I Drink To Forget

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    Drinking once again to kill her memory

    and have chance of peace for the rest of the day. Has this really what I've become? Just another drunk waiting for the pain to finally end? I down another shot of vodka as the tears start running down my cheeks. I hated how I became this. I hated how I let that ***** **** up my...
    Cell4369 Cell4369
    22-25, M
    Sep 18, 2015

    Many A Bottle

    ..........I have seen the bottom of. You name it, whether it be for life, for love, or for loss of life and love. It has been a true friend when there was none and has helped me through it all. God forbid I ever forget to drink. Can I get an Amen~
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Feb 28, 2011

    It?s not that I can?t remember.

    It?s that I prefer not to remember, which means that I prefer not to remember what not remembering did to me the last time I did it.
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz
    26-30, M
    1 Response Feb 11

    I try to talk to you.

    I get drunk and talk to you but all you do us yell at me. I try to be honest but all you do is yell at me. I just want to be honest and I can't. I tried I brought up what hurts me the most and you get pusses and slap me and yell at me for getting drunk I was drinking myself to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Dec 26, 2013

    I Want A Day Out Of My Life..

    I WILL HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND! I told myself after a heavy week full of work to do, and a very bad fight with my man, and other worries adding up to my shoulders... so yesterday when it was time to leave work i came home, feeling so happy i was free... knowing i would have a...
    ravenge ravenge
    26-30, F
    9 Responses Jan 22, 2011

    My glass of vodka sits on my desk just staring

    at me. I smile as I pick it up and take a huge gulp. It hits me fast and goes straight to my head. I feel numb, just what I was going for. I barely can feel her presence anymore. Her memory is starting to slip away as I smile bigger and relax in my desk chair. The pain that she...
    Cell4369 Cell4369
    22-25, M
    Sep 15, 2015

    "with The Platinum Blondes And Tobacco Brunettes / I'll Just Be Drinking To Forget You.... I Light Another Cigarette...."

     WARM BEER, COLD WOMEN (Tom Waits)(it's just) one of those nights....warm beer and cold women, I just don't fit inevery joint I stumbled into tonightthat's just how it's beenall these double knit strangers withgin and vermouth and recycled storiesin the Naugahyde boothsand the...
    ready2shrug ready2shrug
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jul 4, 2011

    Drinking

    i do drink a lot more than i should but i am really limited in what i can do i drink when i'm angry i drink when i'm sad i drink when i'm bored but mostly i drink to forget my past the old me has died i just wish i could live again remember what it feels like to be normal maybe...
    TheDevilsOwn TheDevilsOwn
    22-25, M
    3 Responses May 7, 2011

    Slippery Slope??

    LIfe is hard.  Things never seem to work out, no matter how hard you try.  Sure, I have friends, they love me and are there for me...but that doesn't change what already happened (or sometimes what failed to happen)  But I try to keep a happy face.  It's what people expect to...
    golegos17 golegos17
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Mar 2, 2011

    But unfortunately doesn't work very well

    when the person you are trying to forget about is the same one you see in the mirror.
    duella duella
    36-40, F
    Dec 27, 2015
    TowerJimmyDabzs TowerJimmyDabzs
    36-40, M
    Jan 31

    Not Really...

    I am not much of a drinker. I get bored after one glass of wine or one beer...never able to hang in there and really tie one on. I am just a pothead at heart..and alcohol is just never going to do it for me. I would love to drink to forget though...if I could just ever drink...
    greenlionburning greenlionburning
    41-45
    Oct 21, 2011

    I Wish I Could Forget Everything.

    I just recently started drinking heavily.. It somewhat eases the pain I'm in. I know it's not good for me and shizz especially because both of my birth parents were alcoholics but I don't really care anymore... I'm just so sick of feeling like crap lately and If the alcohol...
    KawaiiDoll KawaiiDoll
    18-21, F
    Mar 9, 2011

    When All Is Gone I found the absent-mind of god

    in lullabies but I also found sheer waste of sound in lullabies when the sun falls into the sea, when all is gone, will Love abide her suicide when all is gone? will the dream within be dreamt again? when the wind blows, the wind, it blows… when the wind, it blows…
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    41-45
    Sep 20, 2015
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