong or where I fit.  It is very apparent to me that each person is unique in their own way, and to find that place where you perfectly fit is seemingly a difficult task.  Who's heart is shaped exactly like mine, where I will fit perfectly?  I'm...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue 36-40, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2011

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    I Used To Doubt Myself Not Anymore

    To the young lady who wrote the last story about living with her grandmother. Young lady. Receive this in love. First Stop doubting yourself. You can do anything. What you are going through is a testimony where you will be able to help other people that are going through the same...
    iamchanging iamchanging 36-40, F Oct 21, 2010

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    When Im Happy

     im goal oriented .. but when im depressed ... its a totally different situation . Im so down on myself .. I cant do this i cant do that . I cant do anything right .. how am i gonna do this ... Well you guys get the drift .  Im tryin to work really hard to keep myself...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2007

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    I Am Doubting Myself Right Now

    One of my lifelong problems would be this, doubting myself. I know how great believing in yourself can be. It makes you happy knowing that no one can stops you and those obstacles you can easily overcome. It is like everything is 'no problem' and keep on walking forward though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 1, 2012

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    I Am Never 100% Sure of Myself

    Yeah sure, I'll have confidence in myself most of the time but I don't know. I think I'm scared of the possibility that I might be wrong even though I'm wrong almost half the time. If someone asks me, "Whats 8+6?" I'll take a moment before answering. I'll say, "14...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine 18-21, F Jul 17, 2008

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    I was about to buy a copy of The Power of

    Positive Thinking, then I thought what the hell good would that do?
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 3 Responses Apr 26, 2014

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    What If...?

    Doubts are like mosquitoes. They're horrible, soul-sucking creatures that drain happiness and comfort. They attack so stealthily that you don't notice until afterwards that you've been bitten. The mark is comparative to the wound it leaves. It swells up and nags at you until you...
    Pretzel Pretzel 18-21, F Mar 27, 2008

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    Something That I'm Not

    Keeping so many thoughts in my head hurts too much. I wish I had someone to spill it all too. Someone who didn't care, but did enough to be there. But I dont. I dont have anyone anymore. Did I ever? You love me? I want to believe that's true. But your actions tell me you don't...
    bonesx31 bonesx31 18-21, F Apr 7, 2012

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    Creeping...

    Doubt crawls in to my mind. It makes a bed in the crevices.... It waits. It creeps out as time passes. The longer the space of time the more it stretches from its warm bed... The more it seeps across all of the trustful areas and starts to chip away at them. It starts to play...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F Apr 9, 2013

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    I doubt myself not because I am weak to stay

    but too strong to leave...I doubt myself so there are times that I feel more wicked than ever...Driving you nuts, pushing you away...I only wanna have the last laugh.The hearty laugh that may make my heart cry and bleed inside.Yet you didn't quiver.You did not give up."Have I...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Because I Am So Awfully Forgetful.

    I cannot trust my memory, even tough I feel sure of the truth. The next moment I would doubt what I believe to be true. There have been times that I have been right and others wrong. However most of the time it is the other way round. This is particular annoying when arguing...
    Likewhatido Likewhatido 36-40, F Jan 21, 2013

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    Sometimes

    I do not know how important I am to some and how unimportant I am to others
    rpw123 rpw123 41-45, F 1 Response Aug 19, 2013

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    Doubt kills more dreams

    than failure ever will.
    TampaPete TampaPete 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I Don't Feel Like I Matter To Anyone

    I doubt myself all the time. I know I am not as smart as my sister nor will I ever be able to work like my sister does. I think I compare myself to her because it has been that way since the day I was born. I wonder who would miss me if I died tommorrow.  This is the first place...
    Paige42986 Paige42986 46-50, F Apr 11, 2011

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    I Often Doubt Myself

    I seem to doubt myself alot especially when there are people around me. Like at work I dont stop and think and try and work through the issue I having, bit by bit. I automatically get up and go and ask someone, like I am too stupid to have a thought. But put me by...
    Supagloo Supagloo 41-45, F May 12, 2009

