I Eagerly Await The Breakdown Of Society

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 2 People

    I'm the type of person that hides their emotions. Yes I know that's never really a good thing seeing as there's a likely chance I'll mentally breakdown but I don't know what else I...
    AnonymousGirl8701 AnonymousGirl8701
    16-17, F
    Apr 20
    Add me on k-i-k gainer101 or Skype barakar42 if you want to keep chatting
    feeder101 feeder101
    18-21, M
    Apr 20
    Faking my human identity is tiring. Having to smile and laugh, be normal...it's irritating. There's many things that can be disposed of. It wouldn't really make a difference...
    DreamOfAFox DreamOfAFox
    13-15, F
    Apr 20
    Ever since we got full custody of my 10y old SD a little bit over a month ago life has been a roller coaster... Me and her used to be very close, and we still are but she has been...
    HiltonG HiltonG
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Ever since we got full custody of my 10y old SD a little bit over a month ago life has been a roller coaster... Me and her used to be very close, and we still are but she has been...
    HiltonG HiltonG
    22-25, F
    Apr 19
    Be strong. Be a man. Face your fears. It's one short life. If the society does not like the truth, **** the society ,truth remains truth. Before you give the control to your heart...
    shark1200 shark1200
    18-21, M
    Apr 19
    I guess it is time to write about what EP has meant to me. The first thing that comes to my mind is that a place like EP is necessary. Here people are not different from the real...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    6 Responses Apr 19
    Racists and haters are a part of the reason why I hate humanity for I will not be a part of a society that bases everything on hate and selfishness. I refuse it this world is full...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 19
    it's really good to discover interesting people here on ep specially when this comes near to end.. it's just refreshing to see those people.. it's just sucks that society we're in...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    Apr 18
    Today starts my new path to learning how to treat myself with kindness, forgiveness and understanding. I eagerly await the future it brings.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 18
    All names have been changed to protect people's identities. Two days ago on Friday, my high school required all students (except seniors) to work on a community service project...
    shybot shybot
    16-17, F
    Apr 17
    im a newbee here and found this site while searching (alocholic behavior in husband) and wow your stories are so very similar to mine finally i have found some mind like people...
    alwaysjustaboutdone alwaysjustaboutdone
    51-55, F
    Apr 17
    You're going to laugh at how innocuous this seems, at first ... then you'll realise how horrible this was. My mother wanted me to go to a grammar school. Obvs I had to pass the...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    1 Response Apr 16
    "The guy is completely psychotic. A fantasy is more important to him than achievements in reality." But to achieve things in reality you need self confidence/belief/esteem...
    RichardGivesRimJobs RichardGivesRimJobs
    70+, F
    Apr 16
    Not too long ago I was having one of those moments where just the thought of my dad tears me down. I had such a bad breakdown. I was sitting at the kitchen table and I happened to...
    OmiB OmiB
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 15
    been many months now and all I can see is society's further spiral into madness. the WiFi is weak here and I have plenty of food. but if I could do it again I would. society has...
    SladeBolinLeaderofEp SladeBolinLeaderofEp
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Apr 14
    Monday was my first breakdown. I have a great family, 2 very close friends, and a new lady in my life. But I felt completely alone. I had thoughts...however fleeting...of ending...
    njautomechanic njautomechanic
    36-40, M
    2 Responses Apr 14
      It's grey Cloudy And the screen reminds me of a holding cell Yet The energizer bunny awaits to SPRING once again (Cue: 🎶'The Sun'll Come Out Tomorrow..) Yes, I'm...
    notPC notPC
    56-60, F
    2 Responses Apr 14
    Here's a good program to watch for some ideas on what treatments are available for depression today. http://www.pbs.org/ride-the-tiger/home/
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71
    41-45, M
    Apr 13
    I was born in the late 90's, so I suppose I shouldn't exactly feel this way, but I do. The way I was raised differed from most of the people my age and that may have to do with it...
    MokeroX MokeroX
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 13
    I had to wear tampons in our swimming. Its the first day of my period and I don't want to keep myself not enjoying the day just because of my period. I am asian, so it's not really...
    yayepisoverimsad yayepisoverimsad
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13
    Faking myself everyday to fit into society's standards is tiresome. I don't even have the courage to get a high school degree. I'm really not sure what I'm supposed to do with my...
    DreamOfAFox DreamOfAFox
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 13
    They say the grass is always greener. They're right. I'm autistic, nerdy, quiet - '10s social life is a square peg trying to jam itself headfirst into my round hole (OK, that came...
    AsYetNameless AsYetNameless
    13-15, T
    Apr 13
    You can fake your age or mask it, but the passion that moves the characters has to be real.
    hazaramujahideen hazaramujahideen
    70+, F
    Apr 13
    -Life In Transition: A Compilation of Memories-I was born biologically male, but over the course of my life, have realized that my mind and soul on the inside feels female. Women...
    KayleeBehrens KayleeBehrens
    18-21, T
    Apr 13
    Ever since about 3 months ago i have been having mental breakdowns and crying myself to sleep. No one knows anything about and they can't even notice some days i don't eat, say or...
    KittyLoverForever KittyLoverForever
    13-15, F
    Apr 12
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 12
    To Believe! All my life I have looked for God through the churches and in religions , when I have found that God doesn't need to live in a church, he is everywhere and anywhere. I...
    Bobbyjeanc Bobbyjeanc
    61-65, T
    1 Response Apr 12
    I really don't want Ep to go. Why? Because there are some amazing and legit people out there who encourage you, support you, talk to you and give you advice that you actually...
