I can only help you as much as you allow. When you can't see how much your words and actions affect me, it tears me to the soul. I feel like i cant reach you any more. The monster you have become, has allowed a darkness to grow within me. I'll never be like you, or dad. I wont be...
Well most of the time anyway, if it doesn't 'drow them out' it should at least help. I don't always listen to the kind of music for this purpose that most people would, sometimes I do of course but other time it's jsut music I like at a really high volume
I'm usually trying to drown out other idiots more than painful thoughts. I never reconnected my stereo, and my headphones are buried somewhere, so using the computer is the only time I really get any good listening.
I blast my music off when trying to exercise.That's the only way to get old and overweight me to move.I like walking or stationary bike forms of exercise best.When i listen to the music i also forget about the soreness and wanting to binge.
I live in the shadows of regret, and when loud music describes how i feel with its lyrics, i feel complete and whole again. It makes me feel like im not alone. It makes me want to forget about all the painful thoughts and just have a good day. i just find it amazing how just the...
This group completely understands me. Anytime I'm feeling bummed, depressed, or especially angry, I go to my computer and put in my headphones. I choose a song depending on my mood, and instead of dwelling on my thoughts I focus entirely on the song. I don't notice anything...
Broken down inside
Living with myself
Nothing but lies
I always thought
I'd make it
But never knew I'd
Let it get so bad
Living with myself
Is all I have
I feel numb
I can't come to life
I feel like
I'm frozen in time
Living in a
World so cold
Living in a...
It makes me feel amazing! My favorite band ever is vampires everywhere then I love suicide silence and third favorite is bring me the horizon! Those are my top 3 bands! I also love more bands but I'm too lazy to put them down at the moment so just go to my last post and read...
I find myself constantly thinking about things that I don't want to think about. It usually happens when I'm sitting on my computer or driving in my car. Soo that's when the music comes on--- loud. I've found that if I have it loud enough I can no longer concentrate on the...
I love music, the sounds, the lyrics, the way I feel with certain songs. I also love how I can either drown out the pain or add to it. OMG in high school I'd get pissed off and run around singing "hit me with your best shot"... too funny!
Just a music freak I guess and...
because I need the distraction, and more than anything it seems to reset me for a short time. I just need to keep functioning until I can beat this latest depression, and this is one of the few things I have found that distracts from the pain.
For a years i haven't allowed myself to truly fall for anyone, because i know they wont completely understand the things i go through on a daily basis. I relate to every lyric in this song when i think about relationships and why i avoid them.
"Let Me Go"
One more kiss could...
Drums and guitars echo inside me, just like sandblasting an ancient building my mind is cleansed and carried away pushing my memories to the back of my mind and drowning them out - maybe sleep will come
Listening to loud music really does help drown out most of my thoughts altogether... because I end up concentrating on the music and the lyrics... and I end up singing along in my head or out loud.
My thoughts scare me sometimes... I think of the most depressing things... it...
I really listened to the music loud when I was going through heroin withdrawls. I would try to go to sleep at night & the voices would start talking to me. I felt like jumping out of my skin mentally, emotionally & physically. The only music that could...