I Doubt Myself

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    I'm childish. I have a lil girls voice at times

    and I pout and stomp my foot. I like colorful and cute things and I'm in love with stuff animals. Is this bad? I'm eighteen and sometimes I feel like I'm doing something wrong by being this way. But how am I suppose to change who I am? How do I not speak the way I do? Or stop...
    DeijiDaze DeijiDaze
    18-21, F
    Mar 2, 2015

    When Im Happy

     im goal oriented .. but when im depressed ... its a totally different situation . Im so down on myself .. I cant do this i cant do that . I cant do anything right .. how am i gonna do this ... Well you guys get the drift .  Im tryin to work really hard to keep myself...
    starstruck2xtrme starstruck2xtrme
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2007

    Always

    ive doubted my self for a long long time i always think i can't do anything right my mom hates me because i sufferd from eating disorder for 2 and half years and people know it's hard get over but i cant quick enough forher.i doubt my self im not smart yet my school says i do...
    xkity123x xkity123x
    18-21, T
    1 Response Jan 20, 2011

    Because I Am So Awfully Forgetful.

    I cannot trust my memory, even tough I feel sure of the truth. The next moment I would doubt what I believe to be true. There have been times that I have been right and others wrong. However most of the time it is the other way round. This is particular annoying when arguing...
    Likewhatido Likewhatido
    36-40, F
    Jan 21, 2013

    I Am Never 100% Sure of Myself

    Yeah sure, I'll have confidence in myself most of the time but I don't know. I think I'm scared of the possibility that I might be wrong even though I'm wrong almost half the time. If someone asks me, "Whats 8+6?" I'll take a moment before answering. I'll say, "14...
    stripesANDsunshine stripesANDsunshine
    18-21, F
    Jul 17, 2008

    Doubt kills more dreams

    than failure ever will.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 27, 2015

    I Used To Doubt Myself Not Anymore

    To the young lady who wrote the last story about living with her grandmother. Young lady. Receive this in love. First Stop doubting yourself. You can do anything. What you are going through is a testimony where you will be able to help other people that are going through the same...
    iamchanging iamchanging
    36-40, F
    Oct 21, 2010

    I Don't Think I Can Do This

    There is so much that is going on right now in my life. Living in my home with my grandparents and brother is right back to how it was before...pure hell. Grandma is always yelling at me for stupid crap. I can NEVER be good enough for her. She's always mad at me for god knows...
    MaggotGirl666 MaggotGirl666
    16-17, F
    Oct 20, 2010

    I Am Doubting Myself Right Now

    One of my lifelong problems would be this, doubting myself. I know how great believing in yourself can be. It makes you happy knowing that no one can stops you and those obstacles you can easily overcome. It is like everything is 'no problem' and keep on walking forward though...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2012

    Sometimes

    I do not know how important I am to some and how unimportant I am to others
    rpw123 rpw123
    41-45, F
    1 Response Aug 19, 2013

    I Often Doubt Myself

    I seem to doubt myself alot especially when there are people around me. Like at work I dont stop and think and try and work through the issue I having, bit by bit. I automatically get up and go and ask someone, like I am too stupid to have a thought. But put me by...
    Supagloo Supagloo
    41-45, F
    May 12, 2009

    What If...?

    Doubts are like mosquitoes. They're horrible, soul-sucking creatures that drain happiness and comfort. They attack so stealthily that you don't notice until afterwards that you've been bitten. The mark is comparative to the wound it leaves. It swells up and nags at you until you...
    Pretzel Pretzel
    18-21, F
    Mar 27, 2008

    I doubt myself not because I am weak to stay

    but too strong to leave...I doubt myself so there are times that I feel more wicked than ever...Driving you nuts, pushing you away...I only wanna have the last laugh.The hearty laugh that may make my heart cry and bleed inside.Yet you didn't quiver.You did not give up."Have I...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest
    36-40, F
    1 Response Aug 18, 2015

    Something That I'm Not

    Keeping so many thoughts in my head hurts too much. I wish I had someone to spill it all too. Someone who didn't care, but did enough to be there. But I dont. I dont have anyone anymore. Did I ever? You love me? I want to believe that's true. But your actions tell me you don't...
    bonesx31 bonesx31
    18-21, F
    Apr 7, 2012

    I Don't Feel Like I Matter To Anyone

    I doubt myself all the time. I know I am not as smart as my sister nor will I ever be able to work like my sister does. I think I compare myself to her because it has been that way since the day I was born. I wonder who would miss me if I died tommorrow.  This is the first place...
    Paige42986 Paige42986
    46-50, F
    Apr 11, 2011

    I Doubt I'm Enough

    I am never quite sure where I belong or where I fit.  It is very apparent to me that each person is unique in their own way, and to find that place where you perfectly fit is seemingly a difficult task.  Who's heart is shaped exactly like mine, where I will fit perfectly?  I'm...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    1 Response Apr 11, 2011
    58maria85 58maria85
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 17

    I was about to buy a copy of The Power of

    Positive Thinking, then I thought what the hell good would that do?
    jml2000 jml2000
    61-65, M
    2 Responses Apr 26, 2014

    Creeping...

    Doubt crawls in to my mind. It makes a bed in the crevices.... It waits. It creeps out as time passes. The longer the space of time the more it stretches from its warm bed... The more it seeps across all of the trustful areas and starts to chip away at them. It starts to play...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws
    36-40, F
    Apr 9, 2013

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