    PotatoStarch99 PotatoStarch99
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 12
    guys I wana make some confession here I don't know how to say but it's true The day I listened to Eminem his songs stuck into my brain as a bee I m so addicted to his music his...
    EMINEMForever EMINEMForever
    18-21, M
    Apr 12
    I don't think i can take it anymore. I'm so anxious and depressed and it's only getting worse. My life sucks so bad lately. I'm in the last high school class and exams are coming...
    NotThatGuy98 NotThatGuy98
    18-21, M
    1 Response Apr 11
    A man mistakenly sent two million to a wrong phone number via mobile money transfer. After thinking of a way to stop the person from withdrawing the money, he came up with an idea...
    Rosalindaag Rosalindaag
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 11
    Our daughter was born on 7 February 2011. Polina is our child, a long-awaited daughter. From the moment, when we heard about cancer of the stomach - world in my eyes was darkened...
    Kushnir86 Kushnir86
    26-30, F
    Apr 11
    I lived by the rules and societies expectations of how a person should live their life. That caused me to miss out on so many opportunities. At the same time, society made me have...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock
    41-45, M
    Apr 11
    the better of us wont add to the extras ,salute mii!!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 10
    I keep having breakdowns and then I feel so pathetic after. I'm always so confusing.
    Lexiem00n Lexiem00n
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 10
    This article is now considered a ‘classic’ by anti-racist educators. It has been used in workshops and classes throughout the United States and Canada for many years. While...
    Mcinacann Mcinacann
    41-45, F
    Apr 10
    On this beautiful morning day, I can only fathom the many possibilities awaiting us if we should run into the sun... together.
    anaseyes anaseyes
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 10
    I think , those with low self esteem , anxiety , panic attacks - self worth issues - the problem for them , mostly is caused by not being accepted or treated by society/ people...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    I love to be the fresh new man meat for a couple, married or unmarried. Its great to be the alpha male and get to stud a woman in front of her man and him seeing how eager and...
    talking4fun talking4fun
    51-55, M
    4 Responses Apr 9
    It's been a while since I've given an update... Since I've been able to process my thoughts clearly enough to spit them out to you all. Part of that has to do with my sincere...
    Gracey0079 Gracey0079
    36-40, F
    15 Responses Apr 9
    Look, I know it can sound completely insane, but it's true. I can be sitting next to someone and hear a rude comment about the person behind us. I can hear other people speaking in...
    Bowties0stuff Bowties0stuff
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 8
    For example, unrealistic beauty standards for men and women. Men are supposed to be with huge muscles constantly buff and toned and look like professional athletes and weight...
    moonlightflower moonlightflower
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    Point a telescope at the moon, and you might just see one looking back. Chinese researchers have reported that their robotic telescope, the first of its kind, has been operating...
    sogdianrock sogdianrock
    56-60, M
    Apr 7
    Why are these newer generations so sensitive?!? Let's get real... Why are we so sensitive?? What's happening to us?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 7
    TWO DECADES, TWO CONTINENTS (Part 34) I never agreed to an arrangement that she’d fly to Toronto from Winnipeg just to see me. I never pressured or obligated Gladys to visit me...
    Emmanjoy Emmanjoy
    46-50
    Apr 6
    Bear with me, this is going to be a long story, but I need to get this off my chest. I am happy people found these places to vent and some people were lucky enough to become aware...
    Horriblesister Horriblesister
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    I am not shoure how this will sound. I am trans I am stuck at a piont,lost my job which means I lost my health care too. I can't afford to see the dr. on my new pay. Been threw a...
    kayakingneverends kayakingneverends
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 4
    "You are not your job, you're not how much money you have in the bank. You are not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You are not your ******* khakis. You...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 4
    In My Ears And In My Eyes One Hundred Five Of course, it wasn't easy to get started and get going that fateful morning First, Pam wanted to take Malta with her. She was...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine
    61-65, F
    Apr 3
    This society has lead me into things I regret even doing
    kimm1203 kimm1203
    13-15, F
    Apr 3
    I came to the church nearly every Sunday. Last Sunday, when I came to the church as usual, a girl around aged 6 hit my back with a book corner. When every of us were asked to kneel...
    PrincessGabrielle PrincessGabrielle
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 3
    Oswald Spengler said that in a rising society, the poor and the mob try to copy the manners of the rich and the elite, whereas in a declining society the opposite happens. It is...
    Cierzo Cierzo
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 3
    I had 2 miscarriages while married. The first at 12 weeks was so hard as I wasn't sure I wanted to be pregnant so soon into the marriage...I felt like I had wished it away somehow...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 3
    This, this is weird. Truly weird. Question: What is society? My answer: A bunch of people telling us what to do, and how to do it because it's good for us but reality is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2
    Two years ago I began a journey into healing from rape and sexual abuse. I also began a journey of self discovery. To find my authentic self. To learn to speak my truth. To learn...
    MinnieMouse3030 MinnieMouse3030
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    Die Jim Crow EP https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ORFzWe_ykTw
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 2
    There is a temptation to point out how bold a mother who breastfeeds her child, especially in public, is overall. But why should an act of nurturing that is one of the core...
    WellFrog WellFrog
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
    How about you guys give up some data history about this site , it's use and users before time runs out. It's only data and no doubt you already know almost all of it already. How...
    1RedKing 1RedKing
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 2
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