I use to at least. I dreamed that I was married to my former boyfriend and was carrying his child even though I personally in waking hours don't want to be pregnant. It was nice...
In late 2012/early 2013, I had a dream about a guy I'd never seen before. I hope I'm not the only one, and with this hope, I'll share my story.
It was like any other school night...
When I was 16 I got pregnant, and I lived the feeling of being fat, and having a belly. I gave the baby in adoption eventually, but I just couldn't resist the urge to get pregnant...
Do you ever feel really awful about being sad. Like...I know that so many people are struggling through things that are so much worse and I'm getting teared up over this one thing...
My Mother passed away from brain/lung cancer over 10 years ago. She came to me in a dream the other night and said " I am her ", pointing to my oldest daughter who is pregnant with...
I can't get her out of my head even when I sleep she consumes my thoughts. Last night I dreamt I was handing her a flower I picked from a garden & her husband was watching with an...
This guy. It was amazing. I thought this was real.
So I remember going to this party and for some reason I had a limo driver (I'm not even rich, LIKE WHAT?). It was me, and my...
I've certainly waited a while to become pregnant (I'm 36) but I am enjoying it so much. I love feeling the baby kick, even seeing my belly get bigger. I feel this is my best...
Can anyone see this pitiful,
being inside of me?
Broken hearted, yet always singing?
Nothing to smile for, yet always smiling.
Torn apart, and never...
Does it not scare you thinking of what you will be five years to ten years from now? Does it not worry you if you end up poor? Does it not bother you if you really are doing really...
Negative doubt creeps in like water slowly trickling down the drain.
I try to submerge them but somehow they have air.
I’m in a time and place were everything’s...
What do I want to be?
Happy or sad?
Medicated or not?
Hopeless or hopeful?
Why do I always have to be in the middle?
Or am I in the...
Mind of Mirrors
I glance in a mirror,
I realise I fear her,
This feral dirty *****.
She's scratching where I itch.
She glares through her hair,
I'm caught in her stare.
Lost In Numbness
Lost in numbness for years
Running from pain
Trapped in the freezing rain
Pain is better than nothing at all
Pain without reason, a cause, or...
Do you ever lay down on your bed and stare at the ceiling? Just wondering what you're going to do in life? What you'll be, who'll still be your friend, what did Jimmy do about that...
I always worry about my future, if it is successful or a failure.Most people want to be successful, we all want to be better than others. We all want to make someone proud...
I feel nothing at all.
Inside I am dead.
I hit the ground, but do not fall.
I'm lost within my head.
I swallow the pill that makes it go away.
I become numb.
I feel no...
This year at school I'm doing a special program that allows me to do both my 8th and 9th grade years in one so the I can skip to tenth and my mother was so happy that I got this...
I do both spank and receive! So if anyone is willing to spank me or wants to be spanked no sexual stuff with 40 to 60 year olds!
Message me shdnxndkdnxkcndnd
I am so curious to be with a gay cute bottom I want to be with someone right now I want to experience what would a gay bottom takes control I'm a curious person very especially...
as the sun rises,
like a zombie,Numbness
trapped in this dream
i watch life pass by;
i wandered alone,
fighting all that came in my way,
struggling to make sense of this
All around me are blank walls
Never moving, always the same
Full of fools and a numbing pain
Constantly wailing for a change
These stupid grey walls
Have me trapped...
These empty pages, devoid of any defined reality,
reign over hope more than any ink stains could bear,
for this numbness resides,
when pain no longer haunts the...
Contradicting the pain I felt.
Flooding through me like a dose of anesthesia.
Paralyzed by the nothingness.
Unable to bring myself to move.
Insanity of thought pervades my mind;
if only incessant thinking would cease,
but it runs rampant here, there, everywhere
like a swelling stream into river...
Comfortably Numb (Addiction)
I feel so numb
I was feeling in the beginning
Of my day today
Though I didn't like what I felt
So like any addict
I turn to my...
My Savior, Pain
Too numb to care,
far too broken inside,
bring on the pain.
Just let me know I'm alive.
The pain made me numb,
now let it bring me back.
Let it undo this torture...
I surrender to the sacred slumber
as the sun rises in the sky.
An aching numbness pulses through my body
as I have not slept for a little while.
I surrender to the...
I lie here,
Intoxicated by numbness,
It surrounds me like a cloud of thick smoke,
Seeping into my veins, my brain,
I desperately search for some feeling,
Not What I Used To Be
I am not what I used to be.
At least I don’t think it’s me.
I would not know,
Since now I just go with the flow.
I used to be able to feel,
Numbness how did you come to hold,
So strong a grasp that's crushed my soul?
How did you rob me, strong and vain,
and now you linger where once was pain,
Like Fire raging...
Drifting into Numbness
I'm so tired of drifting through life.
dragging my feet,
not knowing or caring which way I'm heading.
The world turns around me
and I'm left behind.
lately I've been having the feeling
that I don't feel anything at all
and nothing is as quite as concealing
as this emotional wall
all these painful situations
There is nowhere to go
Life like a maze
Almost every turn a dead end
Is there no way out
Why am I here
The lowest level of hell
I'm cold and numb
I can't find my way back...
Emotionless pit, endless fall
To the depths of insanity
Timeless confusion, reeking decent
Can’t find my wits
I am bent
Lost feelings, numb mind
It's something I would wanna do at least once in my life.
He gives me a spank like it's a love tap.
Do it like you mean it!!! It makes me frustrated!!! Do it and do it right!
I'm just a sad person in general. I know life shouldn't be sad but idk I just stay sad
Anyone in the Long Island area wanna chat?
Well let's start off here . I've been adopted since I was 5 hours old . My older sister was adopted too and my mom that adopted me has 4 other kids. My older sister taylin (that...
I don't know it's something I would wanna do at least once