I Drink to Make the Pain Go Away

Nobody in my real life knows this at all.  They thought I'm this quite, shy, morbid stupid girl that can't do such a thing. Well yea right.  What they don't is that I do. not just  a social drinker but a regular drunk...

I've got a hole in the center of my chest
that looks like a glass without a base.
I've got demons buried under a pile of stakes
and I stand guard with a bottle full of holy water that tastes a lot like vodka.
Some people would say...

But tomorrow I will snap back to reality.

I'm usually a very up-beat and happy person, but when I'm not, I'm terribly depressed. I'm so bipolar, hah. Anyways, I refuse to take psychological medications for a number of different reasons, and nothing seems to make me feel as good...

When I'm drunk, everything seems funny, rather than crap. If I could, I'd drink myself into a stupor every night, just so I wouldn't have to face the world.

Its a teribble habit. But since friends, counsellors and family have turned away, I've gone back to the one comfort that is there, and is consistant: alcohol. I drink crazy amounts of alcohol in short periods of time. What else do you...

i was 16, my bestfriend and i had an argument during an eglish class.

i began crying from the moment she yelled at me and as i walk home.

everybody is looking that weirdo crying on the road.. ^^,

I'm afraid to lose her...

But never do... :-( However I don't always drink to remove painful memories and such, at times it’s also for fun! When I’m hanging out the good friends, celebrating an accomplishment, after a good hard day’s work, you...

What happens when you reach a point where drinking actually even causes physical pains, let alone won't make pain go away? Then how do you make the pain go away?

I wish I had an alternative for the members of this group but don't...

As teenager, we are just learning things. Mostly we saw that whenever there's a pr0blem., people got drunk.

When i was 17 then., i had my first break up., for that time, it was the painful situati0n i had encountered in my whole life...

but... i dont really drink alot because there is nothing strong enough in the house, i hate drama and i drank the first time my heart was broken. it made me feel better and just sometimes life brings me super down and i nned to relax, i...

I stopped drinking last year. I was depressed and it was the only thing that I enjoyed. Is that even the right word? Even though it made things worse in actuality and I had several hangovers from hell, I just had to have my drink...