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    I'm childish. I have a lil girls voice at times

    and I pout and stomp my foot. I like colorful and cute things and I'm in love with stuff animals. Is this bad? I'm eighteen and sometimes I feel like I'm doing something wrong by being this way. But how am I suppose to change who I am? How do I not speak the way I do? Or stop...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze 18-21, F Mar 2

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    Always

    ive doubted my self for a long long time i always think i can't do anything right my mom hates me because i sufferd from eating disorder for 2 and half years and people know it's hard get over but i cant quick enough forher.i doubt my self im not smart yet my school says i do...
    xkity123x xkity123x 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 20, 2011

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    I don't mean like if I have the answer to question or something and sometimes you might just say ''yes!'' out loud as a sort of 'well done' to yourself. It's kinda different for me...
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    Well, this actually just happened, but oh well. So a few hours ago, since my mom was gone today, I had to make supper for me and my sister. We just had some pizza rolls, I had...
    fatmcaT fatmcaT 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    And honestly, I don't like it... Deep in the inside, I know it's better to just accept that I'm not nice at all, which is how I've seen myself as for a long time now. I know as...
    Sil833 Sil833 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Hello Everyone -- I came across this site when I googled "I hate my family" so I figured I'd give it a shot to hopefully find other people who can relate. I am so sad lately...
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    I don't ask people about themselves, because I don't want to be nosy. I was always told as a child not to be nosy, and not to ask too many questions. Questions were annoying...
    ItisonlyI ItisonlyI 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I fell back on my old habit of cutting so I could feel numb mentally . When my dad found out he looked so sad and it makes me so mad at myself. I wish I hadn't done it. I only did...
    rosedimond99 rosedimond99 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    The Power of expression I am 27. Uptill now, I felt that I have been very expressive in sharing what I feel. I felt I am straightforward. But when I look back, I realized that it...
    Xpressionist Xpressionist 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Last year when I was being bullied/abused/isolated by my classmates, I used to cut myself as a form of stress-relief to ease myself away from the pain. But now, I've been clean...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    this is a true experience, and just for note I don't like peeing myself at all. I don't mind desperation in private, but I don't like it in public or find it fun at all. This for...
    kgirl17 kgirl17 18-21 2 Responses a week ago

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    Since 4 months I have been fattening myself up every single minute of the day I gained weight rapidly each and everyday thanks to a friend here with my girlfriend I turned into an...
    M19946 M19946 18-21 2 Responses a week ago

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    Sometimes i just dont really want to be myself Sorry this is a rant... I was raised as a spoiled child and I still am. I always had to have everything I wanted and refused to...
    Pillemy Pillemy 18-21 1 Response a week ago

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    It's one of these nights again.I hate myself.I hate everything about myself, everything that is in my life and everything that is not.I hate perfect people and those lucky enough...
    yeniC yeniC 18-21, F a week ago

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    hymn of nothingness oh i have serve feels like eternity to feel...joy and sadness illuminate my path with darkness and nothingness away from all this madness unite me with...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M a week ago

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    Just about the time I think I have everything in my life under control, I realize I don't, not really. Then I begin to think about why I don't. That leads me to a thinking of a...
    comeonletsgo comeonletsgo 61-65, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    I often like to cut my fingertips to remind myself how much of a monster i can be. The cuts represent claws. If im not careful with what i touch, i will hurt myself. When i hurt...
    ForgedFromFire ForgedFromFire 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    Some time ago I promised myself I wouldn't cut myself with a knife anymore. Last night I broke that promise. According to my promise this means I have a problem with cutting. I...
    jsualmtha jsualmtha 18-21, F Aug 23

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    I really want to kill myself. My life is going on horribly. My mother has psychotic depression, she has been on an affair for 9 years & has just recently stopped after being...
    mangoseed mangoseed 18-21, F 15 Responses Aug 22

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    I tend to have full blown conversations with myself. I am well aware that no one is there, but for as long as I can remember I've talked to myself and acted out conversations. For...
    OldSoulRedux OldSoulRedux 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I am hate incarnation tonight. Come purchase your gate through me. Plenty to spare. If you fing dare. Doubt you can. F$ck you all!! F&ck you to the darkest depths the solar...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    reflecting a color only i can see greeted by monsters of my insecurities sleep..escape to another galaxy dream are monsters snatching away my sanity light some candles in...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M Aug 19

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