for a whole day, day dreaming about my perfect life--the only thing is that it's fictional. I yearn for a guy who loves and understands me. I yearn for a happier and less lonelier life. I want to have kids with the man of my dreams. However, he's nonexistent.
I dream that my adrenal glands awaken.
My weight reduces to a healthy 65kg.
My other illnesses also disappear and i am free of all medications.
My cathalages started to grow on my knees and i could walk again.
My life is renewed with new hopes and goals,
I am a new creation.
So what would the impossible dream be for me? Someone who is as fearless and pure in the quality of their efforts in love as I am. That seems to be a pipe dream nowadays though. As though heaven forbid you seek anything oure in the world of sins and selfishness. People always try...