for a whole day, day dreaming about my perfect life--the only thing is that it's fictional. I yearn for a guy who loves and understands me. I yearn for a happier and less lonelier life. I want to have kids with the man of my dreams. However, he's nonexistent.
So what would the impossible dream be for me? Someone who is as fearless and pure in the quality of their efforts in love as I am. That seems to be a pipe dream nowadays though. As though heaven forbid you seek anything oure in the world of sins and selfishness. People always try...
I dream that my adrenal glands awaken.
My weight reduces to a healthy 65kg.
My other illnesses also disappear and i am free of all medications.
My cathalages started to grow on my knees and i could walk again.
My life is renewed with new hopes and goals,
I am a new creation.